(10-11-2018, 12:37 PM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ] (10-11-2018, 11:53 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (10-11-2018, 11:47 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I've been on MLS since August 28 (I took a 32-day break from DMSI) and the H/C seems to be DMSI-like. It's not as intense as DMSI h/c but still it makes me shed tears and I do have the something-is-stuck-in-my stomach feeling. Other than that, the learning part hasn't improved at all and the procrastination seems to have gone up. Celebrity effect from DMSI is there no more. I have used two 5.5G subs (DMSI and MLS). Before that I used Overcome Approach Anxiety (I think that was 4g) for a couple of weeks prior to switching to DMSI. It's been a year I've been with IML and I didn't have sex on DMSI after trying it for 9 months. I don't want to stop MLS before giving it a three month time. However, why am I resisting your sub? Any insight?
The answer to resistance, the universe and everything seems to be... fear. Everything traces back to that, every time. I know some of you disagree with me on that, but based on my understanding of human psychology and the conscious and subconscious awareness, that's what it is.
That's why I have H&C, and that's why I have been developing the fear removal modules so intensely for almost a year now.
Why don't you want to stop MLS if you're just resisting it?
MLS, unlike DMSI, has worked for most (that's what I gathered from the journals) even though the effects may have happened later during the run. So, I'm a bit hopeful that it may work for me and help me reach my learning goals. DMSI, on the other hand, seemed to have a goal that was far fetched and not achievable (I felt that specially on side A). Moreover, MLS should be used over a three-month time. That's why I'm waiting until the end of next month to determine any progress. Then I may take a month break to try DMSI 3.3 (that depends on how the heavy resisters respond. Sarge/wolverine/Josh will be under my watchdog).
BTW, will I be able to ask for a refund if I don't see MLS results after three months?
So let's look at what you've said here.
First you said that:
Quote:DMSI, on the other hand, seemed to have a goal that was far fetched and not achievable
Followed by
Quote: (I felt that specially on side A).
This tells me that you are resisting this program specifically because you are refusing to open your mind to the fact that its goals are possible and achievable. We know this, because various people have done that in real testing, and this has happened more than three times.
So it's not that the goals are not possible, and not achievable, it's that you are refusing to accept that they are.
When you refuse to accept something as possible, you are effectively (and intentionally) making it impossible for yourself, regardless of how possible it actually is. This is a choice. And I would bet that it's a choice that arises from fear.
You also said that you especially
felt that
on Side A.
Feeling it is a communication from your emotional subconscious to your conscious mind, and it happening on Side A tells me that the subconscious was resisting execution by insisting that it is impossible, when Side A is designed to cause you to heal and clear whatever prevents you from executing.
In Side B, that is not happening, and so the subconscious did not have to fight as hard to insist that it is "impossible".
So what we have here is you, subconsciously at least, insisting that the goals of the program are impossible, when we know that isn't true based on observable facts and repeated evidences. The only reason you would do that is because you are afraid of achieving the goals. Which is what I said earlier.
You are not the only person present who is using this tactic to stop DMSI from working. Hopefully, the fear removal modules will help you overcome this.
But I will not be rebuilding MLS until 6G. So I suggest you start preparing for DMSI 3.3.