(06-09-2018, 07:50 AM)samba99 Wrote: [ -> ]Dear DMSI,
What I can’t and don’t understand is why on earlier version of DMSI in particular (2.4 and 2.5) I have executed the script very well which I was having ridiculous results ( even tho at that stage I was completely new to subs and I thought it was totally BS until I saw the change in reality) during that period I have achieved the design goal few times with absolute no effort from my end.
But now, with the so advanced technology and 3 or 4 times as strong, I don’t see anything near that what I saw initially with 2.4-2.5. And please no one says something like “you got used to the new reality” because there is obvious differences between the two realities.
Even though I know that I need some healing but it seems since the healing got into the program the results started to fade slowly and something else started to take over which is Anger, frustration, depression and GAY thoughts and dreams.
For you, 2.4 and 2.5 may have been a good balance of goals and scripting, which resulted in execution. As we advance, more is demanded of you in terms of what you are being asked to do to achieve the goals, which for some people will trigger fear, which will trigger resistance.
What that means is that there was still something holding you back from executing fully. That is now being dealt with. All things go in cycles.
You say the healing caused the results to fade and gave you "Anger, frustration, depression and GAY thoughts and dreams."
Those, then, are the things that are holding you back from truly executing the script and achieving all of the goals.
Anger is either going to be anger at something that is sublimated (stuffed down), being expressed through the healing process, or something that is a reaction to the healing and clearing process (not wanting to face and deal with this stuff, resentment of being "told what to do", whatever.
Frustration may be with the program being too strong to resist, or as a result of the stresses caused by the H&C process and what is being dealt with.
Depression usually results when the program is too strong to resist and the resisting part knows it; this type of depression results from that part resisting feeling hopeless to resist, but still being terribly afraid of what is inevitable because it cannot be resisted. It is also possible that your depression stems from digging up and processing/purging something that is holding you back via the H&C process.
Gay thoughts and dreams would be you overcoming your internal fears of being gay. This doesn't mean you ARE gay, of course, but you have to understand that there is no black and white in this situation: people are never 100% gay or 100% straight or 100% bisexual or whatever. We exist on a continuum, so for example you may be 98% straight and 2% gay, and based on what society etc. has told you, you fear that 2% of yourself that represents openness to homosexuality. What this program may be doing is clearing you of that because somehow it has something to do with you resisting achieving the goals of the program.
Now if that makes no sense at all logically, it's okay: the subconscious mind is not logical in the way the conscious mind is. The "logic" it uses is entirely alien to the logic used by the conscious mind. The subconscious (or at least large parts of the subconscious, perhaps) is emotional, symbolic, irrational. It can therefore have what it perceives as perfectly logical and reasonable reasons for resisting X when the goal is Y, even if there is no correlation between them by the logic the conscious mind uses.
Or, there could be some sort of connection that we just don't know about yet on the subconscious level, which association is triggering the unexpected results.
