Subliminal Talk

(10-15-2018, 05:59 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 03:20 AM)Greenduck Wrote: [ -> ]Hi there Shannon. Thanks for E2, it's helping me relaxing and recovering from panic attacks.

Thank you for using my creations to improve yourself.

Quote:I have been crippled with fear during my depression, but have gotten much better since I started working on my root chakra with a daily meditation and an exercise called trauma releasing exercises. I know that some members are struggling with fear and you are trying to find a solution for this, so I just wanted to share my five cents. I don't know how well-read you are on chakras, but the root chakra help the soul/psyche/consciousness to be in contact with our body. When we are not, we are ruled by fear. When we are, we feel safe and can go on with our life on our terms more easily. This would explain why some members feel the fear they do, and others don't.

The chakra system is one way to approach the issue, but it is not the only way. The method I have created with the FRM is actually deeper than this. It works directly on what originally causes the blockages to the chakras.

Quote:Good luck with your work. You are making a difference.

Thank you. That's what keeps me going when it seems hopeless and endless.

I look forward reading your book on that in the future but until then I am happy to use your products. All well!

(10-15-2018, 06:19 AM)Wharrgarbl Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 05:59 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 03:20 AM)Greenduck Wrote: [ -> ]Hi there Shannon. Thanks for E2, it's helping me relaxing and recovering from panic attacks.

Thank you for using my creations to improve yourself.

Quote:I have been crippled with fear during my depression, but have gotten much better since I started working on my root chakra with a daily meditation and an exercise called trauma releasing exercises. I know that some members are struggling with fear and you are trying to find a solution for this, so I just wanted to share my five cents. I don't know how well-read you are on chakras, but the root chakra help the soul/psyche/consciousness to be in contact with our body. When we are not, we are ruled by fear. When we are, we feel safe and can go on with our life on our terms more easily. This would explain why some members feel the fear they do, and others don't.

The chakra system is one way to approach the issue, but it is not the only way. The method I have created with the FRM is actually deeper than this. It works directly on what originally causes the blockages to the chakras.

Quote:Good luck with your work. You are making a difference.

Thank you. That's what keeps me going when it seems hopeless and endless.

Shannon, in the 2 years I have run subs I have seen more growth than in most of the rest of my life put together. I have seen what I thought was impossible, I have changed dramatically due the entertaining the possibility described in the script of every subliminal.

I think we are so hungry for more and better because SUBS WORK!!

When you reach the end of your life I think you'll be satisfied with what you have done. There may be more work to be done than what can be done in your life, but you're doing something that has never been done this effectively ever and is a frontier in personal development.

While I wish you would train an apprentice or increase the people that could help make and understand subs so that more work will get done, I seem to remember you saying that there are constrictions on what you can share as well as personal opinions and desires on the situation. So it is what it is. Just pass the torch when it's time.

You are doing a lot and you are appreciated.

Much appreciated.

I am not permitted to share my knowledge with anyone right now. Part of being allowed to learn some of this was promising not to share it. I could not take an apprentice if I tried. It is not my choice until I achieve something that will not happen for another 11 to 20 years. Only after I have created my Opus Magnum am I free to select someone to whom I may pass on what I know. Until then, you see, I am still learning. I cannot learn myself, teach someone else and raise a family all at once. Because soon, very soon now, it will be time for me to start a family.

But even after I am free to select someone, it will take much time to select, verify and prepare that person for what is in this book I have been writing. This is not the sort of thing you can just read and understand. It requires a very deep basis of knowledge and understanding in many areas of study. Without those, it would not be understood; or worse yet, it would be misunderstood or only partially understood. That would only lead to problems.

If the world wishes to grow, I will write and pass on that book. If not, it will never be finished. That part is not in my realm of control. I will do what I can to make that book happen, and pass it on to the right person, so that my work and knowledge can be continued and continue to make the world a better place.

If you want that to happen, you have to be a part of those who choose that future. For them, it will be. For the rest there is the fact that they are not ready, and they will choose the reality in which there is no such help.

Fear not, my friends: all is as it should be. Even if it does frustrate the hell out of me sometimes.

(10-15-2018, 06:32 AM)Greenduck Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 05:59 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 03:20 AM)Greenduck Wrote: [ -> ]Hi there Shannon. Thanks for E2, it's helping me relaxing and recovering from panic attacks.

Thank you for using my creations to improve yourself.

Quote:I have been crippled with fear during my depression, but have gotten much better since I started working on my root chakra with a daily meditation and an exercise called trauma releasing exercises. I know that some members are struggling with fear and you are trying to find a solution for this, so I just wanted to share my five cents. I don't know how well-read you are on chakras, but the root chakra help the soul/psyche/consciousness to be in contact with our body. When we are not, we are ruled by fear. When we are, we feel safe and can go on with our life on our terms more easily. This would explain why some members feel the fear they do, and others don't.

The chakra system is one way to approach the issue, but it is not the only way. The method I have created with the FRM is actually deeper than this. It works directly on what originally causes the blockages to the chakras.

Quote:Good luck with your work. You are making a difference.

Thank you. That's what keeps me going when it seems hopeless and endless.

I look forward reading your book on that in the future but until then I am happy to use your products. All well!

My book on what?

(10-15-2018, 08:06 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 06:32 AM)Greenduck Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 05:59 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 03:20 AM)Greenduck Wrote: [ -> ]Hi there Shannon. Thanks for E2, it's helping me relaxing and recovering from panic attacks.

Thank you for using my creations to improve yourself.

Quote:I have been crippled with fear during my depression, but have gotten much better since I started working on my root chakra with a daily meditation and an exercise called trauma releasing exercises. I know that some members are struggling with fear and you are trying to find a solution for this, so I just wanted to share my five cents. I don't know how well-read you are on chakras, but the root chakra help the soul/psyche/consciousness to be in contact with our body. When we are not, we are ruled by fear. When we are, we feel safe and can go on with our life on our terms more easily. This would explain why some members feel the fear they do, and others don't.

The chakra system is one way to approach the issue, but it is not the only way. The method I have created with the FRM is actually deeper than this. It works directly on what originally causes the blockages to the chakras.

Quote:Good luck with your work. You are making a difference.

Thank you. That's what keeps me going when it seems hopeless and endless.

I look forward reading your book on that in the future but until then I am happy to use your products. All well!

My book on what?

Can't answer that for you

(10-15-2018, 01:16 AM)Williamx25 Wrote: [ -> ]@Shannon

I'm running the Maximum Learning Speed program 5.5G now for 3 weeks. Just 4 loops every other day, and I have noticed that I tend to procrastinate, wasting time this week is my exam week midterm finals and I failed one exam already... Is it possible that i'm stone walling again? Or resisting this sub?

I deleted all my social media accounts, no youtube, no internet surfing, those are my procrastination triggers, so i'm doing everything I can to stay focussed on studying.

What can I do to improve this? Is it possible to increase loops to 8 during the night instead of 4? 4 loops seems way to little for me... Or maybe adjusting ASRB to listening every day?

Or do I need some patience and let the program run for at least 3 months until I can decide what to do?

Thanks in advance !

People with Maximum Learning Speed experience, please feel free to chime in.

I'm into a month and a half on MLS and sometimes I see progress, which can be very subtle. I think I'm still healing and clearing the garbage from my early life. Here is a post from Shannon that I saved for the purpose of understanding how MLS should work. Shannon's comment on your post should also help you and me of knowing why we are resisting. I've had a few epiphanies on MLS that seemed like the ones I had on DMSI. I've been having crazy weird dreams as well. The dreams are not as frequent as they were on DMSI though.

Quote:1. Initial impact. This may range from almost no response for resistant pains in the butt to "Holy cow, I'm limitless!" You may also experience detoxing effects and an increased need for sleep.
2. Throttle back. This is after initial impact and results because the clearing & healing starts to kick in and take focus. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
3. Healing & Clearing. During this period, the focus is of course on healing and clearing and you may experience all the goodies that go with it. Learning, etc. may be present or may not. It will depend on how much you are focused in H&C and how much you are trying to resist the process. During this time. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
4. Maximum Learning Speed & Focus. This is where the rubber meets the road. This is where the BS has been cleared out, and you're now free to ride down that highway you bought the program to ride down. This may take time to gear up, as the brain may be healing and optimizing for months. I would expect that the program would need 3 to 9 months to finish brain healing and optimizing. During this phase, you will become accustomed to higher intellectual capacity, greater acuity of awareness, faster thinking and processing abilities and better memory and processing abilities than you had before, and it may seem as if you have always been able to do this. You may also experience increased hunger over normal, and increased (but lessening) need for sleep.

(10-14-2018, 03:06 PM)AbundanceCH Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I ask the following because it's one of my own issues and it seems to be one that many in this forum suffer from which is a major contributing factor to their lack of success in life or with women.

When it comes to a controlling/overprotective mother who uses guilt to control you...what's the best way to deal with them?

We can't just let go of our own mothers like we can do with toxic friends and people. So the only other choice is to just change ourselves so they finally end up respecting us based on the new vibration we put out. We change and the world around us changes mentality.

But what if we haven't been able to achieve the success or whatever necessary for them to change their attitude towards us? I remember reading your story which you mentioned how your family didn't respect you until you finally achieved success.

It just seems like a cruel test life has placed on a lot of us in order to force us to change. I wish I could just be myself and be accepted and respected..

After reading this post, I had to research a bit about overprotective parents and found this article online.

https://wehavekids.com/parenting/Childre...or-Failure

I can relate myself to the traits almost 100%. Take a look at some of the traits that the children of overprotective parents tend to develop:

-Dependent on Teachers
-Labeled a Difficult Student
-Lacking in Maturity
-Sense of Entitlement
-Easy Target for Bullies
-Labeled Misfits
-Academically Ahead, Socially Behind
-Lacking in Knowledge of Age-Appropriate Life Situations
-Outcasts and Pariahs
-Dependent and Risk-Adverse
-Socially Unrelatable
-Likely to Become Unhinged
-Incapable of Living Independently
-Unable to Make Decisions

I can check every single one of the above points.

After starting to use IML sub a year ago, my paradigm shifted. Specially DMSI entirely changed the route that I was taking in my life. I'm still obsessed with my past and my parents' teachings that made me have those traits. This past weekend was a tough one for me since I was totally immersed in the thought of why I'm not good with my money. I've had this job for 14 months and I'm getting paid well but still haven't been able to pay off my debts. I'm not aware about spending money and buy random things, go on travels, and eat out a lot. And every once in a while something bad happens randomly and I lose a hectic amount each time. Like this Saturday, a deer hit my car when I was driving on the highway and it will cost me about $1500 to repair my car. As a kid, I was never showed the way of making my own decisions and handling my own problems without my parents advice (more like orders). I was told that money is evil and we shouldn't make it our priority. Since my parents were kind of well off, so I had the entitlement of spending their money as my own ("sense of entitlement" point checked). So, this money issue stems from my early childhood.

At this point, I'm not sure if IML subs are helping me or not. I've given DMSI 9 months (a month break after as well) and I've been on MLS for the month and a half. The only thing I have gone through is having these deeply rooted issues come to the surface and making me anxious, fearful, loathing, sometimes depressed about my own life.

I think I need to see a therapist because I've been in a severe melancholy lately.

(10-15-2018, 08:56 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-14-2018, 03:06 PM)AbundanceCH Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I ask the following because it's one of my own issues and it seems to be one that many in this forum suffer from which is a major contributing factor to their lack of success in life or with women.

When it comes to a controlling/overprotective mother who uses guilt to control you...what's the best way to deal with them?

We can't just let go of our own mothers like we can do with toxic friends and people. So the only other choice is to just change ourselves so they finally end up respecting us based on the new vibration we put out. We change and the world around us changes mentality.

But what if we haven't been able to achieve the success or whatever necessary for them to change their attitude towards us? I remember reading your story which you mentioned how your family didn't respect you until you finally achieved success.

It just seems like a cruel test life has placed on a lot of us in order to force us to change. I wish I could just be myself and be accepted and respected..

After reading this post, I had to research a bit about overprotective parents and found this article online.

https://wehavekids.com/parenting/Childre...or-Failure

I can relate myself to the traits almost 100%. Take a look at some of the traits that the children of overprotective parents tend to develop:

-Dependent on Teachers
-Labeled a Difficult Student
-Lacking in Maturity
-Sense of Entitlement
-Easy Target for Bullies
-Labeled Misfits
-Academically Ahead, Socially Behind
-Lacking in Knowledge of Age-Appropriate Life Situations
-Outcasts and Pariahs
-Dependent and Risk-Adverse
-Socially Unrelatable
-Likely to Become Unhinged
-Incapable of Living Independently
-Unable to Make Decisions

I can check every single one of the above points.

After starting to use IML sub a year ago, my paradigm shifted. Specially DMSI entirely changed the route that I was taking in my life. I'm still obsessed with my past and my parents' teachings that made me have those traits. This past weekend was a tough one for me since I was totally immersed in the thought of why I'm not good with my money. I've had this job for 14 months and I'm getting paid well but still haven't been able to pay off my debts. I'm not aware about spending money and buy random things, go on travels, and eat out a lot. And every once in a while something bad happens randomly and I lose a hectic amount each time. Like this Saturday, a deer hit my car when I was driving on the highway and it will cost me about $1500 to repair my car. As a kid, I was never showed the way of making my own decisions and handling my own problems without my parents advice (more like orders). I was told that money is evil and we shouldn't make it our priority. Since my parents were kind of well off, so I had the entitlement of spending their money as my own ("sense of entitlement" point checked). So, this money issue stems from my early childhood.

At this point, I'm not sure if IML subs are helping me or not. I've given DMSI 9 months (a month break after as well) and I've been on MLS for the month and a half. The only thing I have gone through is having these deeply rooted issues come to the surface and making me anxious, fearful, loathing, sometimes depressed about my own life.

I think I need to see a therapist because I've been in a severe melancholy lately.

Tiger this is interesting. I was raised by overprotective parents. I am socially inept, have zero social life, am considered an outcast, i cant make decisions, etc....This article is accurate.

After 4 days of US/LM2-

Saturday started out like any other days over the past few months for me; With obsessive worrying and anxiety about different things. Later in the afternoon I went over to a friends to hang out for the day. Soon thereafter, I was no longer focused on my struggles/issues as of late. I was feeling more in the moment, relaxed , and expressive. Just able to have a good time and laugh it up with my buds. Probably the best and most free ive felt in a good while.

The next day(sunday) that same state was no longer in full force, but I still was not experiencing quite as much anxiety or the focusing on what has been causing me strife. Fast forward to the right as I am going to bed however, and the fear started picking back up. As I was getting ready/ going to bed I started getting flashes of this kind of ghoul like creature coming after me as I started to sleep. I did my best to not focus on it, but it kept popping up for a good while. As a kid I was always scared of horror movies and different creepy/ ghostly things and would sometimes get thoughts like these.

Then into my later years with this issue I developed that i detailed in here a few weeks to a month ago(basically the fear of fear itself, sorry Teddy Roosevelt, I failed you) when I get anything negative like this in my mind I then get fearful that I am focusing on it and will bring more of it/bad things/ anxiety and fear into my life. Basically using the law of attraction against myself lol. Its been quite the fd up vicious cycle. I have been doing my best to overcome this however, and will NOT give up or give in.

So anyway, I eventually managed to fall asleep. Halfway through the night though I had a VERY intense dream. In it I had woken up in my bed during the night, and was just laying there thinking it was real. Suddenly I started hearing these dissent whispers coming from around me somewhere. Then all of a sudden my body started getting pulled from my bed towards the wall to the right of me. I tried to brace myself on my fan and stop from getting pulled, but I could not. As this was happening the whispers were increasing in quantity and intensity. I couldn't stop the force and was pulled straight into the wall. I began yelling in terror and at that moment woke up with a slight "ah" sound coming out of my mouth.

Now as opposed to my dream after my first day on the program where I only felt slight fear, in this one the fear was VERY intense. Maybe its just things coming up from the FRM getting to the core of my fears?

If you have any thoughts on all of it Shannon I would love to hear them.

(10-15-2018, 09:11 AM)rayrocanaldo Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 08:56 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-14-2018, 03:06 PM)AbundanceCH Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I ask the following because it's one of my own issues and it seems to be one that many in this forum suffer from which is a major contributing factor to their lack of success in life or with women.

When it comes to a controlling/overprotective mother who uses guilt to control you...what's the best way to deal with them?

We can't just let go of our own mothers like we can do with toxic friends and people. So the only other choice is to just change ourselves so they finally end up respecting us based on the new vibration we put out. We change and the world around us changes mentality.

But what if we haven't been able to achieve the success or whatever necessary for them to change their attitude towards us? I remember reading your story which you mentioned how your family didn't respect you until you finally achieved success.

It just seems like a cruel test life has placed on a lot of us in order to force us to change. I wish I could just be myself and be accepted and respected..

After reading this post, I had to research a bit about overprotective parents and found this article online.

https://wehavekids.com/parenting/Childre...or-Failure

I can relate myself to the traits almost 100%. Take a look at some of the traits that the children of overprotective parents tend to develop:

-Dependent on Teachers
-Labeled a Difficult Student
-Lacking in Maturity
-Sense of Entitlement
-Easy Target for Bullies
-Labeled Misfits
-Academically Ahead, Socially Behind
-Lacking in Knowledge of Age-Appropriate Life Situations
-Outcasts and Pariahs
-Dependent and Risk-Adverse
-Socially Unrelatable
-Likely to Become Unhinged
-Incapable of Living Independently
-Unable to Make Decisions

I can check every single one of the above points.

After starting to use IML sub a year ago, my paradigm shifted. Specially DMSI entirely changed the route that I was taking in my life. I'm still obsessed with my past and my parents' teachings that made me have those traits. This past weekend was a tough one for me since I was totally immersed in the thought of why I'm not good with my money. I've had this job for 14 months and I'm getting paid well but still haven't been able to pay off my debts. I'm not aware about spending money and buy random things, go on travels, and eat out a lot. And every once in a while something bad happens randomly and I lose a hectic amount each time. Like this Saturday, a deer hit my car when I was driving on the highway and it will cost me about $1500 to repair my car. As a kid, I was never showed the way of making my own decisions and handling my own problems without my parents advice (more like orders). I was told that money is evil and we shouldn't make it our priority. Since my parents were kind of well off, so I had the entitlement of spending their money as my own ("sense of entitlement" point checked). So, this money issue stems from my early childhood.

At this point, I'm not sure if IML subs are helping me or not. I've given DMSI 9 months (a month break after as well) and I've been on MLS for the month and a half. The only thing I have gone through is having these deeply rooted issues come to the surface and making me anxious, fearful, loathing, sometimes depressed about my own life.

I think I need to see a therapist because I've been in a severe melancholy lately.

Tiger this is interesting. I was raised by overprotective parents. I am socially inept, have zero social life, am considered an outcast, i cant make decisions, etc....This article is accurate.

Dang boi! I know how it feels when your classmates bully you for your mother showing up after the school in 9th grade. I know how it feels when you are about to step into your 11th grade and you are wishing that your father doesn't walk into your very first class with you. I know how it feels when you want to play with your friends but your father wants to be standing by the field and watching you play when you would have to go through the ridicules by your peers. I wish I could remove these memories for good.

(10-15-2018, 08:36 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 01:16 AM)Williamx25 Wrote: [ -> ]@Shannon

I'm running the Maximum Learning Speed program 5.5G now for 3 weeks. Just 4 loops every other day, and I have noticed that I tend to procrastinate, wasting time this week is my exam week midterm finals and I failed one exam already... Is it possible that i'm stone walling again? Or resisting this sub?

I deleted all my social media accounts, no youtube, no internet surfing, those are my procrastination triggers, so i'm doing everything I can to stay focussed on studying.

What can I do to improve this? Is it possible to increase loops to 8 during the night instead of 4? 4 loops seems way to little for me... Or maybe adjusting ASRB to listening every day?

Or do I need some patience and let the program run for at least 3 months until I can decide what to do?

Thanks in advance !

People with Maximum Learning Speed experience, please feel free to chime in.

I'm into a month and a half on MLS and sometimes I see progress, which can be very subtle. I think I'm still healing and clearing the garbage from my early life. Here is a post from Shannon that I saved for the purpose of understanding how MLS should work. Shannon's comment on your post should also help you and me of knowing why we are resisting. I've had a few epiphanies on MLS that seemed like the ones I had on DMSI. I've been having crazy weird dreams as well. The dreams are not as frequent as they were on DMSI though.

Quote:1. Initial impact. This may range from almost no response for resistant pains in the butt to "Holy cow, I'm limitless!" You may also experience detoxing effects and an increased need for sleep.
2. Throttle back. This is after initial impact and results because the clearing & healing starts to kick in and take focus. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
3. Healing & Clearing. During this period, the focus is of course on healing and clearing and you may experience all the goodies that go with it. Learning, etc. may be present or may not. It will depend on how much you are focused in H&C and how much you are trying to resist the process. During this time. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
4. Maximum Learning Speed & Focus. This is where the rubber meets the road. This is where the BS has been cleared out, and you're now free to ride down that highway you bought the program to ride down. This may take time to gear up, as the brain may be healing and optimizing for months. I would expect that the program would need 3 to 9 months to finish brain healing and optimizing. During this phase, you will become accustomed to higher intellectual capacity, greater acuity of awareness, faster thinking and processing abilities and better memory and processing abilities than you had before, and it may seem as if you have always been able to do this. You may also experience increased hunger over normal, and increased (but lessening) need for sleep.

Adding to my post:

This journey of self development frustrates and scares me. I'm 32 right now and mentally behind most of my fellow peers. I haven't had any successful relationship. I've had sex rarely and now going through an over three year dry spell. I don't know what the heck I'm doing with my life. I'm not sure where I'm headed. I don't know what the future holds.

Don't worry bro, you're not the only one.

(10-15-2018, 09:21 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 09:11 AM)rayrocanaldo Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 08:56 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-14-2018, 03:06 PM)AbundanceCH Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I ask the following because it's one of my own issues and it seems to be one that many in this forum suffer from which is a major contributing factor to their lack of success in life or with women.

When it comes to a controlling/overprotective mother who uses guilt to control you...what's the best way to deal with them?

We can't just let go of our own mothers like we can do with toxic friends and people. So the only other choice is to just change ourselves so they finally end up respecting us based on the new vibration we put out. We change and the world around us changes mentality.

But what if we haven't been able to achieve the success or whatever necessary for them to change their attitude towards us? I remember reading your story which you mentioned how your family didn't respect you until you finally achieved success.

It just seems like a cruel test life has placed on a lot of us in order to force us to change. I wish I could just be myself and be accepted and respected..

After reading this post, I had to research a bit about overprotective parents and found this article online.

https://wehavekids.com/parenting/Childre...or-Failure

I can relate myself to the traits almost 100%. Take a look at some of the traits that the children of overprotective parents tend to develop:

-Dependent on Teachers
-Labeled a Difficult Student
-Lacking in Maturity
-Sense of Entitlement
-Easy Target for Bullies
-Labeled Misfits
-Academically Ahead, Socially Behind
-Lacking in Knowledge of Age-Appropriate Life Situations
-Outcasts and Pariahs
-Dependent and Risk-Adverse
-Socially Unrelatable
-Likely to Become Unhinged
-Incapable of Living Independently
-Unable to Make Decisions

I can check every single one of the above points.

After starting to use IML sub a year ago, my paradigm shifted. Specially DMSI entirely changed the route that I was taking in my life. I'm still obsessed with my past and my parents' teachings that made me have those traits. This past weekend was a tough one for me since I was totally immersed in the thought of why I'm not good with my money. I've had this job for 14 months and I'm getting paid well but still haven't been able to pay off my debts. I'm not aware about spending money and buy random things, go on travels, and eat out a lot. And every once in a while something bad happens randomly and I lose a hectic amount each time. Like this Saturday, a deer hit my car when I was driving on the highway and it will cost me about $1500 to repair my car. As a kid, I was never showed the way of making my own decisions and handling my own problems without my parents advice (more like orders). I was told that money is evil and we shouldn't make it our priority. Since my parents were kind of well off, so I had the entitlement of spending their money as my own ("sense of entitlement" point checked). So, this money issue stems from my early childhood.

At this point, I'm not sure if IML subs are helping me or not. I've given DMSI 9 months (a month break after as well) and I've been on MLS for the month and a half. The only thing I have gone through is having these deeply rooted issues come to the surface and making me anxious, fearful, loathing, sometimes depressed about my own life.

I think I need to see a therapist because I've been in a severe melancholy lately.

Tiger this is interesting. I was raised by overprotective parents. I am socially inept, have zero social life, am considered an outcast, i cant make decisions, etc....This article is accurate.

Dang boi! I know how it feels when your classmates bully you for your mother showing up after the school in 9th grade. I know how it feels when you are about to step into your 11th grade and you are wishing that your father doesn't walk into your very first class with you. I know how it feels when you want to play with your friends but your father wants to be standing by the field and watching you play when you would have to go through the ridicules by your peers. I wish I could remove these memories for good.

Dang man! I feel you. Once I reached age 18, that's mostly when I became an outcast. Its also when I started getting into personal growth. I didnt care that I was ostracized that much. But man, I've experienced some rough stuff. I was in math class and a girl that hated me started yelling loudly that I tried to say hi at her. She said a lot of things. I felt humiliated and embarassed. I am sure everybody was laughing at me behind my back because they were behind me. Even the teacher was giving me angry looks. Mind you this is in an adult high school. I still hate her to this day. Not to mention the fact that people were always laughing at me, avoiding me, giving me dirty looks. All of that happened in 1 semester. I think it was because no one would talk to me and I had no friends. The same girl once sat next to me and started acting physically aggressive. Like stomping her feet at me when I would write in my textbook. Giving me very prolonged angry looks, looking back at her friends with a look of "look at how weird he is". I remember sitting in front of her and then looking back a few times and then she changed places. I was sitting in front and the same girl stood in front of me with an angry look but she was looking at her friend. You would she was giving I hate this guy look. She even said nobody talks to me so even if guys start talking to me, she wont talk to me. So much sadness but still during that time even when she was doing that I would always think about what is the best way to change my mindset? Alot of other things have happened like guys laughing at me, I was walking up the stairs and I was next to a girl and she ran away up the stairs and the girl behind me acting repulsed by me. She even started acting angry at me because I once started talking to her. She didnt verbally abuse me but she acted crazy angry. Hopefully one day I will be great and I will show them how pathetic they are in comparison to me.

(10-15-2018, 09:11 AM)Broski Wrote: [ -> ]After 4 days of US/LM2-

Saturday started out like any other days over the past few months for me; With obsessive worrying and anxiety about different things. Later in the afternoon I went over to a friends to hang out for the day. Soon thereafter, I was no longer focused on my struggles/issues as of late. I was feeling more in the moment, relaxed , and expressive. Just able to have a good time and laugh it up with my buds. Probably the best and most free ive felt in a good while.

The next day(sunday) that same state was no longer in full force, but I still was not experiencing quite as much anxiety or the focusing on what has been causing me strife. Fast forward to the right as I am going to bed however, and the fear started picking back up. As I was getting ready/ going to bed I started getting flashes of this kind of ghoul like creature coming after me as I started to sleep. I did my best to not focus on it, but it kept popping up for a good while. As a kid I was always scared of horror movies and different creepy/ ghostly things and would sometimes get thoughts like these.

Then into my later years with this issue I developed that i detailed in here a few weeks to a month ago(basically the fear of fear itself, sorry Teddy Roosevelt, I failed you) when I get anything negative like this in my mind I then get fearful that I am focusing on it and will bring more of it/bad things/ anxiety and fear into my life. Basically using the law of attraction against myself lol. Its been quite the fd up vicious cycle. I have been doing my best to overcome this however, and will NOT give up or give in.

So anyway, I eventually managed to fall asleep. Halfway through the night though I had a VERY intense dream. In it I had woken up in my bed during the night, and was just laying there thinking it was real. Suddenly I started hearing these dissent whispers coming from around me somewhere. Then all of a sudden my body started getting pulled from my bed towards the wall to the right of me. I tried to brace myself on my fan and stop from getting pulled, but I could not. As this was happening the whispers were increasing in quantity and intensity. I couldn't stop the force and was pulled straight into the wall. I began yelling in terror and at that moment woke up with a slight "ah" sound coming out of my mouth.

Now as opposed to my dream after my first day on the program where I only felt slight fear, in this one the fear was VERY intense. Maybe its just things coming up from the FRM getting to the core of my fears?

If you have any thoughts on all of it Shannon I would love to hear them.

Are you noticing the tidal effect? You make progress, which scares some part of you, which is abated as you make more progress, which scares some part of you, which is abated as you make more progress... but each time, things advance further.

What's happening is that you're making progress overcoming your fears.

This is not quite how I wanted it to happen, though. I will be creating a V3 of the FRM for DMSI 3.3 to try to make this process significantly easier. In fact I have already started working on that.

That said... you have a fear based feedback loop. You fear what you fear, and you fear the fear, and the process of being afraid and everything else. The fear feeds itself.

But the FRM should disrupt this and erase it over enough exposure. Keep going.

(10-15-2018, 09:26 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 08:36 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2018, 01:16 AM)Williamx25 Wrote: [ -> ]@Shannon

I'm running the Maximum Learning Speed program 5.5G now for 3 weeks. Just 4 loops every other day, and I have noticed that I tend to procrastinate, wasting time this week is my exam week midterm finals and I failed one exam already... Is it possible that i'm stone walling again? Or resisting this sub?

I deleted all my social media accounts, no youtube, no internet surfing, those are my procrastination triggers, so i'm doing everything I can to stay focussed on studying.

What can I do to improve this? Is it possible to increase loops to 8 during the night instead of 4? 4 loops seems way to little for me... Or maybe adjusting ASRB to listening every day?

Or do I need some patience and let the program run for at least 3 months until I can decide what to do?

Thanks in advance !

People with Maximum Learning Speed experience, please feel free to chime in.

I'm into a month and a half on MLS and sometimes I see progress, which can be very subtle. I think I'm still healing and clearing the garbage from my early life. Here is a post from Shannon that I saved for the purpose of understanding how MLS should work. Shannon's comment on your post should also help you and me of knowing why we are resisting. I've had a few epiphanies on MLS that seemed like the ones I had on DMSI. I've been having crazy weird dreams as well. The dreams are not as frequent as they were on DMSI though.

Quote:1. Initial impact. This may range from almost no response for resistant pains in the butt to "Holy cow, I'm limitless!" You may also experience detoxing effects and an increased need for sleep.
2. Throttle back. This is after initial impact and results because the clearing & healing starts to kick in and take focus. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
3. Healing & Clearing. During this period, the focus is of course on healing and clearing and you may experience all the goodies that go with it. Learning, etc. may be present or may not. It will depend on how much you are focused in H&C and how much you are trying to resist the process. During this time. You may also experience detoxing and brain adjustment effects, increased hunger over normal and increased need for sleep.
4. Maximum Learning Speed & Focus. This is where the rubber meets the road. This is where the BS has been cleared out, and you're now free to ride down that highway you bought the program to ride down. This may take time to gear up, as the brain may be healing and optimizing for months. I would expect that the program would need 3 to 9 months to finish brain healing and optimizing. During this phase, you will become accustomed to higher intellectual capacity, greater acuity of awareness, faster thinking and processing abilities and better memory and processing abilities than you had before, and it may seem as if you have always been able to do this. You may also experience increased hunger over normal, and increased (but lessening) need for sleep.

Adding to my post:

This journey of self development frustrates and scares me. I'm 32 right now and mentally behind most of my fellow peers. I haven't had any successful relationship. I've had sex rarely and now going through an over three year dry spell. I don't know what the heck I'm doing with my life. I'm not sure where I'm headed. I don't know what the future holds.

Unfortunately, a lot of people have what I call a Self Supporting, Self Regenerative Web of Interrelated Issues. (SSRWII) This was something I first discovered with working on weight loss. You guys are describing it here too. There is a solution, and it is coming, but we are not finished achieving that goal yet. FRM is a huge step forward on that, and when it is finished, it will be at least half of the solution.

Don't give up hope.