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Benjamin
(Goodbye Fear.)
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Registration Date: 11-08-2010
Date of Birth: 08-08-1984 (37 years old)
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Make Fear Fiction Again (OF V3) 6
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So after putting it off for a long time I started OF V3 last night. Basically OF has been muscle testing as what I need for me for 7 months! But i've kept putting it off, finding excuses to not do it, or having other things come up like physical things I need to deal with first convieniently when I wanted to start OF.

So you can bet there's alot of fear about not having fear, and resistance to actually doing this. I can even think back to when I did AM6 knowing I needed to really deal with fear but instead doing other things.

Also I struggled to decide between OF V3 and UMS V2. Fear is holding me back in many areas, one specific area that I need to move forward, but money is also an issue that partly contributes to that. I realized I need OF first and part of wanting to goto UMS instead was part of resistance to doing so.


LTU 6 was very good, more so than other programs but I do still feel that it's full expression was held back by fear.

Apart from what I need to deal with, fear is at the forefront in the world right now. It's being thrown at us from every angle, and alot of it is to bring in crazy things disproportionate to the threat. I won't go into any more detail about that as it would get controversial and I can go on about it for quite a while.

I made a list of fears last night which i'll add to when I think of more, and I plan to check the list after a few months to think about how they have shifted.

Started as described. 1 loop. 2 days on/3 days off. Ultrasonic at night in bed.

Started 18/7/21.

It's still hard for me to get my head around it only being an hour of listening, especially when back in the AM days I tried a huge amount of hours, like listening all night then most of the day. It's awesome though.

Yes it's likely i'll need to increase the listening, but i'll stick to this for a while first. I'll post observations from the first night of listening in a seperate post soon.