(08-20-2016, 07:18 AM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]Unfortunate what's happening between RT and Chaos. I hope you guys work out your differences eventually because while I love seeing trolls get trounced and shunned (as they should) it saddens me to see things like this play out among active members although I do accept that it's almost an inevitability of an open forum.
BEGIN PHILOSOPHICAL RANT. Skip down to see the CRAZY v1 aura hit!!!
I appreciate the sentiment, but I'm good man -- there's no need whatsoever to be sad. On the path to six, seven, eight figures and freedom from the system, you're always going to encounter those people that'll try to destroy your voice and push you back in line. The biggest challenge is learning to release the desire for "harmony."
I know that sounds bad, but sometimes, trying to reach a state of faux-harmony means sacrificing your principles and living an inauthentic life. Allowing people to repeatedly violate everything you are so that you can pretend to be peaceful. But, behind that peace is a deep-seated RAAAAAAGE because you know you aren't demanding more from yourself, from the people around you -- from society. To me, harmony, zen -- whatever you wanna call it -- comes from the realization that you can't directly control outcomes. You guide yourself through life and direct what you can.
I cannot control others -- only myself and my reaction. And in a situation where someone tries to diminish the very essence of who you are (your experiences) I'll stand up, push back and detach myself from the fear of what might happen. Only way to live authentically.
This individual has expressed that he's not interested in anything I have to say. I'll respect that. That's his right. I won't respond to any of his posts or make reference to him ever again after this post. I'm going to direct energy at why I even started talking to him yesterday in the first place.... that DMSI HYPE!!!!
END PHILOSOPHICAL RANT. Enter CRAZY v1 aura hit!!!
Gonna be hard to put this into words, it's kinda one of those, "you had to be there" things.
I've said many times that I believe many of the men here would get better success if they pursued women -- and yes, I realize that the target goal is to turn women into the seducers. Well, today... I ate my words. I had a hit so blatant and so inappropriate that I literally froze and just stared at her for a good 15 seconds.
Had to get the oil changed in my car. The place I usually take it is about 5 minutes from my friend's house (M's boyfriend -- I know, I'm terrible). I hit 'em up, asked if he wanted to get breakfast at the McDonald's up the road.
Anyway, I ordered one of those "big breakfast" meals for me and my kid. The clerk was this really beautiful, really cute blonde named Hailey. She takes my order, I notice that she's staring, but that's a normal thing for me after running AM6 twice. I split the big breakfast with my kid. Realize we only had one set of silverware. I was being lazy, decided to just eat the pancakes with the one fork we had. That is, until my three-year-old started sticking it up her nose and shit.
So, I run back up to the cashier's area to get another set. I realize my friend followed me. I was a bit ticked off that he left my kid there alone, so I was in a rush.
I ask Hailey for another set of silverware. She turns bright red, starts stumbling over her words. "You want a fork... knife.. and I mean, spoon... for... knife?" I looked at her kinda silly. She bursts into laughter, places her hand over her chest and starts apologizing, saying she doesn't know what's wrong with her. I smile, tell her it's okay. I'm just like: "Fork. And spoon. No knife." Kinda in a hurry because I'm trying to get back to my kid.
She literally starts stumbling around. Finds the spoon. Can't find the forks. And she's tripping on things, tearing through boxes and stuff. Then she comes back, and in this really sexy, submissive voice says, "I can't find the forks. I'm sorry."
In my head, I'm thinking htf am I gonna eat pancakes with a spoon and I wanted to bop her with it, but I ended up playing it cool, telling her that's it's okay. Needed to get back to my kid. When she hands me the spoon, she places it in my hand, grabs my hand and goes: "Are you sure?" I'm like, "yeah, it's all good." And then she looks me dead in the eyes and says:
"... because I'll get you anything you want."
I totally froze. I didn't know what to do. My mind went completely blank. I just stared at her for a good 15 seconds. I'm wearing athletic pants, so you can clearly see the d*ck helmet bulging out. My friend was looking at this interaction like, "yo wtf is this sh*t." I ended up just taking the spoon and walking away, rushed back to my kid. She kept finding reasons to walk out to where we were sitting. She had her hair up in a pony tail, and she let it down. Kept stroking it and smiling. About 15 minutes later, she brings me a fork...
... after I had finished the pancakes. My friend is cracking up, saying that he doesn't remember girls being so flirty when we were that age. And my mind's trying to trick me into doing something I shouldn't. That little voice in the back of my head talking about, "Don't be a misogynist, chaos. Who are you to tell her she ain't old enough to get f*cked? If she 16, it IS legal. And she IS smart enough to make her own decisions."
I was like, nah brain and rolled up out of there before my primal brain got the best of me. v2.3 is going to be CRAZZZZZZY!!! Get hyped, ya'll! When you run DMSI and go out, just loop this song in your head over and over:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMUDVMiITOU