(07-05-2016, 12:22 AM)heavysm Wrote: [ -> ][Observation of EPRHA 2.0 usage]
For other E 2.0 users, I'm wondering if anyone has felt or experienced an enhanced ability to manipulate their own energy. By this I mean either throwing it into your aura (or outside of yourself) or shifting it into different parts of your body at will (consciously).
This has been the latest of odd shifts for me. I now get energy surges where it literally feels like my heart /chest charge up and I can sort of push the energy around my body. When i push it through my face or hands I can feel them twitch, as if there is literally an excess of energy flowing.
I did an experiment today seeing if I could consciously give myself a heightened aura of sexual irresistibility. I felt the energy shift around my heart and I concentrated on throwing the energy to my outer limits; if an aura exists it would be the thing affected. The intention was to make myself maximally sexually irresistible through the internal use of my own energy.
Being a US holiday the stores were packed, so it was the perfect time to go shopping and see how females might be affected by my little experiment (this was just for groceries). But the results were pretty drastic to say the least.
I don't know dating lingo, so please excuse my lack of acronyms, but there were plenty of stares from almost every woman i considered attractive. These weren't quick stares either; most were lingering and curious. I almost laughed out loud when i realized how many there were after a while.
One even came up to me while i was picking out some corn and asked if i went to some random high school i had never of. I played it off well, so her laughing at me laughing may not have been a sign of interest, but I've literally never had anyone come up to me and ask me something like that with there being such disconnect in the answer. It was just too odd to sum up in words, really.
But the stares were there 100%. This just tells me I need to practice with the precise intention i inject into my aura depending on the need / situation. This will be incredibly valuable in business if i can build up a charismatic / persuasive aura at will when i meet new clients.
I am also playing with this same technique to manifest things for myself and others.
One of the first times I felt the energy surge i imagined my future self in front of me, but in another dimension. I formed a golden cord connection between us and pushed the energy toward him. I felt him turn back and express gratitude for the energy which made for a pretty profound moment for myself on some pretty deep levels.
So yeah, there's a lot going on with E 2 and what's it's helping me unlock within myself. If others are experiencing anything remotely close to what I am, EXCELLENT, please share! If not, i almost feel I need to be extra appreciative for the fact that this is happening to me right now.
Nothing as yet, approaching my 32days soon and so far no difference or change or results :/ not sure what I'm doing wrong so all are welcome to read my journal including Shannon. Maybe you all can spot what I'm doing that I'm not able to. thanks
(07-05-2016, 09:43 AM)Natious Wrote: [ -> ] (07-05-2016, 01:53 AM)LionKing Wrote: [ -> ] (07-05-2016, 12:22 AM)heavysm Wrote: [ -> ][Observation of EPRHA 2.0 usage]
For other E 2.0 users, I'm wondering if anyone has felt or experienced an enhanced ability to manipulate their own energy. By this I mean either throwing it into your aura (or outside of yourself) or shifting it into different parts of your body at will (consciously).
Yes. I came across the visualization where you're circulating energy up your spine and down on the front some 1.5 years ago but dropped it later on. Lately, for some reason, I've been doing that a lot - more or less on autopilot. I can feel something fairly easily, and idk about charging my aura, but I can charge my state, and maybe view the world through that more aroused state a little.
Maybe I'll write more in my journal, but something interesting happened yesterday. I've been in a real funk for the last week or so; sad, depressed, weak, passive/reactive, no direction, wallowing, just want to sleep and all that. Then I sat down and thought long & hard about what it is that I want, and the answer is basically that I want to be free, directed (self-directing, self-actualized) and energized - especially using more sexual energy and anger, and focusing it and my attention instead of spreading it wide & weak in an effort to not NOT be polite. Very ASC/SM/AM ish. Not that I'd want to be angry all the time, but its like I feel this slight pressure of "you need to be good, quiet and content" all the time because my environment is 100% like that, so I feel I need some anger just to say **** you, I don't need to be subdued like this. Anyway, I went to that state and started listing out loud some accomplishments while pointing my finger "I did THIS, and I did THIS, and I did THIS!", and right then, in 1-2 seconds, I felt a slight pressure at the base of my spine, an energy going up to my head, and I was suddenly wide awake. It was just such a clear, immediate contrast, and I could feel it happening in real time. Really hammered that state in for the next 1-2 hours and I was so energized at 1AM I had to walk around and clap my hands and stuff the whole time. For the longest time I had a sense of direction again; made me really want to do ASC/AM/DMSI/SM. But I digress; the point was that I haven't felt such sensations so clearly before.
E: Also, I was thinking and sort of experimenting with how I'd communicate with people in this better state, and I noticed a lot of energy forming in my upper chest to throat area. As in, someone's in front of you and you're speaking to him/her, and your intent goes out to him/her in a direct line from those areas.
Interesting, this seems alike to my current experience with E2. Similar to yours, my journey is filled with a lot of apathy and depression. Late at night while almost falling asleep AND when waking up staying in bed are the moments when I discover a lot of things while reflecting on my thoughts.
I wonder if the depression will fade at any point, because it's a little debilitating. Maybe it's because I don't want to do the things I thought I did. Maybe it just accompanies big change and things that once seemed to matter, no longer do.
It's not easy seeing progress on E2, even thought there's constantly this feeling that something is indeed changing.
The weirdest thing is when some days I realize that I have changed in a particular way. The very next day it's no longer true. So is it change? Why the reversal?
The energy part I'm not sure about. Haven't really paid any attention to that.
Waking up and falling asleep is when the conscious and subconscious are at balance, and so communicate most easily between themselves.
Depression is, as far as I can see, usually caused by subconsciously feeling hopeless and/or angry. It is very likely that E2 is pushing you to deal with a fear you're trying hard to avoid, but can't. That could result in depression.
When you consciously notice a change and then the next day it's not true, what has happened is that you consciously changed back to what was previously, usually because the change scares you. Sometimes, changes need to be taken in baby steps, and occasionally, they need to be taken two steps forward, one step back.
(07-05-2016, 09:53 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ] (07-05-2016, 12:22 AM)heavysm Wrote: [ -> ][Observation of EPRHA 2.0 usage]
For other E 2.0 users, I'm wondering if anyone has felt or experienced an enhanced ability to manipulate their own energy. By this I mean either throwing it into your aura (or outside of yourself) or shifting it into different parts of your body at will (consciously).
This has been the latest of odd shifts for me. I now get energy surges where it literally feels like my heart /chest charge up and I can sort of push the energy around my body. When i push it through my face or hands I can feel them twitch, as if there is literally an excess of energy flowing.
I did an experiment today seeing if I could consciously give myself a heightened aura of sexual irresistibility. I felt the energy shift around my heart and I concentrated on throwing the energy to my outer limits; if an aura exists it would be the thing affected. The intention was to make myself maximally sexually irresistible through the internal use of my own energy.
Being a US holiday the stores were packed, so it was the perfect time to go shopping and see how females might be affected by my little experiment (this was just for groceries). But the results were pretty drastic to say the least.
I don't know dating lingo, so please excuse my lack of acronyms, but there were plenty of stares from almost every woman i considered attractive. These weren't quick stares either; most were lingering and curious. I almost laughed out loud when i realized how many there were after a while.
One even came up to me while i was picking out some corn and asked if i went to some random high school i had never of. I played it off well, so her laughing at me laughing may not have been a sign of interest, but I've literally never had anyone come up to me and ask me something like that with there being such disconnect in the answer. It was just too odd to sum up in words, really.
But the stares were there 100%. This just tells me I need to practice with the precise intention i inject into my aura depending on the need / situation. This will be incredibly valuable in business if i can build up a charismatic / persuasive aura at will when i meet new clients.
I am also playing with this same technique to manifest things for myself and others.
One of the first times I felt the energy surge i imagined my future self in front of me, but in another dimension. I formed a golden cord connection between us and pushed the energy toward him. I felt him turn back and express gratitude for the energy which made for a pretty profound moment for myself on some pretty deep levels.
So yeah, there's a lot going on with E 2 and what's it's helping me unlock within myself. If others are experiencing anything remotely close to what I am, EXCELLENT, please share! If not, i almost feel I need to be extra appreciative for the fact that this is happening to me right now.
Nothing as yet, approaching my 32days soon and so far no difference or change or results :/ not sure what I'm doing wrong so all are welcome to read my journal including Shannon. Maybe you all can spot what I'm doing that I'm not able to. thanks
I think it's most likely that you are either resisting the program, or you are unable to see or sense what it's doing.
If you stop using the program for a week, and suddenly feel emotional pain or somesuch 1-3 days after quitting, you'll know it was working, but keeping everything it was doing subconscious so you didn't consciously have to deal with it.
(07-05-2016, 02:40 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]When you say energy surges around your body ? what does it feel like ?
It can feel like ecstasy and euphoria when it first hits. Then it settles into a sort of internal glow, like the world just feels right. When i push that feeling throughout my body that's when limbs start twitching and/or will feel a bit warmer.
I have identified the first potential target scripting that passes the models. It is:
Quote:all of the people between the legal age of sexual consent and the maximum age I am willing to have sex with, of the gender I am sexually attracted to
I am not going to stop yet, even though the models results on this phrasing is in the 9/10 rage of desirable. It's not likely that I will better this, but I can try.
Hey Shannon, I thought it was established that the legal age of consent limiter took away from the overall power of the program?
For example, if I'm in a room and there's a multiple attractive women of legal age and one girl aged 15, as we're forced to stop attracting the 15 year old our sexual energy will have to be neutered and will therefore be less effective on the other attractive women of age in the room?
If that's not the case then my apologies, if it is then personally I would like to see it removed if it's going to lessen our POWAR.
Also, as I haven't said it yet and have mostly just been giving you feedback/demands, I wanted to say thank you for your work on this, I really appreciate your effort and dedication to making this program the best it can be.
it's been a while i use base 2.0 and i want to upgrade it to 2.1
how long base 2.1 duration? still 1 hour 20 minutes?
and i'm not seeing md5hash base 2.1 in shanon journal.
(07-05-2016, 03:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]all of the people between the legal age of sexual consent and the maximum age I am willing to have sex with, of the gender I am sexually attracted to
Is there any possibility (from word rate increases, and text-to-audio technology) that the user's brain hears "
attractive", instead of "
attracted". i.e. if the words per minute have been increased so much that the specific word can sound ambiguous on the resulting audio track, or at least the user hears it ambiguously, so interprets it as "attractive". If there is a possibility of that happening, that is a big change in dynamic to what the target will be. I suspect it might already have an influence on V2.1.
In the case of V2.1, if it was misinterpreted, then that would limit the "targets" to only the people that find the user "attractive", and not the other way around.
I felt that the structure, "...that I find attractive" (which some members have expressed) is more clear cut.
i.e."...all people above the legal age of sexual consent, of the gender I find sexually attractive..."
Note: From the perspective of an all-inclusive program, would the singular word "gender" still work for 'bi'-users in attracting both
(07-05-2016, 03:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]all of the people between the legal age of sexual consent and the maximum age I am willing to have sex with, of the gender I am sexually attracted to
But what if we aren't 'willing to have sex with' them?
Finding someone visually appealing is a long way off wanting to have sex with them for me. I would need to meet them first... which probably isn't going to happen if the aura doesn't attract them.
On top of that, for those of us in a relationship, it pretty much rules out everyone! Isn't it basically an off switch as soon as you are 'committed'? I am not 'willing to have sex with' most women I find highly desirable because that would upset my other half. I might secretly want to, but that's different. And I might be persuaded under the right circumstances!
I would just remove the phrase 'I am willing to have sex with' and maybe the word 'sexually' too
(07-06-2016, 03:07 AM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]I would just remove the phrase 'I am willing to have sex with' and maybe the word 'sexually' too
Agree with Swisston - I like the idea of "re-enforcing your sexual irresistibly by consensus"... meaning, let us say you meet 3 girls, one of whom you are most interested in (to date, have sex, whatever), it would further validate her attraction to you if all 3 felt a similar way. So... ideally they are attracted to you even though you are not technically wanting or willing to have sex with two of them. The other alternative - that two of them don't find you sexually irresistible at all - seems like it may give your primary target doubts.
Moreover, isn't it a bit of an ego boost just having lots of women finding you irresistible even though you are not that interested in them? I guess might get annoying over time
(07-06-2016, 04:03 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]I honestly don't even know why you'd want this program then. This program is supposed to be the ultimate "get laid" sub. Not an ego stroker for guys already "good" in that area. 
It didn't start out that way. It started as a mix of BIATBWS and AOS.
I'm pretty confident, but have never felt sexually desirable, despite being in good shape and not bad looking. I want to to be sexually attractive to women. That may indeed be for ego to a large extent, but I would also like to see where it leads my life. I am exploring my sexual side a bit more these days.
I like the fact that DMSI is also about building up my inner confidence and removing guilt, fear and shame. I'd use it just for that!
I don't think that being sexually irresistible has to be limited to single males looking to get laid either. Sex appeal is so much more than that. It's about how we connect with people, status and inner confidence.
(07-06-2016, 03:07 AM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ] (07-05-2016, 03:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]all of the people between the legal age of sexual consent and the maximum age I am willing to have sex with, of the gender I am sexually attracted to
But what if we aren't 'willing to have sex with' them?
Finding someone visually appealing is a long way off wanting to have sex with them for me. I would need to meet them first... which probably isn't going to happen if the aura doesn't attract them.
On top of that, for those of us in a relationship, it pretty much rules out everyone! Isn't it basically an off switch as soon as you are 'committed'? I am not 'willing to have sex with' most women I find highly desirable because that would upset my other half. I might secretly want to, but that's different. And I might be persuaded under the right circumstances!
I would just remove the phrase 'I am willing to have sex with' and maybe the word 'sexually' too
I agree. Perhaps changing "willing to" into "want to."
The idea for this sub is to attract [women] for sex. Those of us who have relationships may not be
willing to have sex with them, but the "dread game" that an LTR sometimes needs... sometimes benefits from some good, old-fashioned jealousy. and you ain't going to get jealousy from the old lady without blatant hits from the young hotties.
This would also work equally well for the single dogs out there.
(07-06-2016, 04:14 AM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ] (07-06-2016, 04:03 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]I honestly don't even know why you'd want this program then. This program is supposed to be the ultimate "get laid" sub. Not an ego stroker for guys already "good" in that area.
It didn't start out that way. It started as a mix of BIATBWS and AOS.
I'm pretty confident, but have never felt sexually desirable, despite being in good shape and not bad looking. I want to to be sexually attractive to women. That may indeed be for ego to a large extent, but I would also like to see where it leads my life. I am exploring my sexual side a bit more these days.
I like the fact that DMSI is also about building up my inner confidence and removing guilt, fear and shame. I'd use it just for that!
I don't think that being sexually irresistible has to be limited to single males looking to get laid either. Sex appeal is so much more than that. It's about how we connect with people, status and inner confidence.
Fair enough, but having sex is part of sexuality. You can't separate the two.