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(07-11-2016, 07:09 AM)Dilettante Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon is right. I was very angry when I was young and I've since mellowed with age becuz I realize it was pointless, draining and exhausting. i was not productive career wise becuz I focus on the anger rather than the solution to my problems. this made me missed an opportunity to be wealthy, happy, and ina great relationship in my 20s. even today I still have to find reminding myself that anger is like a poison that I take expecting my enemy to die.

Same. I was literally just talking to someone about this. I don't really believe in soulmates. Not that you can't have a "soulmate" bond with someone -- but that there's only one soulmate for you.

But if soulmates exist, this woman I hung out with in 2014 was it. We had a connection that I've never experienced before, EVER and have never experienced since then.

She even told my best friend that she was madly in love with me, but I was so consumed with rage, anger and fear that I kept pushing her away, never letting her get close. To this day, she still tells our mutual friends how she misses our bond, but for logistical reasons, it'd be hard to pursue anything with her.

I don't want to say that I missed my chance, because I could rekindle something with her and I'm attempting to do so... but I might've missed my chance.

After the incident that happened the other night (which spread into my real life), I vowed to let go of this anger. Trust me, my entire life -- from childhood to now -- has been shaped and molded by pain and hatred and rage. Every decision I've made (from martial arts, to what I studied in school) was shaped by this anger to "get back at the world."

It's not working for me. Never did. I want more. Just the other day, I was meditating and began mourning for the person I was once upon a time. When I was a child, I had aspirations of become that "wise alpha," because I felt that I had a very strong connection with the universe. And then, I let that anger twist me into something else, something perverted, where I used that "connection" with the universe to manipulate and harm others.

It's time to let it go, walk a new path. If I can do it, I know others can.
(07-11-2016, 08:24 AM)THolt Wrote: [ -> ]Hey Shannon, this is changing the topic but I wanted to ask you something regarding 6G.
You said a while back that you haven't been able to define what 6G is

Have you gotten closer to being able to define 6G?

I myself can't wrap my head around it with all the new technologies that are coming out.
I put truly will be the next step in self development

The reason I said that is because what 6G is, is 5G plus a ton of new technologies and methods for doing various things. But, I am not finished developing and discovering them all yet. So, I don't know all of what 6G is yet.

I haven't been working on developing 6G at all because I have been so focused on DMSI.
(07-11-2016, 08:27 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 07:09 AM)Dilettante Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon is right. I was very angry when I was young and I've since mellowed with age becuz I realize it was pointless, draining and exhausting. i was not productive career wise becuz I focus on the anger rather than the solution to my problems. this made me missed an opportunity to be wealthy, happy, and ina great relationship in my 20s. even today I still have to find reminding myself that anger is like a poison that I take expecting my enemy to die.

Same. I was literally just talking to someone about this. I don't really believe in soulmates. Not that you can't have a "soulmate" bond with someone -- but that there's only one soulmate for you.

But if soulmates exist, this woman I hung out with in 2014 was it. We had a connection that I've never experienced before, EVER and have never experienced since then.

She even told my best friend that she was, but I was so consumed with rage, anger and fear that I kept pushing her away, never letting her get close. To this day, she still tells our mutual friends how she misses our bond, but for logistical reasons, it'd be hard to pursue anything with her.

I don't want to say that I missed my chance, because I could rekindle something with her and I'm attempting to do so... but I might've missed my chance.

After the incident that happened the other night (which spread into my real life), I vowed to let go of this anger. Trust me, my entire life -- from childhood to now -- has been shaped and molded by pain and hatred and rage. Every decision I've made (from martial arts, to what I studied in school) was shaped by this anger to "get back at the world."

It's not working for me. Never did. I want more. Just the other day, I was meditating and began mourning for the person I was once upon a time. When I was a child, I had aspirations of become that "wise alpha," because I felt that I had a very strong connection with the universe. And then, I let that anger twist me into something else, something perverted, where I used that "connection" with the universe to manipulate and harm others.

It's time to let it go, walk a new path. If I can do it, I know others can.

My best understanding is that there are two or possibly three kinds of "soul mates".

You have "The One", who is usually called your Twin Flame, and then you have what are known as Mirror soul mates. Mirror souls are people who aren't really soul mates, but they are frequently mistaken for them because the karmic agreement to work out issues together is so powerful and in-your-face. It can drag you right through fears that would otherwise have sent you running screaming and fearing for your very life, and it can hold you together even when you know that being together is totally insane. I have lived both of these situations with mirror souls.

Some sources also state that there is a "companion" soul mate, who is someone you have no romantic or sexual attraction to or bond with, but are still very deeply bonded with in special ways. These are usually friends, parents, siblings or some other form of family member. I believe my mother to have been one of these in my life.

According to the sources I take seriously, there is only one "The One", and there can be any number of the rest. I have encountered a relatively large number of mirror souls in my life already.
(07-11-2016, 06:20 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:59 AM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:52 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:47 AM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-10-2016, 11:54 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think it would be best if you waited until I do create version 3 before you use it not only for the extra time on E2 but because I'm going to try to make version 3 deals specifically with the sort of reasons why you and guys like you have trouble with women and of course the same thing for women with guys. I think version 3 would be much more effective for you for that reason. I don't know how many months away it's going to be that will depend on how long it takes me to do the other stuff in the meantime and build it of course but I think that's the wisest course of action for you.

Is the reason being inexperience/virginity letting it bring down confidence or something related to that? If so, i look forward to this module.

In CatMan case, he has some blocks because if anger toward women. This should help with that.

Sarge is apparentlydoomed to suffer the limits of his faulty beliefs instead.

Ah ok, by the way I edited my post with some new questions if you have the time Smile

Which post?

I'll just copy paste:

"Is the reason being inexperience/virginity letting it bring down confidence and/or somehow self-sabotaging action taking? or something related to that? If so, i look forward to this module.

I have this subconscious OCD fear of like what if I'm all sexy and really attractive to this girl, then we get to the bedroom, and I say to her "hey, i've never done this before", what would she think? Or if I don't tell her I'm a virgin, and I end up being shitty in bed or really nervous, and she's like wtf is wrong with this guy he sucks in bed, even though I know I'd be at least decent in bed the first time (I do my "research" lol).

By the way, what would be the most effective at removing these subconscious fears and blocks, caring what other people think, that I just mentioned? AM6? OGSF? or would V2.3 be more effective since it's 5.5G?

And what do you guys think? Is it better to let a girl know I'm a virgin before the sex or no?"
(07-11-2016, 05:52 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Sarge is apparently doomed to suffer the limits of his faulty beliefs instead.

Made me laughBig Grin
(07-11-2016, 08:43 AM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 06:20 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:59 AM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:52 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:47 AM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]Is the reason being inexperience/virginity letting it bring down confidence or something related to that? If so, i look forward to this module.

In CatMan case, he has some blocks because if anger toward women. This should help with that.

Sarge is apparentlydoomed to suffer the limits of his faulty beliefs instead.

Ah ok, by the way I edited my post with some new questions if you have the time Smile

Which post?

I'll just copy paste:

"Is the reason being inexperience/virginity letting it bring down confidence and/or somehow self-sabotaging action taking? or something related to that? If so, i look forward to this module.

I have this subconscious OCD fear of like what if I'm all sexy and really attractive to this girl, then we get to the bedroom, and I say to her "hey, i've never done this before", what would she think? Or if I don't tell her I'm a virgin, and I end up being shitty in bed or really nervous, and she's like wtf is wrong with this guy he sucks in bed, even though I know I'd be at least decent in bed the first time (I do my "research" lol).

By the way, what would be the most effective at removing these subconscious fears and blocks, caring what other people think, that I just mentioned? AM6? OGSF? or would V2.3 be more effective since it's 5.5G?

And what do you guys think? Is it better to let a girl know I'm a virgin before the sex or no?"

My first time was at age 20, because I was so terrified of being laughed at that I wouldn't dare let any female know I was a virgin or that I was interested in having sex with them. I overheard the girls at my highschool talking about "how stupid guys were" for not knowing how to put on a condom, etc.

When I tried to trust someone for my first time, we both being virgins, did not get very far. Neither one of us understood how to do anything, and so she was dry as a bone and I had no idea that we needed lube or foreplay to change that. She ended up turning on me at school and telling everyone I was a lousy lover, even though we never got to actual penetration.

When I lost my virginity, it was because a woman I met (friend of a friend) actually led me through all of it. And when we had finished having sex for the first time, and I told her she had just taken my virginity, she literally slapped me so hard I fell off my bed.

I asked her why the hell she did that, and she said, "Don't you ever lie to me again. There is no way a virgin fucks like that."

What she didn't understand was that when a virgin is wearing an extra strong (read: extra thick) condom, and is terrified of not being good enough, a virgin can sometimes fuck forever without any trouble doing so.

Long story short, if I had just told someone I liked and wanted to have sex with that I liked them and that I wanted to give them my virginity, things would have been a lot easier, and I wouldn't have had to wait to 20.

Women are usually attracted by virgins. Just tell her you're a virgin and you don't know what you're doing yet in some things, and ask her to teach you how to have sex in a way that pleases a woman.

The best sub for overcoming this would be E2. DMSI 2.2 would be second, probably, since it's OGSF module is aimed specifically at achieving sex.
(07-11-2016, 08:51 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]What she didn't understand was that when a virgin is wearing an extra strong (read: extra thick) condom, and is terrified of not being good enough, a virgin can sometimes **** forever without any trouble doing so.

LOL! I did this too. Wink

And you're right -- my girlfriend at the time thought I was lying about her being my first.

Used to buy those 25 cent bathroom dispenser condoms. Extra strong with tons of spermicide because I was inexperienced and paranoid as f*ck. I was 17, tho.
But Shannon I'll ask again,

Aside from " HuMan Aura ", is there another form of energy that we turn sexy ? Dont tell me the chemical, electrical, electromagnetic, thermal because that was a joke.
(07-11-2016, 07:51 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 07:42 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I'm not using scare tactics. I'm telling you what I wish someone had told me when I was in your shoes. And what I wish Dave and Shawn and all the rest had listened to when I tried to help them. I don't need to help you, you're welcome to all the suffering you want. I just don't like seeing people suffer needlessly.

You do what you think works. But your level of understanding is making things seem to be different than they actually are.

You won't believe me for a long time, if you follow in the footsteps of Dave and Shawn. And that's exactly what you're doing, but hey. Some people need to learn the hard way.

Why don't women like me when I'm calm and content then? If that works, sign me up. I just haven't seen it. What should I look for?

I'm serious. I don't want to be angry (it's not my default) so the less energy I have to spend the better. But why is it the only thing that works?

You can be non-angry and hateful but still enthusiastic and energetic and fun etc...no?
(07-11-2016, 09:11 AM)rayrocanaldo Wrote: [ -> ]But Shannon I'll ask again,

Aside from " HuMan Aura ", is there another form of energy that we turn sexy ? Dont tell me the chemical, electrical, electromagnetic, thermal because that was a joke.

I don't know, really. We are working with stuff we cannot see, sense or measure easily right now. But, if there is an energy that people project naturally that can be made "sexy", V2.2 will make it sexy.
(07-11-2016, 08:51 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 08:43 AM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 06:20 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:59 AM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]
(07-11-2016, 05:52 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]In CatMan case, he has some blocks because if anger toward women. This should help with that.

Sarge is apparentlydoomed to suffer the limits of his faulty beliefs instead.

Ah ok, by the way I edited my post with some new questions if you have the time Smile

Which post?

I'll just copy paste:

"Is the reason being inexperience/virginity letting it bring down confidence and/or somehow self-sabotaging action taking? or something related to that? If so, i look forward to this module.

I have this subconscious OCD fear of like what if I'm all sexy and really attractive to this girl, then we get to the bedroom, and I say to her "hey, i've never done this before", what would she think? Or if I don't tell her I'm a virgin, and I end up being shitty in bed or really nervous, and she's like wtf is wrong with this guy he sucks in bed, even though I know I'd be at least decent in bed the first time (I do my "research" lol).

By the way, what would be the most effective at removing these subconscious fears and blocks, caring what other people think, that I just mentioned? AM6? OGSF? or would V2.3 be more effective since it's 5.5G?

And what do you guys think? Is it better to let a girl know I'm a virgin before the sex or no?"

My first time was at age 20, because I was so terrified of being laughed at that I wouldn't dare let any female know I was a virgin or that I was interested in having sex with them. I overheard the girls at my highschool talking about "how stupid guys were" for not knowing how to put on a condom, etc.

When I tried to trust someone for my first time, we both being virgins, did not get very far. Neither one of us understood how to do anything, and so she was dry as a bone and I had no idea that we needed lube or foreplay to change that. She ended up turning on me at school and telling everyone I was a lousy lover, even though we never got to actual penetration.

When I lost my virginity, it was because a woman I met (friend of a friend) actually led me through all of it. And when we had finished having sex for the first time, and I told her she had just taken my virginity, she literally slapped me so hard I fell off my bed.

I asked her why the hell she did that, and she said, "Don't you ever lie to me again. There is no way a virgin fucks like that."

What she didn't understand was that when a virgin is wearing an extra strong (read: extra thick) condom, and is terrified of not being good enough, a virgin can sometimes **** forever without any trouble doing so.

Long story short, if I had just told someone I liked and wanted to have sex with that I liked them and that I wanted to give them my virginity, things would have been a lot easier, and I wouldn't have had to wait to 20.

Women are usually attracted by virgins. Just tell her you're a virgin and you don't know what you're doing yet in some things, and ask her to teach you how to have sex in a way that pleases a woman.

The best sub for overcoming this would be E2. DMSI 2.2 would be second, probably, since it's OGSF module is aimed specifically at achieving sex.

awesomeness RolleyesShy
Significantly improved the ACSMA module. Added to APSX module.

Re-tag complete. Time for lunch.
I remember one time alcohol over powered my fear of girls laughing at my inexperience in bed. It was a night out and we went to an after party. I was talking to a girl and the alcohol courage caused me to start rubbing up her thighs. She grabbed my hand and led me to her bedroom before i knew what was happening. I fingered and went down on her because i knew i was too drunk to get hard. I told her i was a virgin before and i remember when eating/fingering she panted "theres... No... Way... You... Can... Be... That... Good... At... That" and called me a "natural".

She wanted to fuck the next morning but alcohol wore off and fear kicked back in. My inexperience and penis size insecurity kicked in and i left. I remember her complaining "but i wanted to take your virginity", she was literally crying in frustration when i left.

Point being, being a virgin wont stop you getting laid. Only your own self sabotage will.

Now its time to follow my own advice. Or for shannon to build that pe 6g sub Wink
I think it's true for most women, that encountering a virgin is a rare and special opportunity just like it is for a man. In fact, some guys use it as a pickup technique, telling girls they're a virgin, which is why women get upset sometimes if they think you're too suave or skilled to be a virgin.
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