01-18-2021, 02:29 AM
If I didn't want to have sex, I never would've bought DMSI or SM. For reference, I used SM long ago and it didn't work, I wouldn't go way back to old gen sub tech like that again anyway. Not when 5.75.5G is showing good results. But on your other point Tol, some guys here seem to confuse "random casual sex" with "sex when dating or some kind of interest and rapport etc." or what not with me, and group it all together. Just because I don't see any value in "random casual sex", doesn't mean I don't want to have sex, full stop. Just to clarify. My main focus for DMSI, is to obtain some measure of choice and ability with women. After that point, I will steer things where I want be that relationship or what not etc. Getting to the point of merely CHOICE, is my goal, if you get me.
Also, I've heard the "hooker" thing a million times here, I have no interest in a hooker. And actually...it IS about attraction...so I would not want a hooker since a hooker is doing it for money...NOT attraction. Defeats the whole purpose of what I want, to ATTRACT. As I've said before, if it was simply just any form of "sex"...I would've done that with some hooker when I was like 16. So I didn't understand that part, maybe I didn't read that right.
I liked Ari's post too. Kinda what I was saying. I brought this up long ago. But, I was trying to illustrate the difficulty of going essentially from one extreme, to the other, with the sub. And providing an "experience" of it in case anything can be used for the sub going forward. It can often seem like going from one planet to another to be honest. I'm not sure if making the transition will ultimately require a two-stage program or not. One stage to remove the limiting beliefs, past hurts and issues with women, GSF removal, stripping out all forms of external validation from women, massive boost to confidence, self esteem, self worth etc. And then second stage can have the aura aspect perhaps. I was just trying to report on the process and thinking maybe it's simply asking too much as it is currently. Trying to beat Usain Bolt in the Olympics before learning how to walk, if you will. Who knows, it's up to Shannon, I just felt like reporting since this incident occurred during V3.3.2.
However, it's not all doom and gloom! On OF V2, the other day, I deleted all numbers of girls from my phone. Including the one I originally wrote of earlier! And I told myself if they want to contact me, then I'll ask "who is this?" and re-add them to my phone. Already happened with one. If I don't hear from them first, then I know I've been forcing interactions, giving out validation, chasing, and they don't value me as I value them. This may sound elementary to many of you, but to me, this is something I admit I wouldn't have done before OF V2. So, this seems like a very good step in development.
So the program is having some effects on me. I've journaled everyday offline, and have went back and forth on making an online journal. We'll see, I just might. Tip of the cap to you all for commenting! OF V2 is going good so far, that deletion spree was a big step for me I think to be honest! So glad this sub was made, I knew it'd be a winner.
Also, I've heard the "hooker" thing a million times here, I have no interest in a hooker. And actually...it IS about attraction...so I would not want a hooker since a hooker is doing it for money...NOT attraction. Defeats the whole purpose of what I want, to ATTRACT. As I've said before, if it was simply just any form of "sex"...I would've done that with some hooker when I was like 16. So I didn't understand that part, maybe I didn't read that right.
I liked Ari's post too. Kinda what I was saying. I brought this up long ago. But, I was trying to illustrate the difficulty of going essentially from one extreme, to the other, with the sub. And providing an "experience" of it in case anything can be used for the sub going forward. It can often seem like going from one planet to another to be honest. I'm not sure if making the transition will ultimately require a two-stage program or not. One stage to remove the limiting beliefs, past hurts and issues with women, GSF removal, stripping out all forms of external validation from women, massive boost to confidence, self esteem, self worth etc. And then second stage can have the aura aspect perhaps. I was just trying to report on the process and thinking maybe it's simply asking too much as it is currently. Trying to beat Usain Bolt in the Olympics before learning how to walk, if you will. Who knows, it's up to Shannon, I just felt like reporting since this incident occurred during V3.3.2.
However, it's not all doom and gloom! On OF V2, the other day, I deleted all numbers of girls from my phone. Including the one I originally wrote of earlier! And I told myself if they want to contact me, then I'll ask "who is this?" and re-add them to my phone. Already happened with one. If I don't hear from them first, then I know I've been forcing interactions, giving out validation, chasing, and they don't value me as I value them. This may sound elementary to many of you, but to me, this is something I admit I wouldn't have done before OF V2. So, this seems like a very good step in development.
So the program is having some effects on me. I've journaled everyday offline, and have went back and forth on making an online journal. We'll see, I just might. Tip of the cap to you all for commenting! OF V2 is going good so far, that deletion spree was a big step for me I think to be honest! So glad this sub was made, I knew it'd be a winner.