(04-21-2025, 01:37 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]"Almost finished with the config calculations for Stage 2 of UMS v3.1. Hopefully publishing later tonight."
Shannon, I take it that UMS3 stage 3 will be out & published by/sometime in/ mid-May? I Know that your're super busy with other projects, as well.
June Stage 4 of UMS3?
I'm planning to have UMS take priority until I am finished with it, since it's an unfinished multi-stage set. I should be able to build each stage in 1-2 weeks, but right now I have apparently triggered some serious resistance, because it's trying to prevent me from working at all. I have never had this be the goal of my resistance, and that coupled with what I have seen this experimental work through in terms of resistance in the last month, tells me that we have arrived at something that will be impossible for me to resist and that terrifies some part of me.
Well good. It's time I broke through these limits and started achieving goals that should have been achieved more than a decade ago.
So when Stage 2 is finished, I'm going to start working on Stage 3.
Hello,
I've a question about OF 5.9 I've been wanting to ask for a while now.
At some point, after running 4 loops on a saturday and 4 on sunday, I encountered extreme verbal agression and heavy manipulation the next monday, from a toxic person.
This happened 2 times. 1st in the afternoon and 2nd when I came back in the evening.
1st time, in the afternoon I was able to stand up for myself a little bit more than I usually do with this person. That might be due to fear removal (Although the situation still affected me heavily).
In the evening (when 2nd 'attack' happened), I didn't respond.
Until all this happened, I believe the reflection shield was able to prevent most conflicts with other people (not always but I felt protection in some instances).
I was wondering what the explanation could be, why it didn't work in this case, causing so much negativity and pain to 'get through'. Not preventing it, not reflecting it back?
(04-21-2025, 10:12 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (04-21-2025, 01:37 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]"Almost finished with the config calculations for Stage 2 of UMS v3.1. Hopefully publishing later tonight."
Shannon, I take it that UMS3 stage 3 will be out & published by/sometime in/ mid-May? I Know that your're super busy with other projects, as well.
June Stage 4 of UMS3?
I'm planning to have UMS take priority until I am finished with it, since it's an unfinished multi-stage set. I should be able to build each stage in 1-2 weeks, but right now I have apparently triggered some serious resistance, because it's trying to prevent me from working at all. I have never had this be the goal of my resistance, and that coupled with what I have seen this experimental work through in terms of resistance in the last month, tells me that we have arrived at something that will be impossible for me to resist and that terrifies some part of me.
Well good. It's time I broke through these limits and started achieving goals that should have been achieved more than a decade ago.
So when Stage 2 is finished, I'm going to start working on Stage 3.
Excellent!! I Love it ! Thank you for, the layout plan & all of that! I agree !
Question, answer when you have time. WILL you be adding any of the newer discoveries into UMS3 stage 3 & 4,that pertain to moving past, overcoming heavy resistance???
(04-21-2025, 11:03 PM)Warrior10 Wrote: [ -> ]Hello,
I've a question about OF 5.9 I've been wanting to ask for a while now.
At some point, after running 4 loops on a saturday and 4 on sunday, I encountered extreme verbal agression and heavy manipulation the next monday, from a toxic person.
This happened 2 times. 1st in the afternoon and 2nd when I came back in the evening.
1st time, in the afternoon I was able to stand up for myself a little bit more than I usually do with this person. That might be due to fear removal (Although the situation still affected me heavily).
In the evening (when 2nd 'attack' happened), I didn't respond.
Until all this happened, I believe the reflection shield was able to prevent most conflicts with other people (not always but I felt protection in some instances).
I was wondering what the explanation could be, why it didn't work in this case, causing so much negativity and pain to 'get through'. Not preventing it, not reflecting it back?
For the reflection shield to work, you have to be generating it. The only way it can fail is if you aren't generating it, or you are being attacked harder than you can power it. In your specific case, I suspect that this person managed to manipulate you into believing that you deserve the attack, and thus lowering the shield. Does that seem like a reasonable explanation?
(04-22-2025, 08:21 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (04-21-2025, 11:03 PM)Warrior10 Wrote: [ -> ]Hello,
I've a question about OF 5.9 I've been wanting to ask for a while now.
At some point, after running 4 loops on a saturday and 4 on sunday, I encountered extreme verbal agression and heavy manipulation the next monday, from a toxic person.
This happened 2 times. 1st in the afternoon and 2nd when I came back in the evening.
1st time, in the afternoon I was able to stand up for myself a little bit more than I usually do with this person. That might be due to fear removal (Although the situation still affected me heavily).
In the evening (when 2nd 'attack' happened), I didn't respond.
Until all this happened, I believe the reflection shield was able to prevent most conflicts with other people (not always but I felt protection in some instances).
I was wondering what the explanation could be, why it didn't work in this case, causing so much negativity and pain to 'get through'. Not preventing it, not reflecting it back?
For the reflection shield to work, you have to be generating it. The only way it can fail is if you aren't generating it, or you are being attacked harder than you can power it. In your specific case, I suspect that this person managed to manipulate you into believing that you deserve the attack, and thus lowering the shield. Does that seem like a reasonable explanation?
Or, barring that, it could just be his own emotional response to what was said.
(04-21-2025, 11:03 PM)Warrior10 Wrote: [ -> ]Hello,
I've a question about OF 5.9 I've been wanting to ask for a while now.
At some point, after running 4 loops on a saturday and 4 on sunday, I encountered extreme verbal agression and heavy manipulation the next monday, from a toxic person.
This happened 2 times. 1st in the afternoon and 2nd when I came back in the evening.
1st time, in the afternoon I was able to stand up for myself a little bit more than I usually do with this person. That might be due to fear removal (Although the situation still affected me heavily).
In the evening (when 2nd 'attack' happened), I didn't respond.
Until all this happened, I believe the reflection shield was able to prevent most conflicts with other people (not always but I felt protection in some instances).
I was wondering what the explanation could be, why it didn't work in this case, causing so much negativity and pain to 'get through'. Not preventing it, not reflecting it back?
Can you please send me your order number or email for the store as I can't find anything under this email?
Question about the usage cycle recommendations for UMS Stage 2.
Does this mean that we're paying per usage cycle now?
Which would, in this stage, mean 40 days (4 on, 4 off, times 5), or 36 if you cancel after your last day on.
Or are we still paying per month?
(04-22-2025, 04:50 PM)Ampersnd Wrote: [ -> ]Question about the usage cycle recommendations for UMS Stage 2.
Does this mean that we're paying per usage cycle now?
Which would, in this stage, mean 40 days (4 on, 4 off, times 5), or 36 if you cancel after your last day on.
Or are we still paying per month?
Hmmm.... I hadn't thought of that. Been rather tired lately. I can only do per month, so I suppose I have to re-jigger the volume so the usage cycles work out. Dammit, it's always something.
Will work on this tomorrow. Thanks for pointing this out.
(04-23-2025, 03:47 AM)Warrior10 Wrote: [ -> ] (04-22-2025, 03:29 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Can you please send me your order number or email for the store as I can't find anything under this email?
Order #28878
Order #28878
How long have you been running OF v4?