Subliminal Talk

It looks like DMSI might be out for the time I go to sleep today, which is a good thing. I cannot wait to lay my hands on this thing

I feel much better today, I started to get morphine effect again but it's 10 times weaker than before. I'm slowly getting over the hurt and going back to my old, motivated self. Hopefully I will stop resisting the sub so hard now and I'll be able to execute the script and get results ASAP

I am really looking forward to seeing how much better 3.0.1 does against resistance.

(11-30-2016, 04:19 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I am really looking forward to seeing how much better 3.0.1 does against resistance.

Me too Shannon, me too. All in all I must admit that from all the subs I've been using so far DMSI 2.4 was the best at defeating my resistance, followed by AM6 refresher I've been using circa a year ago. So my hopes are high on this one.

It's a shame new DMSI wasn't released today, it would be easy to count number of days since one would start at December 1st

Since we're talking about resistance I thought I should tell you about one very clear sign whether I'm resisting or not: my weight.



There are clear ups and downs here but I'll try to walk you through them. First there is plateau from Weight Loss sub which I resisted hard. Then dip and another rise from BIATBW and AM6 refresher, then big, steady dip from first 4 stages of AM6 and slow but steady rise during the summer corresponding to last 2 stages of AM6 and my DMSI experience so far.

I may be wrong but from how I feel right now I think I might be experiencing another dip soon and I hope to be loosing 1-2 kg/month up until I get to my ideal weight. If I do succeed in this it will mean I'm beating the s**t out of resistance, if not then I still have a long way to go. I will keep you posted on that front.

I am really looking forward to building 6G weight loss...

(12-01-2016, 06:44 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I am really looking forward to building 6G weight loss...

Well, I hope I won't be needing it

Ok lads, let's get started with DMSI 3.0.1

Day 1

(12-01-2016, 10:32 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Oh, did I forget to mention, it will now autocorrect volume by telling you if it's too loud or not loud enough?

Your subconscious will guide you. Follow those urges.

Confirmed, this happened.

I feel so tired right now, even after 8 hours of sleep. I'm listening to hybrid, version A. No euphoria or anything like that, next days and weeks will say if something truly changes.

Quote:I am really looking forward to building 6G weight loss...

I look more forward to a "built and maintain muscle but get ripped" program.

WL6 worked awesomely, though I see photos of me at my lowest weight (78kg) which WL6 set it at, and I was way too skinny then. I'm around 88kg now and I like this weight alot better with the way I look.

Day 2

Nothing mayor to report. I feel resistance creeping in, but not crushingly so. I think about my ex more than throughout past couple of days, I was indifferent towards her but now I feel slight contempt and anger.

Day 3

Resistance is kicking in hard on me. It's funny how when I stopped listening to DMSI I thought I slowly get control over my emotions and anxieties and I hoped DMSI 3.0.1A would only make this better, but it makes it worse. And maybe it's a good thing, after all it exposes me to all the crap in me. Thankfully I have strong sense of conviction to DMSI, I want to run it as long as it takes, especially in this testing phase.

Went with my friend I was supposed to meet a while ago to his female friend's house to drink and watch some movie, sort of a mini-party. She's very pretty but sadly she is meeting someone and she gave me no noticeable IOIs. Oh well, her loss

One thing that I notice with version 3.0.1 is that I get low blood sugar level than on previous versions. I am diabetic so I can control it quite well and I know when something's off with my glucose. I cannot say if it's consistent yet or if perhaps my walking/exercising is to blame, but again I think I would be able to account for that.

Day 4

I have no idea why I was posting updates on the morning, but since today I will post them in the evening, if I'm drunk I sleep outside my house I will simply skip that particular entry. I wanna post daily, at least for some time, but let's not be overzealous.

Nothing major to report, same old story as to IOIs, no manifestations of anything out of ordinary. My anxieties are still quite bad but it's not terrible. If anything what bothers me is my anger which seems to slowly rise and I have no idea how to ventilate it. But on the other hand there are moment when I'm happy and very motivated. It's not a rollercoaster, but maybe a slow and gentle swing.

If I think about anything a lot right now it's my weight. I'm not going hungry or malnourished but I do eat less than before and every time I see myself in my bathroom mirror I do seem slimmer than ever before. I think it has to do more with change in my perspective and moving away from my self-image as fat f**k than actual weight loss but I cannot complain anyway If anything it show how big of an issue my weight is for me and how undeserving I feel because of it.

Not really a field report but I met with my female friend yesterday, we went downtown for a couple of beers, went back to my place and walked her for her bus. In the past she was giving me heavy IOIs and so she does now but much less so, probably because she realizes I'm not interested in her. Still she's lots of fun and she even offered me to be my wing(wo)man in the future I almost wish she was more attractive (she has pretty face but body of a boy) so I would actually go for her. You cannot have everything in life though, right?

Day 5

Nothing to report really, things are going slowly and not much happens. I feel slightly better with each day but sadly I don't feel much motivated. I have this strange feeling of almost indifference if DMSI will do its part. If I get result - great, if I don't - oh well, not a big deal, I'll get a refund eventually. I don't think it's a good thing, but that's how I feel right now. And I don't think it's resistance, more tiredness of unknown as of yet source.

That's almost certainly a side effect of the healing process currently raging blow the surface.

Day 6

I'm getting a bit sick, good old European winter has caught up to me. To be honest I have symptoms since Sunday but somehow my organism keeps cold in check but it feels like it's loosing the battle. Thankfully uneventful weekend awaits me so even if I get full blown flu nothing major will happen.

(12-06-2016, 11:13 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]That's almost certainly a side effect of the healing process currently raging blow the surface.

I do hope you're right. I cannot tell really but I can tell I get a lot of trust in subs through this stance. I remember in the past I would look for results and be angry at lack thereof, now thanks to this indifference I'm willing to accept whatever may come and be glad for it. Throwing my hands around and demanding doesn't really work but patience does.