Subliminal Talk

(05-27-2017, 06:44 AM)Blink Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-27-2017, 05:00 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Last night, I changed how I determined # of loops. I got out the 'ole amethyst pendulum.

Drew a circle and put numbers in random order. Each diagonal, the numbers were the same so that the pendulum was able to point to the same number each direction it swung. I only had room for a limited amount of options, so I chose: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, and 9.

The pendulum swung on 3. I confirmed the result two more times.

I continued using hybrid FLAC. I remember having dreams, but not the content. They didn't feel sexual.

I don't have any plans, so we'll see where the day takes me.

I thought I was the only "weirdo" trying to dowse this

Not that I've put my results to execution yet, because I can't afford being tired, because of an exam coming up that I've been preparing for since November.

Mine showed 4 loops. Gotta confirm it tho. I also dowsed the format. It showed me Trickling Stream.

I may have to do that, too. Right now, I'm not sure the format was the right choice. Or maybe I did, I don't know. Feeling pretty angry right now!

Right now I'm being flooded with hatred and anger toward any inkling of a reason to have a problem with someone. Mainly my wife's family. It's completely overblown, and I can consciously recognize it.

This got triggered when I walked upstairs, looking for a missing cat that needs to eat his breakfast, and found my wife talking with her mom on Facetime. I immediately thought, "FUCK YOU, 'S'! FUCKING terrible grandmother, mother, mother-in-law! And fuck your husband, too! 15 goddamn days since your granddaughter was born, and neither of you say so much as 'Congratulations!' to me!"

I need to go get this aggression out at the gym.

(05-27-2017, 05:34 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Wanted to mention:

B/c of the dude - my "former friend," - throwing me shade at the gym, I noticed I've moved my workout times to avoid the possibility of seeing him. I'm avoiding him b/c the gym is one of the few places I get to enjoy myself without the kids or my wife. It's time that's "mine," and I'll be damned if I'm going to have him around ruining it.

I don't want to patch things up. I don't care what his problem is. He did this last year - just went "dark" out of the blue (which was before he belonged to my gym). I spent a lot of time wondering what I "did wrong." I even had dreams about it, where he and his wife would tell me that it was all my fault (meaning, I thought it was my fault). Now I know better. There's a reason this dude doesn't have any old/good friends. He can't keep them. He either pushes them away once they're too close, or something else. He's "Flavor of the Day," - once someone else comes along that peaks his interest, you're old hat, and he repeats the cycle with them. I should have realized this when I noticed he's got a new car every 8 months, even though he can't afford it. Or why he's actively trying to cheat on his wife, in blatant boneheaded ways. Once "new" has lost its shine, it's "on to the next!"

Whatever. Not my problem. This time, I don't care. This time, I'm done. Loyalty in friendship is one of my top qualities I give, and I value the same in return. Flakes like this go into my mental and emotional trash bin.

But...not the point. Why now? I wonder if my subconscious is using him and his Flake Trait to get me to workout at different times to run into different women. Certainly possible.

It may not just be your subconscious clearing out ways for you to meet more women, but also, just clearing it out for you to be in your prime at all times.

Since I've gotten off of DMSI and I'm starting to process all of the information, I'm realizing several things that I hadn't realized before.

One is Prime State. To be effective at anything, whether it's picking up women, working out at the gym, or hammering through a work matter, the more in emotional control you're in, the better the output will be and the more effective it will be also.

You go into the gym angry, your workout might be intense, but you also are more likely to screw your form up and inadvertently hurt your muscles. Same with women, you approach them with negative energy, it will bite you in the ass. This happened to me on Thursday night with Y, which led to us having a major blowout. I was fine the next day and I am still processing things.

That being said, it is good to let the rage out until it exhausts you. Then you can assess the issue and start from ground zero. All of this will eventually get you to the mental state you want to be in. This might sound like Zen talk, but that's not what it is. It's just being clear, not conflicted, and aware.

The easiest point from A to B is a straight line. The more distractions you have running the course in your life, the more wiggled the line gets and it takes you through the entire alphabet before you get to B, at which point you'll be exhausted and not in prime form to tackle the challenge facing you.

This guy is one of those distractions RT. As are your in-laws, and anyone else who doesn't jive with your current mental state. Work through the anger until it exhausts you, then see it for what it is, and reset.

Everything else will fall into place after that Brother.

(05-27-2017, 08:01 AM)Duke.Togo Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-27-2017, 05:34 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Wanted to mention:

B/c of the dude - my "former friend," - throwing me shade at the gym, I noticed I've moved my workout times to avoid the possibility of seeing him. I'm avoiding him b/c the gym is one of the few places I get to enjoy myself without the kids or my wife. It's time that's "mine," and I'll be damned if I'm going to have him around ruining it.

I don't want to patch things up. I don't care what his problem is. He did this last year - just went "dark" out of the blue (which was before he belonged to my gym). I spent a lot of time wondering what I "did wrong." I even had dreams about it, where he and his wife would tell me that it was all my fault (meaning, I thought it was my fault). Now I know better. There's a reason this dude doesn't have any old/good friends. He can't keep them. He either pushes them away once they're too close, or something else. He's "Flavor of the Day," - once someone else comes along that peaks his interest, you're old hat, and he repeats the cycle with them. I should have realized this when I noticed he's got a new car every 8 months, even though he can't afford it. Or why he's actively trying to cheat on his wife, in blatant boneheaded ways. Once "new" has lost its shine, it's "on to the next!"

Whatever. Not my problem. This time, I don't care. This time, I'm done. Loyalty in friendship is one of my top qualities I give, and I value the same in return. Flakes like this go into my mental and emotional trash bin.

But...not the point. Why now? I wonder if my subconscious is using him and his Flake Trait to get me to workout at different times to run into different women. Certainly possible.

It may not just be your subconscious clearing out ways for you to meet more women, but also, just clearing it out for you to be in your prime at all times.

Since I've gotten off of DMSI and I'm starting to process all of the information, I'm realizing several things that I hadn't realized before.

One is Prime State. To be effective at anything, whether it's picking up women, working out at the gym, or hammering through a work matter, the more in emotional control you're in, the better the output will be and the more effective it will be also.

You go into the gym angry, your workout might be intense, but you also are more likely to screw your form up and inadvertently hurt your muscles. Same with women, you approach them with negative energy, it will bite you in the ass. This happened to me on Thursday night with Y, which led to us having a major blowout. I was fine the next day and I am still processing things.

That being said, it is good to let the rage out until it exhausts you. Then you can assess the issue and start from ground zero. All of this will eventually get you to the mental state you want to be in. This might sound like Zen talk, but that's not what it is. It's just being clear, not conflicted, and aware.

The easiest point from A to B is a straight line. The more distractions you have running the course in your life, the more wiggled the line gets and it takes you through the entire alphabet before you get to B, at which point you'll be exhausted and not in prime form to tackle the challenge facing you.

This guy is one of those distractions RT. As are your in-laws, and anyone else who doesn't jive with your current mental state. Work through the anger until it exhausts you, then see it for what it is, and reset.

Everything else will fall into place after that Brother.

Thanks, dude. I appreciate the words of wisdom. I'll be rereading and contemplating them after I get home. Currently exhausting my rage at the gym. But in good form, lol.

(05-27-2017, 06:44 AM)Blink Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-27-2017, 05:00 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Last night, I changed how I determined # of loops. I got out the 'ole amethyst pendulum.

I thought I was the only "weirdo" trying to dowse this

LOL... Even I have a dowsing pendulum, but I didn't even think of consulting it.

I tried some dowsing and learnt it from someone 4-5 years ago, but for whatever reasons I didn't continue with it. Maybe I should revisit it.

Speaking of dowsing, I just consulted my pendulum for tonight's loops. It was really interesting, because the pendulum tripped me up.

Here's what happened:

I made another circle, containing the numbers that I didn't give as options yesterday (through 12). I asked about how many loops, using the given numbers, were optimal/best for my subconscious to fully execute the DMSI 3.1-B script. The answer it gave was 10. So I said, "Ok, to be clear, the best/optimal number of loops to listen to tonight is 10?" ... "No."

What?

Then I remembered, my original question was "using the given numbers." I hadn't included the other numbers from yesterday in my original question. The best/optimal number of loops was therefore on the circle of numbers from yesterday. The answer I got from that circle was 5. When I asked the question about 5 being the best/optimal number for tonight, it then answered "Yes."

I also dowsed on format, volume, and using speakers vs. headphones.

The results:

Headphones are better than speakers.

Volume doesn't matter - quiet or loud, either is equally effective for me.

Format doesn't matter. In fact, using a "mix" of formats won. I didn't get more specific than that. Perhaps I will tomorrow.


For tonight, I'll be listening to 5 loops, moderate volume, headphones, 2 hybrid, 2 masked, 1 ultrasonic.

Well, shit. Fuck you, Cool Timer. Never fails, my ass! So much for 5 loops.

I got 7 loops and broke ASRB. I had a playlist set, but that damn "infinite repeat track" was selected. Good thing I had Cool Timer as a backup, right!? Well, I woke, saw the sun was up, and could still hear trickling stream. WTF? I leaned over and checked my phone. As soon as I hit the home button, the track stopped. Oh, now you work, Cool Timer. What did that do? Stopped me right in the middle of loop 7. I decided to hit play again within about 5 seconds, so the break wasn't too bad - but a break none-the-less.

The only thing I can figure is, since I had a recent software update on my phone, the Cool Timer app needs an update as well. When my phone's lock screen was activated, some of the background processes must have been limited or stopped.

Whatever. I guess we'll see what happens today. It's a busy one. Gym, golfing 9 holes with a client and his daughter (not hot - at all - but the chicks working at the country club are), and then AAA baseball with fireworks after. Should be fun.

Might not be all bad - my wife is already chatting me up at an irritating rate. She won't stop talking! This post has taken FOREVER to type!

(05-28-2017, 04:19 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Well, shit. **** you, Cool Timer. Never fails, my ass! So much for 5 loops.

I got 7 loops and broke ASRB. I had a playlist set, but that damn "infinite repeat track" was selected. Good thing I had Cool Timer as a backup, right!? Well, I woke, saw the sun was up, and could still hear trickling stream. WTF? I leaned over and checked my phone. As soon as I hit the home button, the track stopped. Oh, now you work, Cool Timer. What did that do? Stopped me right in the middle of loop 7. I decided to hit play again within about 5 seconds, so the break wasn't too bad - but a break none-the-less.

The only thing I can figure is, since I had a recent software update on my phone, the Cool Timer app needs an update as well. When my phone's lock screen was activated, some of the background processes must have been limited or stopped.

Whatever. I guess we'll see what happens today. It's a busy one. Gym, golfing 9 holes with a client and his daughter (not hot - at all - but the chicks working at the country club are), and then AAA baseball with fireworks after. Should be fun.

Might not be all bad - my wife is already chatting me up at an irritating rate. She won't stop talking! This post has taken FOREVER to type!

I had a messed up exp too. I had a Playlist for 4 loops, and woke up to repeat all being on, and on loop 6!!!

XD

Yesterday ended up being pretty awesome.

Went to the gym. Sunday's are pretty dead there, but right as I was going to leave, this leggy blonde ran headlong into me. She held my gaze with icy blue eyes and smiled. I left, hoping I'd run into her again.

At the country club, golf went really well. My client's daughter showed me a youtube video of old people playing a game - almost like a relay - where the women have to blow up balloons on their husband's laps. It looked like they were jerkin' them off, lol. Like I said in my previous post, I don't have any attraction for her, but she showed me that (rather sexual) video anyway.

We had a beer after golfing in the clubhouse. The women they employ are all hot and wear short skirts. They were professional and attentive, so not much to be noticed other than normal.

At the baseball game, we sat right behind a family of people I recognized. I swore the mom was a nurse that works with my wife (who also happens to share the same name). I took a picture, but my wife says she doesn't recognize her, so I have no idea where I know her from...but she clearly recognized me, as well. She stared off and on the whole game. Neither of us asked who the other was. She definitely fit the bill for 2 out of 3 snipers.

We were maybe 6 rows from the field, behind the visitors dugout. A little boy kept getting baseballs, and so he picked my son to give one of the extras to (much to the chagrin of the boy sitting in front of us). A little later, out of nowhere, a tall, leggy, strawberry blonde with full lips...and a microphone (!)...was standing over me.

She asked, "I need someone for our Left Door/Right Door game. Do you want to play?"
"Uhhhh....sure! What's involved?"
:he explains::
Now my nerves are in full gear. I'm going to be on the big screen in front of the whole stadium.
"Okay, let's do it!"

She sits down in the empty chair next to me, her camera man in a seat in the row in front of us. She chats me up, and I can see that she's extremely attractive. I then notice that she's nervous. I had her giggling and twirling her hair in no-time. You could feel the electricity. Pretty amazing. We talked for the entire half inning.

Then...the "game" started. It was just a big guess. I had a 50/50 chance of winning. My intuition screamed left door. So there I am, on the big screen, microphone in my face, and I said, "Let's try the left." And...I won. Yay! A free night in a hotel. Not a huge deal, but cool none-the-less. She leans into me, and says, "You can pick up your free night at Guest Services..." I thank her, and as she walks away...backing up, smiling...she comes back and says, "Hey, you know what? I'll go get it and bring it to you!"

After she left, my mom moved to sit by me. "You know why she picked you, don't you? 'Cuz you're so good lookin'!" Lol.

Dowsed loops when I got home last night. 3 loops of B won. I'm supposed to switch back to A tonight, but I suppose I'll use the dowsing method to determine whether I should or not.

I remember a bit of a dream from last night...I was hangin' out with Chaos, again. It's weird, dreaming of forum members you've never met in person. Anyway, we were attending different spiritual activities together. He was a visitor, and I took him on a tour of the spiritual groups and meetings I frequent.

(............)

(05-29-2017, 12:22 PM)Travis Wrote: [ -> ]Wait so was the announcer girl the same one you saw at the gym?

Nope. Apparently my subconscious likes leggy women with amazing eyes. Both had beautiful long legs and gorgeous eyes.

Back on Version A. 6 loops, 3 hybrid, 3 masked FLAC. Sleep phones, 8/15 volume.

Multiple dreams, some fear related, mostly involving males. Nothing sexual, lol.

Two more weeks (maybe more) of healing and clearing... Go!

Worked out today (of course!). While benching, this chick is doing an exercise 20 feet away. She's looking over at me frequently. I got up to get a quick drink, leaving my phone and towel on the bench - and the weight plates on the bar. I was gone maybe 20 seconds.

I came back to this:

2 pics and a short video

There were any number of open places to stretch. The gym wasn't busy. But there was only one place I'd get an eyeful within conversation range.

(05-30-2017, 05:44 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Worked out today (of course!). While benching, this chick is doing an exercise 20 feet away. She's looking over at me frequently. I got up to get a quick drink, leaving my phone and towel on the bench - and the weight plates on the bar. I was gone maybe 20 seconds.

I came back to this:

2 pics and a short video

There were any number of open places to stretch. The gym wasn't busy. But there was only one place I'd get an eyeful within conversation range.

Good lord! Boner achieved! Thank you RTBoss.