Subliminal Talk

Congratulations RT! what a beauty, pretty like her dad!

Congrats!

Thank you, everyone! I really appreciate it.

This time around was a great experience. My wife deserved it after a long, rough, pregnancy. She labored for a mere 7 hours - barely needed any of the induction hormones, etc. - and then pushed 4 times during 2 contractions. It took less than 2 minutes. I think my first words when I saw my baby girl in the doctor's hands were, "No way!" I couldn't believe it. Last time, with my son, it was 30 minutes of maximum-effort pushing (and I'm told that's still quick) and then a vacuum assist to his head b/c he got stuck on his way out. She wouldn't tear. This time it was push, push, out. No tear, no vacuum. Quick and simple. She barely cried (the baby), a lot like my son when he was born.

We held her all day yesterday while visitors popped in and out. The delivery was at the very hospital in which my wife works, so it was cool seeing how everyone knew her. Being a nurse practitioner in the NICU, she's frequently on the other floors. Anyway, when we were transferred from our labor and delivery room to postpartum, my wife insisted on walking instead of using the wheel chair. It was quite funny to see 20 different nurses put their hands on their hips and admonish her for not using it. "K's not using her wheelchair! Why am I not surprised!?"

Finally got some sleep last night after being up for over 48 hours, so when my son wakes up, it's back to the hospital. We're going to bring her home tomorrow. It's special because it would have been my late father-in-law's birthday, and of course, it also happens to be Mother's Day. My wife's late dad was born on Mother's Day, my wife was born on Mother's Day, my brother was brought home on Mother's Day, my grandparents were married on Mother's Day, and now my daughter is coming home on Mother's Day.

I'll share more pictures later. She's such a sweet energy. It's not just feminine, it's distinctly gentle - perhaps one of the most gentle, sweet energies I've ever experienced. What I also found amazing is, as she started to fuss or get upset in her bassinet, I'd go over and calmly say, "It's ok, beautiful, Daddy's here." and she'd instantly recognize me, stop fussing, and coo. They really must hear your voice in the womb (I would talk to my wife's belly the entire pregnancy). Hopefully I still think that energy is sweet when she's crying at 3 AM for the next 6 weeks!

Thanks again, everyone, your well wishes mean a lot!

Amazing, congratulations man!

Congratulations man!

(05-12-2017, 05:34 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]Haha, is that a little flower thingy she's rocking? Going to be a fashionista for sure!

Cute pic, lovely post man. You sound like you're beaming, I can feel the warmth even through this screen. That's fantastic.

Brings a smile to my face.

Dude, my wife has a whole cubby dedicated to different head bands and leggings for this chick. It's ridiculous, but now that she's here, I see how cute it is.

Congratulations RT.
All the best.

Back to DMSI.

I listened to hybrid, 2 loops, Friday night and then 2 loops US last night, both on speaker. I slept at home, as we decided our son should sleep in his own bed. It would have been a nightmare to try and sleep at the hospital. Anyway, since my wife wasn't around, I used my Bose for a change.

Friday - daytime - it had been almost 48 hours since using DMSI. My wife's sexy coworker that I see at the gym came to visit the baby. She came with another beautiful nurse, who I *think* I'd met before, but couldn't be sure. I didn't see much from the new gal, but I did from coworker-gym-nurse-hottie. Ok, for today we'll call her "A." "A" could quite possibly be one of the most naturally beautiful women I've ever met in my life. I have no clue how this chick has three kids. She looks amazing.

Anyway, "A" started posing at one point. She placed her hands on her hips to show off how small she could make her waist, which was quite impressive. I already knew she was in great shape from the gym. Then, before she left the hospital room to return to work, she told us she has next week off and invited herself to stop by! She's never been by the house. Long story short, when I got home Friday night, I had a Facebook friend request from her. I could tell, while she was visiting, that she saw the love I have for my daughter, and it softened her view of me. In her eyes, it was extremely attractive. I think it made me become instantly "safe, nice-guy," but left the other qualities in-tact. I don't know how she viewed me before, but she was always quite timid, nervous, and shy around me when I know that she's anything but (from everything I've heard from my wife and seen regarding her interactions with other guys at the gym, and a few nursing-related parties/camping-type events).

I ran into her yet again Saturday morning, after the hybrid loops. I don't know if I wasn't executing, or if I was throwing off too much of something, b/c once again she seemed quite taken aback by me. I've also been distinctly tired the last two days. Of course it's likely b/c of sleep loss and lots of excitement surrounding the birth of my daughter, but it kind of felt DMSI-related. I think there's a new layer of development I'm now resisting, and the sub is making that part of me exhausted to reduce its ability to resist. It's just an intuitive guess.

It's been just over 2 weeks since going back to A. I think I'm going to do another run of B, starting tonight.

Late congrats on the baby!

2 loops, 1 hybrid 1 masked, Version B, sleep phones, beginning of sleep.

Woke up tired, but then again, the baby kept both me and my wife up quite a bit.

Then I realized I was pretty agitated. That lasted a good hour. I felt better with 24 oz of black coffee in me, and my pre-workout protein shake helped as well.

I got to the gym and it was as if all the hotties were there at once. Including "A." She immediately approached me, even interrupted a conversation I was already having with a buddy. When I looked in her eyes, I suddenly felt massive fear and nervousness in my solar plexus. I still can't tell if it was hers or mine! Anyway, she reiterated that she wanted to come to the house to "see the baby," again. Com'mon over!

More of the same after. Lots of IOIs from ladies, respect from dudes.

Went with 2 loops of masked FLAC last night on sleep phones, 9/15 clicks volume.

First had a long dream where I was hanging out and having a good time with "A." Then, at the end of the dream, she shape-shifted into a tall, skinny, ugly dude.

Woke earlier than usual, felt good. My wife caught a little attitude with me, and I barked back at her. Barking + postpartum hormones & emotions = tear factory. I'm going to have to be a bit more mindful of my reactions.

A & B are night and day. I'm already more motivated to workout and eat for fuel, rather than pleasure. My energy also comes off way different. I almost ghosted all the chicks at the gym today...but...didn't? It's strange to describe. I felt like women were attracted, but were afraid that if they talked to me I'd eat them. Literally eat them.

Went to lunch with my wife and her best friend (that lives here). We had 4 kids at the table, 2 toddlers and 2 infants, lol. I ate with one hand, my wife pumped at the table, and I had to keep my son in line simultaneously. So this is how it's going to be, I guess! As you might guess, we had the attention of every female who walked by.

My wife's friend (who had just seen me Saturday at the hospital - while still running Version A) was quiet. You could tell that, whatever it was, she felt differently about me today and that it seemed uncomfortable. At one point I said I was going to take my son on a roller coaster this summer. She asked, "Where?" and immediately suggested we "all go together!!!"

After lunch, we went outside and sat down. This group of women came out and were taking a group picture. I had no idea how unbelievably hot one of them was until she started talking to me. She had to have been 10 years older, at least. I don't find older women appealing, generally, but this one had my immediate attention. It was my son who got them started talking to us. He just up and ran to them and started hugging them all (he's very, very friendly). They thought he was the best thing ever. The eldest (she was probably near 80 and had a Russian accent) was almost crying tears of joy, told us my son made her day, and then told my son she loved him! Pretty cute stuff.

But the ass on that other chick. Hell, the everything.

Other than that, I'll just mention my wife's almost 180 degree turn in sensitivity around me. I thought it was just hormones (which, I'm sure, are playing a role here), but it is too directly tied to my switch to B. It's like she's on edge around me. I'll have to dig a little deeper and see what's going on.

I'm also experiencing a lot more heat and hot flashes. I've been eating a lot more lately. Perhaps it's been putting the aura on overdrive.

Horniness factor is up by a factor of 10. Operation Pipe Cleaning might commence daily if this feeling is going to keep up!

Since switching to B, I haven't had the bursts of heart-felt-pure-joy around my daughter that I was initially. That's okay, because they were ridiculous swells. The love was so overwhelming, I just couldn't do anything other than tear-up. So now, it's like I'm more even-keeled. I don't know if that's what would have happened anyway (since she's 5 days old now, and it's not the first or second day). So while I still feel immense gratitude and joy, it's not over-the-top like it was a few days ago. I also find that where, on A, I had infinite patience for her little cries of hunger, that on B, I'm becoming more intolerant (nothing crazy, just a little annoyed at times) and more easily frustrated. Once again, I could just be settling back into - "Oh. That's right, it's a baby and it's going to cry. A lot."

I think I just need some time to even out on B again. We'll see.

DMSI made me realize I'm attracted to older ladies. Like 50+ even. Who knows, it could be because they're horny as hell. I seem to really get along with them now, too.

The other ladies in the restaurant probably thought you had fathered all those kids. Lol

(05-17-2017, 02:34 PM)Nox Wrote: [ -> ]DMSI made me realize I'm attracted to older ladies. Like 50+ even. Who knows, it could be because they're horny as hell. I seem to really get along with them now, too.

The other ladies in the restaurant probably thought you had fathered all those kids. Lol

Shannon said the sniper can pick out other attributes that we would find attractive. Maybe these women are acrobats in bed or something?

Re: the kids, lol. It did kind of look that way! I didn't even think about it.

Edit to my previous post (more like an addition):

I also forgot to mention that my wife somehow got around to asking me if I would be in a (sexual) relationship with multiple women if I could. I replied "Yes, of course!" with a big smirk on my face. She didn't react badly, and may have thought I was joking. I dunno. We didn't talk about it from there, but she didn't get mad, so that's good, lol.