Subliminal Talk

Yesterday, I went to a crystal bowl mediation. I hadn't been for a LONG time, but noticed an invite on Facebook and thought. "I really need to do this."

All morning, I fretted over it, hemming & hawing. I don't know why, it's relaxing and an amazing experience.

I forced myself to go, sitting in fear - barely perceptible, but noticeable none-the-less - the entire drive. As I got within a few minutes of the place, I started feeling an icy flow of energy all up and down my chest. I could feel it swirl from my navel to my throat. My ability to perceive different energies is just crazy right now.

I went inside and sat down. There were at least 3 different-sized sets of crystal bowls per chakra. The room vibrated with energy even before any of the bowls were played.

3 generations of women played. The granddaughter was thick, like her mother and grandmother before her, but she had it in all the right places. Then, for 60 minutes, I was bathed in the energy of the bowls as they sang. It's an amazing experience every time. This is the first I've attended since starting the DMSI series. The granddaughter was staring at me throughout - I'd have my eyes closed, then get the feeling I was being watched, and when I opened my eyes - she was staring.

I'm not sure what cleared, but I just knew intuitively that good things happened. I went home and passed out for 2+ hours. I woke up exhausted and irritable. I was on edge the rest of the night, but felt better after eating a large dinner at the Cheesecake Factory.

I slept hard last night, listened to 2 loops of masked with sleep phones, and woke up feeling pretty good. Went to the gym early, to get my workout out of the way for the day, and one of my favorite (read: hottest) women was there. She's relatively new to my awareness - she only does cardio - but ever since I first saw her last week, she's #1 or 2 on my top 10 list. I couldn't stop staring at her, and this is the craziest part: I had to walk very near her to get to the drinking fountain. As I did, my legs vibrated with energy so dense that it slowed my walk. I felt like I was walking through mud. Her head snapped my direction, and we locked eyes. After that moment, she looked at me very frequently, and adjusted her clothing constantly. I circled back around after 15 minutes to get another drink, and the same energy-reaction happened in my legs. I think my hands were alight with energy as well. Just thinking about it right now has my junk in a funk.

I think a breakthrough is on the horizon. Continuing with A.

Is women adjusting clothing an ioi even if the adjustment covers up some skin (so say pulling a shirt down over their exposed back at the pants line)?

(04-10-2017, 09:10 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]Is women adjusting clothing an ioi even if the adjustment covers up some skin (so say pulling a shirt down over their exposed back at the pants line)?

Could be, but not always. Sometimes they're just trying to keep their modesty. Some, more confident, women let their skin show. Others will cover up because they think it makes them more attractive (or makes them feel more attractive).

(04-10-2017, 09:15 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-10-2017, 09:10 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]Is women adjusting clothing an ioi even if the adjustment covers up some skin (so say pulling a shirt down over their exposed back at the pants line)?

Could be, but not always. Sometimes they're just trying to keep their modesty. Some, more confident, women let their skin show. Others will cover up because they think it makes them more attractive (or makes them feel more attractive).

I see. Was just wondering cause there was a lot of that in 3.0.1 for me. 3.1 is mostly amog city tho.

SIL came over yesterday to help paint the baby's room.

Back up a bit, my wife left to go to a work meeting, and it was a nice day. I decided to go out and get my spring cleanup/yard-work done. It was also a good opportunity for my son to burn off some energy.

I finished about 2 hours later - I totally had lost track of time. I entered the house, covered in prairie grass, dust, all kinds of shit. I knew I'd have to take a shower, and was bummed because I didn't want to mess with the phero-optimizer. I went to the laundry room and stripped down. I almost took off my boxer briefs, but decided against it. My stairs to my master bedroom and shower are right in front of the front door...which I had left unlocked from being outside.

I round the corner to the stairs, and there is my sister-in-law walking into the house..."Hellllo!"

I almost just stood there, but I totally turned-tail and ran back to grab my pants and shirt. Though I regretted that in some way, I used that as a sexual joke later.

I left my son with her, and ran upstairs to shower. Came back down, and my wife was home. SIL had done her hair and makeup - she looked really good. She immediately was laughing at everything I said and flipping her hair. She's never flipped the hair without a mix of pheromones from my phero stash, so the aura was poppin'.

I told the story of how she walked in after I had just stripped down. My wife says, "Were you naked?! Did you take everything off?" I said, "I thought about it, but the windows are all open, and I didn't want to make the neighbors jealous." That was the joke I made, and it got laughs out of both of them.

Upstairs painting, ass displays, chest displays, and SIL came to stand "uncomfortably" close many times. She usually would keep a pretty good bubble between her and others...This was skin almost touching. Maybe it's the affected natural seduction?

Near the end of 4 hours, I started feeling bouts of sadness. Not sure what was going on. My wife asked why my brow was furrowed - "What's wrong?" and my son asked me if I was sad and gave me a hug.

Bout it for yesterday, other than some respect/celeb hits at dinner and the hardware store.

EDIT: Was rushed posting, had a client showing up. Forgot to add that after SIL left, I wasn't just feeling bouts of sadness, but I was also EXHAUSTED. I had ZERO energy, and could have fallen asleep standing up. I didn't feel better until I ate dinner. I ate a LOT for dinner. Not too happy about how much and how poorly I've been eating lately. Willpower is overshadowed by necessity. Can't stand it.

I got a hit of the energy bomb today as well, first time really in my 40 day run of 3.1. I did my 20th and last day of B today, and so in typically late fashion, I had a side splitting headache and extreme nausea this morning.

Typically I do an intermittent fast and won't eat or drink anything until noon, but I went for a protein bar at 11, and then a bag of Doritos to satiate my hunger. Headache started to subside after I ate, and by noon I ate a decent sized lunch and headache was gone after that.

Your aura must have been projecting hard while your SIL was around, which would probably explain your exhaustion and hunger. I'm not sure for myself why the hunger struck as hard as it did today.

I'm back on A for a 15 day run tomorrow. I'll need to see if this hunger continues for myself.

(04-12-2017, 09:05 AM)Duke.Togo Wrote: [ -> ]I got a hit of the energy bomb today as well, first time really in my 40 day run of 3.1. I did my 20th and last day of B today, and so in typically late fashion, I had a side splitting headache and extreme nausea this morning.

Typically I do an intermittent fast and won't eat or drink anything until noon, but I went for a protein bar at 11, and then a bag of Doritos to satiate my hunger. Headache started to subside after I ate, and by noon I ate a decent sized lunch and headache was gone after that.

Your aura must have been projecting hard while your SIL was around, which would probably explain your exhaustion and hunger. I'm not sure for myself why the hunger struck as hard as it did today.

I'm back on A for a 15 day run tomorrow. I'll need to see if this hunger continues for myself.

That's what I was thinking. It must have completely drained me. I didn't really "feel" the aura, like I have at the gym, but apparently it doesn't matter much (or you get used to it and ignore it). That thing was blastin'.

I'm sure there are things going on that we're not even aware of. The aura could be hard at work, and someone isn't in view/the LDS is working better (thus requiring more energy), or multiple people are getting sniped by the SDS. So many variables, Shannon's got his work cut out sifting through all of the data & reports seeing what's what. Anyway, perhaps there are aspects of the program that are working better for you now, and it's requiring more energy.

i was in a convention with 30,000 people. a lot of them were beautiful women, and there were hundreds if not thousands of beautiful women within 200ft of me at all time. I did not experience much additional exhaustion, that you would expect. my thinking is that the same amount of auric energy got distributed among those that got affected, rather than more energy being channeled than available.

although it's likely a combination of both, since we're still in "testing phase"

(04-12-2017, 09:21 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]i was in a convention with 30,000 people. a lot of them were beautiful women, and there were hundreds if not thousands of beautiful women within 200ft of me at all time. I did not experience much additional exhaustion, that you would expect. my thinking is that the same amount of auric energy got distributed among those that got affected, rather than more energy being channeled than available.

although it's likely a combination of both, since we're still in "testing phase"

Would the analogy that you'd liken available energy to a pat of butter and pieces of toast be accurate (for what your're saying you experienced)? We only have 1 pat of butter, and the more pieces of toast there are the thinner the spread gets? 2 pieces of toast - lotsa butter per slice, 30 pieces of toast - little to no butter?

(04-12-2017, 09:25 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-12-2017, 09:21 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]i was in a convention with 30,000 people. a lot of them were beautiful women, and there were hundreds if not thousands of beautiful women within 200ft of me at all time. I did not experience much additional exhaustion, that you would expect. my thinking is that the same amount of auric energy got distributed among those that got affected, rather than more energy being channeled than available.

although it's likely a combination of both, since we're still in "testing phase"

Would the analogy that you'd liken available energy to a pat of butter and pieces of toast be accurate (for what your're saying you experienced)? We only have 1 pat of butter, and the more pieces of toast there are the thinner the spread gets? 2 pieces of toast - lotsa butter per slice, 30 pieces of toast - little to no butter?

I believe that analogy would be accurate. Judging from what Shannon has said about energy sourcing having its safe and effective limits as to how much energy we can actually channel.... It would go to reason that the output of such energy would be limited in the same way as the input is.

The cows can only make milk at a rate of X. Any faster than that, and the cow would be overmilked. so the rate at which we replenish our butter stash is limited by how much milk the cow can give.

We can have 20 pieces of toast, and choose to slab more butter on the more attractive toast, and less butter on the less attractive toast. But we can't use more butter than the cow gave us until that supply is replenished.

If all the women that were present at the convention individually took the amount of butter they wanted, the supply would be gone after the 5th or 10th woman, leaving none for woman # 11 through 1000.

This is all theory though, and based on my experience over the weekend.

Cheers to the 2 buttfucks that have recently deleted their positive reps. I was sitting at 14, and now I'm at 12. Alrighty, then. Whatever that's about.

(04-12-2017, 03:33 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Cheers to the 2 buttfucks that have recently deleted their positive reps. I was sitting at 14, and now I'm at 12. Alrighty, then. Whatever that's about.

That automatically happens when someone decides to delete their journal for personal reasons. If you got a rep or likes in their journal, it gets deleted too...

(04-12-2017, 03:39 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-12-2017, 03:33 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Cheers to the 2 buttfucks that have recently deleted their positive reps. I was sitting at 14, and now I'm at 12. Alrighty, then. Whatever that's about.

That automatically happens when someone decides to delete their journal for personal reasons. If you got a rep or likes in their journal, it gets deleted too...

No shit? Good to know. I don't know why that irritated me so much, but it did. Been an off day, emotionally. Thanks for enlightening me. That makes it easier not to take it personally.

(04-12-2017, 03:48 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-12-2017, 03:39 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-12-2017, 03:33 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Cheers to the 2 buttfucks that have recently deleted their positive reps. I was sitting at 14, and now I'm at 12. Alrighty, then. Whatever that's about.

That automatically happens when someone decides to delete their journal for personal reasons. If you got a rep or likes in their journal, it gets deleted too...

No shit? Good to know. I don't know why that irritated me so much, but it did. Been an off day, emotionally. Thanks for enlightening me. That makes it easier not to take it personally.

This type of shit would have annoyed me too. More on just the principal and pettiness of it.