(03-26-2017, 03:06 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]I just realized that I've pulled a Sarge and haven't showered for days. I don't even think I stink, particularly. My wife hasn't commented, and she's got a nose for stank.
I usually exercise, then shower, and I haven't been exercising since falling in that damn hot tub so....no shower.
I dunno, maybe this has something to do with optimizing my pheromone output, but yeah - definitely going to shower tonight.
Anyone else notice changes regarding their hygiene habits?
I have almost become obsessed about my oral health. I have never owned an electric toothbrush but now I badly want one. Some days I brush my teeth after eating anything if I am at home. Some may argue I should have been doing that all along, but it's new to me lol. Twice a day has always been more than enough. I also want to get an AirFloss or a Waterpik. Getting a full body wax is also on my to do list.
(03-27-2017, 04:29 PM)Lucius Wrote: [ -> ] (03-26-2017, 03:06 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]I just realized that I've pulled a Sarge and haven't showered for days. I don't even think I stink, particularly. My wife hasn't commented, and she's got a nose for stank.
I usually exercise, then shower, and I haven't been exercising since falling in that damn hot tub so....no shower.
I dunno, maybe this has something to do with optimizing my pheromone output, but yeah - definitely going to shower tonight.
Anyone else notice changes regarding their hygiene habits?
I have almost become obsessed about my oral health. I have never owned an electric toothbrush but now I badly want one. Some days I brush my teeth after eating anything if I am at home. Some may argue I should have been doing that all along, but it's new to me lol. Twice a day has always been more than enough. I also want to get an AirFloss or a Waterpik. Getting a full body wax is also on my to do list.
Women do like white teeth, it's pretty high up on most female lists of what they find attractive. Doing another round of teeth whitening has been playing on my mind for about a week now.
Had a few dreams after falling asleep to hybrid night before last, and ultrasonic last night.
Night before last, I was Trump's new hire confidant. He relied on me for quite a few things, and I had access to his private residences and was present for top secret meetings. Yet, I ran around doing my own thing at one point, and he started asking where I was.
Last night I dreamed I was in a big city. I met up with a larger female friend (who used to be a client IRL) and gave her a big hug. We had tickets for a major basketball game that took place in some kind of palace. I found myself alone at some point trying to find my seat. I sat down next to a few guys far away from the court, then realized I had read the ticket wrong...My seat was actually courtside. Moving on up!
I'm not sure if the dreams were connected, but there was a point where I was on the phone with Chaos (dreamin' of ya, buddy!) He was flying into a major airport in whatever city we were in, and I was supposed to pick him up. I was with the big girl in her car, but I suddenly didn't have his flight or contact information and had no way of getting a hold of him to tell him (when I was talking to him, I could see he was on a pay phone on his end in my mind's eye). Sorry, Chaos, ya probably had to Uber.
Last dream was mere seconds. I got a Snapchat from my sister in law. She asked me if I wanted to come over and watch a movie with her, lol.
In other news, been doing the potato hack for the last two days. That's right, eating just potatoes. Never heard of it until last week. It's easy, and has some interesting benefits (supposedly). I'm mostly interested in the benefits to my gut flora and dropping a few quick pounds. Two more days of that, and then back to my normal diet.
WTF!
After posting, I had a client. Turned the TV on to watch the Today show. On it, Al Roker is traveling to a different University each day for his 3rd "Rokerthon." There was a raffle for the student participants. The first name drawn? My sister-in-law's full name, first and maiden.
Crazy. So, I rewinded the DVR and caught it on Snapchat... then snapped it to her.
No coincidences...
(03-28-2017, 11:53 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ] (03-28-2017, 05:14 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]In other news, been doing the potato hack for the last two days. That's right, eating just potatoes. Never heard of it until last week. It's easy, and has some interesting benefits (supposedly). I'm mostly interested in the benefits to my gut flora and dropping a few quick pounds. Two more days of that, and then back to my normal diet.
Leonidas better beware
Dont worry Leonidas I will save you...You will be much safer in my tummy.
(03-28-2017, 12:20 PM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ] (03-28-2017, 11:53 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ] (03-28-2017, 05:14 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]In other news, been doing the potato hack for the last two days. That's right, eating just potatoes. Never heard of it until last week. It's easy, and has some interesting benefits (supposedly). I'm mostly interested in the benefits to my gut flora and dropping a few quick pounds. Two more days of that, and then back to my normal diet.
Leonidas better beware
Dont worry Leonidas I will save you...You will be much safer in my tummy.
You don't get to invite death and feel safe afterward.
Anyway, let's not drag this anymore.
1 loop hybrid, 1 loop masked night before last, 2 US loops last night. Both speaker, aux connect, .FLAC 7-8/15 clicks Note 5.
Not a whole lot to report.
Dreams are back to status/healing/clearing. Nothing sexual remembered.
Client Tuesday night is thinking about me constantly, apparently. She asked about baby names last Sunday morning. I told her we had the first name, and told her we weren't set on middle names. She took it upon herself to brainstorm and research Irish names that would go well with the first name we have picked out. She's also been bringing in newspaper clippings and other things she thinks I'll find interesting. I'm thinking of having her stop all floor exercises, because she spends too much time on all fours with her ass pointed at me, and it's gross.
My mother was here and had a "proposition," for me. She would help me clean and organize my kitchen. I turned it down, because I found it insulting. The kitchen's not even all that bad, but b/c it isn't spotless like her kitchen, it bothers her. Well, not my problem. I don't live in a fuckin' museum. She was insulting in other ways, I got angry and about asked her to leave, and then she realized she overstepped - kept her cool - and dropped the subject. Usually she gets overly butthurt and stomps out. (Yeah, this kind of thing happens every 3-6 months or so).
Last night, as I was listening to loops, I had intense energy in my hands and feet, but this time in my chest, crown, and third eye area. I noticed I started trying to control it by thinking of specific things, but then I said, "I trust my subconscious...Wait, no, my subconscious is part of me, so...I trust myself." Then I was able to relax and just let DMSI do its thing.
Off to the gym shortly.
At the gym.
Wife's super hot coworker, married mind you, had her stuff where I was standing and I had no idea. She needed to leave, so was forced to interact with me. She was hit by SD and standard snipers while I warmed up for 5 minutes, then definitely both while talking.
She was absolutely terrified. Defensive body language, I could see it in her eyes. She asked about my wife, and since I was talking to another guy (who she always talks to but hardly acknowledged here), skulked away (yes, skulked) shortly thereafter.
Had a nice ass display a few minutes ago, and the hot Asian is here.
Please describe to me how the SDS and standard feel different, such that you knew those two were firing?
I was within 200 ft. of her on the treadmill, and could see her reflection as I warmed up. During that time, I was hit with sheer horniness. It dissipated as I went on to speak with my friend.
When I was near her, speaking with my friend, I felt very confident and in the zone. I was very focused, horned-in (I mean, honed in), and felt an alert buzz, similar to the awake feeling having had a great night's sleep or the peak of a smooth caffeine high. I'm certain my eyes were shootin' frickin' lazer beams.
I'll do a better job of being more aware of what I'm feeling in-the-moment in the future. I didn't have any prep time to think about it during that situation.
I had another "forced" interaction with a girl I think is really attractive. She's probably 19 or 20. She works out with a trainer with her mom. As I was doing an exercise, their trainer approached with them and asked me how many sets I had left. It was a brief and indirect interaction, but an interaction none-the-less. Afterward she was displaying some decent interested body language. I'll have to see if the spy pics turned out. (EDIT: They didn't. Damn.)
I ran into my wife's best friend's husband again. Two days in a row, and he approached me both times. In the past, through various iterations of DMSI, he's gone out of his way to avoid talking to me. These last two days, not only did he seek me out, but the interactions were very smooth, happy, and the longest I've ever had with him. It's cool, because we have a lot in common, and I can see us becoming good friends if given the chance.
I ended my workout with another jaunt on the treadmill. The hot Asian chick had an opportunity to come walk next to me, and opted to walk on a treadmill as far away as possible. Ah, well...I didn't really care, just thought it'd be interesting if she had any courage to do so.
On the way home, I had thoughts about self-worth. It was spurred by some people driving fancy, expensive cars. I could only think that while they thought their value was high b/c of money and status of that nature, my status is higher - transcendent - than any of that. I thought, "I could be homeless, no job, no money, and what I REALLY am is still more valuable than anything represented by money, jobs, achievements, etc..." It's a nice feeling to know your value truly comes from within. What would some of these people think of themselves if they were stripped of all the externals? Would they still feel valuable? I can't speak for them, but I would (feel high value).