Uploading Stage 2 of Order #3019.
Shannon I've been having a bit of a rough time lately and need some advice. My biggest fear right now is going through this set and then not having it affect me enough. Stage 2 was really rough and stage 3 is a little better, but still it's been pretty hard on me. I think I'm one of those people that has a lot of resistance that affects my ability to grow or change. Don't get me wrong though, I've noticed I have made improvements thanks to this set, but I still feel like I've been resisting change.
I've also started watching my negative thinking more and challenging those thoughts that pop into my head. I used to take the approach of ignoring them, but I feel like it was more like suppressing them and then it became a bad habit of thinking negatively beyond my conscious awareness. It takes a lot of energy to fight off the negative thinking, but I realized that I need to do something about it, I can't just keep accepting this thinking.
Which this leads me to my next question. Currently I don't play the subliminal 24/7. I only play it at night and get about 8-10 hours of exposure every night. Is that enough? I was thinking about playing it 24/7 to drown out all the negative thinking. Or would this be too taxing on my mind?
I don't know as much about the workings of the subconscious mind as you, but I'm wondering if the sub could actually be making me think more negatively? I've noticed if I try to think positive my mind has a tendency to flip it around and tell me I'm lying to myself.
I'm just trying to figure things out right now and it's just really really hard. I pretty much feel like I'm stuck. I can't really describe how I feel, but it's like knowing the destination and having no gas in the tank. It's beyond frustrating.
(01-11-2012, 12:11 PM)mat422 Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon I've been having a bit of a rough time lately and need some advice. My biggest fear right now is going through this set and then not having it affect me enough. Stage 2 was really rough and stage 3 is a little better, but still it's been pretty hard on me. I think I'm one of those people that has a lot of resistance that affects my ability to grow or change. Don't get me wrong though, I've noticed I have made improvements thanks to this set, but I still feel like I've been resisting change.
I've also started watching my negative thinking more and challenging those thoughts that pop into my head. I used to take the approach of ignoring them, but I feel like it was more like suppressing them and then it became a bad habit of thinking negatively beyond my conscious awareness. It takes a lot of energy to fight off the negative thinking, but I realized that I need to do something about it, I can't just keep accepting this thinking.
Which this leads me to my next question. Currently I don't play the subliminal 24/7. I only play it at night and get about 8-10 hours of exposure every night. Is that enough? I was thinking about playing it 24/7 to drown out all the negative thinking. Or would this be too taxing on my mind?
I don't know as much about the workings of the subconscious mind as you, but I'm wondering if the sub could actually be making me think more negatively? I've noticed if I try to think positive my mind has a tendency to flip it around and tell me I'm lying to myself.
I'm just trying to figure things out right now and it's just really really hard. I pretty much feel like I'm stuck. I can't really describe how I feel, but it's like knowing the destination and having no gas in the tank. It's beyond frustrating.
What you describe is usually a situational result of having one or more deep fears that are rooted in things you are not dealing with through the subliminal you are using, and when you try to remove it, it tends to have something holding it in place which causes aggressive resistance, since it is based in fear.
There are generally three things you can do.
- You can try to use the subliminal more, and force a change. How much is up to you. 24/7 is going to allow very little time for processing, but in your case that might be what you need. I'd leave at least an hour a day off, though.
- You can try to figure out the root cause of the issue and deal with it specifically. That will probably require hypnotherapy.
- You can try to select a subliminal that you think will help, and try that.
Secretly, I built a prototype of SM 2.0 and have been using it. Stage 1 for 9 days now. I have noticed some interesting changes. My sex drive has increased significantly. I have started detaching slightly emotionally. I feel myself becoming more sexy, in how I think of myself, my basic energy, my attitude and my desires. I am now starting to "hunt" for a mate... looking at women more directly and boldly, when I find them attractive, and the most interesting phenomenon so far is this.
One of my friends, with whom I have always had to compete for women when we were in the same place at the same time, has never done anything but cockblock me. All of a sudden in the beginning he started really rubbing it in that he had a lover and I do not. Then, when I didn't respond the way he wanted me to (jealousy), he suddenly did a 180 and has not just started offering to find me lovers, but he's now located a redhead and is also talking about a blond he knows. Both of these are 19 or 20 years old, and both have nice bodies.
This exactly matches the manifestation instructions for what and whom should show up. I have not met them yet, but this should be very interesting to see what happens. I am amazed hat he's gone from literally seven years of cockblocking to finding women for me... almost overnight.
(01-09-2012, 08:45 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (01-09-2012, 03:17 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon:
About the Gay Alpha Male-Dominant program: First ya said you might seriously need my help in asnwering some questions for you about being a gay Man, and how gay men respond,ect when interacting,as help to you ,creating the Alpha Male Gay/dominant set,then the next day Shannon YOu said that you may not need my advice at all,after all.
#1) MY reaction to that is: I dont get you sometimes man,first ya say you will then the next day you say you wont. The 2nd -reaction was how can you build a Gay Male Alpha dominant set when you dont know what its lke to be a gay man,much less how to create a set to help a Man whose homosexual ' become an even better man?
#2) then I thot about it and got some insight-persepctive on the matter- first all a Man's a Man- Gay 'er Str8 'er Bi,ect. and 2ndly- it came to me,and I remembered YOU'd created the ' Be irresistably attractive to handsome Gay Men' program and it worked,infact when I used it ,it worked quite well.
A friend at the time said to me you really dont need it, he was more of the one that was having problems with conneecting with other masculine gay men. MY point is this,Shannon ,since you created a subliminal program that worked for Gay Men already then it stands to reason that you could do the same 'thang' with a Gay Alpha Male Dominant Set.
3rdly) Trust. I decided I'd leave you alone about the matter,be cuz,I have seen in most cases when you create something it works and you KNOW what the fuck yer doing,for it to work. so I therefore concluded that one) you know what the fuck yer doing and 2) you;ve been at this so long now,that it all just keeps getting better and better. 3) and if something doesnt work you either pull it off the 'shelf' so to speak or re-vamp the muther and over haul it and see to it that it does indeed work. soooo though I'm concerned,WHY? be cuz this stuffs gonna GO deeply into my subconscious mind and when it does of course,I want it to be 'right'. soooo IM trusting and letting it
be and see what the results bring when I purchase this thang and see where it all goes. NcBearEatingMan.
I have a tendency to be a perfectionist, and I value my reputation for producing programs that work, since - especially in this field - trust and reputation is very important.
I started off from the ultra-cautious "I'm not sure I can do this" point of view, and had no time to seriously puzzle it out. But as I started thinking about it I realized that a man is a man, gay or straight, and it's not going to be all that much difference in thinking. It's just a matter of knowing which statements would and would not apply to gay men versus straight men, and how to adjust them so they do, or know whether or not to remove them or replace them with something else. I may indeed have questions... but I don't know yet. Rest assured I will err on the side of caution. There's no offense meant in any of this. I just want to make sure I do it right, and I'm not yet sure what that will entail for such a complex program. I'll know better when I am working on it specifically.
Dang Man Im impressed. YOU Nailed it and I agree,as stated in my rendering abouve. A MAN is a Man,period. though there are plenty who think other wise,that to be Gay isn't Man enuff,which is bullshit and Yet BOTH hetrosexula and hetrosexuals have bought into this 'myth' for eons. Oh if one could but peak behind the curtian,the Veil, the illusion, they'd know
thanx fer the support and for 'getting it' about a Man being a man,thats really what I was trying to say earlier,that theres Not that much difference beteen the two groups as in str8 men and gay men. u'd be surpirsed Man, how similar things are..thats the difficult part for sooo many str8 men to accept and deal with,that there there isnt that much difference in a man's manly-ness,expression and sexual-ness( for lack fo a better expression) thats another story for another time.
once agian perhaps Alpha Male 5.0 fo ALpha Males,and another one fer Right Brain Domiant Men,too. gues the list of possiblities can get pretty ridiculous...as in infinite. thanx Man. Keith.
(01-11-2012, 02:23 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Secretly, I built a prototype of SM 2.0 and have been using it. Stage 1 for 9 days now. I have noticed some interesting changes. My sex drive has increased significantly. I have started detaching slightly emotionally. I feel myself becoming more sexy, in how I think of myself, my basic energy, my attitude and my desires. I am now starting to "hunt" for a mate... looking at women more directly and boldly, when I find them attractive, and the most interesting phenomenon so far is this.
One of my friends, with whom I have always had to compete for women when we were in the same place at the same time, has never done anything but cockblock me. All of a sudden in the beginning he started really rubbing it in that he had a lover and I do not. Then, when I didn't respond the way he wanted me to (jealousy), he suddenly did a 180 and has not just started offering to find me lovers, but he's now located a redhead and is also talking about a blond he knows. Both of these are 19 or 20 years old, and both have nice bodies.
This exactly matches the manifestation instructions for what and whom should show up. I have not met them yet, but this should be very interesting to see what happens. I am amazed hat he's gone from literally seven years of cockblocking to finding women for me... almost overnight.
IN general: What the fuck is IN yer new manifestation process,technique's man!??? what ever it is or whatever they are,clearly they're some ass kicking manifestation techniques. dang Shannon get it off da black board and into OUR Hands we're hungry for it man...manifesting myriad of things" people,places ,things( money,prosperity,success,oppurtunities,ect) the possibilities are long reaching!
(01-11-2012, 05:15 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ] (01-11-2012, 02:23 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Secretly, I built a prototype of SM 2.0 and have been using it. Stage 1 for 9 days now. I have noticed some interesting changes. My sex drive has increased significantly. I have started detaching slightly emotionally. I feel myself becoming more sexy, in how I think of myself, my basic energy, my attitude and my desires. I am now starting to "hunt" for a mate... looking at women more directly and boldly, when I find them attractive, and the most interesting phenomenon so far is this.
One of my friends, with whom I have always had to compete for women when we were in the same place at the same time, has never done anything but cockblock me. All of a sudden in the beginning he started really rubbing it in that he had a lover and I do not. Then, when I didn't respond the way he wanted me to (jealousy), he suddenly did a 180 and has not just started offering to find me lovers, but he's now located a redhead and is also talking about a blond he knows. Both of these are 19 or 20 years old, and both have nice bodies.
This exactly matches the manifestation instructions for what and whom should show up. I have not met them yet, but this should be very interesting to see what happens. I am amazed hat he's gone from literally seven years of cockblocking to finding women for me... almost overnight.
IN general: What the fuck is IN yer new manifestation process,technique's man!??? what ever it is or whatever they are,clearly they're some ass kicking manifestation techniques. dang Shannon get it off da black board and into OUR Hands we're hungry for it man...manifesting myriad of things" people,places ,things( money,prosperity,success,oppurtunities,ect) the possibilities are long reaching!
Ironically... this prototype only uses half of the experimental manifestation methods I am currently working on. The other half... whew, that could get scary if this works as well as it does.
As for what is in my secret sauce... well... I could tell you, but then you'd have to die. lol It might actually be worth it to see, but then you'd never be able to actually use it.
The research I am doing in that direction sure is producing some strange results, though... Things are not what they seemingly should be so far. It's a bit of an Alice in Wonderland experience, compared to what logically makes sense. But hey, what works, works.
I'm getting it into your hands as quickly as I can.
Crazier it is the better. Maybe not in all cases.. but in this case it is.
I'm gonna have to rebuild SM 2.0 because this prototype is awesome, but some of the amazing stuff I put in the new Breast Enlargement program (Maximum Breast Enlargement 6.0, booyah!) is really awesome. I think you guys need bigger boobs to attract women for casual sex.
BWAHahahahaha! Just kidding. I'm really referring to stuff that focuses on getting the program working as powerfully as possible.
I am also thinking I might want to try putting in the other half of the manifestation method... not entirely sure how I would do that just yet though.
Wow 2.0 sounds awesome! And reading that make me want to do exactly what your recommending not to, start 2.0 from the start! As that is exactly what I want what your describing!
Quote:I think you guys need bigger boobs to attract women for casual sex.
hahahahahaaha so the girls come up and say "hey, nice tits" and then you bang her?
If you are going to do SM 2.0, start it from the beginning. If you are going to use SM 1.0, keep going. Otherwise... use the AYIW program. Make uppa you mind, Ben!
Girls coming up to tell you you have nice tits? Naw. Guys will do that, and then you'll have mad social proof! Wait. Something wrong with that plan. lol
Okay, Ben, order #3019 is uploaded for stages 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5. Stage 6 is uploading now. Go download something.
Awesome! Thankyou.
Now gotta figure out which one to do. SM 2.0 isn't an option as it won't be out for a while yet. Hmm. But i'm also noticing good things with SM.
You being so good at making programs does this to me!
hahaha, that's a tesiment to the quality of your work!
Downloading Stage 1 now.
-Ben