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It's not so much that I don't want to build it, it's just a deep queue. Keep reminding me. Once I get through the stupid sh*t that is the remnants of the loose threads from mom's death, I am going to have a lot more free time for kicking butt. But reminders are good.
Thank you and will do.
I am attempting to upload completed custom orders, but things are conspiring to make this difficult for me.
(01-04-2012, 05:36 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]NCBear, I'm not sure what you're getting at here. Are you saying you don't want to wait for me to do research on how to write the AM script to fit gays because alpha is alpha? I agree, alpha is alpha, but I also know that not every man, gay or straight, is the same. It took me six months to build the first AM set because I was trying to factor in all the differences. Using the AM 5.0 set as a launch point, when it's built, will save me a lot of time... but still, I'll need to consider every statement in every stage for how it would affect a gay man differently than a straight man. And to do that, I need to understand how gay men think differently than straight men. I know there's a difference, but I never really had a reason to look into it much.

I have a friend in town who's bisexual, and I know you. There's one other gay man I know, but I don't talk to him much anymore, so it's going to have to be you who answers my questions on any points I come across that I am unsure of when I am re-working the script for gay men. I am not expecting it to really take all that much longer, but it's better for me to err on the side of caution than to err on the side of speed. Done right, or not done at all. So after this week I should be working on AM 5.0, and when that's done, I'm guessing it should take about 2 weeks longer to build AM for gay men.

Shannon I am Absolutely NOT saying I dont want chew to wait to create the Alpha Set for Gay Men,I absolutely would NOT want chew to do a rush job on the alpha set for Gay Men Shannon. I'd rather wait an entire year or longer,though I dont think its gonna take that long at all,than to rush thru it and it be an even bigger mess. NO no No I want you to take yer time and develop it accordingly slowly but holy if you will
I dont even know how you even got that from what all I was saying, shows you that you and I, are on some very different frequencies here brother,way different channels in a way.
I was expressing what I Know is gonna be a rough but worth while ride as an alpha whose on his way to refining himself,as such and am gonna NEED some emotional balancer's such as "Love Thy Self" and "Happiness n Joy' of which I already have to smooth out the emotional intensities of the ALpha Male boot camp structure,and processes.there of.
I'd glad and welcome any questions you might have about being a Gay Man and the 'wiring' there of and how I could help in the process.Even if it means giving me a call on da phone,Shannon if that makes it easier in the process.
It would be an honor,no shit to participate in the designing and re-structure of the Alpha Set for Gay Man.
IM just grateful to ALL of YOU guys for yer feedback and responses,including you Shannon. I am thankful.
I want you all to know it is NOT easy for Me to just come here and 'spill my guts and just open up as a Masculine non-steriotypical- Man whose homosexual. IM in a sea of str8 men,IM flying alone here in the forum in that sense. Its a BOLD Move.though it may not seem like it to you all. The strange part is I've tried it your way fer 15 years, years ago,I was with women fer 15 years,including being married to one of them fer 10 years. IM done with that routine by many many moons ago. SO any who its gonna be an interesting joureny..again I want to reiterate,Im in NO rush for you to get the Gay Male Version of the Alpha Up to speed,Shannon,PLEASE BY all means take yer ever lovin' time,Man and again any questions, you have MY e-mail addy and no prblem with providing a phone # there of via my phone # is needed. all ya have to do is lemme know, and ask. consider it a done deal if thats whats needed. This will also help many many other Gay Men who will come, down the pike at some point,once they find out that Idigo Mind's EXISTS,as such and that theres a space fer them to show up and explore such. trust me 'they're gonna know about it' once IM done with the set,if not before(continuing one with it over the next 3 'er 4 years,in the process!)
thanx NcBear.
IN the meantime,IM wearing the hell outta the New and IMproved Ultra Success 4g. I Mean a LOT
of listening time going into this sucker,and for the new year. Im planning on placing my self on some definte new ground with all of this in 2012. NcBear.
(01-05-2012, 04:04 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]
(01-04-2012, 05:36 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]NCBear, I'm not sure what you're getting at here. Are you saying you don't want to wait for me to do research on how to write the AM script to fit gays because alpha is alpha? I agree, alpha is alpha, but I also know that not every man, gay or straight, is the same. It took me six months to build the first AM set because I was trying to factor in all the differences. Using the AM 5.0 set as a launch point, when it's built, will save me a lot of time... but still, I'll need to consider every statement in every stage for how it would affect a gay man differently than a straight man. And to do that, I need to understand how gay men think differently than straight men. I know there's a difference, but I never really had a reason to look into it much.

I have a friend in town who's bisexual, and I know you. There's one other gay man I know, but I don't talk to him much anymore, so it's going to have to be you who answers my questions on any points I come across that I am unsure of when I am re-working the script for gay men. I am not expecting it to really take all that much longer, but it's better for me to err on the side of caution than to err on the side of speed. Done right, or not done at all. So after this week I should be working on AM 5.0, and when that's done, I'm guessing it should take about 2 weeks longer to build AM for gay men.

Shannon I am Absolutely NOT saying I dont want chew to wait to create the Alpha Set for Gay Men,I absolutely would NOT want chew to do a rush job on the alpha set for Gay Men Shannon. I'd rather wait an entire year or longer,though I dont think its gonna take that long at all,than to rush thru it and it be an even bigger mess. NO no No I want you to take yer time and develop it accordingly slowly but holy if you will
I dont even know how you even got that from what all I was saying, shows you that you and I, are on some very different frequencies here brother,way different channels in a way.
I was expressing what I Know is gonna be a rough but worth while ride as an alpha whose on his way to refining himself,as such and am gonna NEED some emotional balancer's such as "Love Thy Self" and "Happiness n Joy' of which I already have to smooth out the emotional intensities of the ALpha Male boot camp structure,and processes.there of.
I'd glad and welcome any questions you might have about being a Gay Man and the 'wiring' there of and how I could help in the process.Even if it means giving me a call on da phone,Shannon if that makes it easier in the process.
It would be an honor,no shit to participate in the designing and re-structure of the Alpha Set for Gay Man.
IM just grateful to ALL of YOU guys for yer feedback and responses,including you Shannon. I am thankful.
I want you all to know it is NOT easy for Me to just come here and 'spill my guts and just open up as a Masculine non-steriotypical- Man whose homosexual. IM in a sea of str8 men,IM flying alone here in the forum in that sense. Its a BOLD Move.though it may not seem like it to you all. The strange part is I've tried it your way fer 15 years, years ago,I was with women fer 15 years,including being married to one of them fer 10 years. IM done with that routine by many many moons ago. SO any who its gonna be an interesting joureny..again I want to reiterate,Im in NO rush for you to get the Gay Male Version of the Alpha Up to speed,Shannon,PLEASE BY all means take yer ever lovin' time,Man and again any questions, you have MY e-mail addy and no prblem with providing a phone # there of via my phone # is needed. all ya have to do is lemme know, and ask. consider it a done deal if thats whats needed. This will also help many many other Gay Men who will come, down the pike at some point,once they find out that Idigo Mind's EXISTS,as such and that theres a space fer them to show up and explore such. trust me 'they're gonna know about it' once IM done with the set,if not before(continuing one with it over the next 3 'er 4 years,in the process!)
thanx NcBear.

Well I'm anxious to get it built. I am so tired of sitting here struggling to get things accomplished and having things preventing me from getting stuff done. There is so much I want to get built... upgraded... done... and ideas for new stuff are not slowing down to match the delays. Right now I am uploading the customs, and the upload speeds I am getting are making me want to pull my hair out. And I can't afford to do that! Wink

Been soooo tempted to start building AM 5.0, but I know the customs queue has to be done first. I'm not sure I'll even need your advice, but if I do, I'll contact you. Nice thing for you, it'll be based on version 5.0 of the AM for straight men, and that's gonna be pretty stable for a long while.
I have finished building all single stage custom orders, and now I have only to upload them. Which is proving to be a challenge in itself... but I'm getting it done. Again, thank you all for your patience. Now I begin building name embed weight loss orders.
Orders #3073, 3067 and 3016 are uploaded to TransferBigFiles, and the people who placed those orders should have an e-mail with a download link waiting for them.

Order #3,000 is uploading now, and order#3040 will be uploaded next.
The only orders left in the customs queue are name embeds for Achieve Your Ideal Weight, which I am going to start building today, along with looking for ways to make this program build faster without introducing errors, cause a week per is a bit much.

So: Orders #3022, 3020, 3019 are now being built. Unless I can find a way to speed this process up, you can expect one week (yes, week, it takes a full DAY to build each stage at this point; just setting up the build arena is going to take about an hour) per order. Naturally, first come, first serve, so #3019 is in the mix.
Shannon,

The ultrasonic version of the LM with name enbed (Order # 3067) gives an error when I try to download it. It seems like it's not there or not in the right location.

The other two downloaded fine.

Can you look in to this problem?

Thank you
sure thing. I'll have that re-upped in the morning for you.
Uploading #3067 ultrasonic now.
Got it!

Thanks for the quick resend!

I'm going to do more customs next time the gate opens. Smile



Thanks Shannon, I was able to download it without any problems. Looking forward to using it.