02-01-2018, 08:50 AM
02-01-2018, 09:13 AM
True, true... its some funny thought that crossed my mind the last few days. Had to post it
02-02-2018, 06:51 AM
Ran ASC last night out of curiosity and bridging, aswell as read in a journal that 5G is fine, if the desire to bridging, dreams were vivid tho cant recall them. feeling very much confident today. Feel the TID is way more strong aswell today.
Younger girl M is pretty much throwing glances all day, lots of other women seeking body contact, one girl, R, was giving me the most obvious IOIs. not my type looks wise, but pretty much all overt in behaviour. was touchy aswell as boobdisplaying, very open and replicating.
New girl, N, very cute, blond, very feminine yet incredibly shy. Notice this trend of girls, including older "M" who is also very feminine, they have this dreamy "sigh" attitude going on. like, seein in the movies when they are all in love.
Anyways, N and I talked for a bit. blond girl, like I said, shy, but seeking lots of contact. her glasses made her killing in looks, these round glasses gave her an high seks appeal. she is 17 tho and very much focussed on "biologic foods" veerry compliant when being asked to do something, highly submissive yet feminine, almost, naive in behaviour.
Im looking very good in the mirror, yet cannot pinpoint what it is. Might be TID, I dont know. felt like ASC was pretty much clashing with DMSi, ater all these days still.
With them moon fully exposing last night, I felt on edge, agitated. Also, Im way more receptive towards energies aswell, like, subtle. Notice when the energy is high and energy in the air is active as fuck, especially yesterday. Not really intuition I assume, could be, but I have no clue so I leave it at this.
I notice a sort of "regressing"yet, not regressing, but, idk, first word popping up. Its more instinct driven and straight up attitude of "if not fucking, it doesnt count"
I know which type of women physically I like. like, attracted to it. I know it simply and there is no doubt, like magnets. its natural. due to abundance it doesnt exclude anything. like the women I fuck, im open to more types.
Younger girl M is pretty much throwing glances all day, lots of other women seeking body contact, one girl, R, was giving me the most obvious IOIs. not my type looks wise, but pretty much all overt in behaviour. was touchy aswell as boobdisplaying, very open and replicating.
New girl, N, very cute, blond, very feminine yet incredibly shy. Notice this trend of girls, including older "M" who is also very feminine, they have this dreamy "sigh" attitude going on. like, seein in the movies when they are all in love.
Anyways, N and I talked for a bit. blond girl, like I said, shy, but seeking lots of contact. her glasses made her killing in looks, these round glasses gave her an high seks appeal. she is 17 tho and very much focussed on "biologic foods" veerry compliant when being asked to do something, highly submissive yet feminine, almost, naive in behaviour.
Im looking very good in the mirror, yet cannot pinpoint what it is. Might be TID, I dont know. felt like ASC was pretty much clashing with DMSi, ater all these days still.
With them moon fully exposing last night, I felt on edge, agitated. Also, Im way more receptive towards energies aswell, like, subtle. Notice when the energy is high and energy in the air is active as fuck, especially yesterday. Not really intuition I assume, could be, but I have no clue so I leave it at this.
I notice a sort of "regressing"yet, not regressing, but, idk, first word popping up. Its more instinct driven and straight up attitude of "if not fucking, it doesnt count"
I know which type of women physically I like. like, attracted to it. I know it simply and there is no doubt, like magnets. its natural. due to abundance it doesnt exclude anything. like the women I fuck, im open to more types.
02-02-2018, 05:17 PM
I am sort of musing that "N" will seduce me. Running ASC currently and it feels like amplifying DMSI effects. Using ASC as a bridge. Had friends over and it went very smooth. Huge social stronger bonding took place naturally and casually. Now, women I know are very overt in seducing me. Like flirting and touching and initiating. I am wondering about N. She keeps playing in my mimd and have impulses happenin. Her shyness and how she will escalate. Its weird. Its like a mixture of hers knowing she is hot yet also acting very naive and obefient when asked something to do, bordering shallow even.
DMSI might manifest and lead ups to events that cause her to be influenced and happening naturally. My sense of reality is shifted and knowing that "re-organizing" lead up events, giving way to this, is infact possible along with reality bending. Its like chess in a sense. Its almost like old rules dont apply anymore at all.
Im growing more polarizing. On DMSI it happened and it is clear. As I grow in status/value and confidence, those attempting to slow it down will only be exposed more, thus nourishing an more stronger confidence in me and fire in me. They will be fallout and it gets only more and more clear for me. Im already there even. Im so confident it aint even funny. Like true king-mode.
Power in contrast.
Its good to run ASC for now. Its almost some hybrid merge of best of 2 worlds.
DMSI might manifest and lead ups to events that cause her to be influenced and happening naturally. My sense of reality is shifted and knowing that "re-organizing" lead up events, giving way to this, is infact possible along with reality bending. Its like chess in a sense. Its almost like old rules dont apply anymore at all.
Im growing more polarizing. On DMSI it happened and it is clear. As I grow in status/value and confidence, those attempting to slow it down will only be exposed more, thus nourishing an more stronger confidence in me and fire in me. They will be fallout and it gets only more and more clear for me. Im already there even. Im so confident it aint even funny. Like true king-mode.
Power in contrast.
Its good to run ASC for now. Its almost some hybrid merge of best of 2 worlds.
02-05-2018, 02:23 PM
Im noticing a huge pattern. One which might be key and final frontier. If Im experiencing TID, then execution is granted. Like, I ran ASC the last couple of days but simultaneously its blowed out of the water by DMSI. its almost like a brain massage kind of. This "wall" ( and I seem to experience the wall of 3.2 ) is about to dissolve.
In a sense its like becoming massively desired from a core sense. Im having heat flashes, women initiating like crazy ( autopilot taking over now?) And legit feelin somewhat terrified of mass response. Not really terrified as I welcome it, but yeah. Almost being meat in a pool of sharks.
This final frontier wall pattern is evident and now Im working around and through it. DMSI seems to run right behind it, bouncing and pounding mercilessly and continuously.
The looks im gettin are crazy. Like women wiggling in my space, turning heads, giving seductive eye contact, and now, im like with my back agsinst the wall while they close in. Its the second night this overtness is comin over me and its almost ruthless bending reality. This energy is almost angelicly sexual.
I seem to have the gold-like asc confidence also flowing through me. Im almost sort of bulletproof confidencewise.
Did listen to some Jason Capital videos and felt lots clicking aswell. Health and nutrition regime is up. Addiction killed off that dont benefit me, like losing its touch. Meeting women everywhere now. Having always multiple women. Monogamy is dead. Its like "yeah, I like you, but there are others also" which is natural to me now. The baseline shifted and growth goes further from there now.
My giving a f#ck is down to 0. Im recognizing that certain people are simply not on my level, frequency and vibration, and convincing them is futile. It gives room to those who do. Succez granted. The rest was hindrance even, blocking flow. Im almost blissing out. It all gets clear to me now. Destruction of resistance through whatever modules playing part.
Also, my sexual energy is high. Like thinking bout railing some goth chicks aswell as some 8/10s at the same time. Its getting orgy proportions now. Im totally uninhibited. Even reckless now. Pure sex, almost predator like (?!) Agressively reality bending?? Idk.
In a sense its like becoming massively desired from a core sense. Im having heat flashes, women initiating like crazy ( autopilot taking over now?) And legit feelin somewhat terrified of mass response. Not really terrified as I welcome it, but yeah. Almost being meat in a pool of sharks.
This final frontier wall pattern is evident and now Im working around and through it. DMSI seems to run right behind it, bouncing and pounding mercilessly and continuously.
The looks im gettin are crazy. Like women wiggling in my space, turning heads, giving seductive eye contact, and now, im like with my back agsinst the wall while they close in. Its the second night this overtness is comin over me and its almost ruthless bending reality. This energy is almost angelicly sexual.
I seem to have the gold-like asc confidence also flowing through me. Im almost sort of bulletproof confidencewise.
Did listen to some Jason Capital videos and felt lots clicking aswell. Health and nutrition regime is up. Addiction killed off that dont benefit me, like losing its touch. Meeting women everywhere now. Having always multiple women. Monogamy is dead. Its like "yeah, I like you, but there are others also" which is natural to me now. The baseline shifted and growth goes further from there now.
My giving a f#ck is down to 0. Im recognizing that certain people are simply not on my level, frequency and vibration, and convincing them is futile. It gives room to those who do. Succez granted. The rest was hindrance even, blocking flow. Im almost blissing out. It all gets clear to me now. Destruction of resistance through whatever modules playing part.
Also, my sexual energy is high. Like thinking bout railing some goth chicks aswell as some 8/10s at the same time. Its getting orgy proportions now. Im totally uninhibited. Even reckless now. Pure sex, almost predator like (?!) Agressively reality bending?? Idk.
02-07-2018, 05:42 AM
had an appointment this morning leaving me full on pissed off by the limiting thinking and small mindedness. it was astounding how some are so immersed in their crap and spread this negativity. Im pretty much done with this person.
ION:
Im resonating harder then ever with grant cardone at this point, im dealing with procrastination and feel TID from ARA? If I recall correct 3.2 will have an ARA module incorporated. Im mindblown, this anger im feeling linger since this morning, it felt like poison that crushed my fucking core. Where did my frame go? I did gain some insights but still, this person was fully filled with negativity, poisonous beliefs and "can't"/I dont belief in this/ ad infinitum"fully smacking shit down and filled with fear. made me hella competitive which was exactly playing in her frame. I noticed it but felt my value lowering by the minute. Im highly recdeptive about subcommunication and her words did contrast like a mofo in contrast to her subcommunication. frame battle full on. Time to get my Harvey specter on and my don draper on. lol. Taking the reign, the throne and being the king, relentlessly dismissing people that spread this bs in my life.
Now, at the gym I had women checking me out fully, but for some reason it left me cold. many hot women at the grocery store in between this appointment and hitting the gym, atleast 5. one very cute girl, petite in hight suddenly appeared in front of me. back towards me, dressed casual ( think overcoat, halflong curly hair, cute af facë ) I glanced but felt icy. something to work on.
Creating is in my blood. providing for myself and others. thrilling life, kicking it up a notch, lots of things suddenly click now in terms of business. im developing on a high speedrate. The insight I gained from this morning was that there is things I can do right now. The person I interacted with was separting reality and imagination. something in that, but, from my own experiences, along with subs, this understanding has radically changed along my runs from the start since my introduction to IML through ASC.
Im feeding my mind with only succes now. With things I vibe with and attracting the right people, manifestion is damn easy and part of he game, attrating the right people. for some reason, when I somewhat talk with certain kind of people, its like I somewhat talk about something fucking alien. Like a weeding process, yet im still about improving my communication skills. Had some good insights yesterday in the area of communication, like, unapologetic and coming from a centre point.
People are ugh at this point.
Its all about attraction fam. aswell as action. cuz action is fuckin awesome. Now, im about to re-organize my life, filling it in more loosely without compromise. Everything is game and value.
ION:
Im resonating harder then ever with grant cardone at this point, im dealing with procrastination and feel TID from ARA? If I recall correct 3.2 will have an ARA module incorporated. Im mindblown, this anger im feeling linger since this morning, it felt like poison that crushed my fucking core. Where did my frame go? I did gain some insights but still, this person was fully filled with negativity, poisonous beliefs and "can't"/I dont belief in this/ ad infinitum"fully smacking shit down and filled with fear. made me hella competitive which was exactly playing in her frame. I noticed it but felt my value lowering by the minute. Im highly recdeptive about subcommunication and her words did contrast like a mofo in contrast to her subcommunication. frame battle full on. Time to get my Harvey specter on and my don draper on. lol. Taking the reign, the throne and being the king, relentlessly dismissing people that spread this bs in my life.
Now, at the gym I had women checking me out fully, but for some reason it left me cold. many hot women at the grocery store in between this appointment and hitting the gym, atleast 5. one very cute girl, petite in hight suddenly appeared in front of me. back towards me, dressed casual ( think overcoat, halflong curly hair, cute af facë ) I glanced but felt icy. something to work on.
Creating is in my blood. providing for myself and others. thrilling life, kicking it up a notch, lots of things suddenly click now in terms of business. im developing on a high speedrate. The insight I gained from this morning was that there is things I can do right now. The person I interacted with was separting reality and imagination. something in that, but, from my own experiences, along with subs, this understanding has radically changed along my runs from the start since my introduction to IML through ASC.
Im feeding my mind with only succes now. With things I vibe with and attracting the right people, manifestion is damn easy and part of he game, attrating the right people. for some reason, when I somewhat talk with certain kind of people, its like I somewhat talk about something fucking alien. Like a weeding process, yet im still about improving my communication skills. Had some good insights yesterday in the area of communication, like, unapologetic and coming from a centre point.
People are ugh at this point.
Its all about attraction fam. aswell as action. cuz action is fuckin awesome. Now, im about to re-organize my life, filling it in more loosely without compromise. Everything is game and value.
02-08-2018, 06:22 AM
My voice is incredble loud today. im more open and unfiltered. like, vulnerable and whatever chaos comes up, I let it pass through me.
Having still anger flashes flaring up. Like, total 0 bs, 0 room attitude, almost agressive, not cocky, but very authoritairian and superior demeanor, in a way im actually creating a strong contrast and polarization. Im pissed.
When Im not, im experience feather lightness. Actually feeling nothing but a soft like bliss. TID is influencing me, I aint even doubtin it.
The whole demeanor of being treatened in a passive agressive way by some sort of "authority figures" really makes my blood boil. Im about to progress, im about masterminding and connecting, mission and collaboration. anyone else thats not with me, gtfo. Im done with your games. Go forward and be mature about it, otherwise I aint even wanting to do business. be serious, not protective. be expansive, growing and have a positive outlook on all of this. know the flagship and steer it, not being all soft and such. Ofcourse, there is light heartedness involved, joking and shit, but still, current events and people in my life, Im seriously done with them all.
I have no space for all of that crap. I keep on ranting about it, it keeps being stirred up. simple difference in mindset. those that try to slow me down, be prepared to have hellfire unleashed. I feel at war right now, at war with everything and lotsof brindges build. To be real, its almostr inevitable that im unable to do business with certain people. like, to much toxity, to much differences in a massive clashing way.
Im lookin real sexy tho when lookin in the mirror. composed and straight up. My eyes do say it alll. Not to say, eye contact is really intimidating to people now, with at times I cannot but gaze, like my eyes are glued in my damn skull.
Having still anger flashes flaring up. Like, total 0 bs, 0 room attitude, almost agressive, not cocky, but very authoritairian and superior demeanor, in a way im actually creating a strong contrast and polarization. Im pissed.
When Im not, im experience feather lightness. Actually feeling nothing but a soft like bliss. TID is influencing me, I aint even doubtin it.
The whole demeanor of being treatened in a passive agressive way by some sort of "authority figures" really makes my blood boil. Im about to progress, im about masterminding and connecting, mission and collaboration. anyone else thats not with me, gtfo. Im done with your games. Go forward and be mature about it, otherwise I aint even wanting to do business. be serious, not protective. be expansive, growing and have a positive outlook on all of this. know the flagship and steer it, not being all soft and such. Ofcourse, there is light heartedness involved, joking and shit, but still, current events and people in my life, Im seriously done with them all.
I have no space for all of that crap. I keep on ranting about it, it keeps being stirred up. simple difference in mindset. those that try to slow me down, be prepared to have hellfire unleashed. I feel at war right now, at war with everything and lotsof brindges build. To be real, its almostr inevitable that im unable to do business with certain people. like, to much toxity, to much differences in a massive clashing way.
Im lookin real sexy tho when lookin in the mirror. composed and straight up. My eyes do say it alll. Not to say, eye contact is really intimidating to people now, with at times I cannot but gaze, like my eyes are glued in my damn skull.
02-08-2018, 12:51 PM
I feel there is a shitton of clearing taking place. Inside im burning and anticipation and greatness. Again this comes together with a barrage of visions of women seducing. Its great and feels good. I notice the increase of initiation of women aswell. Theyre eager to help me out. Im not into women that are lotsa older then me but atleast 2 did try to seduce. One gave me the bedroom eyes.
Another, when struggling with my bracelet, having some ring to it which slips into a noose, she directly was eager to help me out and alnost jumped on it.
Also, bulletproof when speaking. Its like I cant say anything wrong and theyre still hooked.
Will be interesting to see what they days bring
Being more selective in from who I take advice aswell. Former report shows why.
From what I see now Ill be drowing in pussy and buttdisplays and there is no escape. On 3.1 I executed. On 3.2, as it looks now, ill be smooth af
Another, when struggling with my bracelet, having some ring to it which slips into a noose, she directly was eager to help me out and alnost jumped on it.
Also, bulletproof when speaking. Its like I cant say anything wrong and theyre still hooked.
Will be interesting to see what they days bring
Being more selective in from who I take advice aswell. Former report shows why.
From what I see now Ill be drowing in pussy and buttdisplays and there is no escape. On 3.1 I executed. On 3.2, as it looks now, ill be smooth af
02-08-2018, 05:35 PM
(02-08-2018, 12:51 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]I feel there is a shitton of clearing taking place. Inside im burning and anticipation and greatness. Again this comes together with a barrage of visions of women seducing. Its great and feels good. I notice the increase of initiation of women aswell. Theyre eager to help me out. Im not into women that are lotsa older then me but atleast 2 did try to seduce. One gave me the bedroom eyes.
Another, when struggling with my bracelet, having some ring to it which slips into a noose, she directly was eager to help me out and alnost jumped on it.
Also, bulletproof when speaking. Its like I cant say anything wrong and theyre still hooked.
Will be interesting to see what they days bring
Being more selective in from who I take advice aswell. Former report shows why.
From what I see now Ill be drowing in pussy and buttdisplays and there is no escape. On 3.1 I executed. On 3.2, as it looks now, ill be smooth af
Dude 3.2 is going to be insane
02-08-2018, 11:24 PM
I know. Its really firing up.
02-09-2018, 07:20 AM
WEEoooWEEoo! Hype police! You're under arrest for hyping DMSI 3.2. lol
02-09-2018, 04:12 PM
Relevant to DMSI.
02-12-2018, 04:33 AM
Lots happened this weekend.
Ran in some old contacts. Connected pretty easy. Noticed some behavioural patterns in myself indicating something that needs to be resolved/handled.
Kissed C. I was totally relaxed in that way. Holding her physical, played around with her in a way.
I was pulled by some random woman. She literally grabbed me. Didnt kiss her. Looking back at this, I easily could. She invited it pretty much.
With C, I held e.c while doing the "locking" ( physically holding her in place, seducing her. Friends challenged her and she gave them the finger. She started from the start of the evening already by sucking up to me.
Amidst public we did act out doggy, bj and all of that. Casually pushing and guiding her head, railing her, spanking her, owning her. Some guy looked and I gave thumbs up, lol.
Cute 8/10 feminine girl, S, asked me if I remembered her while giving seductive looks to me. She kept insisting and trying to make me remember. With her its like, she changes lots when we meet. I didnt recognize her at the beginning ( it was dark, party environment ) and she asked all kind of questions. Dat ass tho..
The woman that pulled me basically dragged me into the crowd. Before I knew I wrapped my arm around her.
Talked with a guy from, with whom I grew up in highschool. He has started his own business. Talked with some other guys aswell, some randoms I involved also.
Lots of subtle glances from women all around, petite women pretty much. Blond, slim. Remember some girls, while I was with friends to get something to eat, the took the table behind us. Then, they started to throw eyes, drawing attention to them subtly. I felt it. The girl that helped us was dressed in some sexy yet themed clothes, drawing attention to her tits. Bending over close to me yet tried to hide it aswell. Cute perky tits. I couldnt pinpoint her age. She was young. Around 17 probably. No clue.
With the event and through growth, looking back and being sexually comfirtable in my own skin, I easily could pull of gettin a bj in public amongst the crowd. Pretty sure about that. Hidden in plain sight. moke:
Ran in some old contacts. Connected pretty easy. Noticed some behavioural patterns in myself indicating something that needs to be resolved/handled.
Kissed C. I was totally relaxed in that way. Holding her physical, played around with her in a way.
I was pulled by some random woman. She literally grabbed me. Didnt kiss her. Looking back at this, I easily could. She invited it pretty much.
With C, I held e.c while doing the "locking" ( physically holding her in place, seducing her. Friends challenged her and she gave them the finger. She started from the start of the evening already by sucking up to me.
Amidst public we did act out doggy, bj and all of that. Casually pushing and guiding her head, railing her, spanking her, owning her. Some guy looked and I gave thumbs up, lol.
Cute 8/10 feminine girl, S, asked me if I remembered her while giving seductive looks to me. She kept insisting and trying to make me remember. With her its like, she changes lots when we meet. I didnt recognize her at the beginning ( it was dark, party environment ) and she asked all kind of questions. Dat ass tho..
The woman that pulled me basically dragged me into the crowd. Before I knew I wrapped my arm around her.
Talked with a guy from, with whom I grew up in highschool. He has started his own business. Talked with some other guys aswell, some randoms I involved also.
Lots of subtle glances from women all around, petite women pretty much. Blond, slim. Remember some girls, while I was with friends to get something to eat, the took the table behind us. Then, they started to throw eyes, drawing attention to them subtly. I felt it. The girl that helped us was dressed in some sexy yet themed clothes, drawing attention to her tits. Bending over close to me yet tried to hide it aswell. Cute perky tits. I couldnt pinpoint her age. She was young. Around 17 probably. No clue.
With the event and through growth, looking back and being sexually comfirtable in my own skin, I easily could pull of gettin a bj in public amongst the crowd. Pretty sure about that. Hidden in plain sight. moke:
02-12-2018, 07:58 AM
Another girl, "T" is now getting more and more obvious. Fuck me eyes she gives me with those icey blue eyes... she downright looked in trance while staring at my dick. Wiggling her toe, waving her legs, open crotch display turned towards me. Laughing about everything. Cute gall. Now, I couldnt figure for myself if I liked her or not. Somewhat not really being "wow" hitted. More of an "meh, shes alright". Thats it. I might have some things internally playing. With other girls its clear as day, wanting to rail em, especially back on 3.1.
When she sat directed towards me, legs open... lawd.
As the day progressed, I did felt something similar to the bubble kicking in. It was relaxing, slight dreamy.
Still, im more icy. Like yesterday with that server girl who was themed dressed. Gave her barely attention the guy from the restaurant went out of his way to give me drinking glasses for my beaverage, and was happy to assist me. Akin to someone running the place and the people in business helping the guy ( me ) out.
Came back to him a bit after going for the payment.
Now, im getting to the point im having women in my life, that im now abundantly am able to set rules and priority, without losing them. If so, another takes her place.
When she sat directed towards me, legs open... lawd.
As the day progressed, I did felt something similar to the bubble kicking in. It was relaxing, slight dreamy.
Still, im more icy. Like yesterday with that server girl who was themed dressed. Gave her barely attention the guy from the restaurant went out of his way to give me drinking glasses for my beaverage, and was happy to assist me. Akin to someone running the place and the people in business helping the guy ( me ) out.
Came back to him a bit after going for the payment.
Now, im getting to the point im having women in my life, that im now abundantly am able to set rules and priority, without losing them. If so, another takes her place.