07-12-2017, 07:32 AM
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07-12-2017, 03:12 PM
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07-15-2017, 08:43 AM
4 loops in, hybrid.flac and having intense lightheadedness as feeling on the edge of knocking the fuck out.
Yesterday I broke through when out with some friends at a venue. Fearlessness, opened the girl walking out with her red lipstick and blond hair, autopiloting.
the guy at the venue was supplicating like mad, opening me, talked with him for a bit and went flowing effortlessly. as soon as I become confident as fuck, fearless and relentless in my eye contact, and not to say, blazing attitude, I became the celebrity and rockstar to which everyone gravitated to. not to say, this is only the beginning.
my attitude dominated all shit thrown at me, and no shit was thrown in the end at me, only by C, who revealed she has ADHD. my views of 7/10, 9/10 and the such has been skyrocketing to high status, litterally other league. Im out of C her leage, like, far away, which gave me a boost like never seen before by myself. Clarity ensued from there.
I cutted her short and was mostly unresponsive nor reacvtive to her. IDGAF was at an all time high, and was way to sexy for any of her bs to even register or even get to me, which is great and centredness. "Im to goddamn sexy for her shit" and then it happened, I went full on present and was full on present, to have my nature reveal itself in pure DMSI execution.
I disconnected and became game incarnated, like "hell, I dont care, I open, meet half way and seduce, be seduced"the fear was totally absent, and only riven by autopilot from therein. not till the point I can relax in autopilot, yet, it was obviously there, seeing the workings of game behind the curtains and being the embodiment simultaneously. playing it from an almost objective stance and position. flawless. it all was streamlined and perfect. each gesture served its purpose and playfull, yet cocky slight physical expression took place, and I saw how it all worked for me, how nothing mattered in the end. IDGAF. was fun, self amused, which is key.
Yesterday I broke through when out with some friends at a venue. Fearlessness, opened the girl walking out with her red lipstick and blond hair, autopiloting.
the guy at the venue was supplicating like mad, opening me, talked with him for a bit and went flowing effortlessly. as soon as I become confident as fuck, fearless and relentless in my eye contact, and not to say, blazing attitude, I became the celebrity and rockstar to which everyone gravitated to. not to say, this is only the beginning.
my attitude dominated all shit thrown at me, and no shit was thrown in the end at me, only by C, who revealed she has ADHD. my views of 7/10, 9/10 and the such has been skyrocketing to high status, litterally other league. Im out of C her leage, like, far away, which gave me a boost like never seen before by myself. Clarity ensued from there.
I cutted her short and was mostly unresponsive nor reacvtive to her. IDGAF was at an all time high, and was way to sexy for any of her bs to even register or even get to me, which is great and centredness. "Im to goddamn sexy for her shit" and then it happened, I went full on present and was full on present, to have my nature reveal itself in pure DMSI execution.
I disconnected and became game incarnated, like "hell, I dont care, I open, meet half way and seduce, be seduced"the fear was totally absent, and only riven by autopilot from therein. not till the point I can relax in autopilot, yet, it was obviously there, seeing the workings of game behind the curtains and being the embodiment simultaneously. playing it from an almost objective stance and position. flawless. it all was streamlined and perfect. each gesture served its purpose and playfull, yet cocky slight physical expression took place, and I saw how it all worked for me, how nothing mattered in the end. IDGAF. was fun, self amused, which is key.
07-15-2017, 11:58 AM
Very nice report Kol, how are you listening to your loops?
07-16-2017, 03:55 AM
Mostly via pc, through standards 2 box set up, mostly listening hybrid for about 2-4 loops. I let my subC guide mostly about the amount of loops. Otherwise s7 headphones via my s7.
07-18-2017, 02:23 AM
Im pretty sure A is snipered at this point. No doubt about that. i kept eye contact when talking to her ( well, my eyes did dart and lock onto her boobs and stuff automatically ) and she started to adjust, which in a way drew my eyes to it once more. the sniper will penetrate everything is seems, like a laser through whatever shields there may or may not there.
Very social today, opening people left and right, making small talk and its not much of a deal at all. my eye contact is unwavering like when I ran Am6. its causual relaxed yet intense, my eyes have this certain quality nowadays. people seem to lock eyes from afar aswell, others turn their heads away like they feel intimidated/unable to hold at all.
Some more changes are happening, still very hungry after eating lots, more then before DMSi, thats for sure. also, another guy whom I work with couldnt keep it, his eyes did dart all over the place like "wtf do I do?"
E, older women, keeps injecting herself into stuff, opening me and what not.\
having flashes of a younger girl now, which whom I kino, like small pushes, getting physical, only to end up making out with and pulling on my lap. Thinking about sex when making eye contat with A, will set a whole lot of stuff into motion, like getting this absolute certainty of pulling her to me, and having no hindrance of claiming her body as mine, shameless scanning her, what I would do to her physically.
IDGAF s starting to make me feel cocky, almost bordering narcissistic, and crossing lines in snapping back, while keeping my frame solid, think RSDjulien negs, pulls, comments and behaviour.
Edit: snipers keep firing. On the road of an abundance of women. 5 are ready. 3 also confirmed. DMSI breaking through. Eventually with enough healing and right now Ill be having so much pussy that itll be currency and Ill have so much I dont know what to do with it anymore. Oh the perks of a high value DMSI male.
Testing the waters becoming the norm now. Like push pull. Dont care. IDGAF.
For some reason I miss her now. The blond manifestation. Shes snipered yet havebt met yet. Mindblowing.
Very social today, opening people left and right, making small talk and its not much of a deal at all. my eye contact is unwavering like when I ran Am6. its causual relaxed yet intense, my eyes have this certain quality nowadays. people seem to lock eyes from afar aswell, others turn their heads away like they feel intimidated/unable to hold at all.
Some more changes are happening, still very hungry after eating lots, more then before DMSi, thats for sure. also, another guy whom I work with couldnt keep it, his eyes did dart all over the place like "wtf do I do?"
E, older women, keeps injecting herself into stuff, opening me and what not.\
having flashes of a younger girl now, which whom I kino, like small pushes, getting physical, only to end up making out with and pulling on my lap. Thinking about sex when making eye contat with A, will set a whole lot of stuff into motion, like getting this absolute certainty of pulling her to me, and having no hindrance of claiming her body as mine, shameless scanning her, what I would do to her physically.
IDGAF s starting to make me feel cocky, almost bordering narcissistic, and crossing lines in snapping back, while keeping my frame solid, think RSDjulien negs, pulls, comments and behaviour.
Edit: snipers keep firing. On the road of an abundance of women. 5 are ready. 3 also confirmed. DMSI breaking through. Eventually with enough healing and right now Ill be having so much pussy that itll be currency and Ill have so much I dont know what to do with it anymore. Oh the perks of a high value DMSI male.
Testing the waters becoming the norm now. Like push pull. Dont care. IDGAF.
For some reason I miss her now. The blond manifestation. Shes snipered yet havebt met yet. Mindblowing.
07-18-2017, 05:03 AM
More dissolving. Now facebook will go HAM. its like DMSI gives way and enough clearance to have these instincts to come together. Not so long ago it felt all kinds of weird. NOW it doesnt.
Self validation? Check
Opening on facebook? Check.
Acting on oppurtunities? Check.
If only I could allow it. Well DMSI is an meeting half way right? So yeah. I have a very strong sense and absolute drive to go HAM on facebook and manifestation on Facebook going HAM on me. All kinds of platforms to bring and lead to sex, succes, business and what not. Collaboration with many people will be a pretty certain future. DMSI evolution is beyond anythinvg I even could imagine and yet its about to begin...
God those girls are hot af mate. Its an huuuge excitement and bouncing of the walls. Im sure Ill execute and slip now into autopilot...
Edit: opened another blond 8/10. I dont do anything anymore these days, it....happens? noticed my facial expressions went twitchy, wtf. Did it, although an indirect opener. the response was again, laughing, giggles in a good way, no blow out, rather, shy,lsubmissive yet beaming a smile.
start 5 loops ultrasonic now. even tho right in the run of it, my subconcious suddenly switched over to 8 loops hybrid on A as being coined.
Self validation? Check
Opening on facebook? Check.
Acting on oppurtunities? Check.
If only I could allow it. Well DMSI is an meeting half way right? So yeah. I have a very strong sense and absolute drive to go HAM on facebook and manifestation on Facebook going HAM on me. All kinds of platforms to bring and lead to sex, succes, business and what not. Collaboration with many people will be a pretty certain future. DMSI evolution is beyond anythinvg I even could imagine and yet its about to begin...
God those girls are hot af mate. Its an huuuge excitement and bouncing of the walls. Im sure Ill execute and slip now into autopilot...
Edit: opened another blond 8/10. I dont do anything anymore these days, it....happens? noticed my facial expressions went twitchy, wtf. Did it, although an indirect opener. the response was again, laughing, giggles in a good way, no blow out, rather, shy,lsubmissive yet beaming a smile.
start 5 loops ultrasonic now. even tho right in the run of it, my subconcious suddenly switched over to 8 loops hybrid on A as being coined.
07-20-2017, 01:56 AM
I can see how it becomes boring after a while to fuck that many chicks. like, it adds up to it all. broke my fapping streak just yet yet am not wavering in awareness. feeling pretty calm actually. the inner changes wil get me there by executing it all. reframing and re-viewing whatever is thrown at me, the toying, challenges, whatever.
get centred, grounded. unaffected yet playfull demeanor from this place of abundance. its freedom from where I am,. Im heading once again to abundance, like, atleast 20 girls being attracted right now. 20 girls harem, yet the other areas on my life are also tackled, only to become the abundant, full realized, MSI guy. Run the loops, set, forget.
Its like no matter what I do, attraction is almost like a separated entity, yet at the same time its not, falling in some DMSI trance or something as they do. it just happens, effortless, automatically.
In the end I will be fully healed, no matter what. gonna play around with projecting, if I;'m not doing that already, te one blond check out girl gives more and more signs of lusting eyes and what not, yet there is a satisfaction in just knowing this, being grounded, centred, unreactive. real strange. it might be fear, idk. we do light eachother up.
I seem to still shift between worlds so to say ( shout out to you Illumi ) from, having extreme confidence,to being scared and even socially awkward. Its like revisiting cycles. Inner negative talk has reduced strongly, like, im getting over with it easily, such as breaking the fapping streak ( autopilot at work ?)
There ie satisfaction in making myself maximal sexually irresistable. I notice its bigger then myself, and right now, im shifting and changing for the better once again. Im having a harem at the moment, its only a slight push that will usher it all into realisation, manifestation and existence. the slight push. Im all for the delicious and glorious healing right now, to heal fully, clear fully, to become the best version of myself right now at this point. Just like the glimpses of 2 days ago, paeople instantly attract to me, like thunder and lightning hits them like a truck/bus and there is nothing they can do about it, only to become irresitable to act upon. I already have glimpses of what to tackle next. The healing will outrank me. Im excited about it.
Charisma is being dealt with. sexuality is being dealt with.
DMSi is more then a sexual sub, its full life abundance, covering several areas in my luife, my attitude towards financials changes for the better, the more healing takes place. Im not even the same I was some days ago.
MLS 5.5 G looks very promising.
it goes eeper then looks to be honest, yes, I care about looks, I like to optimalize many things, and dress myself well, and carry myself well. being fun so to say, playfull and IDGAF reflecting, thus throing my style upside down again, in a even more playerish kind of outlandish guy. the club guy perhaps, who dresses light and reflects fun. in the end its becoming a beam of sexual presence, a centred pillar and flame to which chicks draw as moths to a flame. yet at the same time I cant be arsed.
Oh well, listening to the loops its what Im doing, going out, and, seeing wher I am heading financially, I might go out multiple days a week. Right now I dont care. Invest cycles, not to spend ruthless, but invest in what can bring out the maximum fruits to reap. Not burning out, but actully having a idea, a vision and plan to do so.
get centred, grounded. unaffected yet playfull demeanor from this place of abundance. its freedom from where I am,. Im heading once again to abundance, like, atleast 20 girls being attracted right now. 20 girls harem, yet the other areas on my life are also tackled, only to become the abundant, full realized, MSI guy. Run the loops, set, forget.
Its like no matter what I do, attraction is almost like a separated entity, yet at the same time its not, falling in some DMSI trance or something as they do. it just happens, effortless, automatically.
In the end I will be fully healed, no matter what. gonna play around with projecting, if I;'m not doing that already, te one blond check out girl gives more and more signs of lusting eyes and what not, yet there is a satisfaction in just knowing this, being grounded, centred, unreactive. real strange. it might be fear, idk. we do light eachother up.
I seem to still shift between worlds so to say ( shout out to you Illumi ) from, having extreme confidence,to being scared and even socially awkward. Its like revisiting cycles. Inner negative talk has reduced strongly, like, im getting over with it easily, such as breaking the fapping streak ( autopilot at work ?)
There ie satisfaction in making myself maximal sexually irresistable. I notice its bigger then myself, and right now, im shifting and changing for the better once again. Im having a harem at the moment, its only a slight push that will usher it all into realisation, manifestation and existence. the slight push. Im all for the delicious and glorious healing right now, to heal fully, clear fully, to become the best version of myself right now at this point. Just like the glimpses of 2 days ago, paeople instantly attract to me, like thunder and lightning hits them like a truck/bus and there is nothing they can do about it, only to become irresitable to act upon. I already have glimpses of what to tackle next. The healing will outrank me. Im excited about it.
Charisma is being dealt with. sexuality is being dealt with.
DMSi is more then a sexual sub, its full life abundance, covering several areas in my luife, my attitude towards financials changes for the better, the more healing takes place. Im not even the same I was some days ago.
MLS 5.5 G looks very promising.
it goes eeper then looks to be honest, yes, I care about looks, I like to optimalize many things, and dress myself well, and carry myself well. being fun so to say, playfull and IDGAF reflecting, thus throing my style upside down again, in a even more playerish kind of outlandish guy. the club guy perhaps, who dresses light and reflects fun. in the end its becoming a beam of sexual presence, a centred pillar and flame to which chicks draw as moths to a flame. yet at the same time I cant be arsed.
Oh well, listening to the loops its what Im doing, going out, and, seeing wher I am heading financially, I might go out multiple days a week. Right now I dont care. Invest cycles, not to spend ruthless, but invest in what can bring out the maximum fruits to reap. Not burning out, but actully having a idea, a vision and plan to do so.
07-20-2017, 05:32 AM
Part 2;
Just back from the gym. Killed it. Motivation is back. Im looking bigger and toned regardless Ive skipped it for around 2 weeks. The lines are back. Pump is good.
Im starting to realize DMSI will LEAD me to an harem. An hot one that is. My vibrational signature keeps getting better and better, which I now consciously realize. Like, it explains a lot to me, and why attraction and happenings happen as they do.
When at the gym, doing dips, 7/10 body wise brought in another girl. She was fit af. The 7/10 waved at me with enthousiasm. The fit girl ( 8/10, sports top, great ass, slim and fit saw me and she shy'ed away like being hit with AA?! Then it happened...autopilot. its as if only she and I existed and it was resistance free. Yeah the choice to walk up was a piece of cake, effortless, being on the same ( manifestational ) wavelength and ready to take her on. All just happens automatically. Like some slight drowsy dreamy feeling, an "ment to be" scenario. I was buzzing off the walls through the training room walking like a boss. I noticed how strong my vibe was, like a strong dominant lion.
Manifestation increase aslong with now knowing and understanding it all. How they ARE manufestation and how all that pop up in my visions are ready NOW. bring it on DMSI.
After done training I talked with the girl 7/10 at the gym and she tried to keep me around. Engaged the whole time, playfull teases which I increase in aswell. Then she bend over while I drifted in "love" to her tits and gave me a 10 second tits display, straight into her shirt. Oh how I would pull her apart, throw her on the bed, going all primal.
Turned on af now. Im not giving 2 shits anymore. Im like a hot fuckboi knowing value. Im amongst the ranks of the 9's and 10's and will be there. My vibration is like being amongst/around/on the wavelength if them. The hotter the better. Makes sense as to why some shit felt "off" tbh.
LMR and ASD means shit. Theyll come back. They always do. Its some solid insight.
to add: animal magnetism and seduction is the game, seduction, confidence. makes sense in alcohol dis-inhibitions. also, DMSi seems to fight for fominance and is winning, like breaking through the last walls now. im very tired, nauseous even right now. obsession with women and focus on the game is increasing aswell. im done, it is done, if it breaks through, it is done, I will execute yet keep running the loops. things are already done by now.
also, a thought emerged randomly
"I fucked my therapist once ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)"
the amount of playfullness and attqacking whatever there is is making me dizzy. the loops are pretty much hammered in. 5 loops again this time. to get to the point of seeing - locking - approaching- escalation - seks"disinhibition is where I want to be, the free all party guy, the one who picks and chooses on demand, the one to which women gravitate and are attracted to, irresistable.
Edit2: drive kicks in insane right now. Everything is coming together. Having an constant stream of hyperfocus goimg on and able to master everything. Its like my subC somehow picks up on MLS?! due reading journals. Wharever it is, it feels like the drug from the movie limitless. Drive to kick in gears of everything now. Building empire as of now. Insane drive. Insane horniness. Overwhelmingly euphoricly. I might pick up on MLS and by now I pronounce the financials allow it to do so. Investment. Im blown away of whats happening. The heat is intense right now. MLS feels right. Wtf. Also due that its like im somewhat being shocked awake out of some sort of trance. Like my status explodes as of now. Ill gladly take it!
Just back from the gym. Killed it. Motivation is back. Im looking bigger and toned regardless Ive skipped it for around 2 weeks. The lines are back. Pump is good.
Im starting to realize DMSI will LEAD me to an harem. An hot one that is. My vibrational signature keeps getting better and better, which I now consciously realize. Like, it explains a lot to me, and why attraction and happenings happen as they do.
When at the gym, doing dips, 7/10 body wise brought in another girl. She was fit af. The 7/10 waved at me with enthousiasm. The fit girl ( 8/10, sports top, great ass, slim and fit saw me and she shy'ed away like being hit with AA?! Then it happened...autopilot. its as if only she and I existed and it was resistance free. Yeah the choice to walk up was a piece of cake, effortless, being on the same ( manifestational ) wavelength and ready to take her on. All just happens automatically. Like some slight drowsy dreamy feeling, an "ment to be" scenario. I was buzzing off the walls through the training room walking like a boss. I noticed how strong my vibe was, like a strong dominant lion.
Manifestation increase aslong with now knowing and understanding it all. How they ARE manufestation and how all that pop up in my visions are ready NOW. bring it on DMSI.
After done training I talked with the girl 7/10 at the gym and she tried to keep me around. Engaged the whole time, playfull teases which I increase in aswell. Then she bend over while I drifted in "love" to her tits and gave me a 10 second tits display, straight into her shirt. Oh how I would pull her apart, throw her on the bed, going all primal.
Turned on af now. Im not giving 2 shits anymore. Im like a hot fuckboi knowing value. Im amongst the ranks of the 9's and 10's and will be there. My vibration is like being amongst/around/on the wavelength if them. The hotter the better. Makes sense as to why some shit felt "off" tbh.
LMR and ASD means shit. Theyll come back. They always do. Its some solid insight.
to add: animal magnetism and seduction is the game, seduction, confidence. makes sense in alcohol dis-inhibitions. also, DMSi seems to fight for fominance and is winning, like breaking through the last walls now. im very tired, nauseous even right now. obsession with women and focus on the game is increasing aswell. im done, it is done, if it breaks through, it is done, I will execute yet keep running the loops. things are already done by now.
also, a thought emerged randomly
"I fucked my therapist once ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)"
the amount of playfullness and attqacking whatever there is is making me dizzy. the loops are pretty much hammered in. 5 loops again this time. to get to the point of seeing - locking - approaching- escalation - seks"disinhibition is where I want to be, the free all party guy, the one who picks and chooses on demand, the one to which women gravitate and are attracted to, irresistable.
Edit2: drive kicks in insane right now. Everything is coming together. Having an constant stream of hyperfocus goimg on and able to master everything. Its like my subC somehow picks up on MLS?! due reading journals. Wharever it is, it feels like the drug from the movie limitless. Drive to kick in gears of everything now. Building empire as of now. Insane drive. Insane horniness. Overwhelmingly euphoricly. I might pick up on MLS and by now I pronounce the financials allow it to do so. Investment. Im blown away of whats happening. The heat is intense right now. MLS feels right. Wtf. Also due that its like im somewhat being shocked awake out of some sort of trance. Like my status explodes as of now. Ill gladly take it!
07-21-2017, 07:29 AM
Angerd, iritated and furious today. Some deep shit comes up. Realizing it was there yet kept somewhat high spirits about it. Not anymore.
Also, being ghosted but not all the way. I am feeling the anger building. S st the gym ( 7/10 body, meh face ) was flirty as fuck. All kinds of IOIs. Women go far. Also A is hitted stronger by the sniper the more she gets exposed to the DMSI aura.
Annoyed with cuck behaviour. Could be healing and I now calibrate enough to see it coming, playing out before my eyes. Hoe's aint loyal. Im not the one to let myself be abused, shamed into beta crap, if needed, I'll burn the bish down in a IDGAF attitude by being over the top burn down for shits and giggles. Agression is definitely a thing now and can lead to strong escalation. Just settling like a sad pathetic beta cuck driven fully by scarcity while she cheats on one of his friends in his own place is just pathetic. No matter how long the LTR was, the bish would be gettin freeze out without any remorse nor 'special treatment'. Settling with a mentalcase because of the lack of game is akin to suicide and slave frame.
Also, being ghosted but not all the way. I am feeling the anger building. S st the gym ( 7/10 body, meh face ) was flirty as fuck. All kinds of IOIs. Women go far. Also A is hitted stronger by the sniper the more she gets exposed to the DMSI aura.
Annoyed with cuck behaviour. Could be healing and I now calibrate enough to see it coming, playing out before my eyes. Hoe's aint loyal. Im not the one to let myself be abused, shamed into beta crap, if needed, I'll burn the bish down in a IDGAF attitude by being over the top burn down for shits and giggles. Agression is definitely a thing now and can lead to strong escalation. Just settling like a sad pathetic beta cuck driven fully by scarcity while she cheats on one of his friends in his own place is just pathetic. No matter how long the LTR was, the bish would be gettin freeze out without any remorse nor 'special treatment'. Settling with a mentalcase because of the lack of game is akin to suicide and slave frame.
07-22-2017, 03:56 AM
Inner clearing continuous. Listening to US loops and feel dizzy and like shit. Killing it at the gym. My whole lower back is sore, strong tension radiating straight through my hams, glutes towards my calves.
Ch is being hitted by DMSI?
Was talking with my neighbour and my drinks where a few steps away from me. As she arrived home she wasnt wearing a bra. Nipples pinching through her shirt and I felt some hyperfocus kick in. She pointed out the drinks and said mire then once she would take it. I told her no, spontaneous. Then she placed my stuff higher up, smiling seductively like she new I was checking her tits out. Then she proceeded to say 'if its there tomorrow morning ill ring your doorbel, even if it wakes you up" while smiling all seductively, gazing and licking her lips. Body is meh but still, I would rail her.
Today some very fit girl at the gym was there yet was very introverted, down on myself. She was trying out some spandex trainers out with an older women who I know. Around 35 I guess. She seemed to be in her 20s body wise. Face said something else. Idk. Eventually talked with P while joking how women and clothing is a thing. Strong giggles when she picked our convo up. She did countless times just hoover, readjusting her hair in a ponytail and showing of her body.
Then a boxing guy, strong alpha masculine type professional boxer which was a great conv. On AM6 he asked me to chill some time back then. I seem to vibe with the guy. Friendly, foreign in roots yet oozing presence. Inspiring.
I notice some deep stuff going on inside. Like, this makes me tired, dizzy, lethargic. Could be the injury that drains me but still, its gettin me down. Also, im getting aware how Im sexy in being, presence without the need for external hang ups. Also, noticed yesterday how DMSI teaches me things through downloading it in my brain, even without having loops running. Im nit saying dress like total shit but yeah, it starts from within and can adjust from there. Masdive range of clothing, style and things to work with. I can spit sick game without even dressing well. Just for self amusement, shits, giggles and challenging.
I am appreciating agression, focus, banter and approach. I know DMSI is about the opposite gender to approach you and meeting half way but Im about to conquer the world. Like having those skills are vital aswell still. Agressive game and what not. No longer avoiding in pattern. No longer thin skinned.
things are getting easier and easier, number closing will be a walk in the park now.
Ch is being hitted by DMSI?
Was talking with my neighbour and my drinks where a few steps away from me. As she arrived home she wasnt wearing a bra. Nipples pinching through her shirt and I felt some hyperfocus kick in. She pointed out the drinks and said mire then once she would take it. I told her no, spontaneous. Then she placed my stuff higher up, smiling seductively like she new I was checking her tits out. Then she proceeded to say 'if its there tomorrow morning ill ring your doorbel, even if it wakes you up" while smiling all seductively, gazing and licking her lips. Body is meh but still, I would rail her.
Today some very fit girl at the gym was there yet was very introverted, down on myself. She was trying out some spandex trainers out with an older women who I know. Around 35 I guess. She seemed to be in her 20s body wise. Face said something else. Idk. Eventually talked with P while joking how women and clothing is a thing. Strong giggles when she picked our convo up. She did countless times just hoover, readjusting her hair in a ponytail and showing of her body.
Then a boxing guy, strong alpha masculine type professional boxer which was a great conv. On AM6 he asked me to chill some time back then. I seem to vibe with the guy. Friendly, foreign in roots yet oozing presence. Inspiring.
I notice some deep stuff going on inside. Like, this makes me tired, dizzy, lethargic. Could be the injury that drains me but still, its gettin me down. Also, im getting aware how Im sexy in being, presence without the need for external hang ups. Also, noticed yesterday how DMSI teaches me things through downloading it in my brain, even without having loops running. Im nit saying dress like total shit but yeah, it starts from within and can adjust from there. Masdive range of clothing, style and things to work with. I can spit sick game without even dressing well. Just for self amusement, shits, giggles and challenging.
I am appreciating agression, focus, banter and approach. I know DMSI is about the opposite gender to approach you and meeting half way but Im about to conquer the world. Like having those skills are vital aswell still. Agressive game and what not. No longer avoiding in pattern. No longer thin skinned.
things are getting easier and easier, number closing will be a walk in the park now.
07-23-2017, 08:24 AM
Pondering as to how Im going to introduce them to eachother, if Im going to do this, its choice. In ways Im having a abundance of women, yet now the choice is coming up of how to manage my harem- Stuff is getting real. Also, walking yesterday evening through the city, i felt a whirlwind of energy flowing around me, bombarding me with a continous stream of wealth vision and where Im at, as to how to. I can introduce them to eachother, or I can just fuck girls all around, idc really. the `how to`frame is pretty solid, like how to bring the news and managing, amnswers come sometimes instantly with the question. Admitting this stuff, that it is already, gives me a huge sense of focus, confidene and all kinds of goodies. juist one part of me seems to stirr up anxieties around it. as i write this, and running my 4th loop, my hands are glowingly hot.
having constant thoughtsd going around that i will have 5 new numbers atleast, that women will give me their numbers, begging.
I am also aware of how Im going to be very financial well off, which is a manifestation of people and through collaboration. the drive towards wealth is insane, assuring and great, it makes feel litterally golden and money $$$, which ties in with having a harem and meeting women. DMSI is worth the buy. Im about the bigger outlook, like, empire seize. I also am aware of the oppurtunities that are there, will be there and are coming to me, and in my life. as i envision it, I see myself working togetehr with some big names and brands.
also, laptop life. letting the pressure a bit off, and the flow more into it, less effort, bigger results kind of thing.
before I went to the city, I did get some stuff at the petrol station, I playes with a former women who was into me, and she was still. it was pretty clear through communications. I walked in and the first 3 seconds was silent eye contact, just lookign in eachother eyes. then I paid for my stuff, and she threw out the receit, and I played with her, when she uttered `oh, no its okay, you can have a new one, because its you`while keeping her cheecky smile. we know both, im pretty sure about that stuff.
everything is currency man.
DMSi makes me also delve deeper within my own inner world, its almost transcending women, wealth, luxury and the such. Like a detached sense of it.
My girls are waiting. im not one to wait for it anymore, im more and more about fieldtesting and approaching myself if needed so, while DMSi does its thing simultaneously. when we meet, the women and I, itll be effortless and automatic.
having constant thoughtsd going around that i will have 5 new numbers atleast, that women will give me their numbers, begging.
I am also aware of how Im going to be very financial well off, which is a manifestation of people and through collaboration. the drive towards wealth is insane, assuring and great, it makes feel litterally golden and money $$$, which ties in with having a harem and meeting women. DMSI is worth the buy. Im about the bigger outlook, like, empire seize. I also am aware of the oppurtunities that are there, will be there and are coming to me, and in my life. as i envision it, I see myself working togetehr with some big names and brands.
also, laptop life. letting the pressure a bit off, and the flow more into it, less effort, bigger results kind of thing.
before I went to the city, I did get some stuff at the petrol station, I playes with a former women who was into me, and she was still. it was pretty clear through communications. I walked in and the first 3 seconds was silent eye contact, just lookign in eachother eyes. then I paid for my stuff, and she threw out the receit, and I played with her, when she uttered `oh, no its okay, you can have a new one, because its you`while keeping her cheecky smile. we know both, im pretty sure about that stuff.
everything is currency man.
DMSi makes me also delve deeper within my own inner world, its almost transcending women, wealth, luxury and the such. Like a detached sense of it.
My girls are waiting. im not one to wait for it anymore, im more and more about fieldtesting and approaching myself if needed so, while DMSi does its thing simultaneously. when we meet, the women and I, itll be effortless and automatic.
07-24-2017, 10:10 AM
Breakthrough in all areas taking place now. Watching limitless and its highly inspiring. Creative flow and input is off the charts. Confidence is extreme. I actually believe at this point unlocking the subcobscious ( like nzt ) is possible and executing in split second might be well possible.
DMSI - listen to the loops and enjoy the ride.
New ideas keep popping up one after another as an continuous flow. My mind seeks solutions now really easily. Whatever I pick up/my subconscious picks up can be unlocked. And if not, the next logical step is to coin how to and the rest does follow inspiration
Financialwise, ceilings are broken now. Dont ask me how, but 40 mill seems like a piece of cake?! I can't even begin to fanthom what DMSI will do and my subC already is coining up new sub possibilities. Shannon, what have you done...
Present yet very in tune would it be, execution and flow state.
"I have the drive to move forward, if I hold back I feel like Im about to explode" ideas are wonderfull. Execution is aswell.
Thats it. Im nit gioing to jinx. Only that 9's and 10's are my reality becoming. One 9 might become a gf by the looks of it. Im thinking incredibly big right now. Constant new inventions to be made. Like the nzt, it could be modified, which would be a easy insight.
Confident af.
Self esteem high.
Knowing my worth and value.
Unfazed.
Dominate yet relaxed.
I am the prize.
Visions ate real. Training the 9/10 in the bedroom.is real. Mating ritual. Bedmastery is real.
Im also noticing some reality slips besides clear bending, im moving to ful execution?! reality slips and glyphs and glitches, like writing it, thinking I wrote something, only to see it shift inf ront of my eyes. my mind is a hypercomputer in all and many ways. Im in onto something realy big at this point, and it mixes me up, euphoria is one of it, nvm. its good. So it be.
DMSI - listen to the loops and enjoy the ride.
New ideas keep popping up one after another as an continuous flow. My mind seeks solutions now really easily. Whatever I pick up/my subconscious picks up can be unlocked. And if not, the next logical step is to coin how to and the rest does follow inspiration
Financialwise, ceilings are broken now. Dont ask me how, but 40 mill seems like a piece of cake?! I can't even begin to fanthom what DMSI will do and my subC already is coining up new sub possibilities. Shannon, what have you done...
Present yet very in tune would it be, execution and flow state.
"I have the drive to move forward, if I hold back I feel like Im about to explode" ideas are wonderfull. Execution is aswell.
Thats it. Im nit gioing to jinx. Only that 9's and 10's are my reality becoming. One 9 might become a gf by the looks of it. Im thinking incredibly big right now. Constant new inventions to be made. Like the nzt, it could be modified, which would be a easy insight.
Confident af.
Self esteem high.
Knowing my worth and value.
Unfazed.
Dominate yet relaxed.
I am the prize.
Visions ate real. Training the 9/10 in the bedroom.is real. Mating ritual. Bedmastery is real.
Im also noticing some reality slips besides clear bending, im moving to ful execution?! reality slips and glyphs and glitches, like writing it, thinking I wrote something, only to see it shift inf ront of my eyes. my mind is a hypercomputer in all and many ways. Im in onto something realy big at this point, and it mixes me up, euphoria is one of it, nvm. its good. So it be.
07-25-2017, 10:39 AM
The clearance of A is just beautiful. Im getting inspired from every angle atm. Im feeling focused, laserfocus and determined at this point to make it happen, yet it feels so...effortless, like a ment to be, allignment. Not to say, my purpose is satisfying at this moment, beiong embodied.
Went this morning before I visited the doctor, to the petrol station around 7 am or something. and some cute girl was working there. I drove up and she gave me the biggest beaming smile and bambi eyes. I npotice myself I can´t be arsed at times and being pretty much `in my world`still, without guilt, but releasing the flow and sexual raw energy from inside is definitely happening, shift after shift.
Anyways, I went inside, she threw glances multiple times, and I went inside to pay for my stuff. she had a great rack, great blue-green eyes, and was showing IOI´s, it was cute to withness.
Anyways, she begun asking questions and starting conversation of why I was so early, where I was going to and the such, without breaking eye contact. I just told her i was going to get a check up and she was all giggly and stuff. i really should do something with this, its a crux ive dealt with for a long time, but it seems to be finally clicking. some sort of opposite response execution taking place.
She was pretty sweet. something tells me this will not be the last time we see eachother to begin with. It was going further then the casual `oh hi, thats xyz ty, have a nice day`routine, this was genuine interest. engaged with her fearless and without hesitation, effortless flowing.
It seems I am moving to an reality in which women want to positively do things for me now, out of awe, attraction and favour winning, its a great way of living and feels a bit like being Eddie Morra in a s ense. pure golden feeling now.
Anyways, it seems im allergic for certain painkillers, or it does mess heavily with DMSI programming, as I felt my breathing drop today more then once and my heart skipping and pain on my chest, which scared the living lights outa me. My leg feels better still, nut I am highly suspicous to medication in general, especially with severe side effects and who mess with my blood index parameters.
As I suspected, doc suscribed me some heavy medication known for crazy and even in cases `lethal`side effects which can mess up and lead to heart failure. initial intake was pfretty dozy and fuzzy. the rest of the day was shifting in terror and felt a disconnection, yet fucking present at times.
Walked in the store to get the recipe-medication and greeted everyone. Some pretty hot milf went out of her way to greet me ( no coworker there or something, just a random ) pretty slim figure, half long hair, cute face. Didnt do much morew with her anyways. Went to get my package, the girl behind the counter was also cute, green eyes with a distinct golden glow. looked her in the eyes, flirted and batered a bit with her, which she seemed to enjoy. she adjusted her glasses some times when talking, adjusting herself to present herself more nice and that was it.
At work im getting more assertive. played around with another girl at work, mom of 2 kids, who didnt shy away to push her tits forward and show off her rack. she has something sexual about her. I notice how I am now somewhat proffesional, sure, assertive and determined aswell, like knowing Im alpha, and being king. to come back to the work environment, she showed how she has been stung by something and I went of from there. got her to open up and talk more. physical she is so-so, but those tits man, and that attitude, embracing her womenhood in that way, without being a feminist at all, more in a healthy submissive way. almost traditional, yet with sexual undertones, natural flirt.
Other location at work I went all bad on the medication, did still talk with everyone, didnt give to shits as my priorities where somewhare else, which is welcoming and helpfull in the way, without being concerned of how I come across. No fear of other people toying or anything, just assertively setting my frame, and thats about it.
My priporities are shifting once again. Im going co,ld turky on many things at ones, and I have a intense interest for nootropics, learning languages, merging business, collaboration and rising upwards, to add value. in a way its setting me apart, on some sort of destiny kind of way, and I want to master anything. crossing thoughts of Elon mus even and learnign from the best. i want a mentor aswell.
MLS is super tempting. I feel the women part becomes now easily more and more mastered and I just walk while DMSi increases my value while im busy building and improving, growing and realizing.
MY MOTHERF*CKING POST INSPIRES ME!!
Went this morning before I visited the doctor, to the petrol station around 7 am or something. and some cute girl was working there. I drove up and she gave me the biggest beaming smile and bambi eyes. I npotice myself I can´t be arsed at times and being pretty much `in my world`still, without guilt, but releasing the flow and sexual raw energy from inside is definitely happening, shift after shift.
Anyways, I went inside, she threw glances multiple times, and I went inside to pay for my stuff. she had a great rack, great blue-green eyes, and was showing IOI´s, it was cute to withness.
Anyways, she begun asking questions and starting conversation of why I was so early, where I was going to and the such, without breaking eye contact. I just told her i was going to get a check up and she was all giggly and stuff. i really should do something with this, its a crux ive dealt with for a long time, but it seems to be finally clicking. some sort of opposite response execution taking place.
She was pretty sweet. something tells me this will not be the last time we see eachother to begin with. It was going further then the casual `oh hi, thats xyz ty, have a nice day`routine, this was genuine interest. engaged with her fearless and without hesitation, effortless flowing.
It seems I am moving to an reality in which women want to positively do things for me now, out of awe, attraction and favour winning, its a great way of living and feels a bit like being Eddie Morra in a s ense. pure golden feeling now.
Anyways, it seems im allergic for certain painkillers, or it does mess heavily with DMSI programming, as I felt my breathing drop today more then once and my heart skipping and pain on my chest, which scared the living lights outa me. My leg feels better still, nut I am highly suspicous to medication in general, especially with severe side effects and who mess with my blood index parameters.
As I suspected, doc suscribed me some heavy medication known for crazy and even in cases `lethal`side effects which can mess up and lead to heart failure. initial intake was pfretty dozy and fuzzy. the rest of the day was shifting in terror and felt a disconnection, yet fucking present at times.
Walked in the store to get the recipe-medication and greeted everyone. Some pretty hot milf went out of her way to greet me ( no coworker there or something, just a random ) pretty slim figure, half long hair, cute face. Didnt do much morew with her anyways. Went to get my package, the girl behind the counter was also cute, green eyes with a distinct golden glow. looked her in the eyes, flirted and batered a bit with her, which she seemed to enjoy. she adjusted her glasses some times when talking, adjusting herself to present herself more nice and that was it.
At work im getting more assertive. played around with another girl at work, mom of 2 kids, who didnt shy away to push her tits forward and show off her rack. she has something sexual about her. I notice how I am now somewhat proffesional, sure, assertive and determined aswell, like knowing Im alpha, and being king. to come back to the work environment, she showed how she has been stung by something and I went of from there. got her to open up and talk more. physical she is so-so, but those tits man, and that attitude, embracing her womenhood in that way, without being a feminist at all, more in a healthy submissive way. almost traditional, yet with sexual undertones, natural flirt.
Other location at work I went all bad on the medication, did still talk with everyone, didnt give to shits as my priorities where somewhare else, which is welcoming and helpfull in the way, without being concerned of how I come across. No fear of other people toying or anything, just assertively setting my frame, and thats about it.
My priporities are shifting once again. Im going co,ld turky on many things at ones, and I have a intense interest for nootropics, learning languages, merging business, collaboration and rising upwards, to add value. in a way its setting me apart, on some sort of destiny kind of way, and I want to master anything. crossing thoughts of Elon mus even and learnign from the best. i want a mentor aswell.
MLS is super tempting. I feel the women part becomes now easily more and more mastered and I just walk while DMSi increases my value while im busy building and improving, growing and realizing.
MY MOTHERF*CKING POST INSPIRES ME!!