Strong ass clearing going on. Not worth mentioning IDGAF. Its obvious yet cant pinpoint it in words.
Also, have a strong sense of manifestation. When I come out of the other side itll be smooth cleared manifestation and seduction/seducing game. Feel totally out of my high goals aswell, like, it forces me to clear like a machine putted on standbye. Headache, heat, heartrate all present, aling side flashes and glimpsed of 10's. Pretty forward and bold in my demeanor and attitude all about this.
Very much like the gif of DMSI final of a members signature on here harem is where its at. Women seducing me.
Went to get some food. Drove and the sun gave me strong effects. I really like it. Having already the hunch upcoming days will be interesting in this DMSI life. Getting looks, strong looks and people turning away their heads. Also I have looks, yet when looking back there is none, like a glitch or something.
The frustration of externals lack is indication of clearance. Thts clear. Im in a sort of fast current now.
Tired as fuck due the cleaning going on it seems. Im dead sure on the 10's. Black haired slender women in my world comin yet sex appeal. My turn ons and offs, my trances of knowing likes and feeling none is fickle like on and off switches like on tindr. Also sure about this. Itll sort out. Change is inevitable.. or I am so much reality bending that I travel through different ones on rapid speed. Idk.
All with all an energy of "here I am, seduce me!" Right now.
You gotta be flexible with DMSi. What i mean is to EXPECT that women will start seducing you, yet approach and play with it. Doing one without the other is not the best way to go. Those last 2 months on V3.1 all i did was EXPECT them to approach and do the work. Not much results i tell you. On V2.5 i did all the work believeing i need to do everything. Didn't get much either.
Speaking from being on DMSI since last august, women will meet you halfway and if you want it to work you gotta be there when they are meeting you halfway. It takes lots of healing/clearing in order to achieve the perfect state of DMsI which is the bubble. Once thats on they will seduce you infront of thier bf if they had any lmao. But for now you gotta appproach and make it work. At the same time expect that they want you.
Have runned 6 loops today. 5 hybrid, one ultrasonic and im feel like being ripped to shreds. What you say about the bubble illumi is something I occasionally have glimpses already about. The healing covers so much now and autopilot will bring me into it aswell as ultimate state. All you wrote is something familiar to me. Resonating on a core level aswell. It makes sense and meeting half way is only natural.
Haha, if they have bf's they aint a thing. Just a friend lol. I actually think the approaching thing is my default state. Fuck waiting and kill it everywhere. DMSI enhanchment.
Alright, of to sleep collapsing ;_;
Shitton of manifeststions online tho. Things get very interesting. Contacts will be surely intiated. Its a done deal.
DMSI is changing me at core level and insane momentum is gained aswell. Woke up like death, masdive shifts and felt I lost it multiple times today. The intensity and bailing out is real...yet I keep going. Im not even sure what DMSI is doing anymore other then that seduction is out of this world, changes are made, the heat is real and women will not stand a chance tbh. Like, lots of manifestations online, another lead is re-initiating and im autopiloting hard now. Manifestations equal bubble now.
Also meeting halfway is that. Effortless. I cant stop it. I just cant. Its a done deal. Im totally aroused on a dime. Its all pretty insane. Harsh changes and prolly resistance yet it mixes with euphoria and shit and once again the visualisations and manifestations pile up. DMSI is worth its price x100. Still kinda shattered and over the place. Whatever.
Day 16
Ran 3 hybrid + 3 US.flac yesterday. Now, today Im pretty much on edge. Im starting to have the discount stuff happening. Also, some days back, I got 1.80 euro discount with the girl leaving bewildred. Also, I have girls fighting over me. They do find the most ridiculous reasons to invest only to keep you around
Yesterday at work, one women who seems to act like shits is a given, because someone owns a car, that person can also get some stuff for her. GTFO and STFU. I told her no and allow no bs. Being solid in frame and sticking to it makes you invincible. No is no. Today Im mixed up between rage and sadness and lifted up glimpses. Just stay the fuck out of my way. Im at my ropes end and movibg towards burning bridges including this work environment. Its as if seeking out conflict driven by DMSI and being unmovable and unshakable which in turns set off snowballing momentum.
Repulsed by neediness aswell.
My whole being gets very demanding. People not doing stuff while I ask multiple times? Coupe that shit, taking over and push excessively. I cant let it happen. Ill MAKE it happen. Its a war inside of me. Fighting between hostile take over and feeling way to intense, powerfull and destructive. This will make enemies.
Oh, and yesterday 2 checkout girls fought over my attention. Not like overt, but rather the vibe was felt. Also find some talking and giggling.
F*cking DMSI.
starting to get more selective once again, and narrowing, or, rather, my subcionscious is by creating abundance and its a continous flow of currency.
Had a talk today with some women, appointment, she kept rubbing her legs, waverin her legs, sticking tongue subtly out. another women was giggly and I said, awww, cant you reach it, in a playfull tone, the poor thing melted away lmao.
anyways, things are breaking through currently, my head is hot af, my body is radiating heat and i keep drinking water.
also, as i walked through the store, an grammy was paying for her stuff, what it was, idk, she started to talk about the weater.
granny: nice weather.
me"uh yeah, rather have sun tho
granny: yeah, but rain is good aswell, we should have it more * shuffles closer to me, kept making eye contact and looking deep in MY eyes, licking her lips
errrrrr okay, horny grannies are not mah thing bruh
eye fucked the casher, looked deep in her eyes, and caused her to melt. oh lawd.
the women at the appointment was pretty much rubbing herself, and intrigued, longing eyes, I was calmer then I have ever been, yet talking let me through all kind of motions, pretty scary as to how the magnitude of DMSI is currently, like, nothing is safe for it, what is been sacrificed will be sacruificed, also, lots of anger, short fuse, no longer compromising, bringing shit up makes me angry and iritated and 0 tolerance.
a new dawn is here.
Day 20
Im starting to get deeper attraction now.
IDGAF is at an high as of now and all areas in my life are unlocking. Had some resistance and fears today, including shut off at work. Similar to pre-AM and deep healing when on AM6. having many things getting clearer now and am growing stronger in 0 bs tolerance. Very outspoken, my voice is loud and commanding. When I speak on full volume like last time with friends, one was somewhat trying to impose some shit on me, I called him out, without thinking and he turned full on puppy submissive apologizing.
The gf of one of them, a brazillian short haired self entitled little shit, was disrespectfull to me. She turned out to be horny yet shittested me like crazy and pulling all kind of stunts. I went full onto her ass and snapped back at her. The kind of self entitled princess cunt behaviour who thinks she can do whatever she wants and is plainly offensive, nasty, negative spoily brat. 0 space for her and cutting her out. If she might be in my life Ill cut that shit short, even if it means RIP her hamster. Feminist brat. The aura did affect her as she was grinding her bf who said outloud that her pussy was wet
Im about to cut negative people out of my life. My vision is clear. Drive is up and about. Limitations are dissolving. Had 11 loops yesterday as I fell asleep around 3 AM and had the idea that my phone didnt support the hybrid. Result; blissed out, autopilot day, shits got done, enormous inspiration fliw, headaches and rapid healing. It came with a headache and a price and feel vety worn out now.
Getting looks everywhere. N who is a 8, dimples, nice smile. Seemed to subconsciously respond to me. Face stroking, bent over, dying to introduce herself, feet dangling, looking in her shirt.
Shift about attraction now and understanding strongly, clicking about vibe. Autopilot all over again, aroused. Its beyond physical yet attracting 10's. Abundance. Still, physically im worn out and some stuff is what I am oblivious to still ( resistance?) Yet its akin to MDMA almost.
So much change is taking place. I cannot even behin to describe the overal changes now. Depressed yet extatic in certain ways and manners. My facial expressions show sex. My eyes project it. When M walked in today, of who I dreamed in the beginning of DMSI and visualized, sexual transmitting made sense of a sudden. Women love sex, give bjs, handjobs, even possibly 5 minutes before walking in, fuck and go far in sexuality. No reason to not embrace this.
5 loops hubrid trickling stream.flac.
enetring the 5th loop I noticed a strong dizziness and pressure which I have encounterd before. Not sure what it was, called it overload before, only that it passed now, while I decided to go through with it. My whole body is glowing and having heat now, especially my head. Very pleasant. Good stuff.
Yes, the term that her hamsterwheel goes wild. Basically when she goes HAM.
8 loops ultrasonic.mp3
The rage is real.
Some positives; people act friendly the last few days.
Women like to be opened, generally positive
Exerting dominance, several areas such as financials and the such have shifted dramatically, like being put on another 'timeline' for a lack of better word
The hunger is intense and keeps going on, the beast is to be feeded.
Dmsi pays for itself. Which gives a sense of sureness and calm, which gives in turn space to work on other areas.
No longer triggered around parents. Instead I display a better mastery.
Opening escalates to other levels.
Having a huge headache currently, rage and almost violently triggered towards anything feminism and agenda pushing.
Tried last night 4 loops hybrid. Sleep was horrible.
(06-14-2017, 08:11 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Opening escalates to other levels.
Man I like your journal but you're so cryptic at times, it's like reading haiku poetry
What does this above mean?
Yesterday I was out in town, greeting people left and right, being social and stuff, which was received positive. Reactions still are hilarious at times, when people look like you are an alien or something. This started the engine so to say, like my mind picks it up and wants to escalate, kiss, seduce, puts me in state.
I appreciate your feedback Dr. I tend to think abstract, atleast, to me it makes sense yet getting the message across is sometimes met with "difficulties".