My subC is screaming to run A for a loooong time
Women without a collar dont look complete.
Women cant hide it anymore. Countless hits today. Fucking is inevitable. They melt when I look at them and when they are in my presence. This slightly chubby girl, we couldnt stop eye fucking each other. She had this massive sex appeal to her but looked a bit shy. Laughs, feet pointing to me almost consciously deciding. Dangling hand to taunt me to grasp hers and kino. At work I knew I could but didnt. This is a shift. I felt not having while I could but decided I didnt. No fear. The bubble formed and felt like losing control with everyone watching. ( its a desire of mine to yet do while IDGAF, call it kink ) leading is a peace of cake.
Several attempts to set the frame. One women, M, is toning down in attitude and more submissive around me. No longer bossing at all.
Payed for some groceries, the girl started to rub her wrist. Her eyes glossed over. I projected on her visualizing her dripping wet. The sparkle and DIHL eyes tell lots. Wanted to bend her over the counter, she even stumbled over her words, like being somewhat lost in it. fallin ginto my presence.
Things are coming together financially/money and life wise
Im not giving any fucks. Life is pretty surreal at times. Like, its somewhat confusing and unfamiliar while having this eerie sense to it.
Another couple came around. Talked to both of them. Bf and gf, engaged. I isolated her automatically. He didnt exist and eye fucked her. She smiled, knew, locked eyes and we both sucked in eachother. The bf remained friendly. Them another guy and I talked for a bit like knowing eachother for years.
This morning with E, complimented her while being centimeters apart, lips almost touching. I ended up like that. Wtf? She took it alright but I could tell her my eyes seduced her.
I know Im starting to grow in ways of my eyes and presence that make their panties drop. Like they know feel sense and pussy tingles dripping themselves soaking wet. That dom quality that turns them tf on.
So, I find myself revisiting my more 'darker' periods while I was involved in practices which would go heavily in the rule 4 area. I seem to be very open to certain things and wonder if DMSI has been the catsclist of it all. Its almost like an force pushing me forward and opening me up to manifestation easily, yet it throws my world upside down. Lets say, focussing my mind easily throws me into the more darker spirirual areas.as in, thinking, even makes a connection to it and strongly let things 'in'. I dont feel fesr surrounding it, rather brutal force along with distinct signatures and characteristics.
Im open for pm about this. I spoke before a time ago in a thread on the forums. Right now its pretty much back and is really causing things to consider at this point as to where and what it would lead to.
Healing takes so much priority that losing attention on the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes tend to happen.
Feelin good overal. Throwing that out now. A is a blessing
The changes happen so fast now, that raporting feels futile the moment i want to write something, so I wont, as it feels counterproductive, rather a feeling of surrender and let go. Its akin to a sense of wanting to fall asleep and not being conscious at all about the changes.
currently my body screams presence, sexiness and dominance, while mentally Im just zen as f#ck.
DMSI makes heavy changes, a strong headahe this morning while now being composed, the girl "G" just opened herself fully open, and expressed femininity in full force.
Had a chat with `Ch` yesterday and she opened up directly about BDSM stuff, being tied up, role playing and what not, caught her in her bs multiple times, held eye contact for more then 20 seconds while playing out a scenario, and while it was a scenario we played out, I could feel her tension grow, even tho she denied herself it.
Im not giving much of shit anymore, only to know im dominant, thats about it. everything is alligning, m assive wealth in this universe is mindblowing, what felt like a gap, is now closing, and driving an energetic pagani is golden so to say, the gap is closing, im really loving it where it is going. all is working out, massive appreciation, awe and love for the universe. Things reveal and have been revealed to me in terms of insight which border on rule 4 I think, but nah, its all light stuff.
Running A is very temppting, am running it now, 6th loop in US, but I feel the glory of switching back to B creeping. Its like everything is being let go now. Its as if enetering a dream. Also, im slowly getting aware of how im subC wise am connected with everyone simultaneously. there is no limit,l no borders to it.<
My tindr hits are becoming hotter aswell, matched with a women but am in a cycle that I feel like only going to sleep, her pleasing me would be nice, only to throw her on the bed. good little sub. yes, Im unfiltered about it, and now know why Im somewhat qualifying "Ch" as she is pretty much about the more kinky stuff aswell.
My english is picking up when talking with foreign people, I learn in the process itself, and getting more fluent about it. I feel hella attractive at this point, its mindblowing. While I interact and display such qualities, I feel suome sort of power shift happening, like, I move further away and grow higher and higher, like some sort of ascension while it happens, elevating in status, which in turn 100% shifts the dynamic.
i feel not even anything about reporting aything else anymore now, I know whats playing, but dont want to write it, as i rather surrender it to DMSI.
DMSi seems to work at something big, because, watching stuff like videos, when having the time for it, involving any form of anger, rage and more intyense expression fo emotion, brings me almost to tears, or/and stirrs strong responses in myself aswell. its as if DMSI is causing me to heal along the way.
gratitude is strong, asking the universe for things is directly almost instantly met with manifestation and Im incredibly sure and certain it it. its like teamwork, allignment and co-operation. Unfazed, untouced, im like scupted out. everything has changed these last few months in bodylanguage, expressions, everything. Also, DMSi seems to be more then just me, it really impacts the universe as a whole, my whole experience and understanding of life, of referring to reality is literally changing in almost an metaphysical and quantum way. very intense to notice. It also seems to handle my understanding of beyond the physical, the astral maybe? the blending of several "planes"of existence, infused. Yeah, this would go in rule 4 territory.
DMSi seem to also work to something huge one way or another. sculpting me out.
ps: im playing around witht he idea when a women plays around with the jelousy card, she is just a bratty little girl, and well, she is testing you in a way, like `how does master respond to it" women go women"lol, im way into myself.
That feel when you have a whole army of girls you can fuck. ya dig? okay? okay.
ps; I'm diggin this:
Running A still ( 25-8-17) and I feel the push of going balls against the walls (.....) all out on B. Very strong. Like A doesnt even matter anymore now.
How many loops per day have you been doing for 3.1?
Between 5-7 loops last week.
2 loops of A this morning. DMSI becomes morning routine. Playing it while handling some stuff meanwhile.
Been thinking as to where I am now. And the truth /fact is, im already having tons of chicks. I see some crazy manifestation snowballing effect comin. B made me very business focussed and am realizing how it all ties in to eachother. Like, the affirmation "its easy" eases up many things and give a shitton of oppurtunities now about business, dreams, goals, manifestation, women. Its like a dome coverage of it all as a full package of it all. Becoming financial succesfully more while having girls on the side. In a way I see main girl working aswell.
Having the urge to reorganize the bedroom for all kind of kink related things. Im way more selective in what to entertain in terms if thought and attention. Dont waste your mind on bullshit. Im pursuing the idea of photography. My goals change aswell which is fine. I even go ass far as seeing a future of working in the porn world with several 10's. Its so effortless. All liberation now.
Not much to notice other ways the last few days. A seems to work on deeper things. Im struggling with old vs new programming and it does reflect in confusion and social unease. Almost inept behaviour which aswell could be the high amounts of loops drilling in my brain. ( 7 loops )
Things are breakingthrough in women department. I see a bright vision ahead of me. Also I match with high end wealth like it seeks out me. Guesd the gap is more so closing. Contrast also serves greatly. The proclamation of "its easy" shatters bs. It streamlines me aswell and causes lots to snowball for me. Things look definitely up for me now. Dates are bein settled soon. Its crazy how many matches I have. Dtf and fuckbuddies. Sex non strings attached and running the dynamic.
At times there is this "surrendering" thing going on aswell as feeling of "going crazy/mental stirr up" which is needed and causing the bloom behind it to manifest/come out. Guess its the subC last retreat. Zen as fxck.
Quick edit: the fear of reverting back might actually be a or the rootsource and removing it/dissolving/accepting it will cause DMSI to bloom full force.
When getting some groceries today I noticed I was in a sort of DMSI zen bubble or something. Not even caring at all about socializing or opening up AT ALL. like IDGAF and idk what I thought. Almost like a meditative state of mind. Idk whats it all about but something is with that. It might be a total fulfillment and as I recognized this, my eye contact became pure all seduction, unhindred to communicate all kind of bedroom stuff ( or whatever locsation, it was the mere raw act ) like it consumed me and as a whole. Very strong. Seemed like some guys wanted my autograph aswell, like, coming up to ke, smiling while expecting something. DMSI might lock me or something. The shift will be golden but this, its like a enormous disinterest, I dont care, IDGAF which dominates me fully. It bugged me the last few days to be reactionairy and like this, almost like some switch goes on on command as some kind of robot. While being in that state I fight it. Relaxibg seems to terrify me.
The hump ( vive la humpday, trash day like a ragdoll and hairpull day ) that will be get over will unleash some very profound changes. Oh man, Ill be so irresistable. Again, like on AM6 I want it to be a free playfield of push pull both side seduction. Killer it would be.
Alright, thats it! DMSI def works. The flooding is enormous. If a women had this it would flood motherfuck'n babies. The babies are brought by the flood maaan *insert lennyface* no joke, im shifting now. Its great. High in demand and very much SMV. a new chapter is about to start
Running A now. Broke almost down at work and let me tell you, I invite the freakin breakdown. IDGAF really. Lots of considerations in terms of image and how solid is. Im thriving even tho I wrote down in another thread about going to B tonight. NO. there is still to gsin even tho the urge is gettin stronger to run B. Its akin to having a chessboard right before me right now.
Spend multiple times with M very close. Random like yet seduction was easy. I grow solid in terms of women. Relaxing in this this doesnt make me beta; rather, its a new chapter. Hella good feeling now. Old stuff surfaced today making me emotional. Like today was chaotic. I could feel it. Fuck also animals going bad health wise.
DMSI will definitely get me to my goals, to the execution. Had some blooming today going on which went well. At a point it was like I executed the hell outta this sub.
Good stuff. Other things take priority now and feel differently in handling some things. Like my priorities and go get shifts and intensifies. Its bordering fearless and alligned.
You are one man who is executing the script.
Great point. I believe I do. Its an helping attitude for sure.
Intensity takes further place. Right now after 4 loops hybrid things get intense. Im breaking down over the main goal and will execute probably. You done it Shannon. DMSI is now incarnating. Im abundant. Internally all is changing. Huge light aswell like total surrender. I might wake up as an multimillionaire. Literal bending and shifting. Giving all in manifests all. The end. Things are now. Women aswell. As I focus so I create. Instajt manifestation. Big rule 4 changes aswell. Women are a fact now. Im now the best version of myself. No gap allows it to flow.
Also my frame and dominance. Its like an unspoken consent through getting in touch with my aura. Already new things to work on as I write this. Im already different now.
Am about to order a audi r8. Sometimes the road is bumpy and working out the kinks ( hehe ) is part of the process. Abundance is mine. Fell asleep with it livid and vivid in my minds eye like the sole occupation ( r8 )
Im about to attract latina's. Also effortlessly flowing. At the gasstation made eye contact with some dark chick. Was just that. Effortless and happenin. Noticed it was pike a run up from afar like gravity. The guys in the store were friendly. Chatted them up. Talked abput some random stuff like jew installments and technologies. Some locations already have it in check. It was buzzin and overal value sharing. Spotted a guy doing box squats 5x5 starting strength program. Foreigner. My english flowed. Walked in initially, locked with cute 7/10 milf..nice body. Directly as I walked in. Greeted some known people. Celeb vibe was strong. Guys gave me space like I was king and celeb there. Chatted the guy up at the counter who broke his wrist.
A was somewhat involving me. Lately I feel like im being passively subtly bullshitted tho. Like respect gone or something. DMSI def works but still, the toying...fuck off.
Cant stand trival conflicts around SJW's and other things. Im more about connecting and greatness nowadays. Im at s point of willing to post the r8 when 8ts arriving. Yes im that sure. Things are worked out by DMSI A and greatness intensifies. Might start aswell giving peoples jobs when im there. New insights are coming now surely. DMSI delivers and clarity ensues. MLS is still tempting yet DMSI will def help me reach my goals.