(10-09-2017, 09:56 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]9 -10 - 2017 day 3 version A 3.1
Im craving the softness company of women, A seems to heal and clear some vital things in me now, its a whole massive shift of approaching this, actually appreciating women ( which doesnt changes my dom role ) It gives so much sense, having re-occuring visions and acknowledging and statement of having women in my bed now. its a strong sense which strengthens.I will meet them all, harem is a given. Its nothing but euphoric for me, kicking up notch after notch, with moments of omnipotentce. I love the hyper drive on women, the autopilot. Bubble was felt today, and at work locking with women, especially M again, was downrioght lethal, as I fel;t myself entering relaxation of execution. I was cautious not to have her jump on ship. Also, the eyes of hardmusic girl C were pretty nice in color. appreciated that. W licked her lips, is all smiles and such. Other women also open me up now, I can sense the sexual drive when it happens. Women at the grocery checkout gave me the softest most seductive bodylanguage up to date shown by her. again, the bubble kicked in, bedroom style. Also, throughout the day I entered this aroused state of dreamlike-ness. Like, when your chick sends you a message, to tease throughout the day to get you in the mood? that.
I now do conscious realize that women give me boob display, W wanted me to notice it. Its a plus she has a great rack to begin with.
Also, reading the kybalion, and its blowing me away in several areas. life is good. its making me venture in areas unspoken and the whole hermetic principles are blowing my socks off, so much more is clicking now, its absurd. self trust, validation and self reliance kick in strongly. the first day running A this round already cleared up residal anxiety, which was felt bodily, and replaced with an IDGAF and self perceived king status and value giving baseline. I conversate with random people, and fully trusting and believing in myself that its value giving, walking king of the earth, is great.
What does bother me is, I can easily chat up people, women and what not, but with C, its like, no stimulous. I asked myself if Im attracted to her, and its mixed. IDK. not wanting that to make an absolute, yet when asking her, with a slight dominant intent, through leading her, she is easgerly to bite, it tends to be an inner game issue for me tho. She falls into it and have given IOI's already, yet IOIs arent enough anymore. What the f#ck DMSI!! ;D another shift. Euphoria flows through my veins now. DMSI is the shit. Its nice to be on this end of it all. Women crave me, want me, want to **** me, one after another. heck, I even would **** myself. Its mindblowing at times when looking in the mirror. Im pretty sure DMSi is reshaping me.
A is a good choice to run now. Whatever pops up is dealt with one or another.
Again, the kybalion causes me to realize so much more now in combination with DMSi, its blowing my mind, aswell as dissolves some blocks for all I know.
Hey it seems like you get more results on ver A than you do ver B, at least that's what I have noticed, whenever I run ver B I almost don't feel anything at all I may have one to two girls look at me in some ways but that's about it.
But whenever I run ver A, it's just a whole new different ball game, I become more social women want to talk to me I flirt effortlessly i got laid 3 weeks in a row. I guess that's the autopilot thing kicking in. I feel free confident is on steroids, eye contact is strong yet very gentle.
It's just a feeling I can't describe but from your journal it seem you know what I am talking about. I hope to get to your level soon. I ran ver B for like 2weeks and ran back to A. How long did you run ver B and how do you listen to this subs do you use your phone with headphones, or speakers on your cell phone and how many loop a day do you run
On my last run of B, there was this ongoing voice inside that kept on expressing to go back on A. On B my IDGAF was high, yet it did blend in with running against a wall. Now, A seems to work on this already. Now on A I feel pretty damn good.
My very first run on B was after running A for 32 days. I made it to 5 days. Then switched back to A. Then I ran it for a long time and eventually felt lost. Strong symptoms surfacing, depression, weird "episodes". I decided to then jump ship and run B. B gave me the first 14 days round huge business focus , alligning with grant cardone, direct getting the abundance of money and going balls out on real estate material. Still something I love. My drive and self worth skyrocketed and am at the place I know Im capable.
Yeah, on B I didnt give a f#ck about women. Even the first legit 14 days round. It was all but women. Purely business, feeling like a god etc etc. On A I feel powered by love. More gentle, flirty. Confident skyhigh and like you said, on steroids. The weirdest experience right now is that I know what you talk about. Its surreal. Also, I ran B for the sake of streamlining. Without the healing modules enabled and having DMSI being expressed auric and to the point.
I run subs lately more over headphones, since starting A again. Notice even with hybrid I can follow things just fine, along with maximum input. Win win. No clue for how long I run DMSI now, started around mid june. For B I ran 2 runs of 14 days + 1 5 days the very first time. On A its whenever I feel shifting back to B. Have to note that Im well aware of resistance when it occurs. Perhaps I bsiled out pre last run of B, but now IDEK what resistance is even and IDC even.
Besides, if im not runnimg over headphones, its ultrasonic over cheap computer speakers. A I ramp up to 7+ . I like the loops high and A being drilled through.
For now I stick to A, perhaps till end of the year atleast. Getting laid will and is easy. DMSI is the real freakin deal.
Kara Tointon has this feminine energy I like in "last passenger".
Ion, not much to report on A other then.that things progress fast. Things are looking up strongly. Aura hitting left and right, internally things improve rather fast. Finding myself accepting the surrealness of everything and manifestation aswell as creating reality. Im feelin like an absolute boss. IDGAF about e.c anymore and yet its flawless, solid and gentle. Tons of women are hit. Blond cute girl who was updressed, look through leggings, wearing this woolen jacket and feminine in presence. Other girl, pretty cute asking all kind of questions.
Bubble kicks in more. The aura heats up. I really want A to h/c even more throughout. With G at the gym im getting more and more flirty. The bubble is countless, almost in a, oh another one" if not piwering up fully and having it more obvious at times.
IDGAF is high, mixed in with playfullness and sexually open. When e.c hits, things get off, or rather, women get off. Silent gazing and DIHL. otherwise, IDGAF. Im a king awakened. Walking in my own world, my domain. Killing it through presence. My baseline from which I operate has changed. Kingship, being the prize, horny/wanting to fuck women, knowing whetever I go, drive, walk, my women are everywhere. Im growing and getting used to it.
Excited about 3.2 but wouldnt mind to run 3.1 for a longer while. I also start to forget women with whom I had DMSI hit.
Also euphoria hits pretty much more and more. Whatever happened between me and G, its almost next level now. Leveling up as we speak. Also im increasingly getting horny now, autopiloting kicking in and loving it. Fearlessness increasing, and, ofcourse not just the element of fearlessness and allowance, but whole freaking world upside down inside out shifting. Again another DMSI trusting now, knowing how strong it is, only to even being soaked by it further and, ofcourse, deeper.
Ran 2 loops this morning.
Lots of drive. Gonna kill it today. Nothing can stop me.
Agression is up, along with execution yet also resistance. It makes me tired as fuck. No longer gonna put it outside of me.
Feeling agressive, angry, heat is blazing and sexy as hell
Feeling totally professional now at this moment. Progress is made. There is something awaiting to break through. So many things happening, disconnect, writing on sutopilot. At the same time my emotional stuff feels about to collapse. Things are currently ironed out for a better word. I cannot explain it. Like next steps are unfolding and growing aswell as creating. 0 bs tolerance st this point yet desiring a good crying. Also lots of amounts of money in numbers popping up in my mind indicating progress and acceptance of it. It is there. Plain old resistance accompanies with it. Idk what it is but it will not stand for much longer.
The shifts can be mindblowing. Like just now my view on journallimg is changed. Just yet had an bird like helicopter viee of things looking all equally dull and being above it. Things fire off now, such as wearing suits and the such. Patience is key, massively. Its like the last fort in my being fighting tooth and nail to not get succes. Like a nail to the coffin that will not let go.
Choose mentors wisely. Im about to manifest them. Im fully shaking. There are other things happening strongly going in the rule4 area/field involving self image, core understanding and beliefs
Lsst couple of days I encounter hotter girls and I realize the hotter she is, the more "normal" it is. Like easy. Petite blond 9/10, time slowed down. Great ass, great figure, owned the place she worked in like an absolute boss. Shorter then me. Remarking this sets me on fire. Also, today another 8/10 I chatted up, again, aloof bodylanguage in my case yet engaging, like IDGAF with or without her. Nice brown eyes, classy outfit with a hint of sex underneath. Perky tits.
Strong memories surfacing as to how, in my life when growing up, women also somehow flocked to me. Starting from kindergarten, till middle school al through high school. I also realize how much I was bombed with IOIs back then yet was oblivious. Hell, even my sisters friend offered sex back then. Another friend of my sister I was playing around with, considering her hot even today aswell not living that far away from me. Wouldnt be suprised if DMSI would cause M to re-contact me. Through middle school, teenyears, I did semi hook up with another girl. She figured she wanted make out marathons and so did I. Thus it happened including sleep over. After that, we got together, and broke up not much later.
High school the same thing. Having group of women flocking around me. It was damn natural. More then 1 stood out.
Workingplace back then, same thing. Having multiple women playing around with
Other workingplace, had my eyes on this one girl. Another literally followed me back then, showing blatant interest and asking me out. We all moved eventually to another location, leaving that temporary behind. Was really easy to team of up with guys in the workingplace.
Im.also having this interest to re-engage into going out and actively involve myself in the scene, including more fringe party scene and what not. Also, learning new languages, broaden my horizon. Im fairly nautral but very curious, that it even led to irritation with last girl I dated, who told me "do you also dislike something?!" My experiences and liking overtrumpths dislike to begin with. Whatever. Women evetywhere.
Having shitton of dreams as if late. Waking up, going back to sleep to fall into new multiple dreams.
The memories surfacing set me in blazing confidence. Its like refinding myself before all shit broke loose. I have a headache now. Making friends is so easy nowadays. Realizing my past is a big thing. I feel really good as of now.
Also, UM in combination with grant cardone is earth shattering. If I listen to his podcasts, I can go on for hours and literally am able to focus in shut to get done and sleep can wait. Not worrying about sleep, its a natural thing and worrying causes it to make unnatural. Something picked up from Arash Zepar Dibazar.
I keep being bombarded with images and memories if so many girls I know, some which im still into contact with.
Also, I have some clearing to do around mastermind groups..its gonna happen. Like setting up the curcle and connections, groups and stuff. Why this hesitation surfaces, I have no idea. The fondness, success and sureness, putting in the work is a given and it will be. Im moving leaps and bounds. The next step is clear. It will be clear. Its my future and a red thread under all of this. Biting the bullet.
What I also appreciate is challenging me. Like, for example, listening to podcasts opposing held beliefs and exposure to it. Actually doing where the friction is; biting that bullet and go in deep, eating it up.
Its akin to seeing money and investment everywhere, which for me, manifests this fearlessness of going into, because of oppurtunity. Keywords are decision and confidence. Deciding snd doing it now. It opens up my world further and to a new world to have this openness. Hesitation and underestimation are still somewhat here. Ill get there. Like, walking through the city, being drawn, walking in. Like in the past, talking with fellow entrepreneurs was nothing but of value. Those moments of vibing are priceless while talking on level.
Are you listening to ver A or B?
(10-18-2017, 10:11 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Still listening to A.
Do you ever go out clubbing on DMSi if so,what has been your experience?
No clubbing, although Ive done it pre-subs ( in which 2 women seduced me, and yet, I was like wtf should I do now? ass grinding while having their backs to me, yet glancing over sneakily, I was rather having fun dancing lmao ) . I do meet up with friends at an venue where women come, I chat people up,the people that work there and run it are mostly direct wanting to be buddy buddy ( which gives some nice privileges ) , the IOis are subtle ( and some not so subtle ), but overal, the last time it was fairly dissapointing.
The event this summer on the other hand left me spinning due the amount of IOIs, women glancing, giving me blant eye contact, women in their 35/45 that were engaging me, heightened senses and autopilot while some parts of me where fighting nail and tooth. On Am6 and ASC I did pull women, on DMSi, due to the depth of the clearing, I know I could easily do it, it was surreal. It was like a overpowering impulse trying to override inhibitions but came just an inch to short.
I have a really strong desire to get back into the club scene. Im curious and will no doubt make it my home smoothly.
im not really caring much lately at all to update as I think it will somewhat hinders the process. yeah, great people and women giving attention but its normal. What does piss me off, and there is probably more to it then that I am aware of, is people trying to shove their scarcity down my troat, may it be money, women, monogamy, and what not. its downright angering me, shimmering rage. The whole scarcity mindset is fucking pissing me off, when people spread that toxic shit. They have no idea and impose their bs on others. tbh, I fucking hope their mindset will lead to total ruin. keep that shit to yourself, the fucking Streets even give me money, the universe gives me money, my intention manifests directly. I fucking despise, and I really despise people who are all attacking when you think big. Fuck off. They only operate from a bs mindset and programming raised in a shitty frame of mind. Its making me emotional at this point, like, deep as shit is surfacing.
Im still running A, I go hard at the gym,
Shittests are meaningless now, I know she is attracted and I am unfazed by it, the aura will affect her and she will fuck me. Its like DMSI is passing beyond all of that, and it is what it is.
Also, fuck the whole bs around what DMSi "should do"and let DMSI do its fucking thing.
(10-25-2017, 04:38 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]What does piss me off, and there is probably more to it then that I am aware of, is people trying to shove their scarcity down my troat, may it be money, women, monogamy, and what not. its downright angering me, shimmering rage. The whole scarcity mindset is ***** pissing me off, when people spread that toxic shit. They have no idea and impose their bs on others. tbh, I ***** hope their mindset will lead to total ruin. keep that shit to yourself,
I got this going on too. It's amazing how the shit comes out of the woodwork of all the people around you who you thought were cool people.
Exactly.
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ION, I seem to be gettin the flu. Meanwhile the aura is firing. My body is burning, my hands are and it probably fills the whole room currently. Not to say, attitude of the universe revolving around my dick for example.
There is power in saying "im not the right guy for you then"
Also, sexting with A now. I do realize I still have some traits and behaviours currently. She knows Im a dominant and she tests me. Owning her sexually is where Im going yet aint even concerned in beliefs that are now gone. I increase in value and status equally. I can get many women. Having a gf doesnt exclude having other women. Im the centre point and this empowers me. Rules/dom enforcing. This stuff liberates me to pull the trigger. Manifestations become clear.
Having also Blackdragon chiming in about openness fully in communication. These are powerfull times. Sexual mindset is strong. Its like I enforce and reinforce and change and shift aswell as manage through agenda, such as trips, business calls.
Guess my focus is now sexually. One of the reasons to run DMSI. succes is elevated. Working in areas model such as in unchained man by Blackdragon. Improving that where I want to spend more time on and persist on it. Creating habits that support it basically.