11-23-2017, 02:15 PM
Im pretty calm nowadays even B will kick my ass I wont care. Not even tempted to go back on A. Am deepening in "normal" skills and the women are digging it. Like, today I was euphoric if now people were social and shit. Felt great to be this beaming and it was contageous. Lots is. I like small talk. Smooth sinking in the autopilot. Having my focus back and feeling "upgrading and upgraded" im totally fine in a world of IOIs. The heat keeps flowing from me and off me. I also had the experience on control this morning which shook me in a way. A realisation of dominance, coltrol and all of that stuff. How its suddenly right in my face. Can't recall it now.
Came across some nofap video of a guy and his energy, presence and eyes were downright insane. It did cause something to my own, like I was highly affected by it and it caused me to become calm and affirm in my knowing of abundance.
The DMSI bubble coined by people like Illumi for example is also present. Like it starts, tendrils go foryh and the seduction steps follow up quickly. Im executing. Resisting at times yes, B drills through it and tunnels it through.
Still no urge to go back to A. Its like B is unfiltered, cause stuff to surface harshly to only get dealt with further and later on. Its bumpy. Women keep wanting me, seducing, get touchy. Also, skipping the interactions and rather teleport right into the scene. This is the autopilot thing to me.
On A I had a strong business focus, B seems to tunnel through resistance and it does flare up like that. Like its set on pause and hold.
My vibe is different. To come back to the smalltalk, im refinding myself in curiosity of her mind body and soul. DMSI is about sex, like, raw unfiltered and the journal of Duke.Togo aswell as NoLimit have cause gaining in insight for me ( especially Duke ) as to what DMSI is about. More realisations have taken place right before bed after finishing loops for example
Also, IDGAF causes me to be in for the long haul. Its not instant gratification, but sometimes a seduction process which terminates triggers like "I blew it" none of that matters. See it as a ebb and flow.
Came across some nofap video of a guy and his energy, presence and eyes were downright insane. It did cause something to my own, like I was highly affected by it and it caused me to become calm and affirm in my knowing of abundance.
The DMSI bubble coined by people like Illumi for example is also present. Like it starts, tendrils go foryh and the seduction steps follow up quickly. Im executing. Resisting at times yes, B drills through it and tunnels it through.
Still no urge to go back to A. Its like B is unfiltered, cause stuff to surface harshly to only get dealt with further and later on. Its bumpy. Women keep wanting me, seducing, get touchy. Also, skipping the interactions and rather teleport right into the scene. This is the autopilot thing to me.
On A I had a strong business focus, B seems to tunnel through resistance and it does flare up like that. Like its set on pause and hold.
My vibe is different. To come back to the smalltalk, im refinding myself in curiosity of her mind body and soul. DMSI is about sex, like, raw unfiltered and the journal of Duke.Togo aswell as NoLimit have cause gaining in insight for me ( especially Duke ) as to what DMSI is about. More realisations have taken place right before bed after finishing loops for example
Also, IDGAF causes me to be in for the long haul. Its not instant gratification, but sometimes a seduction process which terminates triggers like "I blew it" none of that matters. See it as a ebb and flow.