If I remember anything from AM6 and sm3, it'd the feeling that nothing is changing... which I'm experiencing now.
We will see when I start stage two what stage 1 has been doing
Laziness.....
Sleeping in... and sleeping late
Unrestful sleep
Lol, of the dozens of modules in base2.1, I don't recognize any of them in my waking state...
Although I did have interesting dreams!!
Last week I had a dream that there were groups of 3 klan members (dressed up in full white get up) running around my house but they were the size of ants.. I got satisfaction by stepping on them and they squealed as they died.. weird.
Last night I had a dream I was being stalked outside my house so I got my gun and jumped out the window looking for them, only to be confronted by an owl looking straight at me. So then all of a sudden I start floating, and I steer myself around the tree, and see another owl... blue and green in color, looking at me.it was creepy but I didn't feel fear.
I also got a badass reading by Alpha360 regarding where I am at in terms of finance and he hit the nail on the head with some of the bullet points, others kind of worried me as I have a long road of construction ahead. Part of me envies catman and his drive and ambition, and success in business as I find my self lazing around uselessly... I should be looking to him as inspiration, not with envy, but that's my journey to go through. More unjust judgment, when he clearly works his ass off to get where he is.
So I guess that means I'm not okay with where I'm at... which is a good thing, as now there is an underlying motive for change.
We shall see...
Shit. I fell sick :/ I'm thinking of cutting meat out of my diet, but it's nothing more than a thought. I like it too much.
I remember during AM6 u got sick once per stage. I wonder if there's a correlation?
For what it's worth i am feeling major depression, over things outside of my control. Maybe I feel more oppressed than depressed, as invalid as the feeling may be. But it's an overall sadness, and feeling "stuck".
I'm also contemplating deleting this journal or having it locked and closed by the mods, as I don't find posting very useful to me.
Still trudging, despite the negativity
It might be an extreme form of resistance I'm going through, I had a lurking notion to walk into oncoming traffic for a good 3 hours today. I am thinking it's a form of resistance because I fully concede the fact that I am at least 90% opposite of the goals of BASE2.1.. which goes to imply that almost all of the input coming in is so foreign and obscure and far from believable that my subconscious is resisting in the worst possible way.
Well, I'm seriously hoping that it's resistance because otherwise I might need to go see a psychiatrist XD
Do stop the sub if the resistance gets out of control. Safety always comes first.
Thanks dude, I will be sure to do so if it gets out of hand... that feeling was most likely the climax of resistance that I could face this stage. I got my original listening setup up and running, so the effectiveness of the program should increase now.
This sub is gonna bring about some serious change if I'm resisting it this bad. So there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Day 26 of stage 1...
I think the results are finally starting to trickle in after overcoming the last debacle of resistance. I'm still emotionally uncomfortable, as I shift into a completely new mindset but it should settle in fairly soon.
I woke up early today and with quite zest too.. with a "let's do something with today" attitude...
Good Ole 6 stagers, and coming thru with the results at 3 weeks in. .
Cutting my caffeine intake lately, I suppose that might be the OE2.0 in action. I haven't succeeded quitting in over 10 years, where as I had let go of tobacco for months at a time. Caffeine seems to be my biggest problem at the moment... withdrawal includes dysphoria... lethargy... a general downness.... I wonder if it's possible that part of my negative experience was influenced by caffeine dependence. Well, it's possible but not likely to be a major factor. Caffeine intake was around 270 MG daily, it's currently at or around 80mg daily, and that alone is causing massive headaches from withdrawal... so anyway, seems kind of petty making a whole update about caffeine intake; but for maximum body performance and optimizing energy for BASE goals, I think it's quite relevant.
So I decide I should keep this journal up, at least for the time being, as it provides as an outlet of some sort, to channel my thoughts and open myself to feedback from readers who understand subliminals.
...... still waiting on my work to start. Last I heard, the big move will happen at the end of the week.
Caffeine is no joke. I have narcolepsy and sometimes I feel like it's the only thing keeping me from falling asleep walking in the street again.
(06-14-2016, 09:28 AM)apollolux Wrote: [ -> ]Caffeine is no joke. I have narcolepsy and sometimes I feel like it's the only thing keeping me from falling asleep walking in the street again.
Wow alex, yeah I know caffeine can definitely have its place especially if someone like yourself has a medical use for it! It is also especially useful for myself in times where I need the energy, but I find myself enjoying the kick from it far more than I enjoy the benefits... so I certainly abuse caffeine.
Have you heard of modafinil? I'm no doctor but it's supposed to be a wakefulness promoting agent (eugeroic). I want to get my hands on some here in india, as it's also purported to have nootropic uses too. I just haven't gotten around to getting it yet xD
*** got up and at it this morning, I was filled with gratitude for waking up. It's getting better by the day.
I need to start reading think and grow rich. This is high time I start loading my mind with positive entrepreneur knowledge.
I deleted my Facebook app from my phone out of impulse a couple days ago... I am freaking addicted to that too. My time will be much better used doing other things. Like reading lol.
I also seem to waver back and forth between not wanting female companionship, as I have more important things to worry about right now... to I really crave sexual release... not sure what the balance will be just yet. But in deleting my Facebook app, my tinder account is no longer working so there's no tinder now
The clock is ticking for me to start working... the office building has been finalized and the deposit has been paid. We are now just waiting on the OK to head over.
Holy crap, in 48 hours I will start stage 2.
And I've gotten to chapter 4 in Think and grow rich, which is about auto suggestion, which just makes me think of subliminals lol. It makes me think of how I'm running BASE2.1, a high tech 5g subliminal that aligns with the goals of the book I'm reading, but on massive steroids lol.
And I'm recognizing a general trend among us subliminal users of being completely oblivious to the results from subs, myself included. So when I saw my post in the thread shannon made about changing trickling stream, I realized that post was totally written with a business minded outlook, and that in itself is credible of being considered a "result".
The results don't have to be obvious, to be profound. In fact, hundreds of small Itty bitty changes that go way below the radar add up to one small sized change that we might recognize as a small minor result. Whereas shit is constantly being stirred up by the program, and we have technologies like slipstream and naturalizer in place to make these changes seamless, as well as OE2.0 and higher that makes US go do what WE need to do to align the programs needs... which I can relate to going and buying the book think and grow rich as a suggestion of optimus engine.
So, I'm grateful for the negativity, as it helps me see a difference t side of things, although seeing it in the moment is damn near impossible
YAAAASSSS I finally make the move to kochi in about 16 hours. The journey will take approximately 11 hours by bus. I'm excited to finally start some work! I feel this burning flame inside of me, of latent motivation, drive, success oriented laser guided missile feeling.... all thanks to stage 1! And I felt this as soon as I realized the work is about to start. Funny how results get swept under the rug when the results have no way to exhibit themselves.
So while I have been chilling here in this city, my mentor has been busy acquiring investors/partners for this business. So far, we have gotten enough investment to obtain the office location, which I will be stationed as a headquarters. I believe we also have enough investment capital for our first major purchase, which I will be in charge of distributing throughout the state, but first I need to go in person to each location and develop a relationship with these people who will buy our product.
Here we go!!
I switched to stage 2 a couple days ago. I've also been visualizing myself having $1,000,000 by my 31st birthday, as directed by the book thunk and grow rich... every time I visualize, the plan gets more and more concrete and believable in my head. There's nothing stopping me now, except myself
Still waiting for max sleep quality to kick in. I sleep horribly.
I think luck magnifier is working tho.
And I'm projecting an aura that seems to indicate growth, as I've noticed certain women tend to pick up on something more than the ordinary.
I'm learning the local language faster than I expected. Wonder if that's because of the sub? But I do learn language really easy; Spanish was a piece of cake in my teens...
Very little self doubt in success. I know I will make it.
Having a lot of trouble with caffeine addiction. I have a supplement that has 200mg in it, and I resort to it more often than I should. Frick... I can't stand caffeine withdrawal, it makes me useless unlike nicotine withdrawal ..
Well...I'm half intimidated and half excited. There's a lot of work to be done. It doesn't look like I'll have much down time, if any at all. Which really is a good thing.
Starting Monday I should be travelling around the state, reaching out to buyers and developing a network with them for future transactions.
My reaction to this insane change in lifestyle is : whoa.