Subliminal Talk

I just remembered that two nights in a row, I had a dream of saving young girls from a dangerous situation.

First night's dream, I heard an explosion from a house, and I ran to find 2 young girls, less than 10 years old, bruised up pretty bad from the explosion. I ran inside and brought them to safety.

Second night's dream was me jumping into a body of water to save a girl from drowning... idk how to swim IRL though!!

i wonder if it signifies taking risks, or if it signifies OGSF or EPRHA working?

so, even though i haven't seen massive productivity spikes, i have noticed the following.

1. while working on creating a database, i found the same distractions that would plague me while i worked at my desk job before. i got distracted by the same distractions. BUT. this time, I didn't beat myself up, nor feel guilty about it. I chalked it up to being something I will have to work on. So that's a good shift in mindset.

2. I went by foot on an errand today, and on the way back I stopped at a paan shop, and got myself a paan. The guy at the stall spoke hindi only, so I connected with him in the sense that neither of us knew the local language. But neither of us spoke a common language either. But I chatted him up anyway, making small talk about him being from Bihar and me (lyingly) saying i'm from Chennai, all the while trying to distinguish what the other was saying through common english, tamil, malayalam, or hindi words. that was pretty cool. It's like the langauge barrier isn't a BARRIER to me anymore. In fact, this is INDIA. there's 20+ OFFICIAL languages, and hundreds of dialects. so I shouldn't feel a language barrier, when there are people migrating from different parts of india to other parts just for work.
that was a cool experience that made me realize that some of the roadblocks in my path are roadblocks I invent with my crazy mind, and when placed in proper perspective, it's ridiculous that my mind even works like that.

All in all, I think today was one of my more productive days despite being distracted a bit.

p.s. pokemon go is kinda fun.

okay so i am getting US in on flac and headphones, at least about as often as 7 hours total in the past 48 hours, with the rest being mp3 utrasonic on speakers or headphones.

i must say my mental state is a lot different than i can remember it being. there's hardly any negative self talk, in any regard. whether it's business, women, or emotions; negative self talk that came (back?) after stopping e2 and during BASE have largely subsided..

motivation is at an all time high. i do not relate with the loss of motivation in stage 2 that some of the other users have mentioned; my productivity is getting better, too.

but the sleep factor is still pretty tough for me, yo. getting a balanced sleep comes and goes.. it's a yo-yo effect, and if i get content on a couple nights good sleep, i can be sure it'll change soon enough.

i'm having a really interesting side effect that my attractiveness to women is skyrocketing, without pheromones, and having been 6 months removed from my SEX magnet run.

I walked past a couple on a motorcycle the other day, and I noticed the girl in the back lock eyes with me.. so out of curiosity, after i walked about 10 steps, i turn around and saw that she also had turned around and was looking straight at me.
this shows that being attractive to women in and of myself is starting to become a core part of my belief system, and personality, and way i express myself.

i am also noticing that i am quick to judge people, which is contrary to where i was for the better part of 2016, where i allowed people to be where they're at in life... not sure if it's because of the subliminal or if it's because my active work on myself and my character defects has significantly slowed down.

p.s. pokemon go is still really really fun.

So here's a breakdown of the various modules in BASE that I feel I have either STARTED to feel as a direct result of BASE, OR characteristics that I expressed before I even began BASE.

the reason for this post is to check my progress among the multitude of goals listed on the product description. As you can see, I express a pretty nice percentage of the modules in the description page. This means BASE has a lot less work to do than I anticipated, as bits and pieces of what it takes to be an entrepreneur are already within me as I close out stage 2 of BASE2.1

1. Ultra Motivation: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

2. Maximum Productivity: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

5. Overcoming Guilt, Shame & Fear: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

6. Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

8. Optimus Engine 2.1: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

9. Improved Communication: Stages 2, 3, 5, 6, 7.

10. Action Orientation: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 7.

11. Goal Orientation: Stages 1, 2, 4, 5, 7.

12. Pragmatic & Practical: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 7.

13. Laser-Like Focus & Concentration: Stages 1, 2, 4, 5, 7.

14. Fearlessly Transition To An Entrepreneurial Mindset: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4.

15. Assertiveness Training: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

18. Courageous: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

19. Win-Win Mindset: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

26. Become A Money Magnet: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7.

27. Deservedness For Success As An Entrepreneur: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 7.

28. Polymorphic Aura: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

29. Disconnect From Negativity Within: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

30. Disconnect From Other People’s Negativity: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

31. Ego Balancing: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

35. Forgive Others & Let It Go: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

36. Forgive Yourself & Move On: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

40. Negative Stress Relief: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

42. Stop Using Recreational Drugs & Alcohol: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

43. Prioritize Effectively: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

44. Seek The Challenge: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7.

45. Powerful Personal Presence & Strength: Stages 2, 4, 6, 7.

46. Emotional Healing & Pain Relief (Consisting Of The Goals Below): Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

49. Maximum Learning Speed: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

50. Kill Excuses: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

51. Persistence & Perseverance: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

52. Wealth Ceiling Destruction: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

53. Self Discipline: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

54. Refusal To Accept Anything But Success: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

55. Tempered Gratitude (Non-Motivation Destroying): Stages 2, 3, 5, 6, 7.

57. Paced Working & Entrepreneurial Efforts To Steady The Approach/Drive/Motivation & Prevent Burnout: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

59. Believe In Yourself & Your Choices, Goals & Methods, Regardless Of What Others Say, As Long As You Have Verified The Validity For Yourself: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

60. Mindfulness Of How You Are Spending Your Time: Stages 1, 2, 4, 5, 7.

61. Value Your Time Highly Enough To Refuse To Waste It: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

62. Frame Your Path & Walking Your Path To Success As An Entrepreneur As Being Fun & Enjoyable: Stages 1, 2, 3, 5, 7.

63. Networking Skills: Stages 2, 3, 5, 6, 7.

64. Natural Socialization: Stages 1, 2, 4, 5, 7.

70. Always Seek & Find The Positive Opportunity That Every Challenge Brings With It & Put It To Its Best Possible Use: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7.

71. Select One Overarching Primary Goal/Purpose: Stages 1, 2, 3, 7.

76. Always Improving Yourself As An Entrepreneur In All The Roles That Requires One To Take: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

77. Normalization Of/Comfort With/Acceptance Of The Changes To Oneself & One’s Situation & Finances That Is Required To Achieve High Success: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

84. Spend Wisely & Always With An Eye To How It Will Enhance Your Success & Position In Your Field: Stages 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

85. Express Success In All Ways, Even Before You Have Achieved It: Stages 2, 3, 4, 6, 7.

86. Be Open To The Possibility Of Being Wrong, Recognize It & Make It Right ASAP When You Are:

Leonidas introduced me to this awesome book called Transurfing. I've been reading it, and I have found a mindblowing piece of information that I have found to be true in my life.

Every time I exhibit signs of pride, or arrogance, or over enthusiasm, the universe has a way of knocking me back to my place, and the forced fall hurts when I land back on the ground. One of my mentors taught me always to be in control of my emotions, intending on stayin at a balance. I'm starting to really recognize the importance of balanced emotions, and now I think about this man and how he would respond "I am maintaining" when you ask him how he's doing.

This is a wild change, considering that all the self help and development I've learned over the years told me to utilize positive emotion strongly... What it failed to mention that if the positive emotion was not tempered and used in the right way, it's leaving the forces of equillibrium to do its job and level that positive emotion back to baseline.


a mind blowing, but a necessary discovery in the path of growth that I'm on. What this also is teaching me is that I shouldn't be so excited and optimistic about running DMSI when i'm done with this, in order to prevent self sabotage.

All in all, I think the optimus engine is doing a hell of a job, and BASE 2.1 is far more potent than the impression I got from reading others' journals

Simply be.

(07-10-2016, 09:12 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]p.s. pokemon go is still really really fun.

Lol i actually play a mod version made for adults where everything is super hard and you need actual strategy and high levels to win against the gym leaders. The pokemon league is equally as hard, so unless you're at lvl 99 across your team, winning just ain't gonna happen.

Just for the sake of productivity I'm not touching go, for now.

What i play is computer emulator for pokemon black, btw.

(07-13-2016, 11:45 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Simply be.

Being Simple

real simple to say, not so simple to do

But you boiled down into 2 words what I took a bunch of sentences to explain lol. Such is the concept of zen, is it not? "Simply Be."

(07-13-2016, 11:58 PM)heavysm Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2016, 09:12 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]p.s. pokemon go is still really really fun.

Lol i actually play a mod version made for adults where everything is super hard and you need actual strategy and high levels to win against the gym leaders. The pokemon league is equally as hard, so unless you're at lvl 99 across your team, winning just ain't gonna happen.

Just for the sake of productivity I'm not touching go, for now.

What i play is computer emulator for pokemon black, btw.

i don't understand your logic, you play pokemon black, but due to productivity's sake, you're not touching go

actually man, I am learning that I need to give myself a break from all the mind numbing database work that I've been doing lately, and pokemon go has been a godsend for me to get out of the house and enjoy something that gives me nostalgic satisfaction, all the while relaxing and unwinding from sitting in front of the computer all day... but going from one screen to the other doesn't get me off the SCREEN, but at least i get off my butt and go walk a couple miles every day for the sake of hatching my pokemon eggs

(07-13-2016, 11:59 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]i don't understand your logic, you play pokemon black, but due to productivity's sake, you're not touching go

I allow myself 15 - 30 min breaks for computer games sometimes and since the emulator is on my computer I just fire it up and play a bit. Playing go would mean shifting my attention to my phone, and i need to keep the attention focused on computer related things since playing something like that on my phone might mean me looking at my phone a bit more often than needed (example, checking phone while not on break).

It seems odd, I know, but it's a mini-system i've developed while on BASE just to keep me on track. Phone distractions are crazy insane for me since there's so much going on and things to check.

(07-14-2016, 12:12 AM)heavysm Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-13-2016, 11:59 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]i don't understand your logic, you play pokemon black, but due to productivity's sake, you're not touching go

I allow myself 15 - 30 min breaks for computer games sometimes and since the emulator is on my computer I just fire it up and play a bit. Playing go would mean shifting my attention to my phone, and i need to keep the attention focused on computer related things since playing something like that on my phone might mean me looking at my phone a bit more often than needed (example, checking phone while not on break).

It seems odd, I know, but it's a mini-system i've developed while on BASE just to keep me on track. Phone distractions are crazy insane for me since there's so much going on and things to check.

that's a good set up you have going. I have also noticed how distracting it is for myself. sometimes when i look at my phone to check something i end up checking other things too, and before you know it i'm completely off track and i forgot what i was doing in the first place. so, i turn my phone upside down and if there are any calls that come in, i attend to my phone but otherwise, i try not to look at it until i'm done with the task at hand, or am giving myself a break. but i'm not perfect lol

thanks for your feedback

i'm starting to come to the understanding that deep down on the inside, i am a lackadaisical character. not necessarily "lazy", but aloof and carefree. but that sometimes appears to me to be laziness. I certainly know I'm not lazy, though, as the amount of time I spend focusing on bettering myself (which I consider productivity) FAR outweighs the time I spend doing absolutely nothing. shit, even this game pokemon go has me walking upwards to 3km daily, so even while i'm playing a game i'm getting exercise in lol.


anyhow, Shannon's words "Simply Be" have been ringing in my head all day long today. Every time I had a moment of emotion, positive or negative, I told myself "simply be." of course, it's much easier said than done, but it's progress.

Transurfing has been steadily destroying lifelong concepts I've held as truth all my life.

What's weird is.. When I was in Houston, I kept wondering how it's gonna be like when I finally get to india and start this work. Now, I keep wondering what it's going to be like when I get back to Houston and enjoy the 3 months off to run DMSI. It's always been that way for me, "the grass is always greener" type thing. It's like my mind is somewhere else, never in the here and now...

there is progress to be made here.

what's nice is that even when there's a lot of stuff to do, i don't feel overwhelmed and shut down like i used to. i get into the zone and knocked out some projects I had to take care of. So I gues you could say I moved from a state of fear and feelings of "i'm not good enough, i can't do it!" to "let's do it, c'mon!".. definitely progress here.

I was just informed that I'm in a fun industry, where it's enjoyment all the time. naturally, i tend to agree, since it's the entertainment industry. But the work is fun and the fun is work. I've met a few directors and producers already, some actors and actresses, and it's just the beginning. but that being said, the work doesn't start at 9am and end at 5pm. the work can happen 24/7, so i need to prepare myself for that.

I found out some interesting news about our competition. Supposedly, our competition does not take the proper pre emptive business measures that we are taking, such as planning and strategizing. So i guess it is safe to assume that the majority of our competition is slim to no threat to our survival as a company, simply due to the fact that we are doing our homework before we dive headfirst.

I switch to stage 3 on the 21st. Can't wait to move on lol, it feels like these past 29 days have gone by SO SLOWLY. well, perceivably at least. actually, i have been noting that down in my offline journal pretty often. That my perception of time seems to have slowed down. Which is definitely notable to this stage.

tonight i will be switching to stage 3. I'm actually feeling a decent amount of negativity and emotional blockages to pursuing this business. it's a nice reminder that it can't always be all good, especially when i'm just starting out. i'm a noob, in the grand scheme of things. but i also know that i'm displaying the exact same type of subconscious resistance i've seen others discuss about.

What is it inside me that so deeply refuses to believe that I can be successful? Why do I have such a hard time communicating what's going on within me? there is a lot to learn.

whoah, i didn't think i would feel it so quickly, but i am definitely feeling the shift! i don't know quite how to put it into words yet, though.

but it is a positive shift, for sure.