Subliminal Talk

(04-22-2017, 12:26 PM)Mystic Pymp Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-22-2017, 11:03 AM)Blink Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-21-2017, 07:49 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]CatMan --

If I gave you an easy, quick energy manipulation exercise that you could complete in less than 30 minutes that, if successful, you would feel and permanently become aware of the esoteric energies flowing around you, would you try it?

Hey Chaos! I'm interested in that If you could share, that'd be great!

Second that

I'd also be interested in tat technique chaos

Hey Catman, like you I have lost countless hours downloading images, usually non-nude. Just ridiculous amounts of time wasted on it.

It's been a lot better recently, but I've had a few relapses. I might have a clearout on my Instagram account too. Seriously, why am I spending time on fake women?

Have you thought about using a fleshlight, and fucking it while doing sexual qigong breathing to help you maintain your erection?

Two, to want to stop porn is ok, that you can develop memory for a body orgasm as opposed to mental orgasms. After a body orgasm you'll feel really relaxed and breath diaphragmaticly

Three, your sexual attraction to women is not a waste of time. I think your issue is that attraction to women is to the real physical flesh is not as strong as it is to digital representation ( I mean that both to your hand and the content)

Hi Mr. And Sarge,

Like everything else in the sub...

IF...

it's an issue, it should be dealt with. If not, then it's disregarded.

I have years of personal experience, and doctors telling me it's a serious problem for a lot of men. I never claimed "all", of course.

Shannon himself has commented on masturbation being a power leak for the program, so this is known and apparently will be fixed for sure for V3.2. Makes perfect sense that if you do that, your motivation for women goes down. So I won't go into that again, I only mentioned it initially to corroborate his view, as for a year I was good not doing it, then on this version, BOOM, lol. That power leak must be plugged, muwhahaha.

But, since porn/edging/masturbation are all very serious power leaks for many, and Shannon wants to close those leaks, and has stated the only way to get to the next level was to "do what's necessary" etc., that he seems to want to make sure it is able to enact the real change to make it work and "will be designed for those who are willing to do what it takes" etc. then for me that qualified as worth mentioning.

That website I mentioned, ran by two doctors that are the most well known in this field can help you learn more. I thought it was total nonsense myself, until someone here posted a video presentation from them. Finally...after years, I had a face to an enemy I didn't even understand. I'm far more educated on this issue now. Website again is: www.yourbrainonporn.com if you wish to learn about it all.

All I'm doing is mentioning serious power leaks for me that I've clearly identified over time that if removed would have a massive difference in results, and would likely for others as well as I'm sure many have at least ONE of those things mentioned. And any guy good with women wouldn't need or have use for artificial females through porn and would obviously rather have a real attractive woman with him for sex. So overall there's a degree of growth possible here if there's an underlying want for porn. However, I never claimed all men had this issue, to be clear. And if somehow there's absolutely ZERO damage caused on any level, known or unknown to you, which I doubt given how covert and insidious it is and that you generally only realise when you lose the ability to get erections, but anything is possible, then the sub could leave that alone. Most guys have no idea it's a problem until PIED starts, then it's a long road to recovery. I too thought it was a harmless indulgence until my penis stopped responding to normal women in real life, that's the last stage of it. Then when I got educated, my eyes were opened forever.

I just wanted to try to contribute and give constructive criticism as it's been awhile since I posted and hoped my words would be of use. If all of those were dealt with, I'd have a WAY different journal I'm sure, they'd make a big difference.

Hi Boss,

I had a test done for diabetes some time ago. Result was negative. Nothing for testosterone though. It's possible, I'd love to get jacked up lol, but here they're locked down hard so it doesn't seem possible for me. A bunch of us wanted testosterone maxed in DMSI, but I remember Shannon saying he wanted to cling to the "all gender and orientations can use it" clause, so it may not be possible within DMSI's framework. Other than that, I guess it's needles, pills, or the cream, all may be out of my reach and may be too much of a PITA for me long term. We'll see!

This is an issue that only started with porn. Nothing before that, and SINCE it has improved a lot, but I'm still not 100%. Sadly, it takes a LONG time to fix, and it's worse when you're a virgin because there's nothing else to retrain arousal and sensation to. This form of ED, PIED, is getting better documented over time and is a direct result of porn. Again, before anyone says this, I never said ALL men, I'm of course speaking from my personal experience in my own journal, but there's enough other guys dealing with it, and doctors recognising it that is is a legit thing now, unfortunately. And only became a problem with high speed porn.

I see no harm in statements for these things if they are problems for you and helping you execute. If they aren't, they are disregarded. Just like many other concepts in the sub.

Congrats on the Mrs. initiating, I saw that post hahah .

EDIT:

Hi Darkness!

Great minds think alike, friend!

I bought one some time ago, indeed. I still have her...or IT...or whatever, lmao.

This is a NON-humblebrag, it's the truth...but I bought the Original I think it's called, thinking that it's size was most practical for me, personally. I had trouble fitting properly due to my girth, and the lube always went away quick. I remember on the forum for them, I explained the problem, and a female rep saw my size she said something like "OMG! MY vagina is hurting just READING that number! No wonder!" LMAO...high quality problem perhaps, but made using it difficult, lol. Then, over time, once the PIED set in, and due to my girth, I needed of course to have a solid, strong erection to be able to penetrate it properly. That wasn't possible anymore due to the PIED. So, I stored it until the PIED ever gets fixed 100%.

And you hit the nail on the head about the difference in attraction to flesh or digital. That's EXACTLY what porn does over time. Causes PIED because technically, you become sexually attracted to digitised women, and less attracted to REAL women. Exactly correct assessment of the problem. It's awful, and I never thought I'd say it, I'm hardly one of the neckbeard white knights for women in porn, or a feminazi. But I truly believe now due to all of this with me and so many others, that porn needs to be made illegal. It's ruining so many men and guys don't even realise until they get PIED, and get lucky to find something like I did to connect the dots and make changes to fix it. It's awful, serious killer of men nowadays. No guy would rather wack it to a screen of some stranger rando who'd never give them the time of day, then in bed with a hottie. I mean the lack of self worth when doing that, it's terrible too. Lots of guys think it's fine and a harmless indulgence, I did too, until I started getting these problems from it. I didn't know, just like many others I fear. I hope someday it's illegal to protect men from this.

Just didn't want to have a general stop porn/masturbation module in DMSI. As Sarge mentioned it doesn't do any difference for some people, but I don't want to make another porn-or-no-porn-discussion out of this as I know your opinion (and the sources you mentioned). Maybe Shannon can close it if it is part of resistance or something.

If it's included, it'd be just like everything ELSE in the sub.

If it's a problem, it's dealt with.

If it isn't, then it isn't.

This is enough of a problem for many causing problems with being able to execute to warrant the post, so I did.

Not all of us have the luxury of being lucky to execute right off the bat, or without a lot of strife and digging for the WHY. I'm just trying to get some kind of momentum by identifying choke points I see clear as day. Because if they aren't dealt with, then it may be a waste of time for me to continue it seems. So I guess it's bottom lining things. Shannon wanted to get real hands on like I said with V3.2 onward he mentioned in his posts awhile back, so I'm giving some clear ways that I could become one of DMSI's shining stars and executing well by removing these issues. Up to him, ultimately, of course!

(05-03-2017, 12:12 PM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]Hey Catman, like you I have lost countless hours downloading images, usually non-nude. Just ridiculous amounts of time wasted on it.

It's been a lot better recently, but I've had a few relapses. I might have a clearout on my Instagram account too. Seriously, why am I spending time on fake women?

WOW! Quoted again for Shannon to see later on.

You and I have a pattern we share...something I've searched for to help Shannon for a long time. We may have something interconnected in here holding us back in similar or identical ways.

VERY interesting! Looks like Shannon may have had his day made twice now, lol. Three times if he finds any value in my post earlier, who knows, I always try to make them of benefit in this thread in particular because he said they were before.

Thank you, Swisston. Great post, this is intriguing. We may have something here with this. Congrats on your post today, I saw that and smiled.

(05-03-2017, 12:42 PM)Mr. Anderson Wrote: [ -> ]Just didn't want to have a general stop porn/masturbation module in DMSI. As Sarge mentioned it doesn't do any difference for some people, but I don't want to make another porn-or-no-porn-discussion out of this as I know your opinion (and the sources you mentioned). Maybe Shannon can close it if it is part of resistance or something.

It may not have a conscious difference for some people. I certainly didn't think it actually mattered until I actually did try out the No-fap. Which made a huge difference for me.

But obviously, Shannon wouldn't stop anything like that unless it's something coming out of resistance.

(05-03-2017, 01:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 06:39 AM)Samba99 Wrote: [ -> ]shannon How do you know exactly that you projecting? I mean what does it feel like?

It feels to me a little like a cross between standing in full summer sunlight without sunblock on, and facing a furnace. It's like that reception of radiant heat feeling.

This is interesting to me.

I sometime get random VERY strong bursts of heat, both in my torso/chest/stomach area, and especially in my head most often. And accurate descriptions from you as well that's how it feels like to me, from no discernible origin outside me like the environment, temperature etc. It doesn't seem to be controlled, it seems to be random and unpredictable. Sometimes it stays an hour or longer even. I get headaches as a result of the heat too sometimes and have to take Advil Extra Strength, two pills just to take the edge off. It's rare for me to get headaches, and ultra rare for ones to be so strong to do that. I don't know if the headaches are directly related to the heat which is possible as I get that happen to me without DMSI even. Or, if they are from resisting the script as that can be a side effect well documented now by many. Or, both.

I'm getting it right now while listening to today's loops. But it doesn't always happen during loops, sometimes without listening too I think. Feels like it's 40 degrees C, which is crazy as it's NOWHERE near that here. Even the air feels hot around my body and breath feels hot too, this is what it feels like to me. Sounds similar to your experience.

Sounds like maybe it's the same thing? So, if this is the "aura", does that mean if I'm not hot, the aura isn't working, Shannon? Or, is the heat just the aura inadvertently, temporarily, breaking through some sort of barrier or shield between us and it to keep us from sweating like crazy and getting pounding headaches, always? Lol.

Another strange thing I get more often...is that feeling of falling for a half or tenth of a second. This happens often. I don't really know how else to describe it. The most accurate description is, feeling like I'm falling, but for just a tiny tenth or half of a second. Then it goes away, but it happens more often than the heat sensations.

Also, I woke up this morning thinking of a girl that dated an ex friend of mine that turned out to be a total scumbag. I cut him off, she contacted me months later, saying they broke up. I always thought she was cute, but he was my friend so I'd never make a move EVER. She contacted me months after we both cut him off, her and I hung out a few times. Maybe she got frustrated by my lack of moving forward, and moved on to another guy soon after and started dating him. I was half freaked out with her and beside myself that I was actually spending time with her and was attracted and becoming moreso over time. And also I was half still somewhat tied to misplaced loyalty to that guy and needed some more time to reframe her as a sexual being and available to me. Anyway, opportunity lost, she lost patience far quicker than I could reframe and gear up to her. I've thought about her a bit a few times since, but that was like 15 years ago or so. I think she's married with two kids now, unfortunately. Her suddenly popping up this hard this morning to me, it's pretty obvious what caused her to surface...

Anyway, there's some more info I'm reporting on my experience due to your post, Shannon.

(05-03-2017, 03:52 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 01:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 06:39 AM)Samba99 Wrote: [ -> ]shannon How do you know exactly that you projecting? I mean what does it feel like?

It feels to me a little like a cross between standing in full summer sunlight without sunblock on, and facing a furnace. It's like that reception of radiant heat feeling.

This is interesting to me.

I sometime get random VERY strong bursts of heat, both in my torso/chest/stomach area, and especially in my head most often. And accurate descriptions from you as well that's how it feels like to me, from no discernible origin outside me like the environment, temperature etc. It doesn't seem to be controlled, it seems to be random and unpredictable. Sometimes it stays an hour or longer even. I get headaches as a result of the heat too sometimes and have to take Advil Extra Strength, two pills just to take the edge off. It's rare for me to get headaches, and ultra rare for ones to be so strong to do that. I don't know if the headaches are directly related to the heat which is possible as I get that happen to me without DMSI even. Or, if they are from resisting the script as that can be a side effect well documented now by many. Or, both.

I'm getting it right now while listening to today's loops. But it doesn't always happen during loops, sometimes without listening too I think. Feels like it's 40 degrees C, which is crazy as it's NOWHERE near that here. Even the air feels hot around my body and breath feels hot too, this is what it feels like to me. Sounds similar to your experience.

Sounds like maybe it's the same thing? So, if this is the "aura", does that mean if I'm not hot, the aura isn't working, Shannon? Or, is the heat just the aura inadvertently, temporarily, breaking through some sort of barrier or shield between us and it to keep us from sweating like crazy and getting pounding headaches, always? Lol.

Another strange thing I get more often...is that feeling of falling for a half or tenth of a second. This happens often. I don't really know how else to describe it. The most accurate description is, feeling like I'm falling, but for just a tiny tenth or half of a second. Then it goes away, but it happens more often than the heat sensations.

Also, I woke up this morning thinking of a girl that dated an ex friend of mine that turned out to be a total scumbag. I cut him off, she contacted me months later, saying they broke up. I always thought she was cute, but he was my friend so I'd never make a move EVER. She contacted me months after we both cut him off, her and I hung out a few times. Maybe she got frustrated by my lack of moving forward, and moved on to another guy soon after and started dating him. I was half freaked out with her and beside myself that I was actually spending time with her and was attracted and becoming moreso over time. And also I was half still somewhat tied to misplaced loyalty to that guy and needed some more time to reframe her as a sexual being and available to me. Anyway, opportunity lost, she lost patience far quicker than I could reframe and gear up to her. I've thought about her a bit a few times since, but that was like 15 years ago or so. I think she's married with two kids now, unfortunately. Her suddenly popping up this hard this morning to me, it's pretty obvious what caused her to surface...

Anyway, there's some more info I'm reporting on my experience due to your post, Shannon.

Almost certainly what you are experiencing is resistance headaches and that is definitely projection of the aura. There appear to be multiple types of energy being projected, since when the heat is not present, I still get results. Welcome to the world of auras, my friend. Took your damned tome showing up, didn't cha? lol

The falling sensation, I can only speculate on. I think it may be a subconscious fear response, your subconscious trying to express that it is losing control when trying to resist the program and this is scary for you.

And that girl sounds like either LDS or manifestation...

(05-03-2017, 06:15 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 03:52 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 01:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 06:39 AM)Samba99 Wrote: [ -> ]shannon How do you know exactly that you projecting? I mean what does it feel like?

It feels to me a little like a cross between standing in full summer sunlight without sunblock on, and facing a furnace. It's like that reception of radiant heat feeling.

This is interesting to me.

I sometime get random VERY strong bursts of heat, both in my torso/chest/stomach area, and especially in my head most often. And accurate descriptions from you as well that's how it feels like to me, from no discernible origin outside me like the environment, temperature etc. It doesn't seem to be controlled, it seems to be random and unpredictable. Sometimes it stays an hour or longer even. I get headaches as a result of the heat too sometimes and have to take Advil Extra Strength, two pills just to take the edge off. It's rare for me to get headaches, and ultra rare for ones to be so strong to do that. I don't know if the headaches are directly related to the heat which is possible as I get that happen to me without DMSI even. Or, if they are from resisting the script as that can be a side effect well documented now by many. Or, both.

I'm getting it right now while listening to today's loops. But it doesn't always happen during loops, sometimes without listening too I think. Feels like it's 40 degrees C, which is crazy as it's NOWHERE near that here. Even the air feels hot around my body and breath feels hot too, this is what it feels like to me. Sounds similar to your experience.

Sounds like maybe it's the same thing? So, if this is the "aura", does that mean if I'm not hot, the aura isn't working, Shannon? Or, is the heat just the aura inadvertently, temporarily, breaking through some sort of barrier or shield between us and it to keep us from sweating like crazy and getting pounding headaches, always? Lol.

Another strange thing I get more often...is that feeling of falling for a half or tenth of a second. This happens often. I don't really know how else to describe it. The most accurate description is, feeling like I'm falling, but for just a tiny tenth or half of a second. Then it goes away, but it happens more often than the heat sensations.

Also, I woke up this morning thinking of a girl that dated an ex friend of mine that turned out to be a total scumbag. I cut him off, she contacted me months later, saying they broke up. I always thought she was cute, but he was my friend so I'd never make a move EVER. She contacted me months after we both cut him off, her and I hung out a few times. Maybe she got frustrated by my lack of moving forward, and moved on to another guy soon after and started dating him. I was half freaked out with her and beside myself that I was actually spending time with her and was attracted and becoming moreso over time. And also I was half still somewhat tied to misplaced loyalty to that guy and needed some more time to reframe her as a sexual being and available to me. Anyway, opportunity lost, she lost patience far quicker than I could reframe and gear up to her. I've thought about her a bit a few times since, but that was like 15 years ago or so. I think she's married with two kids now, unfortunately. Her suddenly popping up this hard this morning to me, it's pretty obvious what caused her to surface...

Anyway, there's some more info I'm reporting on my experience due to your post, Shannon.

Almost certainly what you are experiencing is resistance headaches and that is definitely projection of the aura. There appear to be multiple types of energy being projected, since when the heat is not present, I still get results. Welcome to the world of auras, my friend. Took your damned tome showing up, didn't cha? lol

The falling sensation, I can only speculate on. I think it may be a subconscious fear response, your subconscious trying to express that it is losing control when trying to resist the program and this is scary for you.

And that girl sounds like either LDS or manifestation...

I have been getting this sort of falling/off balance feeling at times for over a month now id say. Been thinking either something was wrong with me or it was just anxiety but maybe this explains it

I've gotten the falling thing too, as well as sudden bursts of heat in my belly.

(05-03-2017, 06:15 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 03:52 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 01:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 06:39 AM)Samba99 Wrote: [ -> ]shannon How do you know exactly that you projecting? I mean what does it feel like?

It feels to me a little like a cross between standing in full summer sunlight without sunblock on, and facing a furnace. It's like that reception of radiant heat feeling.

This is interesting to me.

I sometime get random VERY strong bursts of heat, both in my torso/chest/stomach area, and especially in my head most often. And accurate descriptions from you as well that's how it feels like to me, from no discernible origin outside me like the environment, temperature etc. It doesn't seem to be controlled, it seems to be random and unpredictable. Sometimes it stays an hour or longer even. I get headaches as a result of the heat too sometimes and have to take Advil Extra Strength, two pills just to take the edge off. It's rare for me to get headaches, and ultra rare for ones to be so strong to do that. I don't know if the headaches are directly related to the heat which is possible as I get that happen to me without DMSI even. Or, if they are from resisting the script as that can be a side effect well documented now by many. Or, both.

I'm getting it right now while listening to today's loops. But it doesn't always happen during loops, sometimes without listening too I think. Feels like it's 40 degrees C, which is crazy as it's NOWHERE near that here. Even the air feels hot around my body and breath feels hot too, this is what it feels like to me. Sounds similar to your experience.

Sounds like maybe it's the same thing? So, if this is the "aura", does that mean if I'm not hot, the aura isn't working, Shannon? Or, is the heat just the aura inadvertently, temporarily, breaking through some sort of barrier or shield between us and it to keep us from sweating like crazy and getting pounding headaches, always? Lol.

Another strange thing I get more often...is that feeling of falling for a half or tenth of a second. This happens often. I don't really know how else to describe it. The most accurate description is, feeling like I'm falling, but for just a tiny tenth or half of a second. Then it goes away, but it happens more often than the heat sensations.

Also, I woke up this morning thinking of a girl that dated an ex friend of mine that turned out to be a total scumbag. I cut him off, she contacted me months later, saying they broke up. I always thought she was cute, but he was my friend so I'd never make a move EVER. She contacted me months after we both cut him off, her and I hung out a few times. Maybe she got frustrated by my lack of moving forward, and moved on to another guy soon after and started dating him. I was half freaked out with her and beside myself that I was actually spending time with her and was attracted and becoming moreso over time. And also I was half still somewhat tied to misplaced loyalty to that guy and needed some more time to reframe her as a sexual being and available to me. Anyway, opportunity lost, she lost patience far quicker than I could reframe and gear up to her. I've thought about her a bit a few times since, but that was like 15 years ago or so. I think she's married with two kids now, unfortunately. Her suddenly popping up this hard this morning to me, it's pretty obvious what caused her to surface...

Anyway, there's some more info I'm reporting on my experience due to your post, Shannon.

Almost certainly what you are experiencing is resistance headaches and that is definitely projection of the aura. There appear to be multiple types of energy being projected, since when the heat is not present, I still get results. Welcome to the world of auras, my friend. Took your damned tome showing up, didn't cha? lol

The falling sensation, I can only speculate on. I think it may be a subconscious fear response, your subconscious trying to express that it is losing control when trying to resist the program and this is scary for you.

And that girl sounds like either LDS or manifestation...

Haha, indeed.

To be honest, I've felt those in earlier versions, I can't remember when it first came but WAY back in versions for sure. But I didn't know what the deal was. Now I know! Oh...by the way...last couple minutes it came back again, now it's in my legs and feet mostly. I never knew what the deal with it was before your post, so I don't believe I mentioned it, I'm not sure.

I hear you, I figured it was some kind of fear response. Good to hear, means something is being dealt with anyway.

Those were just thoughts of her, mind you. I haven't seen her in person in 15 years. I figured it was clearing and healing around my feelings about her and myself, pain from what happened, and how I acted, or rather, DIDN'T act due to fear or something etc.?

I have an idea of who the LDS could be. One of 3 girls. One, is the one that left my life (again) possibly for good due to a blowout we had about her being dishonest and me feeling used and lied to, during E2. Second, is the one I know that came back to town recently and has a kid, which I don't want to play daddy to but she is EXTREMELY attractive. Third, is a girl I knew going to school for dentistry but haven't talked in person with for like a year and a half. All extremely attractive to me, so I figure it'd be one of those 3 off the top of my head. It COULD be T, she is most accessible of them all, and massively hot to me, but she's been acting so strange towards me for so long, it's tough for me to know what's going on in her head. T's friend S, I knew in person for awhile, she was incredibly hot and I was really into her, she could be it, she's hot enough. Who knows, it could be a random for all I know, or one of the other girls I've liked, but those are the most likely candidates, that isn't to say I haven't thought others were extremely attractive, well above others, either. I still don't understand how exactly the LDS works in reality, can't wrap my head around all that in the real world. For me, it'd probably need to be seen to be believed. I'm not sure how my mind "scores" this, is it just what I consciously believe is the most sexually and reproductively attractive female I've ever encountered, or is it subconsciously based? I tend to worry how my subconscious scores this and how the two differ, if they do.

I must admit, I'm very disappointed to hear V3.2 will now take 2-2.5 EXTRA months to come out, when V3.1 is already out 2 months...I know you need to make money and respect that, but we've also paid already for the sub. It can feel frustrating being somewhat back burnered after paying when not getting the full power of the sub, you know? So I have mixed feelings about it all. This MLS focus already set it back weeks, now this P6 which everyone now wants in MLS, setting it back further weeks, then the custom job for a month, then B13 to develop P6 to get it ready for MLS and then V3.2...yeah...hmm...Seems like this summer may be a writeoff since V3.2 will be so late to the party. Very disappointing as it seemed before all of that, that V3.2 would probably be out in May sometime, to fall in line with V3.0.1's timeline. Which was longer than normal due to other stuff, I remember. I really do miss those 30 day updates, things moved so much faster.

Anyway, with these posts, and the one I made earlier with my bullet points of my personal choke points, I hope you have some good info and it was all helpful somehow. I'm positive I could do very well with this program if those were all implemented. I could have a vastly different journal that's for sure! That's possibly what makes the extra months and summer time potentially wasted so hard to deal with.

Regardless, congrats on the custom job coming through. I hope you make a lot off it! Congrats also on B13 possibly being able to hit design goal, 6G should be very close then after that if it's successful. One day I'd like to hear what the design goal for Beast is, long after 6G is done, of course, just for curiosity sake. I love the backstory about the mentor etc. and telling you it's impossible, lol. Great setup!

EDIT: Hello Sarge and Broski!

Well then, I'm glad Shannon posted, which prompted ME to post. Now we have all realised we are getting these reactions together due to the sub. That's great to have the realisations .

We're all gonna make it, brahs!

(05-03-2017, 06:54 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 06:15 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 03:52 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 01:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-03-2017, 06:39 AM)Samba99 Wrote: [ -> ]shannon How do you know exactly that you projecting? I mean what does it feel like?

It feels to me a little like a cross between standing in full summer sunlight without sunblock on, and facing a furnace. It's like that reception of radiant heat feeling.

This is interesting to me.

I sometime get random VERY strong bursts of heat, both in my torso/chest/stomach area, and especially in my head most often. And accurate descriptions from you as well that's how it feels like to me, from no discernible origin outside me like the environment, temperature etc. It doesn't seem to be controlled, it seems to be random and unpredictable. Sometimes it stays an hour or longer even. I get headaches as a result of the heat too sometimes and have to take Advil Extra Strength, two pills just to take the edge off. It's rare for me to get headaches, and ultra rare for ones to be so strong to do that. I don't know if the headaches are directly related to the heat which is possible as I get that happen to me without DMSI even. Or, if they are from resisting the script as that can be a side effect well documented now by many. Or, both.

I'm getting it right now while listening to today's loops. But it doesn't always happen during loops, sometimes without listening too I think. Feels like it's 40 degrees C, which is crazy as it's NOWHERE near that here. Even the air feels hot around my body and breath feels hot too, this is what it feels like to me. Sounds similar to your experience.

Sounds like maybe it's the same thing? So, if this is the "aura", does that mean if I'm not hot, the aura isn't working, Shannon? Or, is the heat just the aura inadvertently, temporarily, breaking through some sort of barrier or shield between us and it to keep us from sweating like crazy and getting pounding headaches, always? Lol.

Another strange thing I get more often...is that feeling of falling for a half or tenth of a second. This happens often. I don't really know how else to describe it. The most accurate description is, feeling like I'm falling, but for just a tiny tenth or half of a second. Then it goes away, but it happens more often than the heat sensations.

Also, I woke up this morning thinking of a girl that dated an ex friend of mine that turned out to be a total scumbag. I cut him off, she contacted me months later, saying they broke up. I always thought she was cute, but he was my friend so I'd never make a move EVER. She contacted me months after we both cut him off, her and I hung out a few times. Maybe she got frustrated by my lack of moving forward, and moved on to another guy soon after and started dating him. I was half freaked out with her and beside myself that I was actually spending time with her and was attracted and becoming moreso over time. And also I was half still somewhat tied to misplaced loyalty to that guy and needed some more time to reframe her as a sexual being and available to me. Anyway, opportunity lost, she lost patience far quicker than I could reframe and gear up to her. I've thought about her a bit a few times since, but that was like 15 years ago or so. I think she's married with two kids now, unfortunately. Her suddenly popping up this hard this morning to me, it's pretty obvious what caused her to surface...

Anyway, there's some more info I'm reporting on my experience due to your post, Shannon.

Almost certainly what you are experiencing is resistance headaches and that is definitely projection of the aura. There appear to be multiple types of energy being projected, since when the heat is not present, I still get results. Welcome to the world of auras, my friend. Took your damned tome showing up, didn't cha? lol

The falling sensation, I can only speculate on. I think it may be a subconscious fear response, your subconscious trying to express that it is losing control when trying to resist the program and this is scary for you.

And that girl sounds like either LDS or manifestation...

Haha, indeed.

To be honest, I've felt those in earlier versions, I can't remember when it first came but WAY back in versions for sure. But I didn't know what the deal was. Now I know! Oh...by the way...last couple minutes it came back again, now it's in my legs and feet mostly. I never knew what the deal with it was before your post, so I don't believe I mentioned it, I'm not sure.

I hear you, I figured it was some kind of fear response. Good to hear, means something is being dealt with anyway.

Those were just thoughts of her, mind you. I haven't seen her in person in 15 years. I figured it was clearing and healing around my feelings about her and myself, pain from what happened, and how I acted, or rather, DIDN'T act due to fear or something etc.?

I have an idea of who the LDS could be. One of 3 girls. One, is the one that left my life (again) possibly for good due to a blowout we had about her being dishonest and me feeling used and lied to, during E2. Second, is the one I know that came back to town recently and has a kid, which I don't want to play daddy to but she is EXTREMELY attractive. Third, is a girl I knew going to school for dentistry but haven't talked in person with for like a year and a half. All extremely attractive to me, so I figure it'd be one of those 3 off the top of my head. It COULD be T, she is most accessible of them all, and massively hot to me, but she's been acting so strange towards me for so long, it's tough for me to know what's going on in her head. T's friend S, I knew in person for awhile, she was incredibly hot and I was really into her, she could be it, she's hot enough. Who knows, it could be a random for all I know, or one of the other girls I've liked, but those are the most likely candidates, that isn't to say I haven't thought others were extremely attractive, well above others, either. I still don't understand how exactly the LDS works in reality, can't wrap my head around all that in the real world. For me, it'd probably need to be seen to be believed. I'm not sure how my mind "scores" this, is it just what I consciously believe is the most sexually and reproductively attractive female I've ever encountered, or is it subconsciously based? I tend to worry how my subconscious scores this and how the two differ, if they do.

I'm sure you'll be fine with the LDS. The effect should pull them to you or make them think about you in sexual ways that lead them to seek you out and respond sexually. I haven't seen a whole lot of evidence yet that it's having a result that is fast enough for my taste.

Quote:I must admit, I'm very disappointed to hear V3.2 will now take 2-2.5 EXTRA months to come out, when V3.1 is already out 2 months...I know you need to make money and respect that, but we've also paid already for the sub. It can feel frustrating being somewhat back burnered after paying when not getting the full power of the sub, you know? So I have mixed feelings about it all. This MLS focus already set it back weeks, now this P6 which everyone now wants in MLS, setting it back further weeks, then the custom job for a month, then B13 to develop P6 to get it ready for MLS and then V3.2...yeah...hmm...Seems like this summer may be a writeoff since V3.2 will be so late to the party. Very disappointing as it seemed before all of that, that V3.2 would probably be out in May sometime, to fall in line with V3.0.1's timeline. Which was longer than normal due to other stuff, I remember. I really do miss those 30 day updates, things moved so much faster.

There's only one of me, and many things to be done. The custom contract was called in for when I finish MLS. That's when it has to be done. The good news is, I have had enough time to advance the technology that I can build it in a month, possibly a little less.

B13 is a day or two from being built. B12 testing is going much faster than I expected, and the results are awesome so far. B13 looks several times better in the models, and while I trust the models, I do need to see the results in live testing also before I will release P6/V3 reality bending. So we will give B13 a couple more days for me to finish up building the script, and then possibly a day to build. It will be a week or two to test P6. Then MLS gets built. While I am testing P6/B13, I will be building and releasing a 5G program I have had in testing for about 2 years now - the experimental awakener. This is the program that forced me to create ASRB. It's about like having instant caffeine, and some people say it's stronger than caffeine. Obviously it will be vastly more powerful in 5.5/6G but the 5G version is safe and has been useful enough that I use it on a regular basis to help me stay awake, even when my brain is chemically exhausted. So that should give you guys something to play with.

When P6 testing is finished, I'll try to build and release MLS as quickly as possible, and I will be working on it in the background while testing P6. There are things I can work on in the script in the mean time, so that is not time wasted. The 5G awakener should take 2-3 days to build and get into the store.

DMSI 3.2, that's where most of the time will go. The list of upgrades I have compiled is huge. Some of them will be very deeply involved. I have been amazed at what the new Magnus Engine is doing in B12, but transplanting it is going to be a nightmare, and one I am not looking forward to. But that must be accomplished with perfect accuracy, because it's like the engine of the entire program. So far we have had the Optimus Engine, which you could compare to a turbo prop. The Magnus Engine, by comparison, is a jet engine, and if I can tune it right, maybe even a rocket engine. But it is incredibly complex and I may have to re-design parts of the script to accept it.

No time will be wasted, because I have set up everything for me to be optimally productive the whole time. And it;s not wasted time for you either, because while 3.1 may not be working as quickly as we may want, it is still working.

Things are getting fast and furious right now as development reaches a peak. And this... this is why I only took that one custom contract before I stopped taking more. I knew this was going to happen. But the contract is for two different titles, and so this will happen again where I have to focus on a custom for a month. The contract was designed to allow for me working on the business in between, however, so once this first custom is done, it's DMSI and possibly another title before I go build the second custom job.

At the same time, I am almost certain that Beast 13 will achieve design goal. We will then shift from dev work to data mining and transfer work.

Quote:Anyway, with these posts, and the one I made earlier with my bullet points of my personal choke points, I hope you have some good info and it was all helpful somehow. I'm positive I could do very well with this program if those were all implemented. I could have a vastly different journal that's for sure! That's possibly what makes the extra months and summer time potentially wasted so hard to deal with.

I did not have time to respond to the previous post, but there was some useful information in it. Most of what you asked for was already in the list of things to do. I have been paying attention.

Quote:Regardless, congrats on the custom job coming through. I hope you make a lot off it! Congrats also on B13 possibly being able to hit design goal, 6G should be very close then after that if it's successful. One day I'd like to hear what the design goal for Beast is, long after 6G is done, of course, just for curiosity sake. I love the backstory about the mentor etc. and telling you it's impossible, lol. Great setup!

The back story of my mentor was that he told me what the design goal was and I said it was impossible. I laughed in his face, which he was (by his response) fully expecting me to do. Took him three days to get me to take him seriously. But I did what he told me to do (stop artificially limiting myself and just get started on it) and here we are. He always knew this was possible, and in fact, going to happen. So much certainty that I still wonder how he knew, when I was convinced it was impossible. The man definitely knows a lot more than he lets on, lol. But in the last couple days I have made significant strides developing technology that will likely end up in DMSI 3.3, which I am significantly impressed with the modeling results of. I wish I had five heads, 10 arms and 5 computers to work on all at once, with how exciting this is.

But... I don't know if I will ever release what the design goal is.

Quote:EDIT: Hello Sarge and Broski!

Well then, I'm glad Shannon posted, which prompted ME to post. Now we have all realised we are getting these reactions together due to the sub. That's great to have the realisations .

We're all gonna make it, brahs!

Damned right you are. I put more than a year of my life into DMSI. You better get there, or I'm gonna demand my money back! lol