Subliminal Talk

Also, if it gets really bad, I would say grab something substantial to eat. A lot of people comfort eat, but with the case of DMSI, you really do need to chow down as much and as often as you can. It helps.

Other than that, it's like what RT said. Just weather through the storm. Whatever is being cleared is hitting something deep inside of you. I've been there before with the previous versions of DMSI.

One thing that's helped me with this run immensely is that as I play the sun, I tell myself "I love DMSI and I accept and am grateful for all of the amazing changes it is making in my life."

That's really helped me with just executing on the program and I haven't had any real resistance at all during this run.

Keep through it, and you'll find your own pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

I hope you guys are right.

I feel the same as you Rayhon, but there is something to what Shannon has been saying abouit resistance. After I realized that I got good results for a day. Maybe it just takes conscious management of yourself I dunno.

Either way, I feel your pain.

It is with absolute pleasure that I get to announce to you guys that today was the best day i've had at work and everything went 100 percent perfect and smooth.

Before I get into the details id like to mention that one thing that helped caused the major stress and anxiety and resistance that I faced yesterday was the fact that I accidently had way too much estrogen in my system.

I didn't realize how fast tesosterone aromatizes to estrogen and I had allot of estrogen built up and I wasn't using enough Arimidex to counter the estrogen production and block it.

Today I didn't have any stress or anxiety because I had almost no estrogen in my body.

Only testosterone (and a good amount, above average but not bodybuilding amounts)




Okay so allot of little shit happened but I'l get to the big things that happened instead.

At 11 pm I went on break and I went to the lunch room and I saw Brunette 1 (the first girl I liked)

and the blonde 4 who is almost an olympic figure skater at my age (22)

I like both Blonde 4 and Brunette 1.

First thing I say when I walk into this 3 person lunch room / table is "i'm joining you ladys for lunch today"

They smile and laugh and say "lunch? ahhaa" Because it was 11pm not lunch time.

But i'm so used to working 7-5 labour jobs that whenever I had break it was lunch time LMAO.

Anyways, I basically mack and get personal and deep with both of them.

I can't remember everything we talked about but I'l list what I remember.

We talked about, me and Blonde 4 both being Vegan, turns out brunette 1 was also vegan, and vegetarian most of her life.

We talked about my probation and me selling drugs (because last week brunette 1 asked what I did last weekend, and I said nothing, and she asked what I did this weekend and I said nothing) and she kinda thought it was lame. We also talked about me working construction before.

But I was around allot of people so I didn't want to explain , I can't go out and party I have probation.


Anyways I told brunette 1 and blonde 4 at the lunch table during that discussion about my probation and she said her ex used to sell M.

I was joking around with them and smiling and happy too, all while remaining dominant and confident and alpha body language and tonality.

I said "You both always wear red lip stick (they do) and I said, you must be best friends" ( I brough back the best friend joke in a different way few minutes later to make them laugh again)

They laughed and thought it was funny.

Anyways we talked and got to know eachother.

I told brunette 1 that she goes to SFU right, I said I saw her studying, She was confused because she hadn't been to SFU for a while, I made a joke about watching her study and me peeking at her outside her bedroom door.

It was hilarious, not creepy at all the way I said it and the way the laughed at it.

I then said, but no I saw I you studying after work one day, I also said I saw it on her FB.

I also said something before that about joking about stalking her and said the whole reason I got this job is so I can come meet you in person and not have to stalk her"

It was all in good fun and hilarious. No anxiety, or creepyness on my end and they reacted very well and happy and laughing positively.

I also told brunette 1 "You have a really warm energy, you're always smiling, I only seen you get mad at someone once"

She said "when?"

I said "I saw you bitch at some girl last week" (which was true) She was moody.

Then before she left I said, you seem like you're really the really sensitive type"

She said "How are you so perceptive!, I said Idk i'm pretty empathetic"

The interaction with Brunette 1 was 10/10 , Keep in mind i'm only typing the things I remember and I talked more with both of them, then what I'm posting her.

So Brunette 1 left, and I'm left with Blonde 4, I sit in front of blonde 4 now and start talking to her about her training in figure skating, and I also told her "You know i've been wanting to talk to you and ask you about your figure skating, I think it's really cool (something along those lines)

and she was very receptive and open with me and I ended up cutting the conversation off shortly after that because I realized it had already been like 15 minutes and my job needed me to be there and I didn't want to have my coworkers working so much while I'm eating lunch.

People don't really take breaks at my job, it's not super common, I only take 10 min breaks usually, even though were allowed 30 minutes. It's too fast paced for people to take breaks 30 minutes.

I told her "I wish I could stay and talk I really want too but I gotta get back to work"

She was happy and smiling and said something like "Me too, Hope you have a nice rest of your shift!"

I saw her 20 minutes later leaving with her clothes on and I had gloves on that were clean but she thought it was dirty I think because I touched her hip /stomach area while walking by her and I said "byee" and she said bye and looked at the glove.

Another thing happened which is the most significant of everything that happened today.

I saw Brunette 1 later with her home clothes on and she was about to leave, I put my arms out for a hug, I gave her a hug and had this sound come out of my mouth I can't really explain but it's the sound you make when your very happy/satsified, kinda like "ooohhhhhhhh"

it was sexual and hot.

It was a very strong and good hug. I squeezed tight and held for 3-5 seconds.

We saw eachother one more time before she left 3 minutes later and I put my hand out for a handclap with her and she hand clapped me, and we talked about something irrelevant for few seconds and I put my hand out again for some reason, and I was maintaing strong eye contat the whole time, and she was looking at me with a massive smile the whole time and I didn't stop looking at her and I put my hand out and hand clapped her again.

It was like I was sniping her very very hard in that moment, Time froze, it was me and her looking at eachother deep touching eachother like two toddlers who have crush on eachother.

It was very sensual and although it sounds very normal while typing this, if you were there and experiencing it like i was you would understand how sexual it really was.

She's sensitive as fuck too wears her heart on her sleeve. I know she likes me. I always knew she liked me, first physically because of my looks, And now I can tell she likes me for real.

I like her again now, I also like Blonde 4 (the figure skater) and I am considering liking the chick from yesterday Brunette 3? ( the one that made my head explode yesterday because I embarressed myself with anxiety)

Today first thing that happened when I got to work she looked at me and said hi, so I guess I didn't fuck thins up as much as I thought I did yesterday, or maybe because my emotions were level headed I was able to affect her with the aura properly.

Either way, yesterday I had the feeling from her that she absolutely was completely 100 percent turned off but possibly recoverable.

Today I felt like she liked me again but not as much as the first day I met her and had that engaging and amazing talk about us being vegan and the connection we had.

The thing is, Today I felt like I didn't like her anymore. I was kind of punishing her.

I didn't make any effort to talk to her and the times we talked because she needed something from me at work, I was really asshole to her, but not in a i'm mad at you, or i'm jealous way. It was a serious genuine assholeness. VERY alpha,

basically she came to give me something to wash, I said do you need this back?

She said Uhhh Idk uhhhh I basically very dominately kind of yelled "Just take it!!" And I looke away from her and kept working.

In her mind I imagine she thinks I'm over her.

I did this intentionally but didn't think about it at all.

I noticed DMSI is making all my PUA knowledge (the real good pua knowledge) that I knew from the past come naturally. It just happens.

It's making me much smoother in that sense, all the PUA knowledge I ever known is my natural instinct.

Either that or DMSI scripting makes me act like how the shit u learn from PUA's.

Like not being overly nice, being an asshole to an extent sometimes if neccessary. and also the fact that I looked like a pussy yesterday I wanted to counterbalance that by being A LITTLE BIT of a dick today.


anyways.

One thing that's interseting is that this is the first time in my life I like more then 1 women at a time, it was impossible for me to like more then 1 person at a time.

maybe it's because of my unique situation, but for some reason I'm able to like all these women at the same time. This is not normal for me, I usually only fall for one girl.

I finally feel like i'm becoming that sex magnet again.

BTW talking today at the lunch room with brunette 1 and blonde 4 felt like I was on the peak of WOMAN MAGNET.

Conversation wise I was 10/10, I was hilarious and happy but dominant, so SM plus AM PLUS WM magnet mix = DMSI.

That's my take so far.


it's a nice mix of all three energy's.

Or it's my Test that makes me masculine, but for sure the conversation skills, humor, aura, body language, and when and how I say things is 100 percent affected to me from DMSI.

I never used to be smooth with women if i liked them.

I was more smooth if I didn't like them.


I'm at my peak today, i've never been so comftorable around chicks.

THIS IS A BLESSING, YESTERDAY I WENT THROUGH HELL N BACK. TODAY I FELT MY FIRST BIT OF GLORY.

TWO DAYS OFF, JUST GOTTA MAINTAIN MY LEVELS KEEP ESTROGEN UNDER CONTROL and continue DMSI

Sorry for doubting you Shannon, It was my own mental mess that caused most of the resistance.

ALTHOUGH that being said, One thing that I can say is that when I consiously try to flirt with a girl or converse, I am not smooth.

It's only when it happens 100 percent randomly out of nowhere that I state shift.


If I think "Okay i'm going to go talk to her"

It doesn't work out.


I have no conscious control, but auto pilot definitely takes control when it needs to the most.

I'm so horny thinking about the seductive smiles that both women were giving me in the lunch room. It was pretty amazing. Attraction from both of them 100 percent guaranteed.

I had smiles constantly today btw. ALL THE TIME everytime they would walk past me.. Stil not from every chick but some chicks wouldn't stop staring at me.

One chick that is a complete bitch to me before was super nice to me. I'm tired of typing but basically the exact scenario that happened today happened few days ago, few days ago she was super mean and rude to me, today she was SUPER NICE and submissive to me.

She's 10/10 tall blonde stuck up model kind. not my type I think it hits my anti sniper. But maybe not.

I also had free food from my closing manager today which is kind of rare, it was random, I didn't ask for it I was just talking about the roll and what it's made of and he said do you want me to go cook you one? I said sure. thanks!

I think you will notice that every time there is serious resistance, pushing through it will reveal a breakthrough of sorts. That breakthrough? That's what was being resisting.

3.1 is powerful enough that for most people, it will push through resistance in steps, if you don't run away or stonewall. But it will push forward. Just keep going.

(03-26-2017, 10:07 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think you will notice that every time there is serious resistance, pushing through it will reveal a breakthrough of sorts. That breakthrough? That's what was being resisting.

3.1 is powerful enough that for most people, it will push through resistance in steps, if you don't run away or stonewall. But it will push forward. Just keep going.

I did notice actually when I had resistance in other subliminals.

BTW I take it back, I did face resistance in AM v6 but it was barely noticeable at the time, not nearly as intense either.

It wasn't that noticeable because I worked for myself at the time and didn't have to deal with people. Same with while I was on Sex Magnet.

But when I did pass the resistance I felt the best afterwards.

Day 21

Went to the store to get Clamato juice for Caesars aka bloody marys.

I saw this 10/10 BEAUTIFUL blonde 20 year old that I sold stuff to once 3 years ago (m)

and I said Hey you're paulina right? and I was talking to her and I was smiling and happy and she was smiling too. I shook her hand and stuff.

I didn't feel the need to ask her out, or feel any needyness or desperation. I literally had 0 outcome dependancy while talking to her.

However after I left I thought damn, she's pretty beautiful maybe I should have asked her out.

If she doesn't add me on facebook in the mean time and we start talking I will end up going back in a few weeks when DMSI hit's me even more and talk to her again and ask her to hang out.

She's literally 10/10 100 percent. Like perfect body and face and skin and hair and everything.

It wasn't sexual but it was very confident and perfect for what it was. I didn't seem needy at all.

It wasn't anything overly special but a good first impression & set up for future conversations and potential dates.

Been in a really good mood today, even before I started drinking. I felt very happy and upbeat.

singing out loud and in a kind of emotional mood listening to americas got talent emotional songs and stuff and rock n roll.

Feel pretty good about life.

I really want to talk to that women from earlier today again, she's honestly one of the hottest chick's i've ever met.

Not sure how to approach the situation but I think il just take it easy and go with the flow and wait it out.

I know where she works 3-5 days a week so no rush. It's right by my house.

I noticed i'm envisioning my self in the future and dating these women from work and instead of my usual fear based future projections that I usually think about.

I'm thinking about the situations in the future in a very positive light.

As if I can totally handle a relationship with them. Usually I think of this stuff with fear and doubt but right now I feel like 0 anxiety when I visualize what it would be like to date them and have a gf.

Also something significant is that I don't care about the fact that these chicks might have been banged or dated other men other then me.

In the past this was a huge issue for me and a major turn off and it would make me angry thinking about it.

So you were being alpha around a girl and she turned into a respectful submissive, probably even feminine. Can't say I'm surprised.

(03-27-2017, 07:45 AM)Sickologist Wrote: [ -> ]So you were being alpha around a girl and she turned into a respectful submissive, probably even feminine. Can't say I'm surprised.

Yeah and this one in particular is the type that probably walks over allot of guys and is used to guys kissing her ass.

She's tall, blonde, bitchy, stuck up type that probably goes to the bar and has guys hit on her non stop.

So she has a overly high image of herself.

So when she sees someone like me who doesn't put up with her shit or treat her any different from a normal person (because I'm genuinely not into her) then she becomes submissive.

It's interesting because I was nice to her she probably would remain to be bitchy or at least not be respectful.

I can relate. I'd probably end up trying to nail her at one point though, regardless of what I think of her. I won't defend her, but she has her reasons and those girls can be interesting. Creatures with hard shells are really soft on the inside.

(03-27-2017, 02:17 PM)Sickologist Wrote: [ -> ]I can relate. I'd probably end up trying to nail her at one point though, regardless of what I think of her. I won't defend her, but she has her reasons and those girls can be interesting. Creatures with hard shells are really soft on the inside.

Yeah I don't really want too but at the same time it's not that I DON"T want too. I just don't feel the need to make any effort.

But you're right, maybe she is a good person deep down and i'm judging her.

That being said I have three women at my work already I'm much more compatible and interested in so far.

But if it happens it happens, I won't be chasing her but if she chases me I won't run away from her. I'd definitely bang I just don't want to make effort.

All people are fucked up, I actually prefer it when the flaws are glaringly obvious instead of playing waiting games with those who act too proper.

It doesn't have to be that much effort anyway. Alpha behavior makes the hoes submissive, it's no different in sex. When you've made her completely submissive, you get what you want from her. Or you could see it as practice or amusement. I'm pretty sure she's a freak.