I just realized I haven't played my favorite video game DOTA 2 (or any other games) in the last month.
I haven't even thought about it. It's strange because i used to play 2-8 hours or more a day for a LONG TIME.
Only on Alpha male did it make me not want to play that game. and now on DMSI.
3 weeks or a month ago I tried talking to that chick on facebook from shoppers drug mart. the 10/10 one of the hottest chicks i know in my life i've ever met.
I posted a comment on one of her posts of a song on her page trying to start a convo. she ignored it..
the other day I felt like i had nothing to lose by sending her one of my songs. a raw and dark hip hop track i made. either she likes it or she didnt.
i asked her for her feedback and also asked if she sings by any chance because im looking for a vocalist.
turns out she does sing and shes going to be sending me audios/video of her singing. also the ice has been broken now so its easy to start a convo now without seeming like im trying to get into her pants.
which i am. (although thats not the only reason) I am looking for a girlfriend if she's worthy of it.
but yeah i feel DMSI is giving me more clever ways to hit on chicks.
I went from being completely ignored to potentially doing a collaboration and hanging out with her.
oh and she really liked the song I made, said the lyrics are really good, she said the beat needs more bass.. (Dancing with the devil instrumental)
I also just realized that i no longer go back and read everything OBSESSIVELY with women Like if message or text them.
in the past i would re read it and analyze and see if what i said was good or bad.
now i dont care.
I guess there really is way more changes then we think we are experiencing. naturalizer is working well i think.
I asked this young women my age that worked at a grocery store where to find peanut butter, She told me where it is then she giggled at me. It was random giggle and very big giggle/blush. I definitely affected her.
Also when I was driving I saw this young girl like 16 years old staring at me at the bus stop very intensely and had a attracted facial expression. She was with her boyfriend looking at me very intensely when I glanced at her.
I noticed my inner self talk dialogue is much healthier then in the past.
3 years ago I had very low self esteem.
Today I literally talk to myself in my head "I'm a pretty cool guy" LMAO.
I'm also very motivated to better myself now, I feel like DMSI has finally started to take strong effect, it's not at it's peak I don't think but the effects of the healing are more noticeable now.
Inner game is much healthier then before.
I notice the inner game more then the aura. But that's not to say the aura doesn't work because sometimes I do notice it.
I got over the girl from my work, the waitress. I don't see us getting together and I don't want to anymore. I realize were probably not as compatible as I thought we were, also she rejected me so why do I want to get with her?
I have my eyes set on that chick from shopper's the 10/10 women. I'm going to take things real slow though and not attempt to hang out with her atm. I"m going to focus on the gym get SUPER jacked again like I was year n half ago (175 lbs 5'6 or 5'7) i'm 155 lbs atm.
I have a great job now, no stress at work, massive money and i'm about to go on a cycle so I rather not start off the relationship while on Roids, because once I go back to not being on roids there is a massive change in personality and demeanor.
I want her to meet me and I to meet her while i'm on normal levels of test (above average but not roid amounts)
Plus another month of DMSI hitting me DEFINITELY wouldn't hurt.
this chick is smoking hot, and i'm not obsessed or oneitis at all by any means because I don't really know her personality at all yet so i have no reason to be infatuated.
But beauty wise she is honestly one of the hottest chicks I've ever met.
I'm going to ask her for sushi or something in a month but for now just focus on things like hiking, bonfire alone time (i've been going to beach and having bonfire on beautiful ocean view beach in Port moody BC.), GYM and music.
I feel great. FUCK YEAH. The overcome guilt, fear shame aspect of DMSI has hit me. I know because it's the same feeling i had on AM v6 after I finished it.
Women are still my motivation to better myself however, and I don't know if that's normal or healthy but it's always been my personality. If I liked a chick I would go hit the gym like crazy and 2 months later come out 15lbs bigger. I always was motivated to better myself to get women.
The better quality man you become the higher quality women you meet.
I had a offer to get a free bj from this Chick from highschool back in the day that used to be hottest chick in the school, she's a crack/heroin addict now and my friend who sells drugs says she asked to give Bj's for product. and he found out she used to be my dream girl back in highschool and said hes going to bring her to give me a BJ.
I told him NO and that it's not right and that I don't want it.
even though it would have been free and I could get it at anytime.
Not going to lie though I had a boner multiple times at work thinking about it and I was considering it. but by the end of the day at work it's complete erased from my mind. I don't want to get a bj from a low frequency female. I want to have beautiful smart gf's give me bj.
I feel amazing. I woke up from 8 loops of DMSI healing version and grabbed my bag and went to the pool/sauna/hot tub at a building I used to live at.
Turns out the key I had to the gym / pool area is still valid so I have a free gym to go too now.
I'm stoked. Going to do the same thing tom morning except go to the gym before pool/hot tub.
I feel amazing. My physique is looking good even though i'm not as massive as before. I will get there in the next month either way.
time to start pushing myself into over drive.
Job wise i'm happier then i've ever been with the EXACT type of job I wanted subconsciously and consciously.
Once I get my physique back to top shape 175lbs or more & I am free from curfew. Things are going to get interesting as fuck.
For now i'm going to focus on myself. I'm looking forward to asking that chick from shoppers drug mart out in a month or so. I hope she says yes because I really like the way she looks.
Physically 100 percent my type. I think she may be the long distance sniper now but I don't know for sure. I haven't had reasons to say that i'm just guessing, because consciously shes the hottest chick I know.
But if she doesn't say yes it's not a big deal, I feel the abundance mentality more then ever and also very hopeful about the future.
I know I will end up dating hot women and banging them in the future regardless if it works out with this one or not.
The only thing that would stop me from achieving this is if I slack off, do drugs, and don't work hard in life, (job, work out ect)
I'm grateful for subliminals. It makes me sad to think how low my self esteem was in the past and how strongly a women could effect me.
Idk about you guys but i'm going to be running healing version for a long time, I think inner game is way more important then the aura aspect.
LOL I just found out all three of the last women I've been attracted too and had a crush on (including this shoppers chick) are all Leo's. within 13 days of each other. LMAO Two of them are within 3 days of each other.
My buddy just asked me to sample some blow for him,I said no. This is huge considering I had a big blow addiction this year. NO MORE DRUGS FUK DRUGS. JUST WOMEN and LIFE
Lately the last week or so two seperate occasions on the phone and many times in real life i've had random cashiers, customer service on phone, start laughing at me while talking to me, like in a giggly way. they laugh for no apparent reason whatsoever. And behave in ways i've never heard them behave around me. I don't say or do anything and they are laughing. it's so bizarre and flattering.
today that happened at the bank teller, and she also said 'i'm tripping out" , as she was unable to count 300 bucks cash perhaps I put her in a daze and she couldn't focus?
just got some cashiers number and facebook & agreed to hang out soon.
She's 18 i'm 22 years old. I was being playful and slightly flirting with body language, i leave the store. I come back 30 minutes later to buy clamato juice and I went in her line and talked to her / got her info.
i was totally affecting people around me today, men walking out of my way, looking away from me, ghosting from people at work (males )
I don't know how I got that cashiers number. I just said what I needed to say, and did what I needed to do. I went back not knowing what to expect.
i'm totally going to bang her. I have no fear or anxiety towards hanging out with her. I'm also really horny.
im going to meet so many women this summer i feel it.
(06-23-2017, 11:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Autopilot, my friend.
I noticed it for sure!!
I made a post last night on FB saying "who wants to go kayaking next sunday?"
Some chick I haven't seen in a year and I barely know and never really chilled with asked "whereee!, then she made another comment saying she has work
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I asked her to see if shes down to go the day before instead. It's early in the morning just woke up she hasn't seen the message yet.
I just got a free soda drink from a cashier MALE at a random fastfood place in a park by my house.
I was just talking to him and being friendly and asking questions about if they have veggie burgers/dogs or not. I was very nice and friendly and he said at the end "Do you want a cup for drinks??" And I was like "yaaaaa!
awesome" lmaoooooo
I noticed today with males im SUPER friendly and social and outgoing / easy going.
I'm not really like this at work though, I don't like building relationships at work. For the most part. I only got one friend at my new work.
anyways.
It was so random he gave me an entire medium cup worth of dr pepper for free.
My cousin bought me Dr Pepper last weekend. :o
(06-27-2017, 09:53 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]My cousin bought me Dr Pepper last weekend. :o
Ahaha thats funny. The guy didn't choose what drink I got but he did give me the medium cup without charging me or me asking for it.
I have one buddy who banged 80 chicks before grade 12 ended and he was so charismatic he had a phone conversation with a manager of a ski/snowboard mountain for few minutes and ended up getting free season pass from that conversation.
Any where this guy went women and men loved him. Especially women.
Ugly guy too, has decent height but ugly face ect. Most confident natural i've ever met. He was who I aspired to become like before I discovered subliminals.