(06-27-2017, 10:45 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (06-27-2017, 09:53 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]My cousin bought me Dr Pepper last weekend. :o
Ahaha thats funny. The guy didn't choose what drink I got but he did give me the medium cup without charging me or me asking for it.
Same with my cousin. He says "want me to buy you anything?" and I'm like "sure. Dr. Pepper" :o
(06-27-2017, 10:45 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]I have one buddy who banged 80 chicks before grade 12 ended and he was so charismatic he had a phone conversation with a manager of a ski/snowboard mountain for few minutes and ended up getting free season pass from that conversation.
Any where this guy went women and men loved him. Especially women.
Ugly guy too, has decent height but ugly face ect. Most confident natural i've ever met. He was who I aspired to become like before I discovered subliminals.
Wow. Sounds like a boss. An inspiration. I'd like to have known him.
Who do you aspire to be like now that you've found subliminals?
(06-28-2017, 08:28 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (06-27-2017, 10:45 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (06-27-2017, 09:53 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]My cousin bought me Dr Pepper last weekend. :o
Ahaha thats funny. The guy didn't choose what drink I got but he did give me the medium cup without charging me or me asking for it.
Same with my cousin. He says "want me to buy you anything?" and I'm like "sure. Dr. Pepper" :o
(06-27-2017, 10:45 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]I have one buddy who banged 80 chicks before grade 12 ended and he was so charismatic he had a phone conversation with a manager of a ski/snowboard mountain for few minutes and ended up getting free season pass from that conversation.
Any where this guy went women and men loved him. Especially women.
Ugly guy too, has decent height but ugly face ect. Most confident natural i've ever met. He was who I aspired to become like before I discovered subliminals.
Wow. Sounds like a boss. An inspiration. I'd like to have known him.
Who do you aspire to be like now that you've found subliminals?
I still aspire to be him. I don't know anyone else with that level of Charisma, even celebrity's. The guy is married now and has kids, I haven't talked to him in a while he's 25 years old. He fell in love and married one of the chicks he was banging for years.
I don't really have allot of role models but I want to be really fit, healthy, strong and have a body i'm happy with.
Some of my role models if I really had to think about it would be some business men role models, tyler durden (the pua artist) and Jeffy from the Jeffy show. Those are some dudes who's style I really liked when it came to attraction. Also Manwhore from the 21 under convention speech I saw from him. It's 2 hours long I highly recommend.
(06-28-2017, 05:57 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (06-28-2017, 08:28 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (06-27-2017, 10:45 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ][quote='SargeMaximus' pid='172273' dateline='1498629208']
My cousin bought me Dr Pepper last weekend. :o
Ahaha thats funny. The guy didn't choose what drink I got but he did give me the medium cup without charging me or me asking for it.
Same with my cousin. He says "want me to buy you anything?" and I'm like "sure. Dr. Pepper" :o
(06-27-2017, 10:45 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]I have one buddy who banged 80 chicks before grade 12 ended and he was so charismatic he had a phone conversation with a manager of a ski/snowboard mountain for few minutes and ended up getting free season pass from that conversation.
Any where this guy went women and men loved him. Especially women.
Ugly guy too, has decent height but ugly face ect. Most confident natural i've ever met. He was who I aspired to become like before I discovered subliminals.
Wow. Sounds like a boss. An inspiration. I'd like to have known him.
Who do you aspire to be like now that you've found subliminals?
I still aspire to be him. I don't know anyone else with that level of Charisma, even celebrity's. The guy is married now and has kids, I haven't talked to him in a while he's 25 years old. He fell in love and married one of the chicks he was banging for years.
I don't really have allot of role models but
I want to be really fit, healthy, strong and have a body i'm happy with.[/quote]
I hear you, me too.
Add to that: influence and connections to people.
(06-28-2017, 05:57 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]Some of my role models if I really had to think about it would be some business men role models, tyler durden (the pua artist) and Jeffy from the Jeffy show. Those are some dudes who's style I really liked when it came to attraction. Also Manwhore from the 21 under convention speech I saw from him. It's 2 hours long I highly recommend.
I'll check that out, thanks.
My role models are varied and some aren't even alive anymore like Dean Martin. The guy was super successful and influential but was an introvert (he didn't socialize more than he had to. Often he'd show up to a party, say hi to a few people and leave immediately). I guess with him it shows me it's possible because I'm like that.
I JUST PAID FOR SEX & I DON"T REGRET IT.
For those of you who read that long debate we had on another members journal about whether or not he should hire an escort to get laid or not. It was a long discussion and I was on the side that was AGAINST doing so.
However today I just said fuck it, maybe they are right and it would benefit me. My other friend who banged like 15 escorts in a year said that it helped him allot with his sexual confidence and confidence with women.
So I figure I give it a try, ESPECIALLY considering my greatest fear and insecurity regarding women is me not lasting long. Because the last three time I had sex I lasted less then 5 minutes. It was a big fear of mine and I believe subconsciously made me fear escalation.
So I went and did it, I chose a milf because it's a fantasy of mine and also because they are mature enough to make their own decisions and not be manipulated into escorting. She was clean and not a drug user. Age 52 even though she said age 42 in the post. She seemed WAY younger like 35. She was probably a 10/10 when in her 20's.
Anyways, I did it and to my suprise I lasted the full 30 minutes and in fact I was unable to cum until I forced myself. It took me the fulll 30 minutes and only when I decided I need to cum now or else I won't be able to come at all (time running up) I came.
She also came in a few minutes of sex and kept telling me how I was lying about cumming fast and that I know how to hold it in and not cum. She said average guys lasted 8 minutes and she hates young guys like me cuz they go forever.
Honestly the whole thing was major boost in my sexual confidence, I now feel like I can please a women properly and last long as I desire. I also used all the breathing techniques I practiced and learned about to last longer. I no longer have the extreme sensitivity I had before where I came almost instantly.
I'm telling you all this because I was on the side AGAINST escorting, but now I changed my mind. depending on the situation, circumstance, women your banging and the position you are in your life, it may or may not be okay for you hire an escort.
I did it for sexual performance practice, and I'm REALLY happy I went through with it. I no longer am scared that when the time comes with a women I like that I'l cum fast and embarrasse myself.
It also took away allot of stress and I think not having sex for so long made me more needy. I THINK i'm not sure.
It's safe to say I no longer have to worry about premature ejaculation.
I just approached two women on seperate occasions today while taking transit and went PURE direct.
The first one wasn't anything special, i just looked at her nodded and said "can you hear me" because she had her headphones on, then I said "I just wanted to give you a compliment and say that I think you're really beautiful", she said "thank you" and I looked away and it was slightly awkward. (this chick was a 10/10 btw)
The second one was way better, I walked by this BEAUTIFUL 10/10 Mexican light skinned around my age or younger and I told her "I just walked by you and saw you and wanted to tell you that I think your really beautiful, hi i'm "rayhon", She said hi and we talked and turns out she's only in Canada for a few more weeks and going back to Mexico. She was just here for studying.
So I make a fake frown gesture with my face and hand and say "So theres no time for me and you then while pointing at eachtoher" in a playful yet slightly dissapointed way.
I come back 5 minutes later and she's on the phone and I said "ola" I then said "Can I interrupt you" She puts the phone down and I say "I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out next anyways even though you don't have much time here, go to the lake or something"
She didn't seem to understand how to respond very well but she pointed at her phone, and I was like "Boyfriend?" she said "yeah" then me and her both started laughing at the situation because she was talking to her boyfriend while I was asking her out.
it was funny.
But either way I"M BACK BABY, CONFIDENCE AT AN ALL TIME HIGH. I USED TO GET SEVERE ANXIETY WHEN I USED TO DO APPROACHES 3 YEARS AGO. I ALSO HAVEN'T DONE DIRECT GAME SINCE ABOUT THAT TIME. BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO APPROACH EVERY HOT WOMEN I SEE.
THE FACT THAT I WENT BACK AND TALKED TO HER AGAIN IS INCREDIBLE, I FELT LIKE SUCH A MAN BECAUSE I DID NOT PUSSY OUT OR GIVE INTO FEAR. INFACT I FELT LITTLE TO NO FEAR. ALMOST NO FEAR AT ALL.
No work today so I woke up early and went outside on public transit for few hours. (3 hours)
Didn't see even one women I was attracted to enough to approach.
The fact that I went out of my way to go find women is good though and I will continue to do this. Choosing a better time and location next time I go so I encounter more women I'm attracted too.
(07-04-2017, 10:12 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]No work today so I woke up early and went outside on public transit for few hours. (3 hours)
Didn't see even one women I was attracted to enough to approach.
The fact that I went out of my way to go find women is good though and I will continue to do this. Choosing a better time and location next time I go so I encounter more women I'm attracted too.
That always happens to me when I get back into approaching. It's like women everywhere disappear. The one's I'd like anyway.
Two women from my highschool who I haven't spoke to in many years added me on facebook yesterday.
The strange part is they have the exact same birthday, December 9.
and also the last 3 women I liked had birthdays within few days of eachother .
Was in the backseat of a car with with friends going to a beach in Vancouver. I saw a women I used to be really tight with 2 years ago and party all the time with eachother and have sleepovers and stuff and go to beach allot together.
I was shy at the time so things fizzled out with us it didn't work out. I saw her today for the first time at the bus while i was in the car whiel it was stoppe and I yelled at her Torri!!! Hows it going!, then I asked where shes going and I told her to text me, she said she didnt have my number. I yelled at her to put it in right now and she did immediately and then she said love you!! as we were driving awayl.
She's always been emotional though so don't take the i love you too serious.
Then at the beach I got two young chicks numbers sisters but I won't do anything because they are too young.
I also have a date set up for this weekend with one of the chicks that I know from highschool who had added me on facebook. I messaged her and we set it up. She has a kid thats a year n half years old, no father in the picture I think unfortunately. The chick her self is a 10/10 looks wise.
Going to have a good time with her and bang her and take it from there. I'd be an amazing father but not sure if i'm ready for a commitment like that.
Just don't get suckered into adopting the kid.
Guy I knew in construction went the whole nine yards:
Proposed to a pregnant chick, adopted her baby, then (shocker) she called off the engagement and went back to her alpha baby daddy.
I warned the guy tho, so my conscience is clear.
(07-09-2017, 09:26 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]Just don't get suckered into adopting the kid.
Guy I knew in construction went the whole nine yards:
Proposed to a pregnant chick, adopted her baby, then (shocker) she called off the engagement and went back to her alpha baby daddy.
I warned the guy tho, so my conscience is clear.
yeah thats a pretty massive commitment. If I were to do that which i'm not saying I would exactly. I would wait until 6-8 years into the relationship before considering marriage and then the possibly of adopting the kid.
I would never marry someone unless I knew they would love me forever. Because that's what I really want in life. That's why im getting a Japanese geisha holding a heart she ripped out her chest to a Japanese Samurai that will be standing above her shielding his Sword.
it symbolizes my desire for true love.
You r listening to "A" version of DMSI right?
(07-09-2017, 09:40 PM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]You r listening to "A" version of DMSI right?
Yes I am.
(07-09-2017, 09:29 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (07-09-2017, 09:26 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]Just don't get suckered into adopting the kid.
Guy I knew in construction went the whole nine yards:
Proposed to a pregnant chick, adopted her baby, then (shocker) she called off the engagement and went back to her alpha baby daddy.
I warned the guy tho, so my conscience is clear.
yeah thats a pretty massive commitment. If I were to do that which i'm not saying I would exactly. I would wait until 6-8 years into the relationship before considering marriage and then the possibly of adopting the kid.
That's a good time frame. This guy was suckered in within months.
Personally, I don't agree with adopting kids at all. It's morally and biologically wrong to me. I'm not against letting another person's kids stay with you, feeding them, etc, but claiming them as your own is wrong imo.
(07-09-2017, 09:29 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]I would never marry someone unless I knew they would love me forever. Because that's what I really want in life. That's why im getting a Japanese geisha holding a heart she ripped out her chest to a Japanese Samurai that will be standing above her shielding his Sword.
it symbolizes my desire for true love.
Is that a tattoo? If so, that's pretty cool.
I too would like a woman who'd love me forever but I don't think they exist. I'd like to be wrong about that.