What's the count at? For people who can claim dmsi achieved its design goals?
Whatever the count was at, add +1 to that -- yours truly.
All I can think about right now is crawling into bed... to SLEEP this time.
F****n DMSI!
That autopilot doe.... f****n DMSI!!!
I didn't even have to use my conscious thought process. It all happened so naturally.
(02-13-2017, 11:22 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]What's the count at? For people who can claim dmsi achieved its design goals?
Whatever the count was at, add +1 to that -- yours truly.
All I can think about right now is crawling into bed... to SLEEP this time.
F****n DMSI!
That autopilot doe.... f****n DMSI!!!
I didn't even have to use my conscious thought process. It all happened so naturally.
Nice, dude!
DETAILS, please!
Haha I'll spare the gorey details because I'm not really one to tell them... but as far as dmsi goes, she set the stage to make it really easy for me to escalate. I helped her move. As she was leaving her old place, she tells her old roommates that I was going to be spending the night with her at her new place. And that's what happened. We get into bed. She rolls over to face me, and it all happened after that, thanks to autopilot.
Nice, gotta christen the new house
Sexual stamina has increased significantly. Thanks to dmsi.
(02-13-2017, 04:26 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Nice, gotta christen the new house
I laughed so hard at this. LMAO!
I christened it again on Tuesday and I will be christening it for a third time tomorrow night.
7 days since my last loops. Euphoria tags are still active-- L theanine seems to either enhance the euphoria tags, or the supplement produces its own euphoria.
The aura itself is losing power (as is expected). But attraction isn't going anywhere. I'm still bringing in crazy ioi's. Like overt submissiveness or preening in my presence. Today, at lunch break, this lady was sitting a few seats down from where I sat. As soon as I sat down, she started fixing her hair.
Another lady who I've been very amiable with lately smiled wide when she passed by, and said "HI!"
The clearing unlocked a part of me that is naturally sexy.
I'm having a bit of a dilemma though. Now that the program achieved its design goal for me, I have lost a lot of desire to continue on with dmsi. I desire to do MHS instead. I'm having a hard time determining whether my subconscious is trying to bail? Or if it is genuine. I want to heal my body from a decade of heavy drinking and drug use. But....p5!!!
Regardless, I think I owe it to myself to run 3.1. I didn't endure all that clearing to call it quits after laying just one woman!!
I had an experience which made me realize how fragile I am on the inside. I have an ominous feeling The clearing isn't anywhere near over XD
The good news is that maxx posted on Shannon journal discussion about it. And Shannon's response made it absolutely clear to me that it's simply because this is new to me.
I can't bring myself to get excited for 3.1's release.
3.0 did something deep as far as my needy behavior in seeking out sexual validation. I used to get excited to no end about dimsee releases, but now it's like it is the logical next step in progress. I still have the desire to run 3.1, but the "OMGz gimme dimsee 4 the fux" aspect of my desire has been tempered down.
My best friend told me that I have changed a lot, and proceeded to tell me that I have toned my ego down quite a bit, and refined my humility. My wisdom has increased.
I'm making progress in engaging my analytical thinking, and my post on catman's journal is a testament to that on the forum. IRL there's this guy i am taking through the 12 steps and I'm able to engage my analytical abilities in the things he tells me. He tells me every conversation that I blow him away with the insight I provide. FWIW, we have only been talking for 15 min per day for the past week but I'm already able to analyze his statements and call it like it is. This analytical ability is definitely due to 3.0, and it's proving to be tremendously useful in affecting profound life altering changes in those I work with. This is a really nice side benefit of 3.0, and this alone is absolute gold.
There's been this one girl who's been messaging me and calling me nonstop. She's definitely affected by the aura, and she's clearly and definitively seducing me. She's basically in fallout mode too. Unfortunately I can't bring myself to even think about allowing myself to let her seduce me into bed. She's a mental case. Really bad, at that. Sex would not be drama free with this woman... but the aura is teasing her... poor lady!
(02-20-2017, 08:25 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I can't bring myself to get excited for 3.1's release.
3.0 did something deep as far as my needy behavior in seeking out sexual validation. I used to get excited to no end about dimsee releases, but now it's like it is the logical next step in progress. I still have the desire to run 3.1, but the "OMGz gimme dimsee 4 the fux" aspect of my desire has been tempered down.
Personal growth module: check.
Quote:My best friend told me that I have changed a lot, and proceeded to tell me that I have toned my ego down quite a bit, and refined my humility. My wisdom has increased.
Personal growth module: check.
Ego balancer module: check.
Quote:I'm making progress in engaging my analytical thinking, and my post on catman's journal is a testament to that on the forum. IRL there's this guy i am taking through the 12 steps and I'm able to engage my analytical abilities in the things he tells me. He tells me every conversation that I blow him away with the insight I provide. FWIW, we have only been talking for 15 min per day for the past week but I'm already able to analyze his statements and call it like it is. This analytical ability is definitely due to 3.0, and it's proving to be tremendously useful in affecting profound life altering changes in those I work with. This is a really nice side benefit of 3.0, and this alone is absolute gold.
Personal responsibility module: check.
Personal growth module: check.
Quote:There's been this one girl who's been messaging me and calling me nonstop. She's definitely affected by the aura, and she's clearly and definitively seducing me. She's basically in fallout mode too. Unfortunately I can't bring myself to even think about allowing myself to let her seduce me into bed. She's a mental case. Really bad, at that. Sex would not be drama free with this woman... but the aura is teasing her... poor lady!
Celebrit effect module: check
Standard aura module: Check
Fallout module: Check
Self preservation module: check.
I spent the night at that girls house. She told me she had a dream about me and a different girl. In the dream, I had intimate relationships with other women. This dream kind of sounds like it has to do with dmsi clearing, affected side. It's effectively 14 days since my last listening session, and it looks like p5 is working on not only me, but the affected. Interesting.
But, she's catching fallout. It's kind of cute, until I recognize the power I hold in my hand over this woman's heart. That's actually quite a responsibility. Especially since I do not plan on being with her in monogamy. So I have to tread forward intelligently. I talked to her already about dmsi 3.1. All aspects of it except the sexual irresistibility. She agreed to listen to it with me. I understand the implicationsof doing this, but I do think it is an OK way to move forward. The clearing and the success programming, + manifestation of other men for her.
Be assured I will report how dmsi affects a beautiful woman as a dimser user. Imagine a hot girl with dmsi sniper. Oh, the lulz.
I'm telling my life story for an hour tonight in front of 50+ people. I should be more anxious / nervous than I am. The last 4 times I've told my story to an audience have been quite anxiety ridden. But this past week has been extremely calm.
I KNOW without a shadow of a doubt that it's because of DMSI 3.0. Because I told my story in November, during e2,... this time is very different. I'm going to record it on audio tonight so I can see where I can improve.
It is great that dmsi has so many added benefits that are "unrelated" to sex and sexually. Really looking forward to 3.1, and I send good vibes for the stonewallers to get results from 3.1, because looking at who I have become is a very humbling experience.
FWIW Wednesday will be 21 days of no listening so if 3.1 is released on wed or later, I'll be in the "fresh brain" category
Eternity, taken all versions together plus your off-sub time, how long are you now continuously on DMSI?
(02-25-2017, 11:04 AM)Raz Wrote: [ -> ]Eternity, taken all versions together plus your off-sub time, how long are you now continuously on DMSI?
Since mid September. I started with 2.4 while I was in India, and listened until the release of 2.5. I did 2.5 for a few weeks, found myself not getting anywhere since I needed more clearing. Then ended up switching to e2 for a month and took 2 weeks off subs until 3.0 was released.
So it would be around 5 months since stating dmsi, minus one month for e2 = 4 months of dimsee usage.