Nope. Not over it at all. I'm raging. It's starting to scare me. I hope it's just resistance or something. Some of the thoughts going through my head are really dangerous and I haven't been in this shaky frame of mind since I was in my early twenties. ... and I know I'm overreacting because usually this kinda stuff is so petty it won't affect me. I might have to run A tomorrow if it doesn't get better in the morning.
In my intoxicated rage state, I totally missed the fact that I was getting ioi's. Wtf lol.
I went to the grocery store and despite being so angry I couldn't concentrate on what I was buying, I was conscious enough of my surroundings to notice that women were eyeing me. And this type of eyeing was far quicker to respond to my presence and far more pronounced than I remember IOI's from pheromones to be, likely because there is nothing that needs to be detected thru the sense of smell.
Also, the thick black girl at the troll booth took her sweet time in taking my $5 bill. But once she noticed my aura, she became a sweet girl, wishing me a wonderful night, and made it a point to touch my hand when she gave me my change. I thought she was attractive, although not entirely my type, but I was so angry I just wanted to hurry up and gtfo but I immediately thought about sargemaximus and his hate energy theory, lol. I see you, sarge!
Oh and weirdly enough, whenever I'm angry I like to put on amity affliction, a metal band. Apparently they came out with a new album. And the lyrics were exactly the words that described my emotional state. IS IT POSSIBLE DMSI GUIDED ME TO THE ALBUM SO I COULD COHERENTLY UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS FEELING?!
Can you tell me how long it takes for a woman to be exposed to your aura before she reacts outwardly in ways you can tell are DMSI?
It's seconds to no more than 10 seconds but I don't think this should be a blanket statement for all women. The toll booth girl changed her demeanor between 3 and 7 seconds. At the store, I can't say for sure. I was too emotionally intoxicated to be sure.
Another emotionally charged post? Yep. I can't sleep. This rage is raging STRONG, I feel nauseated, and I'm shaking sligjtly. This is some serious shit I'm experiencing. Tomorrow is gonna suck at work. Lol. The only other time I've felt anything close to this from subs was when I got suicidal during stage 1 of base.
Seconds, eh? Fascinating. Going back to A?
I can't say for certain if i will switch to A. I think I can ride out this storm. Reaching for A because I am uncomfortable is an escapist tendency. But if I do feel this rage in the morning, I'm going to likely switch to A due to how scary my thoughts are. As of now, though, I am wanting to stay the course since I don't want to let the resistance win.... if indeed I am putting up last minute resistance to accepting the script, crossing this patch of resistance will let the resistant module install itself and I'll execute that module, enhancing the overall B experience.
As for the length of exposure, 5 seconds of exposure to respond to my aura is REALLY FAST and I have not experienced that with dmsi before, and if I have, I can't recall sufficiently. Usually it's repeated exposure for an hour at a time before I start getting responses from women. But today wasn't a good field test because my mental resources were occupied in resentment. Lol 9
I was expecting an answer between 3 and 20 minutes. I guess I can say I have had results in seconds, too, now that I think about it.
(12-29-2016, 08:30 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]Also, the thick black girl at the troll booth took her sweet time in taking my $5 bill. But once she noticed my aura, she became a sweet girl, wishing me a wonderful night, and made it a point to touch my hand when she gave me my change. I thought she was attractive, although not entirely my type, but I was so angry I just wanted to hurry up and gtfo but I immediately thought about sargemaximus and his hate energy theory, lol. I see you, sarge!
When I get some time I'll write more about the "hate" energy and getting women, it's not really about the hate it at all it's because most guys put their focus on women and really aren't present or authentic with them. When you've got rage inside you, or better yet a "lifes purpose" you really don't have the time or the energy to focus on which women are worth checking out or what she's thinking of you. You don't have time or care what you should say next, what your next move should be, if that 6 month old tip from some PUA blog is still good advice or if it's practical in this particular situation. etc..
Hate occupies your time and mental energy the same way and as long as you don't look like a freshly released convict it but maybe a slight scowl or bored looking face it makes you look like you're confident, on a mission, and have much bigger things to worry about than what some random women thinks of you or worrying about if you'll receive any external validation.
The way of the superior man can go into much more detail better than I can but the TLDR version: stop seeking attention and validation from women, pay attention to and validate yourself and your goals and the women will do what they're wired to - follow your lead.
I'm sure we've all seen this many times either in ourselves or other people, guys get a girlfriend they're happy with and validates them, therefore they get "permission" to validate themselves through her validation and women start coming out of nowhere. Or they go through a bad breakup and swear off women and the women finally manage to pull him back in. Or you're out with your boys just having fun and dicking around with 0 regard for getting any action and the women make themselves available to you over the guys trying to pick them up.
I can't help notice that with each passing version of DMSI it's getting more and more effective at attraction, while also getting more and more effective in getting guys to be more ambitious in their own life rather than focusing on women. I know the aura is helping, but that type of inner game is absolute gold to women and surely that's responsible for some part of the results.
This is what women mean when they say they are attracted to confidence - a confident guy is one who's self validated, self fulfilled, and still going after something better in life whatever that be career, relationships, or spiritual related it doesn't really matter - as long as your biggest goal in life isn't them.
bits that was an awesome response. thanks for taking the time to describe it. You are fundamentally right in that a man's primary mode of action is to be, and should be that of a man. I've invested emotionally and mentally far too much into irrational and illogical beings (a.k.a. females). And when an incident reveals the truth about women being irrational and illogical, i got thrown into a state of rage that has currently lasted over 15 hours. When in reality, who's fault is it? Surely I cannot blame the woman for acting as an irrational and illogical being, when I knew from the get go that women are such ways in the first place. The rage is a reflection of my own insolence. Knowing the truth, understanding the truth, but when the truth makes itself apparent, I kick and scream wondering why things are the way they are.
So, logically, I've identified the root of the rage. But I am still feeling it, and I was screaming and cursing under my breath on my walk to the office. It even got into fits of yelling loudly when I was in an empty parking lot.
Should I stay the course? Should I switch to A for clearing? These are the questions I am pondering.
But there is one thing that is certain. My time as a man with drive and passion in life is far too valuable to spend raging over a woman. I can think of 231740927454 other things I could have done with the intense amount of energy I've poured into this rage, but instead the rage is occupying my energy.
- Written by an enraged DMSI user
(12-30-2016, 07:18 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]bits that was an awesome response. thanks for taking the time to describe it. You are fundamentally right in that a man's primary mode of action is to be, and should be that of a man. I've invested emotionally and mentally far too much into irrational and illogical beings (a.k.a. females). And when an incident reveals the truth about women being irrational and illogical, i got thrown into a state of rage that has currently lasted over 15 hours. When in reality, who's fault is it? Surely I cannot blame the woman for acting as an irrational and illogical being, when I knew from the get go that women are such ways in the first place. The rage is a reflection of my own insolence. Knowing the truth, understanding the truth, but when the truth makes itself apparent, I kick and scream wondering why things are the way they are.
So, logically, I've identified the root of the rage. But I am still feeling it, and I was screaming and cursing under my breath on my walk to the office. It even got into fits of yelling loudly when I was in an empty parking lot.
Should I stay the course? Should I switch to A for clearing? These are the questions I am pondering.
But there is one thing that is certain. My time as a man with drive and passion in life is far too valuable to spend raging over a woman. I can think of 231740927454 other things I could have done with the intense amount of energy I've poured into this rage, but instead the rage is occupying my energy.
- Written by an enraged DMSI user
CatMan could learn a lot from you...
(12-30-2016, 08:49 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (12-30-2016, 07:18 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]bits that was an awesome response. thanks for taking the time to describe it. You are fundamentally right in that a man's primary mode of action is to be, and should be that of a man. I've invested emotionally and mentally far too much into irrational and illogical beings (a.k.a. females). And when an incident reveals the truth about women being irrational and illogical, i got thrown into a state of rage that has currently lasted over 15 hours. When in reality, who's fault is it? Surely I cannot blame the woman for acting as an irrational and illogical being, when I knew from the get go that women are such ways in the first place. The rage is a reflection of my own insolence. Knowing the truth, understanding the truth, but when the truth makes itself apparent, I kick and scream wondering why things are the way they are.
So, logically, I've identified the root of the rage. But I am still feeling it, and I was screaming and cursing under my breath on my walk to the office. It even got into fits of yelling loudly when I was in an empty parking lot.
Should I stay the course? Should I switch to A for clearing? These are the questions I am pondering.
But there is one thing that is certain. My time as a man with drive and passion in life is far too valuable to spend raging over a woman. I can think of 231740927454 other things I could have done with the intense amount of energy I've poured into this rage, but instead the rage is occupying my energy.
- Written by an enraged DMSI user
CatMan could learn a lot from you...
hell yeah you're right, although i think we all can learn a lot from this as well man, even myself. a true honest look at ourselves is never pretty, but it's extremely liberating once we're able to get past the BS that we use to defend our pride and ego, and actually identify CRAP like this. this particular discovery of mine would have been an absolute goldmine for version A to clear, but I've been on B for 10 days strong
I might switch to A in a couple days, once I'm sure I'm past whatever hurdle is being brought up by B. but once 3.1's clearing comes out, obstacles are gonna be pounded into the ground like donkey kong
3.1 = donkey kong
obstacles = captain falcon
"Blame" is usually a waste of time. It's easy to blame someone else and avoid taking personal responsibility in the cases where it is a waste of time. Part of getting past blame is outgrowing the levels of maturity from which the desire comes to blame others - and that is in DMSI.
The genuinely self realized man takes full personal responsibility, and because doing so sometimes hurts, he learns to streamline himself and his life to avoid that pain. When he does, he naturally removes all of the crap and drama from his life, and his life becomes much more efficient and successful.
Assess situation>Accept it if fault was mine>Decide didn't like the results>don't do that again>life improves and streamlined.
And the results process of this are VERY attractive to women. Why? Because:
Taking responsibility for oneself is done by men, not boys, and
Unnecessary blame is a game boys play, not men.
She wants a man, not a boy.
Not saying that blame never has a place in life. But when you make a mistake, own it, learn from it, refuse to make it again and MOVE ON.
(12-30-2016, 11:07 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Part of getting past blame is outgrowing the levels of maturity from which the desire comes to blame others - and that is in DMSI.
The genuinely self realized man takes full personal responsibility, and because doing so sometimes hurts, he learns to streamline himself and his life to avoid that pain. When he does, he naturally removes all of the crap and drama from his life, and his life becomes much more efficient and successful.
Yes, it really hurts sometimes! The process of self actualizing hurts. It's even more painful the faster the process, in my experience. But with it all comes massive reward in living the life of a real man, which makes it all worth it. Thanks for making this process accessible to me in the form of dimsee.
As the ancient Chinese proverb so eloquently dictated:
他妈的母狗得到钱