Sadness and depression are indicators that there is resistance, but the subconscious sees no way to hold off the inevitable loss in the battle it is fighting to resist the sub.
A or B, keep going.
i'm gonna continue on with B. thanks Shannon.
[names changed for anonymity sake]
Today was interesting. It's thursday, and i'm on my way to the men's meeting i go to every thursday. after the emotional storm i had been experiencing regarding women for the past 4 hours, i go to the meeting not even wanting to THINK about women. nope, the universe had other plans. I get to the club and I'm chatting with some of my male friends, and I keep hearing one person after another talking about this girl's name and teasing me about her. I was in mid conversation with a couple guys, and a friend walked up to me, gave me a hug, and said "hey [reddo] was looking for you" and walked away. i was like "who's reddo?"
friend two walks up to me, gives me a hug, and says "hey i didn't know you and reddo are dating!"
i'm like WTF WHO'S REDDO.
then as i'm in the middle of a conversation with one of my friends, this girl walks up to me with the biggest puppy dog look on her face, stumbling on her words/not knowing what to say to me or how to speak english. Yep, it was reddo. she's a little bit of a looney case... actually no, she's hella crazy; been involved in high time drug dealing, been around prostitution rings, and has some interesting mental health issues. I've known her for about 3 months now, and although she's gotten significantly better, she's someone i would not want to touch
at least not yet
so then i go inside and this guy comes up to me and is like "hey man, this girl reddo loves you dude. she was talking about you to everyone telling them how much she loves you". So apparently what had happened was this girl didn't know that i came here every thursday for the men's meeting and when she found out i was gonna be there, she flipped her lid and was like "OMG I LOVE ETERNITY!!!!"
Interestingly enough, i literally just saw her last night, and she didn't even glance my way o_o...... i have no idea how to even begin comprehending this discrepancy. She asked me for my phone number and I tried to dodge it by saying "i gotta run into the meeting, i'll give it to you after!" she's like "okay!". so i walk out after the meeting and she ambushes me with her phone out and i think to myself "oh what the hell, why not?" so i punch my number into her phone.
sooooo...
celebrity effect?
check
potential fallout with a creepy stalker ending?
almost check 
Okay. Couple things going on in my mind that I need to mention.
First off, there was this drive to work on entrepreneurial efforts that I've never felt before; I totally capitalized on that drive, and started on some endeavors which will lead me to eventually be able to drop my day job in favor of being my own boss. I hypothesize that a man who is driven to succeed and be in control of his own life is sexually irresistible to women, and as such, the program is training me in that direction.
Second, I'm getting a bit confused at the results I got today, and I am learning more about what I need to do (escalation). I got mixed messages from one woman today but apparently she was making it clear she was attracted. But she confused me, as after about a few minutes into dinner, she sat so much further away from me that it was difficult to communicate with each other. And some of the things she was saying sounded to me like she was friendzoning me. And I have no idea what the hell is going on. Anyway, all I need to do is escalate now, when I'm with women. I need to dare to move forward and own my actions.
As a side note, I never realized how naturally flirty I am until a couple days ago. It's such an innate feature of mine that I am unable to discern when others are flirting, because to me it just seems like normal conversation.
Third, I'm starting to doubt my results and even wondered why today I had no results compared to yesterday, even though upon proper reflection, I saw that I indeed did have results, good ones at that.
Fourth, I am going to test a theory by taking tomorrow off from the sub, and seeing how I am on Sunday.
Fifth, I have flirted (successfully) with 7 girls via text and 3 girls in person today. One of them, who had a boyfriend for over a year, revealed to me she broke up with the boyfriend last night. So it's not like I don't have options. What I need to work on is a laser targeted mission to take a woman to bed. At this point, a fear of rejection shouldn't exist because if these 7 all fail, there are so many more women for me to choose from in my network, and my social proof is through the rolf. Thanks dmsi, for making me aware of this fact.
Sixth, I think I recognized a scenario happen to me that Shannon wrote in his journal. Where this one girl flat out tried to ignore me today, after she gave me a big smile and greeting me hello. It's like I got ghosted. Such a weird scenario because we've known each other 2+ years. Oh, and she also made the group aware that she is no longer in the relationship that she was in for 3 years (but there's no way to know that she said it specifically for my ears, since she mentioned it in a room full of 15 other listeners.)
I had a dream that involved a pretty girl I know, trains, crystals, and elevators. I cannot for the life of me remember the details, so I can't think of any dream interpretation lol.
I'm taking the day off of subs to see if there is any extra P5 bloom effect.
Re girl sitting farther away from you - when that happens, tell her to come sit closer to you because you don't feel like yelling at her or something; I've found eight or nine times out of ten that's worked for me. Then gauge if putting your arm around her will work or not.
subliminal break
just wanted to report that i'm having some deja vu's lately. Just a few minutes ago, I had probably the STRONGEST deja vu moment in my life. I also was 100% certain that I wrote down my "dream" in my BASE Journal, so I went through my journal to look for the post, but didn't find it. It's just deja vu. But I swear this is probably the strongest deja vu experience I've ever experienced.
for what it's worth, I had lots of deja vu during e2, but i can't recall having any during BASE....
I am really liking the person sitting in this chair, writing this post.
My humor has been getting better and better every day.
My drive and motivation has skyrocketed, and I've gotten so much work done on my website, getting it ready to launch, and I finished another project, as well. Shannon, there must be ultra success or ultra motivation in 3.0.1!!!! Either that, or the clearing really erased some BS that was keeping me stuck in an un-sexy frame of being.
I have been automatically and naturally destroying women's shit tests and women's attempts at (re)friendzoning me.
Neediness for women is at zero. Well, it's zero from my point of reference being that I've never experienced anything LESS needy than I feel now, so to me it is "zero neediness". This ties into the previous two points because I am not having time to text these women like before. I'm too busy conquering my reality.
I really like who I'm becoming. I think taking time to bloom was really helpful, but now i'm just gonna listen to my loops on headphones; it's approximately 37 hours after my last listening session.
(12-24-2016, 07:50 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I am really liking the person sitting in this chair, writing this post.
My humor has been getting better and better every day.
My drive and motivation has skyrocketed, and I've gotten so much work done on my website, getting it ready to launch, and I finished another project, as well. Shannon, there must be ultra success or ultra motivation in 3.0.1!!!! Either that, or the clearing really erased some BS that was keeping me stuck in an un-sexy frame of being.
I have been automatically and naturally destroying women's shit tests and women's attempts at (re)friendzoning me.
Neediness for women is at zero. Well, it's zero from my point of reference being that I've never experienced anything LESS needy than I feel now, so to me it is "zero neediness". This ties into the previous two points because I am not having time to text these women like before. I'm too busy conquering my reality.
I really like who I'm becoming. I think taking time to bloom was really helpful, but now i'm just gonna listen to my loops on headphones; it's approximately 37 hours after my last listening session.
Ultra Success programming is now a standard part of the 5.5/6G skeleton script.
(12-24-2016, 10:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (12-24-2016, 07:50 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I am really liking the person sitting in this chair, writing this post.
My humor has been getting better and better every day.
My drive and motivation has skyrocketed, and I've gotten so much work done on my website, getting it ready to launch, and I finished another project, as well. Shannon, there must be ultra success or ultra motivation in 3.0.1!!!! Either that, or the clearing really erased some BS that was keeping me stuck in an un-sexy frame of being.
I have been automatically and naturally destroying women's shit tests and women's attempts at (re)friendzoning me.
Neediness for women is at zero. Well, it's zero from my point of reference being that I've never experienced anything LESS needy than I feel now, so to me it is "zero neediness". This ties into the previous two points because I am not having time to text these women like before. I'm too busy conquering my reality.
I really like who I'm becoming. I think taking time to bloom was really helpful, but now i'm just gonna listen to my loops on headphones; it's approximately 37 hours after my last listening session.
Ultra Success programming is now a standard part of the 5.5/6G skeleton script.
THIS IS AMAZING NEWS! does this mean that you put US programming in 3.0.1? or is it slated to be included in the next iteration(s)?
Lawd have mercy.
I was at my second job today and Reddo from Thursday night was also there. After flirting a couple minutes back and forth, we talked about sex. And we continued to talk about sex for a few hours. It got uncomfortable to me at certain points, as she showed me pics of her in bondage, told me she demands that she be choked when having sex, and even looked me in the eyes and said "I need dick".
Cum to find out, she's a porn star that has her own website and she showed me lots of pics and lots of videos of her in the act. I told her to stop showing me these and I'll see the real thing real soon.
I propositioned this girl for a 3 some with her and her roommate, and she said "YEAH if my roommate is down!"
2 really hot Latina women came into the club and sat down right in front of us. Me and reddo joked that we gotta convince those 2 girls to have an orgy with us. Then I said the words "if all 4 of us ain't f**king, then the 2 of us are f***ing". She didn't seem to object lol.
One of the Latina women had big boobs. As she was getting ready to leave, she puts on this knitted sweater, and it had candy canes glued to it. I screamed "ARE THOSE REAL?!?!". The 10 people in the lobby turned around and looked at me intently as I reached and pointed at the candy canes. Everyone busted out laughing. Except for the busty Latina, who I think was turned on by my boldness to cross that line. Her Latina friend was definitely turned on and I told her to come back next Sunday for the masquerade party. Hope she shows up! !!
So the crazy thing is that I was consistently pushing the barriers of my comfort zone today in the flirting department. I'm really proud of how far the sub is taking me.
now that i'm on my PC, i want to expound on a few things for shannon's data collection.
FYI i've been using version B since Dec 21, 2016. Starting on Dec 23, 2016, I have extended the time between listening sessions to 36 hours, instead of 24 hours. I know it may throw off your data collection, but I feel the extra 12 hours of processing time takes a load off of my mind and the bloom is exponentially stronger than in the 24 hours I listened to before.
i've had the opportunity to expose a lot of women to my aura lately. what i'm learning is that the Sexually Liberated Uninhibited Tigresses have no problem making it KNOWN that they want me. So far, 2 of such women have made themselves readily available to me. This leads me to conclude either one of two things: A) the beautiful women i find sexually attractive are sexually liberated females. or B) the women I really want are still experiencing a wall of resistance in making themselves available to me sexually. I'm not going to sit here and say I do not like sexually liberated women, because that's not the case. I would love to have sex with one of them. But but I also don't think they are the type of women I find the MOST attractive at all.
Keep in mind that while I've learned to pick up on cues from women, I'm still quite oblivious to the majority of them. I'm getting cues from the girls I really want that demonstrate they want me to take action, but that's where it ends. So far, the responsibility of escalation lies entirely in my hands; I don't have a problem with this so much, as I definitely need training on escalation, but the original design goal is lacking here. i think there should be a module implemented that gets the responder to build up the confidence needed to seduce the user, with enough exposure time to the aura. This confidence building should tie into the "constantly thinking about the user" module and "fantasizing with the user" module.
i've also been made aware that i flirt. a LOT. apparently i flirt with all women, including 70 year old ladies, ugly women, fat women, and apparently i flirt with men too -_-. it'd be nice to know concretely as what constitutes as "flirting", so i have a basis for judgement on things. i do, however, notice that when a woman strikes me as "beautiful" (like the latina girl i invited to the masquerade party), and i engage in conversation with her, i feel as though a switch is turned on, and my flirting game goes into overdrive. I can sense that the things I say during these specific interactions are somewhat more "loaded", as if there is an additional layer of flirtiness that is flowing through me, through my words, and into the responder. I could say the DUMBEST thing ever, but in these particular instances, the woman usually laughs, smiles, or otherwise positively responds.
in the past 7 days alone, I can count 3 different instances where a woman has directly told me she broke up with her boyfriend. 1 woman has mentioned a breakup in my presence, and 1 woman has made it clear the type of relationship she had with a man in her life. so a total of 5 women have verbally mentioned their relationship status in my presence. This is something I have never experienced, so I'm giving 100% of the credit to 3.0.1
so far, i can count 3 times when a woman has said "it's hot in here" to me. to be completely fair, when they say those words, i also happen to be burning up so i can't easily point the finger at them and say they are experiencing heat due to my aura. We are in Houston, TX and it's freaking hot in this city all the time. (it was muggy and hot today, christmas day, if that puts anything into perspective).
i am currently EONS ahead of when i started this version 26 days ago. interestingly enough, i know there's so much further to go. hope this information is useful for your data
Starting my 2 loops 36 hours after previous session. I was in a bit of funky mood after a friend basically told me in my face that he cannot be my friend anymore. That stung pretty bad. I talked to some friends for consolation, then turned on my Playlist, and BAM. The H drip kicked in full force. It put me into a semi nodding state. I'm wondering if emotional exertion prior to listening to the loops cause the program to initiate the euphoria tags? Either that, or it is the fact that it had been 36 hours.
On the real, I am thinking this dude unfriending me was a manifestation of the program. I had actually committed to spending 6 hours a week with this guy on a rigorous self development course, but that obviously would be interfering with the main goals of dmsi.
Other than the above, no new advancements in the construction of the portals to dimsee land.
P.s. does fantasizing about sex and the novel ways we may engage in it fall under SATT? I also wonder if reddo was placed in my life as a "practice" on seduction?
Sounds like you gave your body a chance to replenish the chemistry behind the euphoria tags.
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eternity
" I have been automatically and naturally destroying women's shit tests and women's attempts at (re)friendzoning me."
..can you give examples and conversations you had regarding this. I'm just curious, what do you mean by destroy? I'm still in my healing phase btw. I don't have this yet, hopefully asap.