23-2-18
Started running 3.2 B just now ( 1 loop )
Cant pinpoint exactly whats happening but something is happening now. getting a bit sleepy like right now. also, I want to make love like mad, starting to get aroused ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
thats it for now. If something else happens, I might update this post. I can tell many things are happening right now and it feels goooood.
Also, lennyface obsession ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Edit: just finished my loop. heartrate is hgh, felt the sub increase in power. I feel energetic and it increases. Also, in my loop, I felt what I can describe as a face massage, especially aorund my eye corners.
Nice mate I started today too, let's make things happen !
I feel the aura radiate from my hands currently. its subtle but noticable. meeting up with friends tonight, so its a good oppurtunity to test it. I also am now turned off by E, which is liberating.
In the shower things snowballed, feeling literally women being with me in the shower energy wise, which was pleasant.
Also, when being in the shower I felt that push again, like being shoved in a car and being pushed forward through...something.
Having an headache building up, its noticable, feeling some slight elevation of my heartrate and tiredness is increasing, am tempted to just give but having a meet up this evening.
Im pretty focussed otherwise, am not as much about noting down all about this, rather about field reports.
Day 2 1 loop version B
My bodylanguage is more noticable. Like more alpha and forcefull. Im locking eyes with hot women before I notice. Its similar to falling into trance.
Im chatting more people up, like total strangers and banter and socialize easily.
My inner talk is more positive. Self esteem kicks in more. Having flashes of this hot girl, V. Im looking really good. People I know, like "H" is more open and raport seeking.
I went hard at the gym. Found me locking with this woman there, and it had some tension to it. Caught me a bit of guard.
Went to get appointment for my haircut. The woman Im goin to, who runs the bizz, started to lick lips. Got me aroused slightly while looking in her eyes. Her voice was more soft. Other girl there was blushing heavily. Showrd IOIs like getting instant wet. Her sexy Hi did affirm it to me. Never saw her before.
Im starting to have the celeb status kick in by what I see from people. Got some stuff at the gssstation. Fired questions, woman behind me laughed like wanting to be noticed.
Im lookimg really good physically.
Other stuff happenin. Im really being pushed towards an even bigger abundance of women. Almost 90% looks and turns head till the point of stopping what theyre doing.
Internally changes are noticed even more.
Now that I got my food down, I went to grab some stuff for the weekend. When walking through the store, the looks continued. Now, some are obvious, others more subtle yet their energy directed to me like their subC sets them up to me, its enough the notice.
When paying for my stuff I felt the urge to stand in line with this cute black haired deep blue eyes payment chick. There was chemistry. I placed my card on the device which then results in payment. I thought he didnt catch and she giggled strongly, telling me while having "droopy eyes" that it was already finshed payment. Droopy eyes are the slight looking down but glossed over like shes up for something naughty. It has this 'spark'. When women do this, lawd. I know its on.
Similar to this (kinda)
https://www.waytoosocial.com/wp-content/...women.jpeg
Music is also more intense. Im bombarded now by constant sefuction and know some part of me still has a sort of distance going on, like, after all these evidences, there is a slight unrealness which has 100% to do with me.
Otherwise, im feeling great and calm like, yet constant in a state of seduction.
Yesterday when having friends over, who also acted more tight with me, I fell obsessed with the booty like something to be admired. It was awesome.
Some thoughts about women, past girls surface like they might contact me. Idk.
Day 3; 1 loop
I feel energy through my body. Talked with "G" at the gym. I drank more then usual. Could be, because of yoga after my gym session. There was this off-ness about "G". She still acted girly and submisdive but right now, feelings surface and this made me less responsive and engaging. Not to say, some sadness is coming up now. Some guy at the gym, who I see irregulary did give away the cable station to me.
Did arms, finished, and done. I really had no intetest in greeting many people at all. One blond with great ass hoovered around me. Threw glances and eventually leaned in a bit to put down the dumbells. Her smell was a whiff, enough to be noticed while she walked off. One woman did adjust her hair into ponytail. Cant remember which one tho.
Between the gym and yoga was a half hour break as I was early. "G" kept playing the "hi" game as I made eye contact with her. It felt weird and test-like.
Anyways, some other guy, guess indonesian due his tan, we vibed like friends. The guy is pretty social, open and approachable. I had yoga and he noticed me apparently as he engaged me after yoga. Great guy, clicked since the start.
With yoga, I noticed how "J" was keeping an eye on me and gave attention to me, like the lesson was fixated on me. She has a decent body, is very much in the eastern yoga stuff and shes very fluid in her doings. Before yoga, another woman chatted me up and approached me. In class, she kept also talking to me, another woman behind me also chatted me up, as if I am a regular. I had a break for 2 months. I noticed the easiness of able to sexclose..its rather fluid in that, like magnets.
When starting yoga, there was the breathing excercise. The heat coursed through my body, very hot. Hands glow, full body glow, visuals coming to me, like women riding me right there on the spot. It was strong. Not really sweating but it was obvious to me. Like I sank in this state and was radiating it.
Socially, my calibration feels weird and off. Like light as a feather for lack of better words.but also somewhat neefy snd weak frame.
After yoga, I talked a bit with "J" yet my eyes did also avert towards "G". With "J" I had het attention. The other guy who is skillfull in yoga complimented me about the flexibility. Shared some stories and shared some good laughs.
"J" was way more receptible then before. Eye contact, engaging, playfull.
More to come.
Im digging blue/green bedroom eyes so hard.
Confidence back up. Aroused and horny randomly. Porn has become a bigger non-event like it doesnt exist.
Blue/green bedroom eyes girl stumbled over her words. Literally unable to recall what she was doing.
This version has turned my baseline already in "I love women" since end day 1.
Im feeling the hotness in my face now. Also my dick feels encircled now by sexual energy and it makes my legs tingle like it spreads subtly but noticable.
Its really something to get used to, running one loop. Im used to running higher end loops due to AM6 and 3.1.
Getting sex is easy. Like with the bedroom eyes girl today. Sensed she was dtf yet was in a funk when there.
Its something thats getting more and more dominant in my being. Im already mindblown.
On day 1 I felt my energy literally shift. Aswell as my inhibitions drop in pretty obvious ways. It makes me agressive which I dont mind, in fact, I dont mind lots at all. Sex sex sex. Also, im way more going out, like, im always active nowadays. Im not afraid to call out and it can be bordering angry and dominant aswell as harsh.
day 4; 1 loop
My attitude changes to an "lets do it anyway", its easier to get myself to do things, while before I would go with my heels in the sand. now, its more of an disconnect and doing it, without feeling an punch in compsoure, like taking the 100% control of it anyways. this can get very interesting.
Ran my loop this morning, felt it being more intense then yesterday, like, my head heated up and impact in my face.
The aura is present, like, in my face, shouldersm, neck.
Having lots of tiredness and drowsiness and a faint headache going on, including feeling internal turmoil going on.
Woman, dressed in black was smiling from ear to ear, eyes wide open. Not the DIHL, but rather, expressive and full open. Gave me a compliment while waiting eagerly for my respone in it. her complimenting of my fragrance is something out of character for her. She was initially very happy to see me.
My food intake is also way more healthy in my choices, that I directly turn away from what doesnt benefit me in being healthy. no compromise, autopilot kicking in.
Headache seems to pass and am flooded with love feelings again, great, huge relief. Almost akin to being in the pre-seks bubble when knowing it is on. abundance ramps up.
High confidence and assertiveness. Growth in self esteem. Unfazed.
Im looking forward to my loop tomorrow morning.
Hey man, I read somewhere that ASC was your first sub, but cant find a journal for it anywhere in your threads section.
So mind telling me how long it took to see changes and how many loops you used it per day. (1 loop = one run of the audio right?)
I am really focused on imbibing a very solid IDGAF attitude about what other people say. Currently that's my only focus. I wanna know how good I respond to this before I try other paid subs.
Oh and you seem to be having a pretty decent DMSI run so far. How is this different from AM6 in your experience. I feel there is a looot more to it than the what the title suggests.
Thanks and keep up the good run
ASC was my first sub. I have ran it for 78 (?) days totally. What I noticed with ASC that it really started to get obvious to myself around 14 days. Not entirely sure but if you are just starting off running it, keep running it. Around the 32 day mark it was as if I crossed some border mentally. Possibly because of the thinking in cycles of 32 days. From what I remember about my run was that my IDGAF attitude increased. At times even obnoxious and confrontational. I became like a drill sergant. Had strong inclinations to discipline, no hesitation to call out, very strong eye contact, drilling even, and held it without hesitation. It went automatic at times and felt highly intense. Approaching was easy. I did stare down people. I spoke louder, bodylanguage became more open and bigger.
With asc, one loop is 30 minutes. I ran it for around 12/16 hours. Its worthwhile and an effective sub, which probably carried over in my 1st stage of AM6.
AM6 is so much more diverse in contrast to ASC. I dont even know where to start. AM6 is more. ..complex? Diverse? It has so many features, modules, areas to work on. It definitely was heavier. Where ASC just blasted your subc with confidence and kept the tower building, it didnt touch upon what AM6 touched upon. True, ASC made me confident and assertive, AM6 did go way deeper. My first run journal is here on the forums.
DMSI and AM6 are 2 totally different beasts. With AM6 it was building myself up towards an alpha male. I became stern, more self centred and self focussed. Neediness killed off, purely not giving a shit while being social at the end in some ways. It truly was making me independent in that sense. It has me pulled out so many garbage and cleared in incredible ways.
With DMSI, its way different to me. Where to start... I have grown for sure. Banter up for sure, way more sexually confident in my own skin. People responding favourish to me, women and girls eying me up, engaging in conversation with people, instinct and intuition up aswell as me eye fucking them. AM6 had the attraction aswell at the end. Its almost like similar to DMSI in that way. AM6 makes you Alpha. DMSI makes you, well, sexually irresistable.
Hope this helps a bit.
Have a good one.
With ASC, 4g and 5g programs it's a minimum of 8 hours in a 24 hour period, day or night whatever you choose. 5.5g, the more recent programs specify a specific amount of loops, yes a loop is one playthrough of the audio.
1 loop day 5
I feel its taxing on my body. Having the warming energy kick up at times yet all feels stiff.
E is more supplicating and I can feel the dynamic shifting. The energy is present like a noticable undercurrent. At times I feel, as what I call the energy body being shifting. Guess the sub is mercilessly trying to execute now. And I seem to respond fairly good to the sub.
Hunger is present. Slight flu symptoms but whatever.
As Im getting used to the sub, my guess is that my social calibration takes time to adjust. It feels loose and light.
Had another tindr notification. Yesterday, "C" contacted me over whatsapp, and it pisses me off, like shes some kind of puppy send by a friend of mine on which she hits. There is something to that. It did gave me a reference of whats possible.
An camgirl added me on snapchat as a friend, and it does feel DMSI is forcing her to open me up and contact me.
Overal I feel really good and things are looking positive. Gonna scrap caffeine fully as it doesnt satisfy me and I can be without. This includes smoking.
Porn is just dead. Women showing tits bore me and my vision moves away out of disinterest?
Caught several women DIHL this morning. Frozen on the spot. Mesmerized. I believe 'Eli'' did an indirect approach. Expected her to hang around. I see how its fun and its another growth step. I cling to much on expectations. Expecting to close it is now.
I have loads of dreams. Went to bed early yesterday evening. Did notice, as I was online, I had 3 to 5 women intetested. It was like a sense. Its damn easy. Its changing already in my approach as it lines up.
Now I feel the kick in. My mind shuts up and am getting little bit trance-y.
This report gave me insight in several seduction ways. Good stuff. Guess its that wall kicking my ass now to get shit done. It all forces reality bending now. Good.
Im having massive hunger while I ate potatoes and chicken just now, increasing the amount of potatoes. The hunger keeps going like it goes directly into sub use while remaining hungry.
(02-27-2018, 08:22 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Im having massive hunger while I ate potatoes and chicken just now, increasing the amount of potatoes. The hunger keeps going like it goes directly into sub use while remaining hungry.
I can confirm that i have that too. immediately after the one loop i need to eat and drink a lot. it reminds me of the first versions of DMSi when the aura was most noticeable! I see all this very positive