Subliminal Talk

Back on A track.

Feeling sexy calm unfazed in public, ara works pretty good.
Im very health focussed now, getting sexual max performing. Its like a duty, a job.

My sense of self is very high, sexy and sexually professional.
My eyes have changed. 3 colours nowadays. Grey green and brown. Its weird lol

I truly feel enhanced. Women are no issue but a continuous supply yet im feeling like a pornstar. Girls light up everywhere I go and I hook up casually randomly. Like walking on the streets, girl comment back and we hook up.

Yesterday did follow some pornstars on instagram, my insta filled up after that, like pipelines fuelling up. It gives me an even bigger sense of flow. Its no longer an issye and see it as an fluid natural network with oppurtunity.

Im feeling so good. Loads of shifts taking place, the whole otherside. No procrastination. Rather radiating good sexy and sexual vibes.

Im leaning very strong towards body modification. Tattoos, piercings like snakebite piercings for example. Im pulled and attracted to that. Music makes me ecstatic. Huge fucking bliss, like almost campfire pornflick kind of stuff with the girl seducing you.

I have no clue. Huge ecstatic feelings wash over leaving me buzzin looking through the glasses of love to the world

To much going on. Loving A. Almost wrote "loving B" but am running A. Well, not now. Tonight again tho. My business drive and dissolving of "blockages" is ramping up gard again. Huge feeling of support, capability and balance of caring.

Just want to note down, rsdmax was one of the guys I did somewhat resonated with pre-dmsi. Now, its like an anger, agression and cant stand the guy. The vibe, the mannerisms, its just pissing me the fuck off.it screams try hard. The whole "hustle" thing of him is just cringe inducing.

His existence pisses me the fuck off.

Im feeling very cooperative and alligned with DMSI. Its really making excited

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No, my eyes are naturally brown ( from my mothers side ) with hints of green ( my fathers eye colour ). The green is coming out more, like, its more dominant, and on top of that, my eyes have this grey/silverish glow to them aswell now.

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Just back from the gym. It was packed with women this time, more then I've ever seen at the gym. Atleast 2 stood out. Greeted 1 when walking in and she was smiles.

One other girl, far from my type, kept talking to me. How the dip machine was broken, and I explained that it wasnt. She kept sticking around.

The girl I greeted when walking in after noticing a familiar guy had her friend with her. That ass...so bouncy. And they kept positioning themselves so they had sight from what I was doing. Also nice view when they hitted the treatmill. Those long ponytails. Damn.

Now comes the kicker. I became filled with terror. Like really terrified of any succes, of anything else. I literally crumbled. Now, when im in its all good. But before that, im thinking it has to do with trauma of my past, that came crashing in. Like, my parents, having a history of being targetted by people negatively. My stomach is even churning at this point. Something painfull has been hit.

I tried to keep my composure at the gym, but yeah, I really felt horrible, vulnerable. Good news is, this stuff is now sticking at the surface and A seems succesfull in working through it at this point. I had flerting thoughts of running AM6 to gain some thicker skin, because, I seem sort of hightened in picking up energies. Could be purely an inside job manifesting physically/outwardly, but I considered the thought. My subconscious and senses feel vigilant ajd heightened/on edge. Its these times that are the hardest yet worthwhile.

Anyways, those 2 girls, one with the round ass, the other cute, triggered something in me. Something tying to a bigger something inside that now comes out. Being judged, vulnerable, idk. Something im gonna go through.

Tgis morning in my last loop ( running high amount of loops ) i felt to high status and value for many girls. Like the magic was gone.

(08-11-2018, 04:13 AM)Infinite Wrote: [ -> ]That's an amazing transformation. You also mentioned that you felt as if the bone structure on your face was changing to a more sexier you. Has that change continued or remained? Do you think that it's a permanent change that will remain even if you were to stop listening to dmsi?

It definitely has changed. At times I feel my face structure getting an massage. Its as if my face looks sharper, my eyes more compelling and reeling in. When looking in the mirror it definitely has a more sexual quality to it. When I feel im executing, its as if I have an energetic body overlapping the physical, thus seeing myself as really toned. No doubt I project it and women pick it up.

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(08-11-2018, 06:16 AM)Infinite Wrote: [ -> ]Thank you for that description. I read it to my SO, and he thinks that I have the energy overlapping the physical and that people are noticing it. It's a great way to describe the effects of the program.

So, Your SO is also exposed to DMSI as regularly as you are?

Cause me and my brother were exposed to DMSI as we shared the same room and believe me as time went by we both were in sync.

Our thoughts were same and we agreed almost on all the things and how the world works. I think thats because DMSI bought on the same level. I totally started to understand why he took some decisions in his life and how those were a good decision.

A year ago we were like complete opposite

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(08-11-2018, 11:54 AM)Infinite Wrote: [ -> ]

(08-11-2018, 06:48 AM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]

(08-11-2018, 06:16 AM)Infinite Wrote: [ -> ]Thank you for that description. I read it to my SO, and he thinks that I have the energy overlapping the physical and that people are noticing it. It's a great way to describe the effects of the program.

So, Your SO is also exposed to DMSI as regularly as you are?

Cause me and my brother were exposed to DMSI as we shared the same room and believe me as time went by we both were in sync.

Our thoughts were same and we agreed almost on all the things and how the world works. I think thats because DMSI bought on the same level. I totally started to understand why he took some decisions in his life and how those were a good decision.

A year ago we were like complete opposite

I can see how that can happen when you're subjected to the same messages hours on end.

SO hasn't been exposed to dmsi. If he has, it's been so minimal, not even for a minute altogether that I don't see how that would have an effect.

Lately he has been getting different type of attention from women. women being very direct. He thinks that it might have something to do with him being around my energy or even having sexual relations with me.

We ofc he's around u so he is kinda exposed to ur sexual energy and he absorb it at some level. But remember u are the source of that energy.

Even I have seen some weird changes ever since its like my reality has changed. Like in a different world. You too will see that once u have been on DMSI for few months and when u compare it then u will be like.. Alot of things have changed..

Sexual banter with new girl directly from the get go.
Back and forth throwing sexual innuendo.
She: "[My name] behave yourself", while enjoying it.
Me: *smirk on my face* "well, hinting about friends, they are probably banging on the tables inside" while delivering it without a big deal at all, take it or leave it style
She: *going step further*
Me: calling her out, putting more detail and kink in her mind

She loved it. Ended up almost on my lap, leaning against me, bringing me food and such.

Noticed how she kept bringing up quickies, fucking in the bushes and what not. She even insisted I took a bite from her burrito wrap chicken ( sharing food is a huge IOI )
also said " dont look at my ass" while walking to get my food. Yeah I look, she enjoyed it.

My friends told we looked like bf/gf.

Dont even know her name *shrug*

I have this strong "I need a girl to shoot porn with" from therout all skyrockets.

Im also looking for a hitachi magic wand, cuffs and toys. Also, gonna delve into camera's to shoot with. Im highly confident in this. Im taking my sexlife more seriously now.

Networking is another thing. I feel it in my bones that DMSI brings me the right people in my network. Another girl, prolly some sex promotion account wants to send me a chat message on instagram just now. Im really feeling im in some sort of world now, and it all adds up. Last few days I had girls sending me heart emoji's through dm's/private messages, one send a good morning message after liking all my insta posts, another shared a link just now.

Also, Im feeling my focus shift even deeoer to set up a business. Its an undeniable urge to set something new up and building an empire

Its wild. Its like fears are dealt with one after another and now seeing it as pure options. No more downtalk aswell in the sense of having strong positive mindset now, and no longer noting down the negatives. Its what it is.

Another is my attitude of "when I eat good, my circle/tribe eats good" without limiting myself. Im welcoming people in the end.

Also, my focus on my body keeps going. Its like going to the gym for peak sex performance, stamina, and toning myself up, so im getting even more ripped, aswell as eating good. Im having an deeper growing solid interest in nutrition and tweaking so food, besides enjoying it, actually helps my mind, body, and condition. I know food is linked to countless positives.