04-22-2018, 07:02 AM
04-22-2018, 07:38 AM
Sure. ASC, then AM6 2 runs, followed by AOS4g. After that I ran 3.1.
04-22-2018, 12:18 PM
I manifested 3 latinas and I have a bj from all three!
Just kiddin. Still want the bj and steak to and it is easily attainable.
Anyways, im getting more aware of things.
First my solar plexus feels a bit blocked. Like a pressure. It directly connects with my communication. When that happens, I feel more withdrawn. Honesty in communication is king to me. Like throwing it in the open. Trueness to myself and flowing from there. Like thing of texting. Being honest and clear of not being a big texter for example and reveling in abundance and celebrity presence. Its all fine. Keeping it short and simple and goimg for the hook up. Its easy logistics. Your up with it, meeting in person or nah, I aint a texting buddy.
Im connecting to AM6 parts. Its great. It reminds me back to my AM6 days. For y'all who remember the series "terra nova", which is about some sort of gate that lead to a secundary planet with dinosaurs, as I remember it correctly, one character type comes to mind. The type of guy who rebuilds a civilisation, takes the controlling leading position and takes the lead of a whole tribe basically. Like a special forces survival guy. Totally being the cause and not the effect.
Im not gonna overthink this. My bodylanguage screams alpha, in person im really easy connecting and on point. Being totally present. With B things process and will probably numberclose her tomorrow. Its easier that way. Or shell close me, as it seems like its goin that way. Very much qualifying herself to me.
Decisiveness is key yet still some garbage to h/c. DMSI goes deeper and deeper yet at times smoother. Own her pussy from the start.
Been also been thinking a bit about rsdjulien and rsdtyler. The style of julien was something I aspired to before. Now im seeing how much in improved beyond it. Getting laid is damn easy with this. Its literally lightyears ahead and juliens game seems so...childlike? Easy? Shallow? Its still boss like but really, im beyond this. Im subconsciously already doin it. H/c has benefitted me immensely.
Now give me the bj and steak. Its a matter of execution. DMSI agressively pushes me more and more to execution that it becomes baseline. Im ready.
Just kiddin. Still want the bj and steak to and it is easily attainable.
Anyways, im getting more aware of things.
First my solar plexus feels a bit blocked. Like a pressure. It directly connects with my communication. When that happens, I feel more withdrawn. Honesty in communication is king to me. Like throwing it in the open. Trueness to myself and flowing from there. Like thing of texting. Being honest and clear of not being a big texter for example and reveling in abundance and celebrity presence. Its all fine. Keeping it short and simple and goimg for the hook up. Its easy logistics. Your up with it, meeting in person or nah, I aint a texting buddy.
Im connecting to AM6 parts. Its great. It reminds me back to my AM6 days. For y'all who remember the series "terra nova", which is about some sort of gate that lead to a secundary planet with dinosaurs, as I remember it correctly, one character type comes to mind. The type of guy who rebuilds a civilisation, takes the controlling leading position and takes the lead of a whole tribe basically. Like a special forces survival guy. Totally being the cause and not the effect.
Im not gonna overthink this. My bodylanguage screams alpha, in person im really easy connecting and on point. Being totally present. With B things process and will probably numberclose her tomorrow. Its easier that way. Or shell close me, as it seems like its goin that way. Very much qualifying herself to me.
Decisiveness is key yet still some garbage to h/c. DMSI goes deeper and deeper yet at times smoother. Own her pussy from the start.
Been also been thinking a bit about rsdjulien and rsdtyler. The style of julien was something I aspired to before. Now im seeing how much in improved beyond it. Getting laid is damn easy with this. Its literally lightyears ahead and juliens game seems so...childlike? Easy? Shallow? Its still boss like but really, im beyond this. Im subconsciously already doin it. H/c has benefitted me immensely.
Now give me the bj and steak. Its a matter of execution. DMSI agressively pushes me more and more to execution that it becomes baseline. Im ready.
04-23-2018, 06:40 AM
Im confused. I feel several frames are swirlimg through my head. One doesnt care at all, blissed all, full on the affected approaching me, executing. The other frame of mine is still slightly feelimg "doing something". Its almost switching places such as with "B".
I have difficulty to understand how, outside textgame, there will be sex resulting from it. Its a sticking point for sure. Im about text short, meet up and shit, but it feels really weird atm. Probably need more A.
Im playfull over text and such but feel slightly creepy. The alternstive is not giving a shit at all and letting it bleed to death. Very black white, im well aware of that, but these 2 frames play in my head and it feels kinds forced and needy.
As I write this, its my subconscious resisting probably. Letting mr autopilot takin over. Its all judgment. Fuck the noise, leave the interference and go ultra instinct.
Beside this, I feel insanely good, confident and nit giving a shit at all. Got the celeb treatment today aswell. Im feeling so incredibly sexy. Oh my dayyyys fam.
Ps; Shannon, if you read this, when running B, will A just full stop, disable healing, or is it more soft approach?
Its funny how fast DMSI works through this. My subc is scared but already overcoming this. Like literally.
I have difficulty to understand how, outside textgame, there will be sex resulting from it. Its a sticking point for sure. Im about text short, meet up and shit, but it feels really weird atm. Probably need more A.
Im playfull over text and such but feel slightly creepy. The alternstive is not giving a shit at all and letting it bleed to death. Very black white, im well aware of that, but these 2 frames play in my head and it feels kinds forced and needy.
As I write this, its my subconscious resisting probably. Letting mr autopilot takin over. Its all judgment. Fuck the noise, leave the interference and go ultra instinct.
Beside this, I feel insanely good, confident and nit giving a shit at all. Got the celeb treatment today aswell. Im feeling so incredibly sexy. Oh my dayyyys fam.
Ps; Shannon, if you read this, when running B, will A just full stop, disable healing, or is it more soft approach?
Its funny how fast DMSI works through this. My subc is scared but already overcoming this. Like literally.
04-25-2018, 11:30 PM
Massive h/c going on. Im simultaneously fuming aswell as executing. This seething anger is execution at the same time.
Each pang and flashing back is met with full bodily trembling.
What sets me off, is having agreements being made yet there aint a sticking with it. It makes me realize again and again how being in this game for myself ans creating from my own centre of being is my way to go and liberating.
Companies/businesses which are a fucking mess aint my cup off tea at all. Like, when Im offering up something, we come to agreement and to only hear they blew it off, such as external marketing and sales, and then suddenly go "oh we are having now this and this guy" its a waste of time. A waste in general. An not sticking to things and weakass, if not, devoid of character.
If they go out of business I aint sleeping less. They attract it by weak ass communication. By not sticking with anything and having an almost non existing seriousness in expansion.
Not a partner that is benefitting at all.
Now, this seething anger that surfaces in episodes causes me to be stared at by 8/10's, having guys watching me and making me totally not giving a shit. Embodiment of sexiness, self value and confidence.
Its good. Many more shifts and changes are made right now, currently through the massive h/c phase.
Time to hit the gym.
Each pang and flashing back is met with full bodily trembling.
What sets me off, is having agreements being made yet there aint a sticking with it. It makes me realize again and again how being in this game for myself ans creating from my own centre of being is my way to go and liberating.
Companies/businesses which are a fucking mess aint my cup off tea at all. Like, when Im offering up something, we come to agreement and to only hear they blew it off, such as external marketing and sales, and then suddenly go "oh we are having now this and this guy" its a waste of time. A waste in general. An not sticking to things and weakass, if not, devoid of character.
If they go out of business I aint sleeping less. They attract it by weak ass communication. By not sticking with anything and having an almost non existing seriousness in expansion.
Not a partner that is benefitting at all.
Now, this seething anger that surfaces in episodes causes me to be stared at by 8/10's, having guys watching me and making me totally not giving a shit. Embodiment of sexiness, self value and confidence.
Its good. Many more shifts and changes are made right now, currently through the massive h/c phase.
Time to hit the gym.
04-26-2018, 12:57 AM
Kol there is something about the way you write that seems visceral and engaging. Your posts are raw and honest. There is alot of value in that.
04-26-2018, 04:24 AM
Thanks bro. Thank you for stopping by. Mostly writing freely.
The notorious line dropped "Are you from here" next up, this milf started throwing placenames. Eventually told her, and she went along with it. Initially she threw glances filled with lust, kept throwing them, and literally felt her desire override her mind. When I initially saw her with this other guy, alpha guy, she lost focus with him immediately. She couldnt stop locking. Each time was a hit.
Now, as Im waiting for a appointment, tye lady starts serving me, asking me if I want something to drink. Eager look in her eyes.
Before I stepped in the car, I felt like a superstar. Something has been healed/cleared and im oozing. I notice some short fuellefness like my earlier post. Im like a king. Idc and own the place.
The lust of the woman shooting placenames was so strong it made me somewhat uncomfortable due its intensity. Like directly energy directed at me.
Wealth mindset aswell increases along with other things like attitude, confidence and greatness. Im ballin.
Never been this sure in owning and controlling, domineering conversations and being relaxed.
The notorious line dropped "Are you from here" next up, this milf started throwing placenames. Eventually told her, and she went along with it. Initially she threw glances filled with lust, kept throwing them, and literally felt her desire override her mind. When I initially saw her with this other guy, alpha guy, she lost focus with him immediately. She couldnt stop locking. Each time was a hit.
Now, as Im waiting for a appointment, tye lady starts serving me, asking me if I want something to drink. Eager look in her eyes.
Before I stepped in the car, I felt like a superstar. Something has been healed/cleared and im oozing. I notice some short fuellefness like my earlier post. Im like a king. Idc and own the place.
The lust of the woman shooting placenames was so strong it made me somewhat uncomfortable due its intensity. Like directly energy directed at me.
Wealth mindset aswell increases along with other things like attitude, confidence and greatness. Im ballin.
Never been this sure in owning and controlling, domineering conversations and being relaxed.
04-26-2018, 11:05 AM
Euphoria, anxiety, giving up. All is present. Its so weird like really deep..holy shit im.feeling good. Locking with random women.becomes the norm. The clearing on A aint a joke. At times I really feel losing it. Yet im making progress.
Im such a beast. Im radiating heat aswell after another clearance just now. This girl just yet froze on the spot gettin lost in my eyes while she was working. No doubt im having this sexual frame without me doin anything. Im a that now.
Im such a beast. Im radiating heat aswell after another clearance just now. This girl just yet froze on the spot gettin lost in my eyes while she was working. No doubt im having this sexual frame without me doin anything. Im a that now.
04-28-2018, 06:53 AM
Weird day. Lots of conflicting states over most trival things. Lost mitivation amidst set at the gym, yet G is getting real submissive. Same as foodordergirl. I noticed her biting her lower lip and slipping in seductive state. It was plain obvious and shes dtf. Im in this in between state that leaves me feeling overwhelmed and lost. Not with hers. IDGAF frankly about her. Would def rail because her energy was totally right, sweet, soft with a kinky side to it and we're feelin it. Just, my attention is all over the place.
Im feeling totally reckless, mixed up, out of control with my spending. I want to just shut the littlest things down and give up. To hell with all. Its euphoria mixed with irritation, annoyance and agression.
Also, bouncing between eating and not eating. Wanting to eat only to not wanting it the flipping next second. Guess my subc is trying to escape whatever has been hit, only to be called back, like a elastic band.
Last days, such as with Polish girl "B" ive been thinking about DMSI and relationships. What is my paradigma and am realizing my mission is central. It also causes me to ruminate over depth and commutment and im feeling way out there. Like, Im having barely interest. Sure, there is depth in making her eyes spin, making her mind climax, letting her soul orgasm while she drools over and is fully mine and submissive, but at times, and this makes me feel defeated in a sense of relief like leaving life behind, I feel like Im not letting people that close at all. Like im fine with it all, until it goes into deeper territiry. Such as with texting, yeah great you like that genre of movies, but im not caring about being a text buddy. This has hit a nerve now, like a tension in my stomach.
Frankly, dtf women come to mind now, like, it enhances the sex so much more.
Each of my decisions is met with a counter response like being agitated hypomanic. Like I said, feelin out of control, lost, agitated, angry and confused. Sadness is pretty much present since this morning when it came out of the blue amidst session at the gym.
Way to go DMSI A.
Im feeling totally reckless, mixed up, out of control with my spending. I want to just shut the littlest things down and give up. To hell with all. Its euphoria mixed with irritation, annoyance and agression.
Also, bouncing between eating and not eating. Wanting to eat only to not wanting it the flipping next second. Guess my subc is trying to escape whatever has been hit, only to be called back, like a elastic band.
Last days, such as with Polish girl "B" ive been thinking about DMSI and relationships. What is my paradigma and am realizing my mission is central. It also causes me to ruminate over depth and commutment and im feeling way out there. Like, Im having barely interest. Sure, there is depth in making her eyes spin, making her mind climax, letting her soul orgasm while she drools over and is fully mine and submissive, but at times, and this makes me feel defeated in a sense of relief like leaving life behind, I feel like Im not letting people that close at all. Like im fine with it all, until it goes into deeper territiry. Such as with texting, yeah great you like that genre of movies, but im not caring about being a text buddy. This has hit a nerve now, like a tension in my stomach.
Frankly, dtf women come to mind now, like, it enhances the sex so much more.
Each of my decisions is met with a counter response like being agitated hypomanic. Like I said, feelin out of control, lost, agitated, angry and confused. Sadness is pretty much present since this morning when it came out of the blue amidst session at the gym.
Way to go DMSI A.
04-28-2018, 08:27 AM
Tbh, the last few days, Im really having an huge blow up going on. Monotizing and marketing my skills is becoming something of an urge now, an manifestation. Im also pretty sure im about to have some gigs soon. Also, when at the gym today, before shit went down, I had literally visions of lambos racing and owning lambo's. wth is this sub even doin fam. My confidence right now is at an all time high, i want more then just women, seks, without exclusing them. I want more and bigger, fully exsperiencing the ecstacy of life.
With this sub, blowin up is an given. Ima bout to b low up dawg, ima bout to conquer this world and am doin it. next up, expanding my network, going ham on social media, using all things to blow up.
also, about those gigs, it comes with an huge ballin attitude, almost cocky, but bulletproof. When this is executing, I wuill connect, people will recognize me one way or another, and things are about to set lose.
Yo, ima bout killin this game. Also, every product ya own, may itr be drinks, something known, or somethign not so known ( yet ) this shit can be hyped up son. with this kind of confidence, attitude, shits become hype in a minute. become the next face of whatever.
With this sub, blowin up is an given. Ima bout to b low up dawg, ima bout to conquer this world and am doin it. next up, expanding my network, going ham on social media, using all things to blow up.
also, about those gigs, it comes with an huge ballin attitude, almost cocky, but bulletproof. When this is executing, I wuill connect, people will recognize me one way or another, and things are about to set lose.
Yo, ima bout killin this game. Also, every product ya own, may itr be drinks, something known, or somethign not so known ( yet ) this shit can be hyped up son. with this kind of confidence, attitude, shits become hype in a minute. become the next face of whatever.
04-28-2018, 09:31 AM
Im also getting to terms with goin full straight edge. Its a winner with maxing out selfconfidence, glorious self image, massive IDGAF and destruction of neediness.
Im feelin so good that womens reactions, when not looking are met with an "well f#ck you then, you miss out" without me having any wavering in affection because of it. Im ballin so hard I dont even give a fuck. Women want to fuck me anyways.
The chunky girl was off from her work. She was salivating, kept chatting my ears off while I made payment. Its common now to have IOIs and skyhigh vibe, attitude and enoughness.
Tekashi69 only amplifies this shit. Im literally an superstar in the flesh with women craving me yet I aint afraid to be selective and all. My semen is high value. This brings up the paradox, tho Im selective I aint shutting down as im basically turn into a massive slut as of now
Im feelin so good that womens reactions, when not looking are met with an "well f#ck you then, you miss out" without me having any wavering in affection because of it. Im ballin so hard I dont even give a fuck. Women want to fuck me anyways.
The chunky girl was off from her work. She was salivating, kept chatting my ears off while I made payment. Its common now to have IOIs and skyhigh vibe, attitude and enoughness.
Tekashi69 only amplifies this shit. Im literally an superstar in the flesh with women craving me yet I aint afraid to be selective and all. My semen is high value. This brings up the paradox, tho Im selective I aint shutting down as im basically turn into a massive slut as of now
04-28-2018, 09:56 AM
(04-28-2018, 09:31 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Im also getting to terms with goin full straight edge. Its a winner with maxing out selfconfidence, glorious self image, massive IDGAF and destruction of neediness.
Im feelin so good that womens reactions, when not looking are met with an "well f#ck you then, you miss out" without me having any wavering in affection because of it. Im ballin so hard I dont even give a ****. Women want to **** me anyways.
The chunky girl was off from her work. She was salivating, kept chatting my ears off while I made payment. Its common now to have IOIs and skyhigh vibe, attitude and enoughness.
Tekashi69 only amplifies this shit. Im literally an superstar in the flesh with women craving me yet I aint afraid to be selective and all. My semen is high value. This brings up the paradox, tho Im selective I aint shutting down as im basically turn into a massive ***** as of now
***** envy uhhh, blicky got the stiffy uhh
04-30-2018, 04:33 AM
Had a dream last night ( multiple dreams tho ) which I can partly recall. I was in a building/supermarket kind of building and it was huge. I was talking/escaping/teaming up with people which I had to rescue and some huge person who I know in real life was chasing me. The hand of the person came down on us, grabbing us from above, got dark and tgen I woke up. I did fell the tension in the air while the giant was trying to grasp us.
Waking life: Im bein placed on a whole different trajectory succesfully wise in all. My inner state is high. Im confident, comfortable and great. Im starting to see more and more oppurtunities sales wise, growth wise and skillwise. Its lifting me up intensely. The tides are turning.
Edit: im digging this feeling of total non neediness. Being a boss and so affirmed from within. Adding the affirmation of executing the script makes me feel like a boss gangster. Yet this is just the beginnin dawg. I dont give a f#ck about IOIs cuz im acting automatically on them and am feelin it. Its gainin more and more baseline.
Succes is granted. Set in stone and settled. Im growing more and more and the music industry has my interest now. Expression worldwide. Light it up.
Waking life: Im bein placed on a whole different trajectory succesfully wise in all. My inner state is high. Im confident, comfortable and great. Im starting to see more and more oppurtunities sales wise, growth wise and skillwise. Its lifting me up intensely. The tides are turning.
Edit: im digging this feeling of total non neediness. Being a boss and so affirmed from within. Adding the affirmation of executing the script makes me feel like a boss gangster. Yet this is just the beginnin dawg. I dont give a f#ck about IOIs cuz im acting automatically on them and am feelin it. Its gainin more and more baseline.
Succes is granted. Set in stone and settled. Im growing more and more and the music industry has my interest now. Expression worldwide. Light it up.
05-01-2018, 05:08 AM
Agression, anger, emotional turmoil coming up. Had a conflict with E today, which led me feelin invalidated to begin with. We keep clashing and Im done. Its a feeling of having the world conspiring against me. Like, scarcity is celebrated and abundant view is kicked down. Guess how much fucking wealth is goin round? 
Just got the question.
Take the blue pill and go back to when you were 10 but with the knowledge you have now; or take the red pill and jump to 50 mill. The blue pull is where I am, 100%. Makin way more by then lmao.
Anyways, im in a funk. It feels like everyone is trying to kick me back into the bucket. If you think big, you get punished, if you call out the crap goin on, you get invalidated. Whatever it is, its slightly gettin to me. There is so much abundance. So freaking much. It makes me angry to meet with this fucking bullshit, like people know better. Similar that 9/5 is deemed legitimate and the rest not. Fuck that.
Im reeling angry. I seriously want to kick them all down. Anyway, its being shifted sometimes by going rouge. Not caring amymore batman mode. Yet, this stuff is something hard to avoid encountering wise. I hear the toxic bs anyways around me. Why is this? Idk. People refuse to change.
Im getting pretty vengefull over E her fucking attitude tbh.
Just got the question.
Take the blue pill and go back to when you were 10 but with the knowledge you have now; or take the red pill and jump to 50 mill. The blue pull is where I am, 100%. Makin way more by then lmao.
Anyways, im in a funk. It feels like everyone is trying to kick me back into the bucket. If you think big, you get punished, if you call out the crap goin on, you get invalidated. Whatever it is, its slightly gettin to me. There is so much abundance. So freaking much. It makes me angry to meet with this fucking bullshit, like people know better. Similar that 9/5 is deemed legitimate and the rest not. Fuck that.
Im reeling angry. I seriously want to kick them all down. Anyway, its being shifted sometimes by going rouge. Not caring amymore batman mode. Yet, this stuff is something hard to avoid encountering wise. I hear the toxic bs anyways around me. Why is this? Idk. People refuse to change.
Im getting pretty vengefull over E her fucking attitude tbh.