(02-26-2018, 10:35 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]ASC was my first sub. I have ran it for 78 (?) days totally. What I noticed with ASC that it really started to get obvious to myself around 14 days. Not entirely sure but if you are just starting off running it, keep running it. Around the 32 day mark it was as if I crossed some border mentally. Possibly because of the thinking in cycles of 32 days. From what I remember about my run was that my IDGAF attitude increased. At times even obnoxious and confrontational. I became like a drill sergant. Had strong inclinations to discipline, no hesitation to call out, very strong eye contact, drilling even, and held it without hesitation. It went automatic at times and felt highly intense. Approaching was easy. I did stare down people. I spoke louder, bodylanguage became more open and bigger.
With asc, one loop is 30 minutes. I ran it for around 12/16 hours. Its worthwhile and an effective sub, which probably carried over in my 1st stage of AM6.
AM6 is so much more diverse in contrast to ASC. I dont even know where to start. AM6 is more. ..complex? Diverse? It has so many features, modules, areas to work on. It definitely was heavier. Where ASC just blasted your subc with confidence and kept the tower building, it didnt touch upon what AM6 touched upon. True, ASC made me confident and assertive, AM6 did go way deeper. My first run journal is here on the forums.
DMSI and AM6 are 2 totally different beasts. With AM6 it was building myself up towards an alpha male. I became stern, more self centred and self focussed. Neediness killed off, purely not giving a shit while being social at the end in some ways. It truly was making me independent in that sense. It has me pulled out so many garbage and cleared in incredible ways.
With DMSI, its way different to me. Where to start... I have grown for sure. Banter up for sure, way more sexually confident in my own skin. People responding favourish to me, women and girls eying me up, engaging in conversation with people, instinct and intuition up aswell as me eye ***** them. AM6 had the attraction aswell at the end. Its almost like similar to DMSI in that way. AM6 makes you Alpha. DMSI makes you, well, sexually irresistable.
Hope this helps a bit.
Have a good one.
Thanks man!
Day 6 one loop this morning
My confidence is increasing. Im playfull yet remain alpha in my bodylanguage and composure. Im growing as I write this.
Today with M, things start ramping up. Her, being shy most of the time yet talking with other people still happens. Normally, she is mostly placing herself on her own. Now, she is finding ways to be in my vicinity, looking lomging to be taken, I find myself being bedroom like with her. Dreamy almost like the bubble hits, super comfy and aroused but dont matter. It leads up to it. She turned her whole lower body to me, rubbing her feet against my leg. Wtf. "Accidental" knee touches, highly emgaging, open bodylanguage yet she act like she cant help it. Its an automatic response of hers which she is unable to hide. I found myself trancing out looking at her jeans covered pussy and this made her even respond stronger.
I also shared with some guys my sexual experiemces, kinks and all. Playfull mood, light banter. Talking about hitachi magic wands. Lol. In case of M, she mostly tries to play it off and shame sexual talk. Now she remained hooked trying to build interest. She didnt share, but still, a whole switch in her personality.
Im stronger in my IDGAF, confidence up. Positivity up. Frame is strong and jabs roll off, as the playfullness stays in tact. Not a wavering at all or slight punch. I remain composed
Succes wealth creation is clearer then ever. Im loving this sub. 3.2 is already feeling stronger then 3.1.
Had some younger teen guy walking his dog this morning staring at me like he met jhonny depp. The heck. Dog reacted very friendly aswell.
Hot blond girl this morning didnt know how to respond. She wanted to open yet stay closed off. On 3.1 she was fairly open but now, 3.2 already influences strongly in that regard. Im confident and aint so confused with this girl. Perfect opener about her early shift would be perfect. Unsure why I didnt tho.
It feels good to not chase and being more and more attracting. It feels like my 'old self' in these regards of interests and IOIs.
Also, im growing more and more direct to the point im outright will tell her we will fuck by having strong steady eye contact. Casually yet confidently bringing it out. Thats where my confident and character is now. Fuck everything else. Let it fall by the wayside. Something tells me I will not be the first to say that but girls being first in that before I lay it on the table ( and offcourse her...bend over in all positions )
Just ate and now I feel Im immolating in the aura. The heat is strongggg
Fuck me, I dont care if im overtly sexual in my reporting right now but I feel such strong tingling in my base area and crotch like when before cumming. Its so incredibly strong. Im getting aware of the highly sexual nature of women and lots is about to be sacrificed now.
Not to say, filled with sexual energy, anger and agression of the good kind. Like my ascent goes through cycles now. Im so intensely fired up now. Also its like snapping tons of stuff internally like a wild animal.
Shannon what you do?! Im gonna enjoy this so much.
Confidence is out of this world. DMSI has its way.
(02-28-2018, 09:51 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]**** me, I dont care if im overtly sexual in my reporting right now but I feel such strong tingling in my base area and crotch like when before cumming. Its so incredibly strong. Im getting aware of the highly sexual nature of women and lots is about to be sacrificed now.
Not to say, filled with sexual energy, anger and agression of the good kind. Like my ascent goes through cycles now. Im so intensely fired up now. Also its like snapping tons of stuff internally like a wild animal.
Shannon what you do?! Im gonna enjoy this so much.
Confidence is out of this world. DMSI has its way.
What are your results like with women?
Have you noticed the sexual performance module too?
Tindr matches ramping up. Women seducing me. Not led to sex ( yet ) lust in their eyes. Wanting to grab me, touchy and what not. My report of "M" some posts back shows that even with girls that seem to "out of it" they respond well.
I havent yet had sex on 3.2 but im highly confident in my bedroom skills.
As I matched I had some fear coming up which is rather odd to me.
(03-01-2018, 01:04 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Tindr matches ramping up. Women seducing me. Not led to sex ( yet ) lust in their eyes. Wanting to grab me, touchy and what not. My report of "M" some posts back shows that even with girls that seem to "out of it" they respond well.
I havent yet had sex on 3.2 but im highly confident in my bedroom skills.
As I matched I had some fear coming up which is rather odd to me.
Take some of those girls out and let us know how you go.
I definitely will.
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Im battling some strong resistance now. Its like a headache and a pressure in the front of my skull/3rd eye area. Im also really tired right now and the feelings that come up are intense.
Some stuff seems to burried very deep in my subc. I thought I was done with them but apparently not. Its like somethimg is being purged and takes up lots of mental space.
The aura is still here tho. As soon as I walk into a huge crowded venue, I felt literally a shift in energy and bodylanguage. Like my celeb walk switched on. The aura fired up, the sniper was like a hailshot. Like missels being launched like nuclear.
Im also treated better, more vip like in very subtle ways. Now Im writing this, confidence is up, and am working through the resistance itll soon pass. Lots of cute girls all around.
Im becoming full celebrity now. And I want to sleep badly.
Currently browsing tindr, and some girls give me literally shivers and goosebumps, my body does fire up like mad. eyes being lethal and setting me off so hard.
On the Streets I can pull easily. had shitton of interest while TIDing. when its on, its on. I remember one member on the board reporting that he saw his gf in an even more beautiful light. Im having exactly that. its so so dreamy, like what.
I do have stings in my skull now, like short needle sensations, also, drippy nose and lots of toilet visits. probably teh detoxing module kicking in last few days.
Im so out of it now, like, holy shit.
Also, I run 3.2 in the morning and notice as the evening is approaching, clearing phase passes which is a pattern I recognize. i am thinking about listening to DMSI right before bed now as a change of shedule.
3.2 is legit, I totally forgot there is also an A version coming up in about 3 weeks + by going with Shannons reports.
Had strong stuff coming up ther whole day. for some reason it seems to not matter to note it it, in my eyes.
Outcome dependence is going to shreds. its totally irrelevant. no twinch tbh, just playfullness and unfazed.
I did experience the whole anxiety of tindr. mind you; before DMSI tindr gave me strong anxiety. I have a slight knowing what it could be, and what roots it has, as I had girls in the past, yet also, some negative experiences back then, which has hammered into my subconscious, which is now brought up. So, DMSi has cleared loads because of that, and when this stuff doesnt come up, tindr is fun. I couldnt be arsed before with it at all. It still gives me some slight tension for whatever subconscious reason. I want this to be over as I know its easy as fuck and doesnt really matter at all.
Finished loop. Girl at the gasstation, chubby which has a good chemistry last time, re-engaged when I was about to walk out. Girl, try next time putting your number on the receit okay? Even if you tell me after licking your lips and being all bubbly and lighting up christmas tree style.
Having women fighting over me. Dont care, will bang.
Having seductive escalation playing out in my mind now. Consumed whole while my face is burning of by the aura/heat. Horny af.
Want to bang all with A heartbeat.
E comes back like a boomerang. Shes high drama and authoritarian while being chaotic and no self control, direct impulse gratification. She turned me off yet today she leaned over me, like some predator over its prey, buzzard style. Tits in my neck, making sure I felt her whole.
M rubbing her leg against mine, full crotch display, perky tits whole deal. Felt I gave her to much attention. I aint her helpdesk lol.
I want to bang everything. Bodylanguage alpha as fuck. Lots of IDGAF, self amused and confidence. DMSI literally forces me to close, to fuck and to bang.
What I do notice, is after review. Not giving a f#ck in the moment yet afterwards when leaving the situation, im furiously aroused and playing it all out
Shannon? Is this another loophole or?
In my loop, I felt the precum tingles flood my legs, electrifying current coursing through. My head was pounding as it had huge pressure on it, leaving me almost knocking me out.
I really dig this sub.
Im turning into a ravenous hungry monster. All else is prey.
Ps; its ridiculously easy how im bantering with guys. Im straight but yeah. Its effortless.
Day 9
Socially im loud voice wise. Inner confidence up. Bodylanguage expanding and intensifying the minute passes. I know what I want and am gonna be telling them exactly what I want and how I want my cut. Unhindred in that.
Getting haircut in about 20 minutes. Was hour early so went out to get food
When walking in I was the centre of attention. Glares left right on the streets. My food intake is lesser today.
Was asked what brought me there ( food ) I have new places in mind to visit to test 3.2.
My eye contact is solid. Like automatically. Already an uptick from 3.1. This is relentless.
Well see when the girls get busy with my hair. Celeb is on. Last few days were interesting.
Day 11; ran 1 loop half an hour ago. Ocean surf masked non hybrid
Im very positive i feel the aura projecting at this very moment. Hot and soft around my face. My facial structure has changed significant and noticable to me.
Im being invited by women. For example, "J", who's giving yoga and is foreign keept inviting me for yoga. She also tried to ger me to join other classes. We ended up speaking relationships, sexual dynamics after session. What is a huge stand out to me is her lighthing up when I told her im not monogamous, like it was a green light for her. She has some nice eyes aswell. G was closely listening, watching, almost restless.
Im more and more outgoing. Im bombarded regularly with visions of women, of knowing im sexually irresistable, my inner voice ( if thats what it is, pretty badass guy, kinda reckless at times ) basically showed me about having women flocking to me, like "heads up, we got this, lemme show you what im capable of, if you give permission it is done"
Like shoving my back against the wall. My confidence skyrockets then and im guessing my conscious mind throws up shackles. Im getting more and more familiar with it
I have women flocking around me. My hands are burning now. My sexual energy around my dick is intensifying. Im liking the sub.
Lots is going on. I still feel some blockages around my chest basically like a final front i keep running the sub. Im getting contacted out of the blue and social proof is set. If I order food, its mostly something extra. Women standard licking their lips, doing me favours to get something out of it. Writing this arouses me strongly. Theyre so dtf.
Im confident and solid and have the Mcgregor strut. The strut to rule em all! Jk. Its awesome. Its not constant at times, like truly unaffected.
I lose myself in womens eyes. I hold it solid yet get rarely selfconscious anymore. Its an automatic intense gaze. Even looking in the mirror is, well, pretty intense.
Shannon, if you read this; I noticed few days ago that the aura fires like after the event. In the event im not feeling much, only after the event, all scenarios flood in like a delay, like my subc declares it not totally safe. Im shifting in this as things are digged up, but it stood out. Can you clear this up?
Much love.
It is possible that it is what you think it is, and it is possible that all available energy is being diverted to a sniper and you don't feel it. I don't know beyond that.