I hate the whole retarded thing against non drinkers. I don't know the drinking culture where you are but in Australia most people are drinkers. I used to get shit about it and also one or two idiots were like "I can't trust someone who doesn't drink". So someone who is really drunk.. or a sober person.. you're gonna trust the drunk person?
Stupidity. Or there's another retarded saying "Don't smoke, don't drink, what's the use of ya".
I don't worry anymore and people tend to leave me alone about it now that I stuck to it.
Maybe people were weird because I wasn't comfortable with it in the past, now i'm really comfortable with it and I don't seem to get shit even from new people. Though i'm not out in clubs and stuff around drunk people that much either.
Lol that's what drinkers would say about sober people anyway. People resonating on different frequencies. The wrong will think they are right. I have always been adamant about my non-drinking stance in social events or bars. People around me know I can't be pressured.
I don't drink, and have taken stupid insults from people often. Even friends who, if it wasn't for me being the DD, wouldn't have been able to come to events with me, due to them drinking. Needless to say, I don't hang with them anymore. People don't like others around them not engaging in excessive behaviour, because it makes them stand out as being excessive. They want to "blend in" and "be cool" with it, so will want you to drink and try to pressure you, or whine and try to shame you, make fun of you or whatever. Thankfully, I'm immune from such nonsense, as I graduated from high school a long time ago. Some of my old friends obviously haven't, despite being in their 30's-40's.
I've seen WAY too much excess of it in my time, even causing very serious injuries, car accidents, abuse of others and what not. It's expensive, and I don't like the taste. And don't need it to have fun. Or as an excuse/crutch to behave in a certain way like many I know do.
I'm glad you guys take such a strong stance on your beliefs. That's inspiring. I can't say I have that level of will. The thought of drinking or drugging still creep up, two and a half years after quitting.
As for dimsee,
4 loops will be my magic number.
(05-27-2017, 10:02 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm glad you guys take such a strong stance on your beliefs. That's inspiring. I can't say I have that level of will. The thought of drinking or drugging still creep up, two and a half years after quitting.
As for dimsee,
4 loops will be my magic number.
I'm in your boat. I have a sensitivity that pushes me toward altering my consciousness. Lots of us out there, to varying degrees. Thankfully, the one rule I had was never to try any "hard addictive drug." No meth, no coke, no heroin. I don't know what it's like, and that's a good thing, or I don't know where I'd be today. Using ephedrine hcl was enough to show me that I could abuse uppers easily.
I don't mind people who choose not to drink. That's their prerogative. I do mind people who choose to do so arrogantly. There are a great many who put themselves up on pedestals, looking down at the "weak" people who drink, etc. To me, that's every bit as judgemental as the people who judge others for not drinking or using recreational drugs.
(05-27-2017, 10:02 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm glad you guys take such a strong stance on your beliefs. That's inspiring. I can't say I have that level of will. The thought of drinking or drugging still creep up, two and a half years after quitting.
As for dimsee,
4 loops will be my magic number.
When you have cleared out the underlying reasons for this, it will stop. Rest assured. You are on the way there.
Something called me to raise the volume from 1/15 to 6/15 before I even turned on my 4 loops. I believe the volume optimizer was triggered by the Optimus engine because the sub needed to permeate through higher levels of subconscious.
Last night, I turned on my loops through my phone where I only has ultrasonic. I had my 4 loops in a playlist, but I woke up on loop 6, to find that repeat all had been on. All 6 loops were on 1/15 ultrasonic on headphones. I think the overdose on ultrasonic woke up a part of the subC, making it more receptive to the subliminal. So when it came time for the next listening session (hybrid - 3.1A) that part of the subC that may have been resisting put down its guard and opened up.
I'm definitely in the group of people experiencing "static" as I change channels. I'm getting reverse hits lately. It's really annoying. New Girls don't even want to talk to me and are seeming to want to get rid of me. Existing girls are receiving me well though.
Moar clearing plz
(05-28-2017, 02:56 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (05-27-2017, 10:02 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm glad you guys take such a strong stance on your beliefs. That's inspiring. I can't say I have that level of will. The thought of drinking or drugging still creep up, two and a half years after quitting.
As for dimsee,
4 loops will be my magic number.
When you have cleared out the underlying reasons for this, it will stop. Rest assured. You are on the way there.
This is good news Shannon. You don't even understand. It's not that I "battle" the cravings, as I have an effective way to keep the BS at bay. ..... but it is definitely uncomfortable when my mind goes to scary places knowing full well the consequences of taking action on those thoughts. It's like my brain is permanently hijacked by this craving that rears it's ugly head every now and again. And surely, if I don't continue to identify G/S/F complexes, and work to remove them, I am at risk of rationalizing myself into a delusional downward spiral.
To permanently eradicate the reason my mind is pulled towards such nonsense would be a boon and my existing gratitude for you and your work will multiply infinitely. And you can rest assured that the gift won't end with me. It will be passed on to others (legally lol), and people will regain control of their lives.
---patiently waiting
(05-28-2017, 09:42 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ] (05-28-2017, 02:56 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (05-27-2017, 10:02 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm glad you guys take such a strong stance on your beliefs. That's inspiring. I can't say I have that level of will. The thought of drinking or drugging still creep up, two and a half years after quitting.
As for dimsee,
4 loops will be my magic number.
When you have cleared out the underlying reasons for this, it will stop. Rest assured. You are on the way there.
This is good news Shannon. You don't even understand. It's not that I "battle" the cravings, as I have an effective way to keep the BS at bay. ..... but it is definitely uncomfortable when my mind goes to scary places knowing full well the consequences of taking action on those thoughts. It's like my brain is permanently hijacked by this craving that rears it's ugly head every now and again. And surely, if I don't continue to identify G/S/F complexes, and work to remove them, I am at risk of rationalizing myself into a delusional downward spiral.
To permanently eradicate the reason my mind is pulled towards such nonsense would be a boon and my existing gratitude for you and your work will multiply infinitely. And you can rest assured that the gift won't end with me. It will be passed on to others (legally lol), and people will regain control of their lives.
---patiently waiting
I said that because I do understand. And I'd be willing to bet it's not your brain that is the issue. You have certain issues that remain unhealed which are triggering parts of you to seek escape through drink and drugs, which is damage interacting with faulty programming for "how to cope" in your subconscious mind. Very common reason for people dealing with addiction to have issues with addiction.
I'm definitely going to create a healing sub aimed specifically at permanently breaking addictions.
The clearing is pushing my limits right now. I'm in tears, scared shitless, and just want to throw my headphones off...... I'm hoping to get thru this quickly
(05-29-2017, 07:00 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]The clearing is pushing my limits right now. I'm in tears, scared shitless, and just want to throw my headphones off...... I'm hoping to get thru this quickly
Well that's intense, but you do know that it's doing the job.
Keep the grips on, man.
You know you're gonna make it.
Been there eternity. A few nights ago I felt like I was dying. I'm so scared of dying. It's my #1 fear. All my fears are fears because I believe they'll somehow lead to death. Needless to say it was not pleasant. It got better tho.
I don't know if I mentioned it a while ago Sarge, I may have. But i've had a couple of times where I explore on paper "What am I resisting?" "What am I afraid of?" and such and wrote down what come up and dug into it.
And I think twice I traced seemingly unrelated things back to fear of death. I mentioned it to Shannon and he said a few other people had mentioned a similar thing.
It makes sense that fear of death is a pretty core thing. But what is weird is how it links to other issues, it doesn't make sense logically.. and when I wrote it the stuff that come out and how it connected up sounded really weird.. but of course fears and such aren't logical nor do they make sense most of the time.
(05-29-2017, 08:59 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]I don't know if I mentioned it a while ago Sarge, I may have. But i've had a couple of times where I explore on paper "What am I resisting?" "What am I afraid of?" and such and wrote down what come up and dug into it.
And I think twice I traced seemingly unrelated things back to fear of death. I mentioned it to Shannon and he said a few other people had mentioned a similar thing.
It makes sense that fear of death is a pretty core thing. But what is weird is how it links to other issues, it doesn't make sense logically.. and when I wrote it the stuff that come out and how it connected up sounded really weird.. but of course fears and such aren't logical nor do they make sense most of the time.
Yeah fear of death is a big one. Core for sure. I've stopped trying to trace my fears because I assume they all lead to that one. I mean think about it, if you were Superman and knew you couldn't die or be killed, what would you fear?
I actually think it's very logical tbh. The fears aren't (like I had a fear of E.T. lol, not logical at ALL) but the reason for the fear (fear of death) is very logical no?