(03-05-2017, 07:07 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (03-05-2017, 06:55 PM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote: [ -> ] (03-05-2017, 06:31 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]You liking that "make yourself a better lover" module, eh?
Oh that did end up in 3.1?! I thought only sexual performance was handled? Excellent, I'll have the opportunity to test that tomorrow 
Also I realize this isn't my journal but I think I have my first FwB relationship type deal going down.
What, do you think we are talking about different things?
I was thinking performance was in reference to staying power, things make a lot more sense now.
(03-05-2017, 03:48 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]OK here’s my report.
US/LM - Like I said in a previous post, there was an opportunity presented to me about a month ago, as far as work is concerned. I ended up meeting with the guy yesterday morning, and we talked about doing work on a contract basis – which is perfect because if this deal goes through, I will basically have the same (or more) income I receive from my day job with the caveat that I get to work my own hours, and it is project based work; I end up with a net profit of time compared to mandatory 40 hrs a week. This is HUGE for me right now, as I LOATHE the 9 to 5 lifestyle and all the problems that come along with it. This is especially useful for the DMSI program because it means I have more leverage to meet and be seduced by women during regular day hours when I would otherwise be at work. But before I get too excited about this “result”, I should let it play itself out and see if this actually goes through (which I believe it will)
Do you know if this combo is also present in MHS or only in DMSI 3.1?
(03-06-2017, 03:39 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (03-06-2017, 02:46 AM)NoLimit Wrote: [ -> ]Do you know if this combo is also present in MHS or only in DMSI 3.1?
US is in MHS.
US/LM is in DMSI 3.1.
Thank you !
Damn the stuggle is real : To dimsee or not to dimsee, that is the question
Forgot to post the other day that my phone charger got unbelievably hot the other night. it was plugged in for maybe 45 minutes. There's a chance the sub was pulling energy from the outlet.
Today at lunch break, I waited for 15 minutes for 2 girls to finish using the microwave. they used the shit out of that microwave oven. by the time it was my turn, i opened up the microwave and felt this intense energy flood my system. it was a bit orgasmic.
I'm kind of obsessed with the energy sourcing and nemanja made a meme specifically for that.
but on another note, i had a dream last night about the hottest girl I can consciously think of, that I know. we hadn't spoken in over 2 months. In my dream, she was crying over something.... I texted her at around noon today.
me: <her name>
her: omg I was talking to someone about you yesterday! (Heart eye emoji)
me: omg I had a dream about you last night ! and you were crying
I don't know what it was about, so I thought I'd say hi
her: I've been having a rough time! that's probably why I was crying in your dream!
idk what this synchronicity was all about, but it broke the 2 month silence we had. It'd be nice to f*** her.
LOL Maybe I should look into using ambient electromagnetic and radio frequency energy. There's enough if it around these days.
Uhh.. it feels like I'm losing a sense of who I am. I typed a series of messages in the group chat. I re read it 20 min later and it felt like somebody else sent those messages rather than me. I feel off balance now. Like something has shifted? Like I was knocked onto an alternate lifeline and that first step off the old lifeline was a doozy. Disoriented. Displaced.
Unsure of what just happened. This is about to be some monumental clearing. I can already feel it coming. The premonition of what's to come seems like it is loading me up into a cannon. The sub will then light the fuse. The explosion represents the clearing and the distance I travel represents the path to the destination.
Oh f*** boys, this is going to be one hell of a ride.
Thankfully that weird feeling didn't last long. I woke up feeling fine.
L & I got into a stupid argument last night and it ended with her saying "I don't want to see you again". She called back in 5 minutes to apologize. We've been having arguments like this all week. I'm wondering if 3.1 is manifesting these events?
Anyway today has been intense. I made a video sideshow for my friends memorial service which is coming up on Saturday. That shit was HEAVY. The pain is real. She died last Tuesday and I've cried 3 or 4 times already. Poor girl drank herself to death. It's nice to know the emotional shield only applies to the clearing going on directly due to the sub. Not that I questioned it, but I'm glad I got to feel this emotion.
The celeb effect is interesting. My boss has completely changed how he interacts with me since last week. It has become very light hearted and fun at the office. Random people have opened me three times today. It's noteworthy because typically I'm the one who opens others.
I've also been feeling really entitled for results. My ego is getting big. I think to myself "I'm running the most powerful sub in existence, and all you peasants will respond to my aura". Or other thoughts like "why isn't this girl giving me an IOI. Doesn't she know I'm hot?" Or.... "it's OK to look at me. I know I'm interesting". These thoughts have always been there, but I'm aware of them now. Enough to recognize them for what they are. 5 days ago, I wouldn't have recognized this as significant. Truth be told, I don't know if I want to get rid of this entitlement. It kind of feels good, although it's probably stemming from neediness.
I also has an incredible bout of anxiety at 5 pm which lasted for an hour. I think it was sub related, but I'm not sure.
I got the entitlement like crazy too. Sometimes I wonder if I'm insane lol.
(03-07-2017, 07:47 PM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I've also been feeling really entitled for results. My ego is getting big. I think to myself "I'm running the most powerful sub in existence, and all you peasants will respond to my aura". Or other thoughts like "why isn't this girl giving me an IOI. Doesn't she know I'm hot?" Or.... "it's OK to look at me. I know I'm interesting". These thoughts have always been there, but I'm aware of them now. Enough to recognize them for what they are. 5 days ago, I wouldn't have recognized this as significant. Truth be told, I don't know if I want to get rid of this entitlement. It kind of feels good, although it's probably stemming from neediness.
Check and check. I've had a number of incidents where an ugly woman would see me and look up and away, which allegedly signifies a rejection and I've burst out laughing while thinking, "I'm better than you, anyway, uggo."
It happens.
I'm having the worst headache ever, after sleeping for a solid 9 hours. Jeez. I must be really resisting the script
(03-08-2017, 05:15 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm having the worst headache ever, after sleeping for a solid 9 hours. Jeez. I must be really resisting the script
I've felt REALLY tired in the mornings recently when I wake up from listening to DMSI, my head and even my body feels like it's been ran over by a truck.
(03-08-2017, 05:25 AM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: [ -> ] (03-08-2017, 05:15 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm having the worst headache ever, after sleeping for a solid 9 hours. Jeez. I must be really resisting the script
I've felt REALLY tired in the mornings recently when I wake up from listening to DMSI, my head and even my body feels like it's been ran over by a truck.
That's a pretty accurate description or how I feel right now!!!!
(03-08-2017, 05:26 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ] (03-08-2017, 05:25 AM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: [ -> ] (03-08-2017, 05:15 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm having the worst headache ever, after sleeping for a solid 9 hours. Jeez. I must be really resisting the script
I've felt REALLY tired in the mornings recently when I wake up from listening to DMSI, my head and even my body feels like it's been ran over by a truck.
That's a pretty accurate description or how I feel right now!!!!
Same. That's how I feel today. And even worse, I have a co-worker that's pissing me off. I feel the razor manifesting...