Subliminal Talk

I used DMSI for 6 loops and then the Daleks came :'(

I used DMSI for 8 loops and I became Super Saiyan. Don't trust Shannon, he doesn't want your power level to go over 9 thousand but it can!

y u gotta do htis, guys!!! :'(
































the power really did go out. twice. and both times, i had listened to 4 loops of dimsee.

Well, the sun didn't really go out, cause I didn't really listen to 4 loops of DMSI. I'mma follow the directions.

I ended up sleeping for 13 hours haha. I'm thinking, should I skip my loops today since I did extra yesterday?

Perhaps. So, my side job boss asked me yesterday, if I wanted to skip work for a day and work for him, and he will pay me. I'm not one to really skip work. So I asked him "that depends, how much time do you need from me, and how much you can you pay me? "

He said if I spent the day working for him, he'll pay me $3/hr more than I get paid at my current job.

Needless to say, I called in sick, and will be heading over there today. US/LM?

That job has been made available to me full time. Hell yeah. With massive growth opportunities! !!!!

Now that's US in action. Granted I would have been hired back regardless of whether I'm running dimsee, the circumstances and the changes going on in my head give me positive indication that US/LM pushed the opportunity closer and faster.

Wait, I need to mention that the pain of the breakup, which happened on sunday, has pretty much completely subsided. ~48 hours after the fact.

This fact is not something to be taken lightly. Lol.

That clearing tho........

I listened to 2 loops of B last night.

I guess I should note that I haven't been reporting IOI's. The reason is that they're just so common, that I've grown to accept them as a natural fact of my existence. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I've had women do some really weird things in front of me, taht I'll write here simply for the sake of story.

Saturday, L and I left the bank and this older couple was parked right next to me. They were getting into their car. The guy was already there, but the lady had her door open, and the door was blocking my door so I waited at the curb for her to get into her car. Next thing I know, she closes her door, walks around to the back of the car, and lets me into my car. i nod thank you, and get into my car. L gets into the passenger seat, and she's all confused at wtf just happened. The husband was also VERY confused at what was going on. I'm sure he was thinking "WTF is my wife doing!" like seriously, it looked like the lady had lost her mind for a second, because she could have just got into the car since her door was already open. I was waiting patiently for her to get into her car. Although I may have been giving signals that i was in a rush, so that may have confused her.

That Night I was with L in the grocery store. This couple walks past us, as I was looking at items on the shelf. L tells me what the woman just did as she walked past us. Apparently, the woman rubbed in between her boobs with the side of her pinky finger, and said "i have heartburn". L mentioned it because she was wondering why that lady had to rub her boobs to make that statement.


Now, these things are just outlier IOI's that are more bizarre than anything else, and like i said i'm reporting them simply for entertainment sake.

So. I went to an aa meeting at the transitional living facility I got sober at. The place where I get treated like a minor celebrity. (Woohoo! A bunch of drunks and dope fiends think I'm the shit!!) I hadn't been here in a couple months, so I was clearly missed.

I agree with chaos here. We're very damn near achieving the design goals of dimsee. If today was any indication of anything, that is.

1) freaky girl from 3.0.1:
She walks in, and greets me with a huge smile. "Haven't seen you in forever! !" Type conversations. She tells me she got two tattoos, one on her shoulder, then one on her sternum. She then non chalantly shows me the shoulder piece, then flashes me her boobs to show me her sternum. I say "whoa! You can't strip in front of everyone! !! You gotta charge for that!" She leans in closer to me and says "the first one is for free"

2)INTP girl who was unresponsive to my advances in 3.0.1:
Imagine a rectangular room, with a long dining table throughout half of the length of the room, positioned in the middle of the room. I'm sitting at the southwest corner of the table, facing north. Freaky girl is sitting directly across from me at the table. INTP girl is sitting in a row of chairs behind FG, at 11 o'clock position, facing south (towards me).

We lock eyes, and then greet each other with wide smiles and loud hello's. Interesting, because she's an INTP, that had always seemed reserved. To see that much emotive expression from a reserved type was out of the norm. We chat for a few minutes, then the meeting starts.

Throughout the meeting, any time a joke was made, INTP girl and I locked eyes, made silly faces at each other, and smiled. Her eyes gave away that she was somewhat fascinated about me.

Then, 10 minutes into the meeting, AFF sits directly behind me. The one I went crystal mining with last weekend. I turn around to see her, and she grabs my hand to hold it for a good 3 seconds. No, it was not a handshake.

After the meeting, AFF grabs my hand again, and I see a look of disgust on INTP's face, as she looked at AFF. Lololol. Don't be jealous, there's a lot of me to go around. As a side note, isn't dimsee supposed to give women the understanding that they will have to share the user?

AFF asked me to join her every Wednesday for a gurdjieff class. I said "sure! Then we can come here ! Let's make it a commitment! "

AFF grabs my hand and pulls it to her. My hand made contact with her leg, multiple times, and for a few seconds at a time.

Plus all the standard IOI's that I'm not reporting, because turning necks has become a part time job, and nothing about it is new anymore.




Ohhhhh, I forgot to mention that C asked me to come over to her house before the meeting. No big deal, I hadn't seen her new house yet, and it was on my way, so I went. Her fiance was there, so I didn't think much of it. .. but within 5 min of me being there, she turns the thermostat from 74 to 72 farenheit. The whole time, me and her were talking, joking around, being our normal goofy selves. She was playing with her hair and looking into my eyes for 15 seconds at a time, without breaking eye contact. We were seated on an L shape sofa. I was on the horizontal position of the L, her fiance was in the corner, to my left, and C was on the vertical portion of the L. So he was aware of everything she was doing, and she still did it.

I should also note that C asked me today, to be the ring man dog wrangler at their wedding. The guy who carries the rings, while walking their dalmatian. LOL. Apparently that means she's trying to find ways to keep me significant in her life.... but if you ask ME, it's just natural that she asked me because we've been really close friends for 2 years. She'd keep me in her life regardless, right?





Damn. All this attention and validation I got today? Really boosting my ego. And I am currently wondering whether it's actually a good thing. ...

Y u gotta do htis, dimsee? -_-

The clearing is still in effect. I say this primarily because of my dreams. I've had dreams the past few nights of people I owe amends to in the real world. Either for something I've done to them, the way I treated them, or just plain harboring a resentment towards them in my mind.

It's like the healing/clearing is making things right with people IRL, balancing out my karma in the process. Interestingly, some of these things don't relate to sex or sexuality AT ALL. Like this lady, who was my best friends mom. She ended up taking advantage of my family and took like 50 grand in investment money that turned out to be fraudulent. I hated her guts for doing that, but in my dream, I called her to make things right with her saying I forgave her. WHY? This happened 6 years ago!

There had been a couple other dreams too taht I can't remember.....

So. It's either the P5 of A -- or Brute force garbage removal via version B

I've been a bit more irritable than usual.

Intuition tells me that I'm complying with the script, but not 100% willingly. It's like I'm grumbling and moaning about complying with the script, making sure to let you know that I'm doing it because I HAVE to, not because I WANT to.

OR, it could be the shields from version A starting to die down. 30 days of having an emotional shield and then taking it away could make me hyper sensitive to that which i experienced prior to having the shield, but was numbed to them while the shield was up.

I'm volunteering at anime matsuri this year. I will be in the presence of hundreds of anime girls. I don't have much expectations that dimsee will prove its worth there, and truth be told, I don't have much faith that it will either. Why don't I have faith in it? It's the latest and greatest development of th dimsee series, so I should have the most faith. but instead, the IDGAF is so strong that it's causing me to doubt it. lol

(04-07-2017, 09:06 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]I'm volunteering at anime matsuri this year.

If you happen to meet Mario Bueno there tell him Alex Rosario says hey.

Haha hahaha I have no idea who that is but if I do see him I'll be sure to let him know.

Since being here I've been opened once by a hot girl, I've seen twin girls I met last year, and they were both super huge pupil'ed when they saw me (could have been contacts? Idk). I asked them if they remembered me and it looked like they were in awe!!!

And then thus other girl who I was trying to mack on last year saw me and I greeted her a little enthusiastically. She was intimidated as hell, and couldn't look me in the eyes. I said "HEY REMEMBER ME?!?"

Her: uhhh... yeah. ....

Lol that was funny as hell. She clearly couldn't handle my enfp'ness.

Then, met these chick's and did some crowd control with them. When it was time to leave, the hotter of the two looked me deep in the eyes and said "you are fun! It was great working with you! "

Hahaha I love that I was very doubtful of the sub earlier but it proved me wrong with a smack to the face. Lmao...

In exhausted and hungry now tho. Might crash hard tonight.

I feel like I'm building a house on shaky foundation. This is seemingly a prerequisite for running away from dimsee. If it gets much worse than this I'll be going back to A, but I'll try to do at least a few more days of B.