Damn, L manifested a guy. She went on a date with him because she thought I was pushing her to do that. Regardless it was definitely a dimsee manifestation. That's crazy! She's only listened to dmsi 3 times in her life. 1 was during 2.5. The second two were 3.1a 7 days apart. She's having some crazy results, manifesting at 2 loop sessions.
I'm not insecure that she is manifesting other guys. I'm more concerned about how many beta orbiters she's gonna have around her annoying the living f*** out of her.
That, and I don't think a hot girl nerds to have any more social/sexual power. Regardless, I do love her and I want the healing for her, so I may continue to expose her. But I probably won't. Lol.
and i deleted that post because it was full of nonsense, and I don't know what I'm saying
y u gotta do htis dimsee? -_-
aaaaaghhhhh i'm so confused at what i'm feeling and why i'm feeling it. my post that i deleted was an effort to justify something that didn't need to be justified. exploring something that didn't need to be explored. Really, just armchair expert mumbo jumbo mental masturbation. that's all it was.
but i wish i didn't delete it, so i could see how much BS my mind is producing right now. my subC is a mess right now, and i think i'm back to resisting the scripting. Tho i do feel a euphoria, so i'm not too sure there.
Euphoric confusion. might as well call that drunk
3.1 is pushing through resistance for a lot of you that was not previously possible to push through. It's a fight, but DMSI is winning. Slowly but surely. It's just not such a simple task. It will challenge you and require time, but it's happening.
I managed to recover the post. Here it is. It starts off by referring to Shannon's warning.
Yeah, you did. Aaaand everything that played out was predicted by chaos with insane precision.
However, it's not really as big of a deal that I may have made it seem. I believe in nonmonogamy, and I also believe in giving her the freedom to do the same. Yesterday was an interesting day, but it doesn't affect me today, and I don't carry any resentment whatsoever that she's manifested a dude. I already know for fact, and have been validated in many ways by her that I'm the best lover she's ever had, and possibly ever will have.
The issue is not that she's manifesting men. Idc about that. But something just doesn't feel right. Some of my brothers on the forum have been using dmsi for MONTHS and haven't had what she's experienced in 3 listening sessions total. Some of us have endured rage, depression, suicidal thoughts, frustration, physical illness, insane exhaustion, and have still yet to see solid improvements in the women arena. I AM resentful at how woman have it much easier, despite what any woman may have to say about it (and has, in another thread). She manifested a date in 2 weeks.
Y u gotta do htis, dimsee? -_-
On the bright side, this means that the 6g MYP programs are going to kick ass!!!!
(03-17-2017, 07:23 AM)eternity Wrote: [ -> ]The issue is not that she's manifesting men. Idc about that. But something just doesn't feel right. Some of my brothers on the forum have been using dmsi for MONTHS and haven't had what she's experienced in 3 listening sessions total. Some of us have endured rage, depression, suicidal thoughts, frustration, physical illness, insane exhaustion, and have still yet to see solid improvements in the women arena. I AM resentful at how woman have it much easier, despite what any woman may have to say about it (and has, in another thread). She manifested a date in 2 weeks.
Yep, you said it there... women do have it easier. I think if DMSI is geared towards both genders... it's probably ready for women already. Most men (please correct me if I'm wrong) need nothing more than a little hint... for years of social programming and obligation to approach to kick in. This allows women to sit back and enjoy the show.
I'm getting into a mode where if the woman isn't showing 'active interest' as well, I'm not going for it at all.
Whether they use DMSI or no DMSI, if they don't show active interest - as opposed to just going with the flow and not displaying disinterest - I think I'm not going to go after them any more.
that's a good way to look at it hunk. the good thing is, as soon as dmsi starts fulfilling the design goals on the regular, we wouldn't even have to approach, because the women will be doing it FOR US! that's the paradigm flip that we are all patiently awaiting
Today was interesting. For one, I couldn't get JACK SHIT done at work. I just couldn't focus for the life of me. Some time around noon, I was chatting with the guys on skype, and something was said that triggered me to no end. I had flashbacks of my most recent incarnation, and a tear rolled down each cheek. It was incredibly random the way the incident that triggered me went further to clear something deep within me, at a soul level. DEEP soul level. After that, the day went by MUCH SMOOTHER!
I leave the office and as I'm leaving, I see this gorgeous blonde woman opening the door to teh reception area. She had no idea I was 15 ft behind her. She then turns back to look directly at me with a huge smile, walks into the reception area still smiling and looking at me, and then closes the door behind her. WHOA. That was a BLATANT result of dmsi if I've ever seen one. I take the stairs from the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor, still processing wtf just happened with that girl at the reception area. I walk out the door from the stairwell, turn left to go down the corridor, and I lock eyes with this gorgeous redhead, and I swear, she looked directly at me, smiled seductively, and said hi and walked past. This happened within 30 seconds of the blonde girl on floor 3. I was floored. Did I really just experience that? that was SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll take a few more of those, please. Also, I wanna place an order for a random seduction that occurs in the middle of the day, that leads to sex that night. That'd be nice. Oh, and I'll also like to place another order. I'd like a stunning 10/10 to approach me, give me her phone number, and take things somewhere with me. All the while sitting back and allowing the program to do its thing.
Oh. Payment, you ask? I paid enough. By enduring this damn clearing. For months. I've paid in full, but more payment is on its way.
I think what you guys are seeing is that in general, women have it easier because guys will approach them all day long. If you already had a situation where women were approaching you all day long, what is DMSI gonna do on top of that?
(03-18-2017, 07:28 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think what you guys are seeing is that in general, women have it easier because guys will approach them all day long. If you already had a situation where women were approaching you all day long, what is DMSI gonna do on top of that?
Well you see, I guess this is where I usually have had real trouble believing that DMSI can work. Because I see this issue in plain sight as well. Why would women approach when they get armies of guys after them? So I'm not sure how DMSI is supposed to work.
For me, when I do chase, they usually get repelled and unattracted because I show interest, or are just not interested. But, when I don't do anything, they don't seem to come towards me either and I seem to be ignored, or they chase other guys who don't seem very into them, which is similar to what I did by not initiating with them and sitting back etc. so that's confusing. Given the societal programming in women, and the fact that if they're even average hot they never need to do anything and everything gets magically handed to them as even an average girl has options WWWAAAYYY beyond the normal man. And that my experience in women approaching me or showing interest to me has been quite lacklustre, I guess this is the crux of the reason I have found DMSI difficult to believe in and that it can do what it is proposed it will be able to do. I'm not sure how all of that can be reversed with it, I guess. That's quite a tall order, and for someone like me who isn't even sure of all the aura/manifestation stuff, it can be even tougher to get behind.
I get the "theory" of it, don't get me wrong. But I've never quite understood HOW in reality this program is actually supposed to do all of that. Taking a guy like me, with that kind of experience, even beyond all the terrible past in need of clearing and healing, and make girls I'm attracted to somehow want me and approach me for sex now. I don't understand how if I think a girl is hot, and my type, then the program fires up for her and makes her approach me for sex. That seems hmm to me, always has, I guess because I don't see how that process clearly works, how things get from "mmm shes hot!" to the sub making her approach me for sex, I don't follow.
I guess I'll have to see.
If you were walking through the desert and you saw a diamond, would you pick it up? If you would, why would you? Is it because you recognize it as having value, which motivates you to act?
The same thing would be true here. We simply make her perceive the user as being so valuable that she needs to and is sufficiently motivated to and act.
Now as to exactly how we are doing that, there are many ways being used. Each contributes some to the goal, just as a diamond must have many facets to express it's full potential for beauty.
And whether you believe some of them can or do work, or understand what is being done to achieve the goal is about as important as understanding all of what happens when you touch your cell phone screen and it understands that you wanted to type the letter "t".
It doesn't matter if you understand how it works. It matters if what is being done works.
I figured the answer would be along those lines.
I guess the bottom line is, I'll have to see it in action in person, when/if that happens. I was always wondering how me listening to a sub, makes a girl I'm attracted to approach me for sex. I guess I fail to see how those dots get connected, from me listening to a sub and checking her out or already being attracted to her, to her somehow making a move due to the same sub.
In time if it works, it won't matter, indeed. But, I was always unsure how that all works, which probably made it harder to get behind.
(03-18-2017, 12:55 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]I figured the answer would be along those lines.
I guess the bottom line is, I'll have to see it in action in person, when/if that happens. I was always wondering how me listening to a sub, makes a girl I'm attracted to approach me for sex. I guess I fail to see how those dots get connected, from me listening to a sub and checking her out or already being attracted to her, to her somehow making a move due to the same sub.
In time if it works, it won't matter, indeed. But, I was always unsure how that all works, which probably made it harder to get behind.
Why not just relax then? Being skeptical because you don't have all the dots to connect and making it harder to get behind is just another way to make it harder for yourself to get the results. If DMSI works, you don't need to be invested in believing it will or does work, just like you don't need to be invested in trying to defeat it if it doesn't work.
Just be neutral, and let the program do its thing. You don't need to do anything else with regards to the program itself.
We don't always have all the answers to see how or why something works. That doesn't make it work less when it does, or more when it doesn't.
(03-18-2017, 01:15 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (03-18-2017, 12:55 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]I figured the answer would be along those lines.
I guess the bottom line is, I'll have to see it in action in person, when/if that happens. I was always wondering how me listening to a sub, makes a girl I'm attracted to approach me for sex. I guess I fail to see how those dots get connected, from me listening to a sub and checking her out or already being attracted to her, to her somehow making a move due to the same sub.
In time if it works, it won't matter, indeed. But, I was always unsure how that all works, which probably made it harder to get behind.
Why not just relax then? Being skeptical because you don't have all the dots to connect and making it harder to get behind is just another way to make it harder for yourself to get the results. If DMSI works, you don't need to be invested in believing it will or does work, just like you don't need to be invested in trying to defeat it if it doesn't work.
Just be neutral, and let the program do its thing. You don't need to do anything else with regards to the program itself.
We don't always have all the answers to see how or why something works. That doesn't make it work less when it does, or more when it doesn't.
Oh I get that concept.
I've probably been acutely sensitive to why things won't work with women and more focused on that, due to the past and beliefs formed from it. Never mind the decades of different crap I've tried over the years, further clouding things. So certainty seems to be important, or doubt is created, or doubt is the natural state due to the past and beliefs formed through it, I don't know.
I am far better at being detached than versions ago, that's for sure. Although, as I've said in my journal, I don't know if that's the sub making me less needy etc. or if it's a sense of brewing futility. I guess it may take actually seeing a girl give me a clear real signal this is legit working, to truly open up to it once and for all. Anything less will just allow that doubt to fester again due to everything up to this. That will probably be a few versions away if even then, I've already accepted I will be one of the last to see the program work in reality.