Subliminal Talk

EHPRA's helping, actually. It would appear it's disconnecting it a bit for now, so that the Item works with more stability, and we'll see what happens long-term.

(03-23-2024, 11:51 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]EHPRA's helping, actually. It would appear it's disconnecting it a bit for now, so that the Item works with more stability, and we'll see what happens long-term.

So I was napping last night and had to wake up to finish a job, and it would appear that my subC is now busy healing that shite I mentioned AND the sweet but psycho little aristocrat debacle (remember her? From my DMSI journals? I sure remember, hahaha). So apparently I'm still salty about it, lol.

Anyway, I have some anger and *HOLY INJUSTICE* feelings every now and again, but not to the point of distraction.

Had another long and involved boxing dream last night. This time I won too, and the opponent really stopped defending themsleves after the first punch. Interesting.

Feeling a little impatient. I know what to do, and I'm doing it, but I'd rather have results *NOW* if you know what I mean.

(03-27-2024, 02:44 AM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]Feeling a little impatient. I know what to do, and I'm doing it, but I'd rather have results *NOW* if you know what I mean.

Hahaha I know what you mean
We can start the impatient group lol
But we should stick to it and try enjoying each moment to the fullest

(03-27-2024, 01:28 PM)Topaz Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-27-2024, 02:44 AM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]Feeling a little impatient. I know what to do, and I'm doing it, but I'd rather have results *NOW* if you know what I mean.

Hahaha I know what you mean
We can start the impatient group lol
But we should stick to it and try enjoying each moment to the fullest

I broke my diet a couple of times which made me frustrated, but afterwards I altered my workout regiment a bit (made it more intense) to compensate. There's the Easter break coming and I'll probably be stuffing my face for several days anyway. Let's call it a "cheat week", hah. Then I'll be back to dieting.

Set up a little manifestation tool and am testing it by trying to manifest in 3D, as they say, a particular sexual act I like very much. Added one more thing to my other regimen I've set aside for a time but it seems like it's important enough to reinstate.

Healing seems to be progressing. I've been having dreams that involve fighting, for some reason, but that's only skin-deep, some other stuff is going on. Had a "why the crap was I even born" moment today, but it was very short.

See, on the body-energetic level, I've got this "wound" going up from the right side of the area of my root chakra to my heart chakra, usually on the right, but sometimes on the left. So while I'm using EHPRA it will sometimes act up, like I'll feel physical pain for some moments (mostly in the heart), but most of the time I get this funky, ticklish sensation (like f. in. now while listening to my loop for the day).

Had a very nice session with my hot psychotherapist today. Talked about love. Feeling pretty good, listening to some music. Currently I've got Chris Cornell's (RIP, man!) "You know my name" and Mozart's "Hai gia vinta la causa" from the Marriage of Figaro going.

Here i thought i was the only one who felt pain around that area and the tickle in my case had a nasty feeling, fortunately i stopped feeling like that for a while now so the time pays off.

Yeah, it's a psychosmatic/energetic expression of a wound that's being healed. I've also learned that when these spots get "too dark" all of a sudden it probably means I'm under some sort of psychic/energetic attack.

So I had a day or two off the sub and I think I feel better when I'm running it actively. Been feeling very sleepy, though that might also be the fact I've been stuffing my face, Easter-style.

Had a dream just now that I've attained supernatural powers, like levitation and teleportation. It was pretty wonky.

It's like I'm having pretty pleasant dreams, all things considered, but with some dark undertones. F. in. today I had a romance-related dream which involved a woman I broke off all contact with some time ago, and it was a pleasant one, but when I woke up I felt a little disturbed. Interesting.

I made a pretty major change in some stuff I've been employing, but I guess I felt safe enough to make that change. Feels pretty good, too!

I do get somewhat disturbing dreams sometimes, f. in. last night I dreamt of political aggression directed at me which isn't a new thing for me, so I guess the aftermath of that needs healing too. But when I was napping during the day I had pleasant dreams which was welcome.

Despite stuffing my face, Easter-style, I do not look as if i've gained weight thanks to my physical regimen.