Subliminal Talk

I got frustrated with foobar crapping out on my phone so, since I'm not running factory settings anyway, I'm running EHPRA ultrasonic from my computer. It's good to have some rest from earbuds, too. We'll see how that goes. The number of loops I'm going to do is currently being determined by my predictive models.

By which I mean: my guts and my brains, lol.

(07-13-2024, 01:46 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]I got frustrated with foobar crapping out on my phone so, since I'm not running factory settings anyway, I'm running EHPRA ultrasonic from my computer. It's good to have some rest from earbuds, too. We'll see how that goes. The number of loops I'm going to do is currently being determined by my predictive models.

By which I mean: my guts and my brains, lol.

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(07-13-2024, 01:46 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]I got frustrated with foobar crapping out on my phone so, since I'm not running factory settings anyway, I'm running EHPRA ultrasonic from my computer. It's good to have some rest from earbuds, too. We'll see how that goes. The number of loops I'm going to do is currently being determined by my predictive models.

By which I mean: my guts and my brains, lol.

Make sure foobar isn’t damaging the subliminal audio. When I tried to use it it changed the file size which made it a big no for me.

(07-13-2024, 11:19 PM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-13-2024, 01:46 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]I got frustrated with foobar crapping out on my phone so, since I'm not running factory settings anyway, I'm running EHPRA ultrasonic from my computer. It's good to have some rest from earbuds, too. We'll see how that goes. The number of loops I'm going to do is currently being determined by my predictive models.

By which I mean: my guts and my brains, lol.

Make sure foobar isn’t damaging the subliminal audio. When I tried to use it it changed the file size which made it a big no for me.

I didin't know it did stuff like that. Hopefully it didin't.

Ultrasonic on my komputer is working because I had healing dreams and maybe a touch of resistance (I was tempted to switch programs for about an hour).

I did not get that part I was hoping for. Now I'm sad. Oy, at least I found another audition for Spetember, should give me something to do.

Healing is progressing, had positively fascinating dreams tonight.

The new setup is working well, I'm totally spamming loops though (no sign of overwhelm). I had really fascinating dreams again. My libido is returning, I feel more at ease with my sexuality, even flirting heavily, sexually with this one chick I matched with today over a dating app. We'll see whether she's up for a hookup or something. These dating apps kinda suck, but I do get the occasional match I'd be interested in.

Joined a group (a religious organization to be exact, but I'm not gonna go into details about it), it looks like a bunch of very good people I have a lot in common with. I'd love to make some new friends because my current ones are kinda derpy.

Otherwise feeling pretty good, working, practicing my singing. I'm not enjoying the weather though, too hot for me.

Got a singing gig, it doesn't pay too well but it's for a radio show so it could lead to good things down the line. Not much time to prepare but the material looks to be tailor-made for my voice, so there's that. Good!

Continuing EHPRAing, having fewer dreams these past couple of days, or maybe I just don't remember them as much. I like the fact that my libido is making a gradual comeback, can't wait to try OED again after healing up some more (I was in beast mode for the first two weeks of usage, haha). I feel way less bored these past couple of days, mostly because I've got more human interaction (through the Internet mostly, but that's always something - it'll probably move to IRL over time as well). Translating, thinking about stuff, living my life, as they say.

Had a very nice day today, met some (very hot) journalist ladies who were interested in my voice and my person, became facebook friends with one because she wanted to share my singing on her social media. Neat-o, we'll see whether this develops into something more.

Continuing with EHPRAing. Noticing that now my subC is involved in working through stuff that would sometimes pop to my mind consciously (like f.in. reaction to bullying/mobbing and such).

Gotta watch my food intake, I've started gaining weight (but that's mostly due to my parents visiting for nearly a month - they would always overfeed me). Other than that, working on that singing bitty I've got set up for Tuesday.

Feeling a bit tired and down, probably related to overeating a touch as well as EHPRAing as I had a very interesting dream when I napped, also to the fact I've been working a lot in the recent days. Could use a couple days off, but I've got that recording on Tuesday morning.

Looking forward to the new aphrodisiac, wish I had it yesterday as I had some lovely ladies to test it out on in my vicinity. I'll be using it sporadically in certain setting, we'll see what it brings about!

I purchased ESPA and will use it when good occasions arise. Closest get-together where there might be attractive women is on the 3rd of August, then I'm heading to metal \m/ gig on the 10th, where there might be cute metalheads. So I'll try it out on of those dates.

Apart from that, recording session tomorrow. I'm as prepared as I could be after only 4 days to learn and practice the score. So hopefully it'll go well.

EHPRAing continues, had some rather interesting dreams again. I could use a couple of days off soon, though, not from the sub but from work.

Had a little resistance yesternight, but then I had very important dreams, big stuff is cleraing through.

The recording session today went very well, hopefully it'll lead to some fame and more singing gigs. I am glad that I'll get some time to chillax now, though.

Been feeling a little down these past couple of days, maybe something's clearing through, I dunno. Hopefully it'll pass. I didn't get many depressive/down states on EHPRA to date.

I feel better after my analysis session.

Now I have a dilemma - I've got a partay with friends on the 3rd of August, but there's also a (free of charge) music festival between 1st-3rd, so now I'm torn which one to attend. Maybe I'll go the festival for 2 days and then jump to the partay? Decisions, decisions! I'll think on it.

I'm mood swinging a bit, through times I feel down, other times I feel up. Had interesting healing dreams related to performance.

I really can't wait to finish up the 7 months (I might do 8 just to be sure) and use another program, though. Still on the fence between giving OED another shot or going for OGSF to be on the safe side.

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Also, I'm noticeably less wary of starting relations with new people and so I'm making some new friends. I'm also gradually re-building myself to be able to stand up to injustice and the like, and letting people know they're being dickwads. I also have fewer anger bursts which I had aplenty in the beginning of listening to this program.