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(11-13-2019, 01:44 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]
(11-13-2019, 01:40 PM)Omni3 Wrote: [ -> ]
(11-13-2019, 01:29 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]Well, basically any topic she covers, someone else has also covered, probably in a way more healthy way (she's mostly rehashing other people's work). That girl is not exactly trustworthy as far as I can tell.

This is going way back, but I heard she made up a lot of stuff about her background to get attention.

That, too.

If you know how to spot a lie based on body language, it's pretty obvious. She's pretty good though, I'll say. Fooled me for a couple of weeks even.   Pinch I think she's one of those "gurus" who simply prey on people who are lost etc. for attention and money.

Yep, I was going to say that too but chose to keep it brief. She comes across as self serving, manipulative and narcissistic. Best avoided.

@EvolvingPhoenix check out the video by Abraham Hicks on YT about Passive Income https://youtu.be/T6bn3X6vDbk
Okay, thanks guys. I still think she was onto something in that video though. Finding the negative imprint and seeking out it's antonym. Sounds like a good idea.
Just outta curiosity though, who are some people y'all would recommend? If You're not allowed to promote someone on the thread or whatever, you can also just pm me.
Day 7 of carpetbombing. Last day before bloom. Definitely been getting E3 results. No monetary results so far.
So I emailed my energy healer and asked for advice or guidance in finding my negative imprint for determining my life's purpose. I pointed out that the red and yellow chakras seemed to have major blockages centering around fear, and the sacral ray's main theme was the feeling of being "forlorn" as the healer put it, to which he agreed. I asked which of those two seemed more pertinent from what he noticed doing the energy work on me, and he said the sacral ray issues (of being "forlorn") seemed to run deeper. He suggested that the possible overlying theme of my life, in temrs of negative imprint, probably has something to do with "loss of personal sovereignty" So I looked up "Loss of personal sovereignty" on Google and found an article pretty much equating it with "free will" and taking responsibility for one's own decision-making. I look at what I'm doing today, and I realize that I got home from my tutoring appointment for pysch stats, and I don't know what to do. Even though I have stuff to do, I don't want to do it and I don't know what I DO want to do, so I'm just sitting here at my laptop, doing nothing.

Not sure what to do...
Keep asking yourself "why?", but don't demand an answer. Seek it, but don't demand it.

Having used Shannon's subs for a few years, I've slowly let changes happen. I didn't trust myself, so I didn't share my heart with myself. Fear just kept its stakes in the ground, saying "MINE!". My own resources never changed that.

But over time, being nicer to myself allowed trust to surface. It was cautious at first, but practicing with what emerged created new thoughts and feelings in me. When I was mean to myself, I was distant from myself. When I began being nicer to myself, the inner "me" began coming out, the one with purpose and desire. NOTE: For me, this was done almost solely with Shannon's subs. It's the most effective "therapy" I've ever used; no kidding there.

I hated cliches such as "be patient. It'll come". Since it didn't happen when I wanted, I'd allow myself to be frustrated and discontent with even small glimpses of change. It will come though.

Be nicer to yourself FOR yourself. A buddy of mine has practiced being thankful for lots of messed up stuff in his life, and not surprisingly, his problems don't have the same power anymore.

A cliche fits here (sorry). What you think on will increase. What you dismiss will decrease.

Have you given yourself any credit for anything good today EP? You definitely deserve some. Smile
(11-14-2019, 04:57 PM)findingme Wrote: [ -> ]Keep asking yourself "why?", but don't demand an answer.  Seek it, but don't demand it.

Having used Shannon's subs for a few years, I've slowly let changes happen.  I didn't trust myself, so I didn't share my heart with myself.  Fear just kept its stakes in the ground, saying "MINE!".  My own resources never changed that.

But over time, being nicer to myself allowed trust to surface.  It was cautious at first, but practicing with what emerged created new thoughts and feelings in me.  When I was mean to myself, I was distant from myself.  When I began being nicer to myself, the inner "me" began coming out, the one with purpose and desire.  NOTE: For me, this was done almost solely with Shannon's subs.  It's the most effective "therapy" I've ever used; no kidding there.

I hated cliches such as "be patient.  It'll come".  Since it didn't happen when I wanted, I'd allow myself to be frustrated and discontent with even small glimpses of change.  It will come though.

Be nicer to yourself FOR yourself.  A buddy of mine has practiced being thankful for lots of messed up stuff in his life, and not surprisingly, his problems don't have the same power anymore.  

A cliche fits here (sorry).  What you think on will increase.  What you dismiss will decrease.

Have you given yourself any credit for anything good today EP?  You definitely deserve some. Smile

Thanks man. I needed to hear that. I really appreciate your words and your support. Even now, I'm thinking of my regrets as I type this, rather than my achievements, however small I might perceive them at the time to be. Glad to hear such good advice and to have such support. I love you all. Thank you all for your support. And thank you, Findingme, and especially thanks to Shannon for making these subs. I shall do more as you guys guide me to do: keep asking myself "Why?" and start giving myself more credit while being kinder to myself for my past decisions. And being grateful for the lessons provided even from the painful consequences of my decisions. I shall put your advice to good use in that matter. No, I haven't given myself credit for ANYTHING today. Thanks for reminding me I deserve some Smile
Watching this video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cQS2vW7QKc

Goes along well with the lessons I'm learning lately.
Day 1 of bloom: My last loop is playing from the 7th day of carpetbombing. Once it is done, the bloom begins.
So I just wasted 60 fucking dollars today trying to get laid! **sigh** So I got this app, right? I found it while doing stuff at the app store, just randomly suggested or something. So I downloaded the app, but waited a while to make an account. It was an app for meeting Japanese women. So I make an account today, and I IMMEDIATELY get at least like 6 or 7 good looking women trying to meet me and fuck me. Some of them live in my city and hit me up IMMEDIATELY and got impatient waiting for a reply. I have sent these women enough messages trying and failing to exchange contact info and trying to set up meetups. The ones who don't live in my city have NO IDEA how to set up a meeting. And the ones who DO live in my city haven't even seen my messages, necause they got tired of waiting dor a response after like 30 minutes of me not seeing their messages. I spent 60 dollars total on points so I could send more messages. Only to find that it is damn near impossible to exchange contact info (You know, because the app wants to "protect privacy") or set up a meeting and none of these hot chicks know how to either. So that's 60 dollars WASTED on 7 different hot women who all want to bamg me, but I can't meet up with. **sigh** I just needed to vent my frustrations.
(11-15-2019, 11:29 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: [ -> ]So I just wasted 60 ***** dollars today trying to get laid! **sigh** So I got this app, right? I found it while doing stuff at the app store, just randomly suggested or something. So I downloaded the app, but waited a while to make an account. It was an app for meeting Japanese women. So I make an account today, and I IMMEDIATELY get at least like 6 or 7 good looking women trying to meet me and*****me. Some of them live in my city and hit me up IMMEDIATELY and got impatient waiting for a reply. I have sent these women enough messages trying and failing to exchange contact info and trying to set up meetups. The ones who don't live in my city have NO IDEA how to set up a meeting. And the ones who DO live in my city haven't even seen my messages, necause they got tired of waiting dor a response after like 30 minutes of me not seeing their messages. I spent 60 dollars total on points so I could send more messages. Only to find that it is damn near impossible to exchange contact info (You know, because the app wants to "protect privacy") or set up a meeting and none of these hot chicks know how to either. So that's 60 dollars WASTED on 7 different hot women who all want to bamg me, but I can't meet up with. **sigh** I just needed to vent my frustrations.

Many of those "services" are just scams to take money from guys man. They're generally just stock photos or just stolen ones, and a few people reply back to each message that work for the company. It's all rigged. The "women" generally don't even exist.

Complete waste of time and money. It's why you're "forced" to only communicate through the "service". They're never able to meet up somehow for some reason. It's all bullshit.

Let's think about it: if you're struggling to get women, then join a site, and suddenly tons of smoke shows want to bang you...yeah...it's probably BS. I went through the same thing with a few places online.

Just speaking from experience on this crap guys get victimised by. Don't sink anymore money into any of it man.
Thanks for red pilling me to the scam. Can't believe I let my second head do all the thinking and blow through $60 in a day. Lesson learned. Fuck online dating services! God, I was stupid to fall for that. I should have pieced it together when the majority of these women fuckin failed to figure out how to put 3 parts of a phone number together to just be able to send a text. God that was dumb of me. Welp! Won't be telling my personal friends and family about this embarrasing incident. SMH at myself... Anyway, thanks for talking some sense into my dumb ass. Not doing that again.
Sounds like when I signed up to adultmatchmaker years ago, you sign up for a free acount and you get countless messages but you can't do much unless you buy a subscription. I think I did at some stage to see and just got dumb computer generated replies, because it had nothing to do with anything I said.

Or now when russian bride spammers email me, and occasionally i'll reply to see what happens.

They are like "I love kids, I really like swimming and hiking" and i'll reply something like "I really hate swimming, kids are disgusting and I like to throw them in the pool or push them over while hiking" and I just get some weird response not acknowledging it or making any sense. Undecided

I also used to like to send them pictures from a site that used to be around called uglypeople and ask them if they think i'm sexy.
(11-15-2019, 10:26 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like when I signed up to adultmatchmaker years ago, you sign up for a free acount and you get countless messages but you can't do much unless you buy a subscription. I think I did at some stage to see and just got dumb computer generated replies, because it had nothing to do with anything I said.

Or now when russian bride spammers email me, and occasionally i'll reply to see what happens.

They are like "I love kids, I really like swimming and hiking" and i'll reply something like "I really hate swimming, kids are disgusting and I like to throw them in the pool or push them over while hiking" and I just get some weird response not acknowledging it or making any sense. Undecided

I also used to like to send them pictures from a site that used to be around called uglypeople and ask them if they think i'm sexy.

LOL so your response was to troll them?

GG! XD
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