My observation is that as well, but you seem to be fighting everything tooth and nail. So it is clear that whatever is in the way is triggering the E3 part of the sub and that you are fighting the process as hard as you can. But as for how to improve, speed up, increase your results, I don't know what to tell you. Other than maybe to identify and trace back everything standing in the way and ask why a lot.
(11-09-2019, 11:51 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]My observation is that as well, but you seem to be fighting everything tooth and nail. So it is clear that whatever is in the way is triggering the E3 part of the sub and that you are fighting the process as hard as you can. But as for how to improve, speed up, increase your results, I don't know what to tell you. Other than maybe to identify and trace back everything standing in the way and ask why a lot.
I see. Thank you for your assistance Shannon, and for your time.
So I'm doing what Shannon and others have suggested and asking "Why?" So far, the answer seems to be "Because I don't think I'm good enough and I want to feel like I am but don't feel I deserve to" So now I have to ask "Why?" about that, and I realize it's bad programming. But it seems like there's some bad programming I'm for some reason unwilling to get rid of. So that's my new thing is to try and identify that programming, ask "why?" and ask myself if what I beleive is actually true?
Day 3 of carpetbombing. Tired. I wonder... What if
I just 24/7 carpetbombed for at least two weeks straight.
I mean just relentlessly carpetbombed until my subconscious ran out of energy to fight back? Because clearly a week of 24/7 carpetbombing didn't stop my subconscious from STILL putting up a fight.
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Shannon What do you think?
Been asleep the last few hours. I think my subconcipus mind is either a) using tiredness as a tactic to prevent me from achieving the goals of the program or b) is tiring itself put from fighting the program so hard and it's causing me to need extra sleep in the middle of the day.
My subconcious mind can't fight an opponent that never runs out of energy and never stops. I'm going to carpetbomb for more than just a week. I might carpetbomb for 2. I might carpetbomb for 3. I might carpetbpmb for a whole MONTH. Let's see if my subconcious has the energy to keep fighting for 4 solid weeks straight without any breaks except for when I have to make or answer a call.
Whatever part of my mind is putring up such a fight, I will BREAK that sumbitch like Bane dis Batman, if I have to make that motherfucker fight to his VERY last breath by carpetbombing until he runs out of energy and cannot fight anymore.
Day 4 of carpetbombing. Tired. Getting woke u[p by dog that won't stop barking in my room. Annoying. Was also on the verge of working through my oneitis when I got distracted from the barking and couldn't concentrate.
Day 5 of carpetbombing. Tired AF, but woke up early. Trying to go back to sleep. Mom won't seem to let me. I know what I need. I'm going back to sleep. Then I'll look at my stats HW.
Day 6 of carpetbombing. Working on developing a sense of unconditional love. I got real stoned last night and came to the realization to say to myself: "It's not a competition, it's love"
I'm also trying to find my "negative imprint" as Teal Swan puts it, in order to find my life purpose.
When I forward my life towards my life purpose, my self esteem shall raise.
Word of advice: don't trust Teal Swan.
Eh. Her video made sense though.
(11-13-2019, 07:32 AM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]Word of advice: don't trust Teal Swan.
I 2nd that
Well, basically any topic she covers, someone else has also covered, probably in a way more healthy way (she's mostly rehashing other people's work). That girl is not exactly trustworthy as far as I can tell.
(11-13-2019, 01:29 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]Well, basically any topic she covers, someone else has also covered, probably in a way more healthy way (she's mostly rehashing other people's work). That girl is not exactly trustworthy as far as I can tell.
This is going way back, but I heard she made up a lot of stuff about her background to get attention.
(11-13-2019, 01:40 PM)Omni3 Wrote: [ -> ] (11-13-2019, 01:29 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]Well, basically any topic she covers, someone else has also covered, probably in a way more healthy way (she's mostly rehashing other people's work). That girl is not exactly trustworthy as far as I can tell.
This is going way back, but I heard she made up a lot of stuff about her background to get attention.
That, too.
If you know how to spot a lie based on body language, it's pretty obvious. She's pretty good though, I'll say. Fooled me for a couple of weeks even.
I think she's one of those "gurus" who simply prey on people who are lost etc. for attention and money.