Subliminal Talk

stage 6 day 19

so this is like the 3rd or 4th day in a row that people i've never personally met have added me on facebook. some of them being fine girls that i know OF in real life, through my network, but have never physically met. i'm chalking this up to 'girls try to seduce you' until i have further evidence or clarification on what it really is.

(01-04-2016, 11:02 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]stage 6 day 19

so this is like the 3rd or 4th day in a row that people i've never personally met have added me on facebook. some of them being fine girls that i know OF in real life, through my network, but have never physically met. i'm chalking this up to 'girls try to seduce you' until i have further evidence or clarification on what it really is.

Is this people who know you in person adding you on FB or just online??

(01-05-2016, 12:07 AM)hiddenalias Wrote: [ -> ]

(01-04-2016, 11:02 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]stage 6 day 19

so this is like the 3rd or 4th day in a row that people i've never personally met have added me on facebook. some of them being fine girls that i know OF in real life, through my network, but have never physically met. i'm chalking this up to 'girls try to seduce you' until i have further evidence or clarification on what it really is.

Is this people who know you in person adding you on FB or just online??

people who know of me in real life, finding me online. the # of people adding me is exponentially higher than ever before, so that's why it's suspect to me. we have like 20 mutual friends at minimum, and 70 maximum

stage 6 day 22

So the cougar from last week told me that we should keep our attraction "on the down low", essentially under wraps. but we were all hand holdy last night, and i told her that it'd be hard for me to display a signal of not being single if i have to keep it under wraps, and she acknowledged that. but it was still agreed that we would keep it under wraps, which leads me to believe this is an awesome FWB situation ^_^

epic win because tonight she said explicitly "i am super attracted to you, but i don't think we can be exclusive. I don't have anybody else, and I won't. and if you do, I don't want to know about it"

Now, to actually successfully enjoy another woman ^_^

i also started my back piece tattoo, 4 hours at the shop yesterday got this bad boy done. the girls LOVE it so far.... making it my 4th tattoo.

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bro, getting it on your arms doesn't hurt all that much. it's an enjoyable kinda pain.. but the back was PAINFUL AS HELL. And I was cringing at the rib areas. I genuinely contemplated scoring some heroin during the pain. and I had to pray constantly for the strength and the willingness to continue with the tattoo and not give up like a bitch. ink over bone is PAINFUL

lol

(01-08-2016, 10:28 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]epic win because tonight she said explicitly "i am super attracted to you, but i don't think we can be exclusive. I don't have anybody else, and I won't. and if you do, I don't want to know about it"

Now, to actually successfully enjoy another woman ^_^

Have you considered that she might be trying to figure out a loophole/come up with some backdoor excuse for eventually having another guy? The other more obvious possibility is she actually wants you to be exclusive to her.

I'm not saying this to try to spoil it for you, just want to make sure you've covered your bases, dotted your 'i's and crossed your 't's and such, before you proceed to add another woman to your mix because your journal shows you worked hard to get to this point.

(01-08-2016, 11:00 PM)apollolux Wrote: [ -> ]

(01-08-2016, 10:28 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]epic win because tonight she said explicitly "i am super attracted to you, but i don't think we can be exclusive. I don't have anybody else, and I won't. and if you do, I don't want to know about it"

Now, to actually successfully enjoy another woman ^_^

Have you considered that she might be trying to figure out a loophole/come up with some backdoor excuse for eventually having another guy? The other more obvious possibility is she actually wants you to be exclusive to her.

I'm not saying this to try to spoil it for you, just want to make sure you've covered your bases, dotted your 'i's and crossed your 't's and such, before you proceed to add another woman to your mix because your journal shows you worked hard to get to this point.

thank you for challenging me, apollo. i appreciate the additional viewpoint.


it's possible, but she's pretty prude considering the circumstances. 46 years old, has been married most her life up until 3 years ago. i'm the 6th man she's been with, and she's got strict orders from her AA sponsor not to date for 6 months.

I'm getting mine done in a couple hours will send you soon

a tattoo??

stage 6 day 27

just counting down the days til i end this sub, and start the next sub... more than likely eprha and then AM6.

it's been an interesting journey. The most profound realization I'm starting to come to terms with is that I've always had it in me to become the man I dreamt of being. attractive, fun, expressive, and playful. although i'm not the "sex magnet" as described in the product description, I definitely have grown tremendously as far as internal dialogue and outward expression is concerned.

let's see where this takes us

One of my favourite threads these past six months. I'm sure in time there will be more breakthroughs

glad you enjoyed this thread bro

stage 6 day 29

my best friend is starting to become a sex magnet without the subs! he has two separate women arguing over which one gets him tonight LOL. both want nothing but sex from him, and both know of each other... talk about goals.

what's unique about the situation i described above is that I harbor NO jealousy, or envy towards him! I'm 100% happy for him, and am cheering and egging him on to continue with it. before, I would have felt resentful and jealous, despite him being my best friend. that's a complete shift in mentality. I sort of wonder if my sex magnet aura rubbed off on him???? I've spent quite a lot of time with him during this run and he's been exposed to the subs a few times as well, but not long or often enough for any permanence...

(01-14-2016, 10:06 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]glad you enjoyed this thread bro

stage 6 day 29

my best friend is starting to become a sex magnet without the subs! he has two separate women arguing over which one gets him tonight LOL. both want nothing but sex from him, and both know of each other... talk about goals.

what's unique about the situation i described above is that I harbor NO jealousy, or envy towards him! I'm 100% happy for him, and am cheering and egging him on to continue with it. before, I would have felt resentful and jealous, despite him being my best friend. that's a complete shift in mentality. I sort of wonder if my sex magnet aura rubbed off on him???? I've spent quite a lot of time with him during this run and he's been exposed to the subs a few times as well, but not long or often enough for any permanence...

Haha, well if you aren't jealous, I sure am .

Still can't believe my SM3 did what it did. Oh well, only way to go is forward.