Subliminal Talk

this morning i exchanged some banter with her via text message. she messages me "so i decided i'm coming with you to india", to which i respond saying "what made you come to that decision?" and hse says "cause i think it would be good". her room mate texts me immediately saying "leave her in america, please... thanks." to which i respond saying "i don't entertain delusion, don't worry"

creziness.. i think i shall stay away =/ as sexy as she is, getting myself tied to her is NOT a good idea!!!!!!!

thanks benjamin and dissonance. intuition is a powerful sensation that should be heeded!

How do you know forsure though? Weren't u supposed to go to India a while ago

I can find imperfections with a lot of girls. This is the reason why I would sometimes argue with them.

I would think to myself after "oh, maybe she had an std and wasn't right for me" I would say don't cut her off completely which it sounds like you didn't.

She might just be considering having sex with you sooner because you're going to leave. I swallowed my pride and msged chicks I've even fought with in the past. the program makes you quite positive.

A beautiful black woman approached me today to btw

I'm sure if the situation was clearly fucked up you'd know

I agree with the DANGER, WILL ROBINSON! school of thought. Stay away.

She isn't stranger, but she isn't someone I would show my parents lmao.

There is high chance she is crazy but you can't know for sure. Maybe you are so attractive that she can't control herself or it's the manifestation.

Though I never met the girl so I can't rely on intuition here. So maybe you are right, she is probably crazy.

But just a girl saying she wants to have baby isn't a red flag for me. My ex told me that a lot of time and I never had any problems with her in that area. In fact I consider that a good thing
To me it means she is feminine enough to say that. But there is also the context as to why she say that. The reason behind it, it can be manipulation or just an healthy attitude. It's not because she says that then it's a red flag. Countless girls want kids, it's natural for them to want them, they are girls after all.

But the opposite can be a red flag to me, a girl saying that she never wants kids. It's suspicious, maybe she isn't feminine enough.

What can you lose anyway? Even if she wants kids with you, you are not going to have sex with her without condom. What do you lose ?

@Ben I don't agree with your example, Countless girls says that, if you agree with her then there is a high chance you will have kids. The man is here to prevent that because some woman are so emotional that they don't think about consequences. They rely on their needs to think. If a guy is weak then he will say yes out of his neediness. It's probably what happens in your case.

If she want to have sex without condom then you can run away or use a condom anyway.

Yeah this program is about raw sex. Just get it in and get her out no questions asked

stage 6 day 7

so...........that girl is relentlessly seducing me, and has gone to extremes in attempt to do so. lmao. a lot of the women that lives at her house have been telling me how much she likes me. problem is, my room mate said that while i was in portland, he made out with her so he's continuing to warn me about her.

she sent me a video of her twerking and working that ass in true ratchet hood rat style.

*on another note, I stopped through salt lake city and met a group of locals over there, and one of the girls had an OBVIOUS thing going for me, and we were flirting back and forth... but we were only in salt lake for an hour.. but she told me to find her on facebook, so i did. i'll probably be seeing her in june in Reno, NV.

one of my married friends has been a super tease lately, she really likes the attention. she's a hot little 10/10, but she just leaves me with blue balls lmao. not to mention, she's freaking MARRIED and is being a little ho, but who am i to judge?

i'm currently on my longest NoFap streak, at 24 days in a row. it's really intense and I feel a tingling metaphorical fire in my sacral area. i have a feeling my 5 year dry spell is going to end very soon

That's epic man. I feel like every girl I "talk" to its more like just flirting with. Good to see your update. You should just hook up with her man. Does it feel like you have the sexual power when you say no? I bet it does

it's weird, i know i have the power, and when she doesn't cooperate, i give her the cold shoulder... which i think confuses her because she's used to having all hte power. i spent a few hours with her today, and she just wanted to be a tease and play games lol. when i brought up having sex, she got weird. which just so happened to be when i got a text from one of my friends (female) saying she needs to talk and if she could call me, so i left to go meet her up.. we end up going on a walk around the neighborhood, and one of the neighbors invited us to come talk to her, asked us what we're doing and my friend is like "we're on our first date".. lmao. 2 dates back to back, left one girl to go be with another girl. i can dig it.

but yea hooking up with the first girl is awkward. i have a feeling she's just using me for something, i'm not entirely sure what it is just yet... but i'm keeping my options open. she's claiming we're boyfriend and girlfriend, but i'm clearly stating we are NOT. lol.

She got weird eh. There's only three conclusions I can come up with

1. You've triggered her primal urge and she doesn't get how incredibly she wants you
( happened to me, a girl is in disbelief about how much she's attracted to me. I catch her staring then there's a look on her face "wow I can't Beleive how hot I think he is").

2. She thinks her pussy is power and wants to control you with it

Or

3. She's actually very shy, and got intimidated when speaking so openly about sex.

Either way, man that's amazing.

i was reading liquidmind's journal and it reminded me about how my tongue was very sharp in the beginning of the program, but now it's more of a natural part of who i am! just like during AM6, certain things were pushed off balance and then rounded off later. having girls around me has become a commonplace theme, whereas before girls were few and far between. even though sex hasn't happened, i've cuddled/ been slightly physical with 6 girls. i've had matches on tinder, and gotten phone numbers but i haven't been able to build comfort so they all fell apart D:

i have come to the realization i still have some MAJOR guilt and shame to deal with, so i will likely be doing OGSF 5g instead of OF5g after SM3 is finished. there's some stuff i'm REALLY ashamed of, and pushed DEEP into the back dark crevaces of my memory... that definitely needs to be worked on. I HOPE OGSF5G COMES OUT SOON

Or AM6 again then SM3 which would equal to 1 year ogsf.

360, i considered that already but OGSF is diluted by the rest of the AM6 program. I've run OGSF inside AM6 + SM3 for damn near a year already, and these memories still affect me PHYSICALLY when i think of them; my body reacts to the memories, which is how I know they plague me so deeply. so i think a more focused approach is necessary to get through it.

Therapy is an option I should consider as well, as the subs can only help so much before professional assistance may be required.

I hear that, big reason I'm patiently awaiting EPRHA 2.0. While it may not be as focused as pure OGSF 5G, it'll still be pretty focused - covering a lot of interconnecting bases.