Subliminal Talk

(12-09-2015, 08:27 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]stage 5 day 22

I missed 2 days due to being out on a lake fishing for the whole weekend (caught a boat load of catfish!)

girls have started to seduce me. Unfortunately, I guess I'm still dealing with some old trauma or fear so I'm almost repulsed by it

This ghetto black girl straight up offered herself to me, but I turned it down. she's sexy as hell, but I can smell her sugar daddy craving self from a mile away, i don't find that attractive. although that's probably an excuse i'm creating not to f*** her.

i've also been feeling alone lately. despite being around a bunch of people every day, i feel alone in my heart. it's not a pleasant place to be.

I'm like 85% sure I'll run OF 5g when it comes out.... speaking of which, anybody have the estimated date of release for OF 5g??

Loneliness was a big issue I felt like I wasn't having fun, and I really yearned human company.

This stage when I felt truly unlistened to, and felt my emotionless.

yeah dude, SM3 has made SEX my primary focus. I'm playful, fun, flirty, but I genuinely don't care for girls on a more than superficial level, which is not something I am too fond of but I imagine it just comes with the territory of sex magnet.

Woah buddy that's sick! You could always fuck her once. Most girls that are comfortable enough to do it would probably go a second time free of charge

How many girls approached you (not how many tried to seduce you, just approach)

(12-10-2015, 07:33 AM)Guider Wrote: [ -> ]Woah buddy that's sick! You could always **** her once. Most girls that are comfortable enough to do it would probably go a second time free of charge

yeah dude, you're totally right. I will see what I can make of it, thanks for the encouragement.

last night i had a wet dream, and it wasn't porn for once! I had sex with 2 girls, one of which was the ghetto black girl i posted about above. the other one was another girl i know.

i woke up feeling accomplished lol, i was thoroughly convinced that my 5 year dry spell was over even though it was just a dream.

and as far as "how many girls approached me", i can say easily 20 girls have approached me, but idk what that means in terms of sex magnet. i'm so oblivious to what signifies attraction and what just signifies interest in making friends. i'm naive lol.

Doing great buddy! One step at a time! Great to see women offering themselves to you! A reason to celebrate for yourself!

thank you my friend!

stage 5 day 26

i had a positive experience with a woman and learning my seduction style. it helps that the target already is attracted to me. I don't want to write about the experience because I think it does a disservice to my growth by broadcasting it, so i'll leave it at that.

Hey Enternity, it is great to see your progress! I am looking forward to grab some popcorns soon and read about your growth and adventures.

Evolving! Please wait... Haha

my heart is all kinda in a whack *sigh* that ghetto black girl is like SERIOUSLY trying to become a couple, and we had a talk today with her asking if we're going to be together, and I had to express my concerns that I do not take manipulation very well. and that what it SEEMS like she's doing is sketchy, as if she's trying to get something frome me. i said that without accusing her of it, and she reassured me that's not what she's doing. we spent maybe 20 or 30 minutes together and then on the way back, she asked me again if we're together and I said "let me pray about it"... my heart is telling me no. I know I won't be faithful. Not to mention I'm expecting to leave the country in a month, and she is asking to come with me. red flag, yes? oh also, she's talking about having kids already--SUPER red flag. so yeah, my dick says let's GO but my heart is all bent out of shape, and since the two are not in alignment, it's very difficult to move forward... especially since my past trauma gets in the way. i wonder if OGSF would be better to run than OF?

on the bright side, there's definite proof SM3 is working: she commented on me looking into her eyes like my eyes are saying "f*** me" so that's the eye seduction aspect of the program coming to fruition.


edit: in retrospect, this is a problem that I NEVER expected myself to have.... sm3 ftw.

I would say she want you and its all that she is saying no more no less. Couple, kids that is just her way to tell you that. Don't take logically.

She says she wants kid that is a way to say fuck me.
She says she want to be a couple that means she likes you very much and want to spend time with you.

thanks for chiming in, 360. i realize i'm way too guarded, and need to let my guard down a little bit to enjoy the company of a ratchet hood rat lmao.

edit: actually man, i'm re-reading the product description and look what it says....

Quote:The program also automatically prevents you from sleeping with the wrong kinds of women. Those who are trying to trick you, trap you, control you or manipulate you with sex will find it’s difficult to do if you won’t play their game. (Version 3 now allows you to choose whether you will have sex with women who only want to use you for sex.) Those who are trying to trick you into getting them pregnant will become obvious to you and will be easily rejected. And the program goes a step further and attempts a feat otherwise unheard of: the automatic detection and rejection of women who have STDs. (Please use protection where appropriate, regardless.)

while although i admit what you're saying does make sense, i am tempted to say my intuition has weighed this on my conscience for a reason... but i'm probably making this way more complicated than it needs to be LOL

Noo way.. it's a definite bad sign and a big red flag. Not that i'm trying to discourage you from having sex, but it shows issues of her own for her to be acting like that and trying to just sleep with her without her turning into a stalker or something may be difficult.

A girl talking about having kids with you is not just an unrelated hint she wants to fuck, it's more than that and a bad sign especially if you've just met. It's not a normal thing at all for them to say that stuff.

One of my ex's after i'd been seeing her for a month, one day we had sex and after it she's like "You know i'd really love a baby" and I was like "WHAT THE FUCK" and she's like "oh yeah I guess if you don't want one then that's okay" then a few minutes later "actually I want a black baby".

Ended it not long after, it didn't take her too long to have several kids.

if you said she is sketchy, and your instincts/intuition makes you feel that way, it's a pretty good chance she is..

and yeah i agree with Ben that a girl saying that type of stuff in conversation after you just met just shows shes a bit iffy in the head.