Update: Day 39 is Today Thursday 1st November 2918 - (Day 3 of 7).
Cycle 5 - (3rd out of 5 cycles with me using 5 loops).
Masked Trickling Stream.
I stopped UMOP and had my 2 day break as you will have all read (read posts above if you need to know why).
I then didnt listen for 7 days and now I am back on UMOP and on my 3rd day.
I feel alot has happened both in the 7 days that are nothing to do with UMOP but perhaps more what DMSI should have done for me and then the 3days that I restarted have either done nothing and the change is due to a pressing deadline (ie my usual procrastinatory behaviour) or UMOP has done something in which case im at the start of execution.
Read on to find out more and hopefully this data will be helpful to @
Shannon
i) The 7 Day break
So I mentioned some girls and this is the info here.
I found 3 girls on Tinder. 1 I found on a site.
Girl number 1 I found maybe 1 month ago - so far nothing has happened there except decreasing number of messages via a chat app. She had invited me to join her 1 night at a strip club for drinks. I was exhausted and declined her offer. I dont even fancy her much tbh and so am not really chasing her and thus the messages have reduced in number.
Site girl I met online around a month or so ago. She has become someone I chat to also in a declining manner and she unlike these other girls is in the UK for now. I also dont really fancy her but shes lingering around due to a failing marriage that she has chosen to end.
Girl 2 is from Tinder, and she lost touch with me over summer, and is back in touch and this was due to getting into a relationship with a guy she met. She's from here, however she's not really my type either and bores me now.
Girl 3. Met her around 5 days ago. Day 1 she tells me she loves me later to reveal her meaning love was her attraction/attachment to me. Day 2 she is really in love with me and into me. We video chat and shes not seeking a casual relationship with me but something more real and longterm. She has masturbated on video chat infront of me without me even asking or expecting it but I only saw her facial reactions which were hilarious as she looked as if she was crying haha. Anyway we planned for her to come over tonight and stay at mine for atleast 1 night if not 2.
2 days ago, so on the 3rd day she sent me a pic of her checking out a female pedestrian's ass on the street. I realised she was out and not at uni so asked her to just come over. Even though I have been sick with a heavy cold which I have documented here and was on the mend I havent really been great company yet shes kept me talking on the phone completely blind or inconsiderate to my health so yet now I asked her to come over and she accepted.
First meet and all that jazz so I expected to be nervous as was she of course. She came over, and even though I saw her topless and we kissed. She basically bored the crap out of me and definitely isnt someone I want to date. Even having sex with her tbh (to be honest) puts me off now haha My friend has said just fuck her but hes being silly. I wont lead any female on even if its just to get my dick wet especially someone like her that now knows my home address etc. I couldnt wait to call her a taxis and get rid of her. We didnt fuck as she was on her periods but she didnt blow me either which is a shame.
My health is back to normal now however I was sick for 10days due to the season changing and not the subs.
So in summary I feel I have had a sudden increase in female contact and have come close to sex all of which I have achieved naturally without DMSI. I therefore can only hope that DMSI will smash these levels of my personal achievements.
oh and I yesterday got in touch with a girl I met 2 years ago and have never met (fears I am too far for her) but met on a site. Told her I had met someone and she got curious however told her I would tell her whenever we talk. Surprisingly I have also now lost interest in this girl. it seems this girl, tinder 3, coming to my apartment, boring me and putting me off has made me mature in my evaluation of women. I have now realised that even with good looks, they can have odd idiosyncrasies or at least be boring as fuck! lol
ii) Next update is now about UMOP, and since I have re-started for the past 3 days, after a 7 day break (2 days ASRB break and then 7 days break or 9 in total).
I had a test on Monday 29th October. It was a mix of multiple choice (MCQs) and some case studies. I knew nothing as it seemed almost most of the class neither did too and we all copied from 1 another.
I then started UMOP and had another test, on Wednesday 31st October (yesterday).
From the monday test, i was worried about the test on wednesday. I did no study on monday, started UMOP and on the tuesday I tried to cram and study all I could. The change I felt was in the desire to learn and study and achieve for the test however this could be the way I normally act and deal with tests as a procrastinator which is wait till the last minute when the shit hits the proverbial fan and then I get into gear only to wonder why on earth I didnt start any earlier.
The test went well because the teacher knew I had been ill/sick for the past week, and had missed alot of class as had another class mate and thus asked us what we DID know and tested us on that; (this was pure good luck for me and thus why I didnt jump on USLM2, since I do tend to get good luck or rather notice more good luck probably than most and thus for me an app for luck would have to take me on a really amazing ride to be proved to me as working).
We passed barely and he said just study hard for the big test which is on Tuesday of next week.
So for that test (tuesday 4th November) I came home yesterday and was tired/exhausted and did nothing. I felt the desire to start and so I put a book infront of me and this was around 9pm and then realised I have been home for 9hours exhausted and sleepy so went to sleep.
I slept for 11-12 hours, woke around 11.30am/12pm, stayed in bed for 2hours being lazy and tired and playing/surfing youtube and sites and then woke. I ate rubbish processed food for breakfast but was satisfied.
Eventually I actually started to study. There is little to no fear or anxiety in me which is rare around studying however is im sure more due to the procrastinating normality I feel now rather than the app but its still early days to know for sure I feel.
I have done 10mins with 10mins break and done this about 6times which for me is great but again unsure if its the sub or more likely just how I am when pressure draws near.
I would love to have the motivation to be driven to show my true abilities and worth but it seems thats a dream I have and a reality I seldomly taste until the last moment.
Anyway that is the update so far and so far if these results are UMOP then I have the following variables:
1) Changing from trickling stream hybrid to simply trickling stream masked did the trick.
or
2) Having a 7 day break was what I needed.
or
its nothing to do with any of this and the results are not UMOP but just me taking action out of running of time - typical for me.