Subliminal Talk

I have a client I saw on TV today, watching our beloved team lose in the NCAA tournament. I watched from the comfort of my home.

He paid for the flight, tickets, hotel...same for his daughter (who's never done anything for herself, b/c he gives her everything). He's approaching 60, has had a recent heart surgery, spends 60+ hours per week in the office (attorney), and seems to have the life. He's married to a toad ("nice" lady, but god, if that was my wife...), and she's now a recluse...won't go anywhere with him.

My point is, if you have a goal to achieve freedom for the body, the mind will be a prisoner to that goal. If you aim to free the mind, the body must follow.

There's a price to pay for everything in the world. Be beyond the world, and you will be free, mon frere.

It always scares me how people think someone is successful and living "well" in situations like your client. It sounds like imprisonment and torture to me spending 60+ hours in an office. The toad... Well, different strokes for dumber folks lol

Day 18:

Shout out to my main man ETERNITY for recommending hybrid track on low volume. Seems like I can handle that without resisting the shit out of it AND it's super-charged my results today.

Okay. Now we're getting somewhere. Whatever that resistance was has passed and now I'm getting constant female attention everywhere I go. I mean, crazy DIHL stares, a sense of longing in their voices when they speak to me. Tons of smiles. Watching me as I walk by, etc.

Tons of respect of men. My MMA coach was being much friendlier and open today than he ever has. DMSI played a part. I think it's also because of the heart I showed while getting pummeled in MMA class on Thursday. I ended up having to spar his prized student: "The Rhino." This dude wouldn't let up, no matter what I threw at him. And trust me, I was slamming the shit out of him. No dice -- he just kept throwing blows. Coach told me that many people tap out when fighting The Rhino. I was like, "fuck that." While fighting him, I was determined that I wasn't getting out of that damn Octagon or giving up. At one point, I just stood there, shielding myself and taking the blows. I could tell that he respected that.

Anyway...

Like I said, though -- While I'm definitely digging the increased attention, I'm not going keep reporting on just IOI's and other interactions that aren't sex. We've already established that DMSI will generate significant attraction from women (for many of us -- no offense to those getting no results). I'm ready to start manifesting some situations where my d*ck ends up wet.

That being said...

I had a date tonight with a cute blonde chick. Possibly a little big, but she gives an amazing vibe. She ended up asking if she could reschedule, but sent me this LOOOOONG explanation of why she had to reschedule, apologizing profusely and offering up another date. This is after all my attempts to sabotage the date while resisting. Attempts like, not messaging her to confirm the date in the first place. Here's the weird thing: She messaged ME confirming the date. That's never happened before. I've ALWAYS had to ask if we were still on. So... I'm thinking this is a serious manifestation and that she wants and needs a good d*ck down. Date is scheduled for 8:30 on Wednesday. Little worried about that timing because I have Brazilian Jiu-Jutsu the next morning at 7a.

The second issue? The boxing coach's daughter. She won't leave me the fuck alone. For the first time, I think I understand what it feels like when a woman is being disgusted by a beta. There's just something about her now that just... irks me. Part of it is some stupid sh*t she said in the past about not wanting to connect her computer to the Internet because she doesn't want someone to "steal her stories." Or how she covers the camera on her phone because she's afraid that someone's going to hack her phone and record her and she won't be able to run for president. Or the fact that she has no job. No high school diploma. Nothing but a wet hole, and yet she constantly keeps trying to overvalue herself.

And now she's texting me incessantly. She's literally texted me six times in the last three hours and I haven't responded. Same shit. "Are you there?" "Hey, what are you doing?" "Are you busy now?"

She knows I'm four hours away. She just wants to leech off me and steal my time. Or even if she's "in love" with me, it's literally impossible for anything to happen because she's still under the thumb of the ex-boxing coach.

F*ck. I really don't know why she's triggering the sh*t out of me, but I think it's because I remember the days when I did that kinda stuff to women. Never again.

On another note, this song is moving the F*CK out of me right now:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JEsko__zas

(03-18-2017, 06:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Day 18:

Shout out to my main man ETERNITY for recommending hybrid track on low volume. Seems like I can handle that without resisting the shit out of it AND it's super-charged my results today.

Hmm, I'll have to try that. How low do you go?

(03-18-2017, 06:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Tons of respect of men. My MMA coach was being much friendlier and open today than he ever has. DMSI played a part. I think it's also because of the heart I showed while getting pummeled in MMA class on Thursday. I ended up having to spar his prized student: "The Rhino." This dude wouldn't let up, no matter what I threw at him. And trust me, I was slamming the shit out of him. No dice -- he just kept throwing blows. Coach told me that many people tap out when fighting The Rhino. I was like, "**** that." While fighting him, I was determined that I wasn't getting out of that damn Octagon or giving up. At one point, I just stood there, shielding myself and taking the blows. I could tell that he respected that.

Lol wow. Your life sounds like a Tekken game.

(03-18-2017, 06:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Shout out to my main man ETERNITY for recommending hybrid track on low volume. Seems like I can handle that without resisting the shit out of it AND it's super-charged my results today.

Which hybrid and what volume?

I really resonate with the inner turmoil youve been having lately man. Shit sucks. I was starting to think there might just not be a light at the end of the tunnel. Then last night happened and for the first time during my entire dmsi run I could say it wasnt just a coincidence and that I was definitely getting above baseline attraction from multiple woman including some very attractive ones. Glad to hear the resistance cleared up for you today. Just gotta ride it out like a wave

Day 19:

Short note.

Unbelievably profound sense of inadequacy and shame rising. Came out of nowhere. I can barely function. Just want to crawl into bed and stay there all day.

Went out to grab some food. Same IOI's from women. Young cashier at Taco Bell looked very uncomfortable (in a, I'm so attracted to you way) by my mere presence. Was babbling over her words and stuff. Wasn't in the mood to act on them. I feel terrible.

Regardless of what happens with women this time around, I'm just glad that I'm finally getting the chance to purge all of these negative beliefs and thoughts that's been holding me back for so long.

There's something different about the way this healing feels. It's like I'm being cleared at the ego / identity level.

(03-18-2017, 09:22 PM)apollolux Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-18-2017, 06:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Shout out to my main man ETERNITY for recommending hybrid track on low volume. Seems like I can handle that without resisting the shit out of it AND it's super-charged my results today.

Which hybrid and what volume?

Hybrid Trickling Stream. Very low. Like, I could barely hear the trickling stream.

(03-19-2017, 08:48 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-18-2017, 09:22 PM)apollolux Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-18-2017, 06:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Shout out to my main man ETERNITY for recommending hybrid track on low volume. Seems like I can handle that without resisting the shit out of it AND it's super-charged my results today.

Which hybrid and what volume?

Hybrid Trickling Stream. Very low. Like, I could barely hear the trickling stream.

Whisper likes that

chaos...I know you've said before that you got results on 3.0.1 after 45 days. Was that just using version A or B as well?

Still alive and kicking. Will update this soon. So many things have happened that I don't know how to begin.

I've sniped someone I train with. Very pretty woman. Slender. Long legs. Does ballet. Very interesting sub this is.

EDIT: Oh, wanted to add that the weird sweat smell has worn off. It's like the pheromone optimizer has finished optimizing.

Chaos, on MHS you reported you felt an increase in mental cognition, or something similar

Have you felt any decrease in this since starting DMSI again?

(03-24-2017, 06:29 PM)ReeZoX Wrote: [ -> ]Chaos, on MHS you reported you felt an increase in mental cognition, or something similar

Have you felt any decrease in this since starting DMSI again?

No -- if anything, it's skyrocketed. Not only that, but because of the "everything is possible" and "removing limits" style programming in DMSI, I'm much more comfortable with my increased intelligence.

So much shit has happened in the past few days that I don't know where to begin. Massive, massive changes in mindset and attitude. I'm moving through the world like it's mine, like I own it.

I sniped the f*ck out of my ex yesterday while dropping off my kid. It took everything in me not to just fuck the hell out of her in the middle of the parking lot. She felt it too. We got caught in what I'm calling the DMSI bubble. It was like no one else around us existed -- it was only she and I and that moment of lust.

Understand that when I say, "bubble," I really mean it. I was SO DRAWN to her. We were standing almost face to face. She looks me in the eye and then wraps her arms around my waist and just held me close.

This is the third time that I've experienced the DMSI bubble. I'm thinking all the times in the past that I thought was the sniper was actually just the baseline aura. The bubble... is something different. It felt like we were beyond time and space, beyond all rational thought. And the only thing that existed in that moment was primal desire. F*ck logic, f*ck consequences. If we had been alone, we would've fucked like animals.

Here's the weird thing, moments later I got this rambling text for someone I was supposed to go out with. She sent a MASSIVE wall of text explaining why she had to change the date a third a time. I replied, "Wednesday it is... but first round of drinks are on you "

Moments later, she sent another reply claiming that she had lied, that she was actually talking to someone else and decided to pursue that exclusivity. I responded with: "roflmao, hope he enjoys his prize, bless than poor man's soul," because she's a f*cking idiot and I really didn't want to go out with her on Wednesday anyway because I have Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu @ 6am the next morning. Whatever.

I think I began executing while with my ex, which hit the tinder chick with the sniper, but since I was in full execution mode, the anti-sniper popped in and the tinder chick bailed. Fuck it, I'll just post it:




So, what clearly happened here is that she met someone she thought was better and assumed I was a beta bitch that was gonna treat her to dinners and sh*t. When she realized that was the case, she bailed. Take note: That's a good way to weed those b*tches out.

IOIs are heavily increasing in intensity. The other day, the sexy black chick from the gym began dancing seductively and singing to the music -- like she was "lost" in the music -- while we were supposed to be hitting the thai pads. When she caught me grinning at her, she began blush and giggle. I've never seen her do She's actually quite awkward in a cute way. She's very friendly, but seems to be kinda... socially inept. I'm gonna have to make a move soon before she starts questioning her attraction. Again... we go to all the same classes -- BJJ, Muay Thai and Boxing. It'd just be so weird if things didn't go right. I'd hate to end up like Sarge and his hairdresser.

jk Sarge, you know I dig ya, homie.

The respect hits are absolutely insane. Men act like they're in awe of me. Women can't stop staring. An older alpha type held the door for me at WaWa. I tried to hold the door for him and he goes, "nope, beauty before age," which is backward from what's usually said.

Other things have happened. Will update soon. Super busy with work and training.