Subliminal Talk

(03-06-2017, 09:10 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah it is. I feel like whatever is happening is beyond my control, but somehow I'm not resisting it. I'm just like "well, I guess this is happening"

Yes -- great way of describing it. Shannon really nailed it with the ASS / ART tech in this one. It's like, I can feel myself trying to resist it, and then I'm like... meh, might as well go along with it.

OH SHIT, how did I forget the biggest thing?!

DAY 3 CONTINUED:
So, I normally run the masked because I'm one of the "don't tell me what to do" kind of stonewallers. I had the urge to switch to the hybrid last night. I did.

Woke up in the middle of the night and my veins felt like they were on fire -- but it wasn't painful. Just felt really good. When I woke up, I sh*t you not, I had more defined musculature in my upper back and arms. I was like whaaa-? Trust me, I'm really vain right now and I flex in the mirror a lot to see my development as a result of training and these muscles WEREN'T there a day or two ago. I know it sounds unrealistic, and trust me, I'm with you. I'm actually taking pictures now each day so I can see the development.

While traveling from VA to GA and back, I stopped in NC both ways to take a break at my parents house. Last night, I ended up sleeping over, opting to make the drive back to VA this morning. My mother woke me up and when I got out of bed, she gave me this odd look and said, "boy... you look like you've grown a few inches over night."

????

F*CKIN' DMSI

Oh, and since we had some people questioning my results:

(03-06-2017, 09:45 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Oh, and since we had some people questioning my results:

(03-06-2017, 09:18 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-06-2017, 09:10 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah it is. I feel like whatever is happening is beyond my control, but somehow I'm not resisting it. I'm just like "well, I guess this is happening"

Yes -- great way of describing it. Shannon really nailed it with the ASS / ART tech in this one. It's like, I can feel myself trying to resist it, and then I'm like... meh, might as well go along with it.

OH SHIT, how did I forget the biggest thing?!

DAY 6 CONTINUED:
So, I normally run the masked because I'm one of the "don't tell me what to do" kind of stonewallers. I had the urge to switch to the hybrid last night. I did.

Woke up in the middle of the night and my veins felt like they were on fire -- but it wasn't painful. Just felt really good. When I woke up, I sh*t you not, I had more defined musculature in my upper back and arms. I was like whaaa-? Trust me, I'm really vain right now and I flex in the mirror a lot to see my development as a result of training and these muscles WEREN'T there a day or two ago. I know it sounds unrealistic, and trust me, I'm with you. I'm actually taking pictures now each day so I can see the development.

While traveling from VA to GA and back, I stopped in NC both ways to take a break at my parents house. Last night, I ended up sleeping over, opting to make the drive back to VA this morning. My mother woke me up and when I got out of bed, she gave me this odd look and said, "boy... you look like you've grown a few inches over night."

????

F*CKIN' DMSI

Lol, I actually went to the mirror after I read that to check myself for the same developments (been running hybrid as well) but nothing that crazy. Still need to gain a few pounds of muscle.

(03-06-2017, 09:18 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-06-2017, 09:10 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah it is. I feel like whatever is happening is beyond my control, but somehow I'm not resisting it. I'm just like "well, I guess this is happening"

Yes -- great way of describing it. Shannon really nailed it with the ASS / ART tech in this one. It's like, I can feel myself trying to resist it, and then I'm like... meh, might as well go along with it.

OH SHIT, how did I forget the biggest thing?!

DAY 6 CONTINUED:
So, I normally run the masked because I'm one of the "don't tell me what to do" kind of stonewallers. I had the urge to switch to the hybrid last night. I did.

Woke up in the middle of the night and my veins felt like they were on fire -- but it wasn't painful. Just felt really good. When I woke up, I sh*t you not, I had more defined musculature in my upper back and arms. I was like whaaa-? Trust me, I'm really vain right now and I flex in the mirror a lot to see my development as a result of training and these muscles WEREN'T there a day or two ago. I know it sounds unrealistic, and trust me, I'm with you. I'm actually taking pictures now each day so I can see the development.

While traveling from VA to GA and back, I stopped in NC both ways to take a break at my parents house. Last night, I ended up sleeping over, opting to make the drive back to VA this morning. My mother woke me up and when I got out of bed, she gave me this odd look and said, "boy... you look like you've grown a few inches over night."

????

F*CKIN' DMSI

Day 30 of DMSI 3.1:

Feeling the aura and the morphine drip for the first time after eating a "superfood" salad from WaWa. This bad boy has: kale, cabbage, pomegranate blueberry vinaigrette (water, sugar, red wine vinegar, pomegranate juice concentrate, distilled vinegar, blueberry concentrate (blueberries, blueberry juice concentrate, sugar, citric acid), salt, canola oil, xanthan gum), broccoli stalk, apples (apples and calcium ascorbate [vitamin c calcium salt]), fire roasted edamame, carrot, sweetened dried cranberries (cranberries, sugar citric acid, sunflower oil, elderberry juice concentrate [color]), almonds.

The morphine drip feels different. It's more like a body high rather than the "head high" from previous subs.

... and now I'm sleeepy. So sleeeeeeppppy... I'm actually gonna go walk around the office and see if any hotties are sniped. BRB.

Yo, I'm talking to like 5 chicks -- 3 on Tinder, 2 or 3 on OkCupid. Got another chick that I'm texting with: You might remember her from the Kanye concert in the v2.3 days. She was the one that was running off all the younger girls by calling herself my wifey. She invited me up to her new apartment in Washington D.C., which I'm gonna take advantage of at the end of the month.

Also, a little over a year ago, I applied for a Marketing Director job in San Francisco. Didn't get it because they made me interview with the dude I was replacing. Of course, he shattered my chances, along with a bunch of gossiping women who were afraid that I would change things too fast. I did really good in the early interviews with who would've been my direct manager and the board members (this is a large non-profit), but the low level f*cks really f*cked me. They ended up hiring this really "safe" and "friendly" guy.

I had already predicted that this dude would fail. That place needed a serious makeover, and he wasn't the one to give it.

Guess who I get a LinkedIn message from? That's right, the dude that would've been my boss. Asking if I had a job. Yeah, bitch -- and I'm actually kinda digging where I am. Sooooo, NOPE.

THEN, got another random message from this chick I used to hook up with in CA. She's recommending me for a job in NY with the agency she works for. I think I'm sniping these chicks.

I don't feel like posting all these damn pics for proof, so believe it or not. Skype chat peeps have seen the convos. :p

EDIT: rofl, I can't with this sub. Just got a text from boxing coach's daughter after weeks not hearing from her.

Don't come to NYC, I don't need more competition

Day 5:

(03-07-2017, 05:27 AM)Travis Wrote: [ -> ]Several guys are reporting increased agression from other men on this new version. Thats one of the strongest indicators that the program is working IMO. I've noticed an increase in deference from men myself.

I'm getting increased responses in both directions. I've received aggression, pot shots, being ignored, picked on. I've also seen men trying to be my friend, asking me for advice, introducing themselves. Interestingly enough, those who are being nicer to me are always the higher status guys.

My muay thai coach for example. Was giving me praises all day over my technique. And this dude is a badass alpha type. Cracks coconuts with roundhouse kicks. My BJJ instructor, on the other hand, kinda pissed me off by making a rather unnecessary remark. But he's a "lesser alpha" type. Shorter, introverted, etc. I simply looked at him and said, "okay" after he said it.

There was also this guy in boxing class today (yes, I did three classes back-to-back and I'm regretting it right now because I BE HURTIN' SOMETHING FIERCE, BRING BACK MHS) that tried to AMOG me repeatedly. This really cutesy Latina came in. Hair in pigtails, Deadpool t-shirt, gorgeous brown eyes, beautiful smile, submissive demeanor. We'll call her "K." She totally got sniped -- I felt that "pull" toward her and I know she felt the same. We ended up doing mitt work, switching partners every two minutes. Whenever I got to her, she'd start smiling and giggling and joking with me. Light flirting, nothing hard.

There was this other black dude in the class -- not nearly as talented as I am, but more muscular. He suddenly kept making ridiculous comments toward me. Like, at one point he "taught me how to throw a punch." When he held up the pads, I threw a perfect left jab, right cross, left hook, right uppercut (the basic four piece in boxing, but I've mastered it) and simply said, "like that?"

He was like... "yeah." Later, he walked up with this other dude and starting throwing punches around me -- which I find SO FUCKING IRRITATING -- and was like, yeah man -- I totally just wrecked you right now. I just laughed and kept training. Completely calm demeanor. Didn't give a sh*t. Then, when it was his turn to punch the mitts I was holding, I made sure I showed him how slow his double jab was by throwing the mitts faster than he could punch. The boxing coach made a comment about it and he glared at me.

Then he kept staring at me like I was an enemy, to the point that I stared him down and he finally back down and was like, "bro I'm just playing with you, man."

I was thinking "wtf is this dude's problem" the whole time. Then... like an M. Night Shyamalan movie...

When class was over, he yells out across the damn gym, "K? Baby, what do you want for breakfast?" And I totally lol'd inside. Was like, well now I know where this came from.

After class, I did something that I've NEVER done before. I opened two women just out of the blue. Just started talking to them. Both were receptive and giggly. One of them was the tall black chick that slipped up and called me boo.

It was weird -- I initially felt resisting when talking to her, but like Sarge said, its kinda like the resistance just vanishes and you go on autopilot. As soon as I started speaking to her, she sat down on the ground, spread her legs and leaned back to expose her chest. And I was like, lawdy have mercy I just wanna fuck this chick. We were chatting for awhile and I had her cracking up about the change in the Muay Thai schedule from 8a to 6a and how my black @$$ wasn't going to be there. I can barely make the 7a BJJ class. Anyway, I said my adieus to her. I'm going to start moving in on her. She's a kickass chick from what I see. She did four damn classes today. I did three and I'm about to cry like a lil' b*tch.

The other chick was this thick, sexy white girl that was yawning in class. I made a joke about that and she ended up cracking up. We chatted for a bit, but I rolled out. Slow burn... slow burn.

This sub is awesome.

Yeah man there's some weird shit going on with these dudes man. Even one of my friends was acting a bit over aggressive. I've had guys in restaurants stare at me and I'm thinking "wtf?" I've taken everything in stride though, must be the auric shielding aka "the hater blocker".

But remember what Shannon said: "Insecure people will make themselves known as such as you rapidly increase in obvious sexiness." Your ability to move past the BS may be part of the healing and the hater blocker.

lmao that guy indifference thing has gotta be from AM6, cuz I have that too.

Don't really know about the aura shielding, I havent read updates.

Also been thinking, you already did a helluva lot of other programs, many things could just be spirals from that. In other words, the seeds you planted, have grown.

Would explain why some impatient people dont get good results from DMSI.

Day 7:

Tired. So very tired. And hungry all the time. Maybe I'm turning into a zombie. Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. I had a resistance headache from literally the time I got up until the time I went to bed. Making things worse, I overdid it with the martial arts training and royally f*cked my neck up, so I was in terrible pain for the ENTIRE day.

On the flipside, women are being so f*cking nice to me. Smiles. Glowing smiles. Slipping up and calling me pet names. Accidentally touching my hand. Showing genuine care on a level I didn't think was possible. This attraction seems so... different than before. It's primal, but not animalistic. It reminds me a bit of Xist pheromone. Kinda like she's thinking, "I could so just melt into your arms for an eternity after you bang me into oblivion."

It feels like they're craving intimacy from you in some form or fashion -- ANY form or fashion. They're giving me constant eye contact and it's soft and loving. Very seductive. I'm becoming aware that everything about the female form seems to be designed by nature to attract men, because everything about the women I'm attracted to seems to bring out this deep primal lust. That's something I haven't experienced in a LOOONG time.

Shannon wasn't lying when he said he expanded the healing. I'm curious what the new parameters are, because I'm finding myself responding to the clearing in very interesting ways.

In fact, I'm being much more emotionally open toward people. I reconnected with an old female friend and we talked about how much we missed each other. I'm not even going to pretend like I haven't missed her -- we spent A LOT of time together in California, but my emotional issues kept us from ever becoming a thing. In the past, I'd be worried too much about appearing "alpha" to have a convo like this. It's like I don't give a sh*t now, because there will always be another one to come along.

The reality bending is no joke: I've spent days in a sense of confusion because I don't know who I am anymore. Things I'd normally react to, things that would trigger me, don't. I feel like I'm being dragged toward a reality where I am the sexiest, most successful man in existence.

Shannon definitely snuck "Everything is Possible," or something like that in here, because many of my internal limits have begun to melt away. Things I thought I'd never do, I'm doing. Even when I'm training, I find myself pushing harder and harder and harder. That's how I got in the situation I'm in now with the f*cked up neck. I did three classes back to back: Brazilian Jiu-Jutsu, Muay Thai and then boxing. Three hours of intense training... and no MHS to heal me.

The dreams on this thing are absolutely surreal and nonsensical. A few have felt very menancing, but not physically. Like... my soul was in trouble or something.

Anyway, I've collected quite a few Tinder numbers. Gonna see how this plays out.

I feel you on the zombie comment and the headaches. For me it feels slightly on the left side of the forehead, synchronized with breathing. Every exhale gives a throbbing like pain. As if something's trying to come out the side of my forehead

I'm glad I'm not the only one to think that EIP is in there. I had a feeling that it might be in there this morning, but dismissed it quickly. For me, it's coming in the form that everything's gonna shape out in the exact way that I want. It feels like it cannot be otherwise. That's the most accurate description I can come out with at this state.

Also, do you think over training could be a form of resistance? As in, "lemme overwork myself so I can have an excuse to switch to MHS".

(03-09-2017, 03:27 PM)Blink Wrote: [ -> ]I feel you on the zombie comment and the headaches. For me it feels slightly on the left side of the forehead, synchronized with breathing. Every exhale gives a throbbing like pain. As if something's trying to come out the side of my forehead

I'm glad I'm not the only one to think that EIP is in there. I had a feeling that it might be in there this morning, but dismissed it quickly. For me, it's coming in the form that everything's gonna shape out in the exact way that I want. It feels like it cannot be otherwise. That's the most accurate description I can come out with at this state.

Also, do you think over training could be a form of resistance? As in, "lemme overwork myself so I can have an excuse to switch to MHS".

Nah, I have no intention whatsoever of switching. I'm going through too much internal change and VERY FAST to switch. It was more of me trying to show off for the tall, leggy, athletic black chick that I ended up opening.

What it IS doing, however, is making me realize how much I want subs that will help me explore my inner world more. A 5.5g or 6g standalone version of EIP or something like that.

... though I do miss MHS.