Sarge --
Until you stop this ridiculous black or white thinking, I'm gonna have to stop responding to you. I don't agree with this author's definition of trust, AT ALL. However, just because I don't agree doesn't mean everything in the entire book is wrong. For some reason, you have this insane propensity to disqualify an entire body of ideas because of one thing you don't agree with.
In this case, if the book is slightly "wrong," you're going to resort to the complete opposite and become a sociopath / psychopath. Like, wtf? Stop it.
Or, if you can't pull this emotionally damaged hairdresser, that means you can't pull any woman?
STOP IT.
STOP IT.
STOP IT.
For the love of Shannon -- the Sub All Father, Benjamin -- the Sword of the Law and DMSI -- the Son of the All Father, STOP IT.
(07-03-2017, 02:20 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Sarge --
Until you stop this ridiculous black or white thinking, I'm gonna have to stop responding to you. I don't agree with this author's definition of trust, AT ALL. However, just because I don't agree doesn't mean everything in the entire book is wrong. For some reason, you have this insane propensity to disqualify an entire body of ideas because of one thing you don't agree with.
In this case, if the book is slightly "wrong," you're going to resort to the complete opposite and become a sociopath / psychopath. Like, wtf? Stop it.
Or, if you can't pull this emotionally damaged hairdresser, that means you can't pull any woman?
STOP IT.
STOP IT.
STOP IT.
For the love of Shannon -- the Sub All Father, Benjamin -- the Sword of the Law and DMSI -- the Son of the All Father, STOP IT.
Lol, yeah I see your point. I guess I just get nervous when things get complicated. Black and white thinking is simpler but I see your point.
Thanks for pointing that out.
(07-03-2017, 02:20 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Sarge --
For the love of Shannon -- the Sub All Father, Benjamin -- the Sword of the Law and DMSI -- the Son of the All Father, STOP IT.
XD XD XD
Insanely profound things going on in my life -- some that I won't talk about publicly. Just know that DMSI caused one of the most life-changing dreams I've ever had. Things will never be the same after it.
The chick I banged last week has been texting me non-stop. She went on a trip out of town and apparently bought me a bunch of gifts. After ONE BANG. That's crazy. Also, manifestations are crazy up. Matched with a minor celeb on Tinder today. Nervous about messaging her, but I'm gonna make myself do it, even if sh*t doesn't go down with her.
A part of my subconscious is fighting me tooth and nail, though. Among other ridiculous things, I've had a headache for almost 2 weeks straight now. But, DMSI-b tunnels on, burrowing through all things that would stop me.
Curious how you define "minor celeb?" Local talkshow/radio/TV personality/musician, CW TV series regular, YouTube channel personality with 100,000+ subscribers...?
(07-06-2017, 07:39 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Curious how you define "minor celeb?" Local talkshow/radio/TV personality/musician, CW TV series regular, YouTube channel personality with 100,000+ subscribers...?
Without going into too much detail, she's appeared in a number of pop singers music videos (think Lady Gaga level) and trains them on dance / choreographed for them. Guest starred in a number of television shows. Her Instagram is full of pics of her hanging out with superstars and dancing with them. I still haven't messaged her because I got in a car accident on Tuesday and fucked up my car. More details in next post.
So, meeting up with ALCT (I think that was her name) late Saturday night and POSSIBLY the chick I banged last Wednesday on Sunday night. If this goes down, I may achieve design goal twice in one weekend. But, I reluctantly do this. ALCT really pissed me off. Here's the deets:
I took her out on July 4th to see fireworks. We ended up going downtown and checking out all the festivities. If you remember, ALCT was the one that was really into me before asking if I were seeing other women. When we went out this time, she was trying to be aloof and distant. Rejecting my attempts to escalate and initiate kino. Being kinda rude. It got to the point where internally, I was literally telling myself that it wasn't worth the trouble -- DMSI steadily manifests women into my life, so wtf would I keep going after her. I finally just shutdown completely. Stopped talking. Stopped interacting. She picked up on it and started being a bit nicer. She told me that she's afraid of "whirlwind romances," (which I said I wanted) because she's done them before and "got her heart stomped on" (not my problem, chick) and that the whole idea just sounds like game (it is). Anyway, we were were at this cocktail bar and she ordered like 4 drinks -- which REALLY pissed me off. Last time, I paid for it because she was being very touchy and affectionate (even if she was complaining about me being a player). This time, since she was so cold, I began flirting with the very beautiful server (seriously 7/10 french chick with an amazing ass). The server was soooo into me and flattered by my attention.
When ALCT went to the bathroom, I whispered to the server to make sure she split the check when it came and I'd reward her for it. The server thought it was hilarious -- she even said she noticed how cold ALCT was. Anyway, ALCT comes back and asks for the check. Man, the look on her face when the server split it. Was to die for. ALCT looked like she wanted to kill the server. Then, I said I asked for the split check. She didn't get mad... she got TOUCHY. Now she wanted to initiate kino, after I pulled that move. Anyway, we went to this street concert. Held hands, danced a little bit. ALCT began complaining about cramps. She claimed her period was starting. This was moments after she started getting a bunch of texts. Riiiight.
Chick, you thought you were gonna come out, get free drinks and then go get banged out by your f*ck buddy. Lol. Whatever. I was ready to go home anyway, so I offered to take her back early.
Long story short, I ended up getting sideswiped by this stupid-ass kid and now my car is out of commission with a busted transmission. Whatever.
So, I told myself I was done with ALCT. I called her an Uber after the accident and sent her home. Once she was home, I texted to see if she was okay. She said she was and that was supposed to be the end of that. I ended up focusing my efforts on the chick I banged, who I'm calling BBB (Boring But will Bang).
Now, BBB texted me earlier this week. She went out of town on vacation and brought me back a bunch of gifts. This is a woman I've banged ONCE and hung out with once and she's buying me gifts. We were supposed to go out Wednesday, but with no car (and no rental insurance -- I'm a lame), we canceled it until Sunday. She's gonna drive 45 minutes to see Spiderman with me. Gonna invite her back to the house and get another boring bang.
Anyway, now ALCT's texting me. I haven't spoken to her since Tuesday. My plans were to ignore her. Now she's asking if she can come over Saturday and watch the projector. I'm leery of her intentions. I dunno if she just wants more validation and attention, or if she really is turned on and resisting. Either way, I would normally turn her down, rest up Saturday and just hang out with BBB... but I gotta practice what I preach and not shut down avenues of possible manifestation.
Anything can happen to the high value man running DMSI. Pushing onwards.
words to live by
Quote:Anything can happen to the high value man running DMSI. Pushing onwards.
Sorry about your car, mang. BBB - just woke up my dang baby laughing at that one. Seeing Spiderman myself, tonight. High hopes.
Gotta do that mental jiu jitsu, ya dig?!?
ALCT has ghosted after I took the text conversation in a flirty direction. Good riddance, your loss, chick. She kept trying to pull this, "we'll be friends first" crap even when I said I wasn't interested in that AT ALL. When she kept apologizing about my car -- and keep in mind, she only feels so guilty because she knows she was lying about her period starting -- I finally responded with, "how are you going to make it up to me?" At that point, no response, just as I expected. Hopefully, she's not stupid enough to think I'm going to chase her and she'll just vanish.
BBB, on the other hand, seems absolutely enamored with me. Constantly telling me that she can't wait to see me again on Sunday (we're going to see Spiderman), and insinuating that we'll be f*cking all night. Keeps saying she has nothing to do on Monday since she's off work for the summer (she's a teacher) and can "stay out late."
To be honest... I'm actually getting kinda bored with chasing women. I enjoy what DMSI is doing to my life, don't get me wrong and it's an amazing sub, but I want to be more in an empire building more. Can't wait to get my hands on MLS 5.5g. Then, it's back to 3.2.
Bussanut weekend, guys. Bussanut weekend.
I can't wait until you're getting these results without chasing at all!
Tired as hell, but had to post. Design goal achieved again!
BBB flaked on me after I bought us Spider-man tickets. Matched with this chick on Tinder. Not the prettiest, but was polite, poised and cute. Took her to the movie instead. Grabbed a quick bite to eat. Invited her back to the house to watch a movie on the projector. We lasted about 30 minutes before making out. Escalation was insanely easy. There was absolutely NO resistance. She was totally down to f*ck.
And my god. The f*cking. Was. Amazing. This chick was so tight that I couldn't even fit two fingers in. I railed the life out of her. She kept squirting all over me. Chick was so loud that I kept having to put my hand over her mouth, which only turned her on even more. I have to say that this was possibly some of the best sex I've ever had in my life. Banged three times. She came probably like five times. I went down on her and she squirted everywhere. Sh*t was just absolutely insane. She made my d*ck sing.
F*cking. DMSI.
(07-09-2017, 09:32 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Tired as hell, but had to post. Design goal achieved again!
BBB flaked on me after I bought us Spider-man tickets. Matched with this chick on Tinder. Not the prettiest, but was polite, poised and cute. Took her to the movie instead. Grabbed a quick bite to eat. Invited her back to the house to watch a movie on the projector. We lasted about 30 minutes before making out. Escalation was insanely easy. There was absolutely NO resistance. She was totally down to f*ck.
And my god. The f*cking. Was. Amazing. This chick was so tight that I couldn't even fit two fingers in. I railed the life out of her. She kept squirting all over me. Chick was so loud that I kept having to put my hand over her mouth, which only turned her on even more. I have to say that this was possibly some of the best sex I've ever had in my life. Banged three times. She came probably like five times. I went down on her and she squirted everywhere. Sh*t was just absolutely insane. She made my d*ck sing.
F*cking. DMSI.
^This is what I experienced too, welcome to the club !